206 If You Want to Die, Go Die (Wonderful)

Ren Ruping's eyes are firm, not like she is joking, compared to her son, she has a deeper relationship with her daughter Guan Yiyao, so when she saw her daughter being tortured and pained like this, as well as her husband and son's ruthless criticism of her daughter, her heart was crushed. How she wished that she could bear this qiΔ“ suffering instead of Guan Yiyao, even if she was allowed to die, it didn't matter. But this pain is not something she can replace if she wants to replace it, she can only watch her daughter suffer, which is more painful than cutting her heart with a knife.

"Ren Ruping, you're messing around! If you continue to mess around like this, this family will be scattered. Guan Liguo also told her very strictly, "Ruping, loving children is love in the heart, not on the surface, children are at fault, and we are responsible as parents." Don't do it again, okay? ”

"Mom, this is for Yao'er's good, why can't you understand Dad's hard work?" Guan Yiwei was also anxious, their family was already in chaos.

"Take her away." Guan Liguo said to the doctor, "If you can't take it away, you will be sedated." ”

"No...... No, I'd rather die than have surgery......" Guan Yiyao kept struggling, resisting and not cooperating, and in her beautiful eyes you could see the fear of amputation and the despair of life.

She is a princess who is high up, and she will never accept a crippled body and a crippled life. She is sound and beautiful in life, even if she dies, she must be decent and complete, and she will not allow herself to be a trace of unbeautiful.

"Since they are not afraid of death, they are still afraid of living." Guan Liguo reprimanded, "The operation can't be delayed." ”

Guan Yiyao's strength alone is no match for many medical staff after all, and she was also seriously injured, and she was subdued by others very lightly, although she couldn't move, she still shouted: "I won't do it if I die, let me go, let me go--"

But how could the doctor listen to her, hold her down, and then inject a tranquilizer, Guan Yiyao's consciousness dissipated, and then slowly closed her eyes, and then quieted down.

And this scene made Ren Ruping's heart break, and finally read Guan Yizhen's name, and finally fainted uncontrollably.

"Mom......" Guan Yiwei saw Ren Ruping fainting in his father's arms, and he called out anxiously.

"Doctor, see how my wife is doing?" Guan Liguo picked up Ren Ruