154 I'm all right, and I won't bring you any burden
As soon as Tan Xiyue's words came out, all the people turned their eyes on Tan Mingtao's face, staring at him tightly, and the heart in his chest began to tense and beat wildly, all looking forward to Tan Mingtao remembering the events of that day and telling the truth.
Tan Mingtao tried to recall, his eyebrows gradually frowned in thought, and he thought quietly for a while. He raised his hand and rubbed his brow, exhaling. Then he looked at Tan Xiyue's longing eyes.
"Fourth brother, have you thought of anything?" Tan Xiyue looked at Tan Mingtao's efforts, "Do you remember who pushed you off the sea?" β
"Xiyue...... I can't remember. Tan Mingtao knew that his answer would definitely disappoint him, "I feel that my mind is a little chaotic, and there are many things I can't remember." β
Tan Xiyue patted Tan Mingtao's shoulder: "Since you really can't think of it, then forget it, don't be too reluctant, your body can't bear it." β
"Hmm." Tan Mingtao nodded, "I will still try to think about the past and not let you worry." β
Mu Xinyan also comforted him: "Si Shao, you may be too tired, don't think too much, wait until your body is better to think about these things." Drink more juice and it's good for your body. β
Tan Mingtao smiled and drank sweet and sour orange juice with a straw in his mouth.
Tan Xiyue looked at the fourth brother who smiled the truest and brightest from the heart, and felt that he had no dark side in this way, if he really couldn't think of anything, he only lived such a simple and beautiful life, and didn't have to face some insidious and vicious human feelings, wouldn't it be a good thing for him?
\But if he can't remember what happened before, will the person who wanted to harm him stop, and who should bear the suffering he suffered, and should he let that person go unpunished?
Tan Xiyue also took a sip of orange juice and fell into deep thought.
Fu Xiangwan noticed Tan Xiyue's worries, and shook his hand gently: "What do you think?" Why don't you go for a walk? β
"Okay." Tan Xiyue put down the cup and said to Tan Mingtao, "Fourth brother, I will walk in the garden with Wanwan." β
Then they got up and walked side by side, and after walking into the distance, Fu Xiangwan opened his mouth to get to the point: "Are you worried about the fourth brother?" β
"The fourth brother just woke up, and I don't want him to fall into the dark again." Tan Xiyue was naturally worried, "If the fourth brother never remembers, I will naturally be happy to live happily like this, but now Guan Yiyao cannot clear the suspicion, she is the fourth brother's fiancΓ©e, the fourth brother is defenseless against her, if we marry her, the development of things will be beyond our imagination." β
Tan Xiyue and Fu Xiangwan's eyes met, and their eyes revealed great worry.
The consequence of this kind of strictness is that if Guan Yiyao really chooses to marry Tan Mingtao, then they will always have children, and if they have children, then what about the love and hatred in this? This will make things tricky, put everyone in a dilemma, and most importantly Tan Mingtao will be hurt even more.
"That'...... What to do? Fu Xiangwan's fingertips were cold, "Xiyue, are you really sure that Miss Guan is really the mastermind behind the fourth brother?" β
"I'd rather be wrong than right." Tan Xiyue's tone was firm, "If the truth of the matter is like this, then what will they do in the future?" I don't want my fourth brother to suffer anymore and have an innocent little life. No matter what, I won't let Guan Yiyao step into this house! β
Fu Xiangwan set his eyes on Tan Mingtao: "But their marriage contract, if one of them does not propose to dissolve it, marriage is imperative." How do you stop it? I think the fourth brother finally woke up, and this marriage will be on the agenda soon. β
Tan Xiyue also followed her gaze: "Actually, the fourth brother can have a better choice, Guan Yiyao is not suitable for the fourth brother." Let's not talk about whether she has harmed the fourth brother, just because she doesn't really love the fourth brother, their marriage is meaningless. β
I don't love it, yes, Guan Yiyao's heart is not on the fourth brother's body at all, but on Tan Xiyue's body.
Fu Xiangwan also agreed with Tan Xiyue's approach, because marriage is the cornerstone of love to build a happy edifice.
Today at Tanjia, this meal was exceptionally happy and satisfying, and everyone felt particularly moved because of Tan Mingtao's wake-up.
"Fourth, I can finally move back home. Mom makes you something to eat every day. Fang Huaqin cut the fruit out after the meal.
"Grandpa, grandma, dad, mom, I think I'd better live in the Garden of the Americas." Tan Mingtao rejected his mother's kindness.
"You're all fine, why do you have to move out and live alone? Is home bad? Fang Huaqin looked at her son in surprise.
"Mom, it's in the suburbs, the air is very fresh and it's quiet, I like it very much now, and it's all arranged to my liking, I've slept there for so long, I'm used to it. And I have to do exercises every day, and Lao Qi also asked the doctor to arrange a special room for me, I thought, when I am fully recovered, I will talk about it. Tan Mingtao explained.
"But you live there alone, how can your mother rest assured?" Fang Huaqin finally looked forward to her son waking up, but when she woke up, she still had to live outside, and she was somewhat reluctant.
"Mom, how can I live alone, and have the heart to accompany me...... And the doctors who helped me train. Tan Mingtao glanced at Mu Xinyan who was sitting beside him, his eyes were soft and shallow, "Mom, there is a heart, aren't you still at ease?" β
In the eyes of the Tan family, Tan Mingtao can wake up, and it is all due to Mu Xinyan, so she is naturally very relieved to accompany Tan Mingtao. And I hope that Mu Xinyan will take care of him for a while before leaving.
"In that case, okay, but I'm going to go home when I'm recovered." Fang Huaqin could only nod and agree, "Then don't leave tonight, stay here and rest." β
"Okay." Tan Mingtao nodded, and he didn't want his mother to be sad and disappointed.
On the same day, Tan Mingtao stayed at Tan's house to rest, and Fang Huaqin said to him: "I have changed the clean sheets and quilts for you in your bedroom on the second floor, go and rest on it." β
"Mom, I'd better sleep in the room below, it's more convenient, and my bedroom upstairs is reserved for Xin'er to sleep." Tan Mingtao still chose the ground floor where he lived when he was sick, "Xin'er, push me in." β
Thinking about talking about Mingtao's body and feelings, everyone respected his decision.
Mu Xinyan pushed Tan Mingtao into the bedroom on the ground floor, then went to the bathroom to put hot water for him, and wrung a handful of washing water: "Si Shao, wash your face." β
"Xin'er, you and Wanwan are best friends." Tan Mingtao looked at her, didn't go to pick up the towel, only to see her nodding, after he got the answer, he smiled and nodded, "Since you call me Fourth Brother every night, how can you call me Fourth Brother?" Just call me the fourth brother with her, okay? β
Mu Xinyan's eyes on Shang Tan Mingtao felt that they were exceptionally bright in this night, like stars shining on the sky. His good-looking eyebrows and eyes were deeper in the dim light, and every line was so appropriate. She didn't know what was wrong, felt a wave of shyness, bit her lip, and finally nodded her head lightly, agreeing with his decision.
Tan Mingtao took the towel in her hand at this time, but said lightly: "Xin'er, you are blushing." β
"I ...... Have it? Mu Xinyan instinctively reached out and stroked her cheek, the temperature was a little raised, "It may be that the weather is getting warmer, and the hot water was smoked at the end of the day just now." β
"Really?" Tan Mingtao wiped his face, "Then be careful, don't get burned." β
"Oh." Mu Xinyan was cute like a little girl at the moment, took the towel he had washed his face, and then turned around and went to the bathroom.
When she came out, she already had an extra basin of water in her hand and put it at Tan Mingtao's feet, and she naturally reached out to help him take off the slippers under his feet. But Tan Mingtao held her hand: "I can do this by myself." β
"Let me do it." Mu Xinyan hung her head, not daring to look into his eyes.
His eyes are pure black, as deep as the warm sea, deep enough that people can indulge in them unconsciously, and people can't extricate themselves from the magic.
"I should have practiced a lot to recover faster, shouldn't I? This way it won't be a burden on you. Tan Mingtao still insisted after all.
How could he let an unmarried girl do these things for him.
Tan Mingtao was very serious and hard-working, raising his feet little by little, lifting them to the height of his hands, taking off his socks, putting them lightly in the water, and washing them alone. And Mu Xinyan lifted the quilt half for him and laid the pillow flat.
Looking at her busy figure, it feels like her wife is considerate of herself. I really hope that one day, all of this will become a reality.
He has lost so much in his life, and now it's time to make up for it one by one. But before that, he has a lot to do.
After Tan Mingtao washed, Mu Xinyan handed over a towel to wipe his feet and poured water for him.
Mu Xinyan is just his psychiatrist, these things that she doesn't do with her own hands can completely fake others, but she doesn't feel uncomfortable doing these things at all, as if she has experienced the nature and familiarity thousands of times.
Then she came out and said, "Come, I'll help you to bed." β
Mu Xinyan supported Tan Mingtao so that he could support himself to get up from the wheelchair, he gritted his teeth, tried to exert himself, stood up with her help, walked to the edge of the bed in small steps, and got on the bed.
Mu Xinyan replaced the quilt and instructed: "If there is anything at night, there is someone in the next room." β
"Are you going to rest?" Tan Mingtao was lying, but his eyes were chasing her.
"I'm sleepy." Mu Xinyan shook her head, it was only nine o'clock now, and Tan Mingtao rested early because of his weak body.
"Then read this book for me, I wouldn't have been able to sleep without you reading to me." Tan Mingtao raised his hand and pointed to the books on the bookshelf over there.
Mu Xinyan didn't know that he just wanted to keep Mu Xinyan in this way, and wanted to spend more time alone with her. Only when it was so quiet, when it was only the two of them, could he look at her a few more times.
"Okay." Mu Xinyan walked over and took one of the books, turned it back and sat down.
She sat down in the chair beside the bed, opened the book and stopped at page 112, where there was a bookmark.
"That's where I saw before I went on a mission, I haven't seen it for so long, and I forgot everything in front of me." Tan Mingtao smiled faintly, and his smile was bright and dark.
Mu Xinyan felt a trace of distress in her heart, the dark life of the past two years was really the most desperate moment in her life for Tan Mingtao. Thankfully, he survived and is now on his feet.
"Then I'll read it to you from the beginning." Mu Xinyan turned back to the first page and began to read it to him.
Tan Mingtao listened carefully, without making any sound, the corners of her lips were slightly raised, and the suppressed color between her eyebrows and eyes gradually melted away under her soft and beautiful voice. Until he gently closed his eyes, until he made an even breathing sound.
Mu Xinyan saw that Tan Mingtao had fallen asleep, so she sandwiched the bookmark on the page, closed it, and put it away.
She straightened up and tucked the corners of the quilt for him again, her eyes narrowly swept over his handsome eyebrows, and the masculine chin, still revealing the nobility of a soldier.
"Four...... Good night, brother. β
Mu Xinyan turned off all the lights in the room and said goodbye to him.
She gently closed the door, and the moonlight poured in faintly through the curtains, and the room was cold.
Tan Mingtao, who should have fallen asleep on the bed, slowly opened his eyes, supported his body with both hands and sat up, and then slowly moved off the bed and sat in a wheelchair. He turned his wheelchair to the floor-to-ceiling window, and then pushed open the window little by little, he leaned on the floor-to-ceiling window, leaned on the fence and walked over, there was a green potted plant in the corner of the balcony, and he reached out to stroke the leaves of the potted plant.
Tan Mingtao looked at the pot of flowers, and his eyes gradually turned cold, colder than this night.
And after going out, Mu Xinyan happened to run into Fu Xiangwan: "Fourth brother is asleep?" β
"Hmm." Mu Xinyan nodded.
"Let's go, I'll take you to the fourth brother's bedroom." Fu Xiangwan took her hand and led her to the bedroom where Tan Mingtao used to be.
The interior decoration reveals a strong personal style, cold, black and white as the main color, and the expression xiΓ n out of the strength of the military, cold and hard.
"You're tired too, rest early." Fu Xiangwan didn't stay long.
Mu Xinyan looked at this bedroom and saw many awards, trophies, and medals that Tan Mingtao had received when he was a soldier. Undoubtedly, he was a good soldier.
Such an excellent man, with a good upbringing, a proud family background, excellent appearance, and outstanding achievements, is the choice of women.
As soon as Mingtao's illness is cured, they are going to get married, right? How many women's hearts are going to be broken.
This afternoon, the scene where Tan Mingtao personally fed Guan Yiyao suddenly appeared in front of him, they are talented men and women, how well matched.
Mu Xinyan shook her head, went to the bathroom to rinse off her tiredness, and lay down on the soft big bed.
Although it was a newly changed bed sheet and quilt cover, why did she always feel that there was a refreshing breath on Tan Mingtao's body, as if she was hugged by him...... Stop, stop, she was thinking about something.
He's someone else's fiancΓ©, how can she be so cranky. And as soon as he is good, she will go back to her own life. The relationship between them is just that of a patient and a doctor.
Mu Xinyan pulled the quilt over her head and buried the whole person in the quilt, unable to breathe, and her mind could go blank.
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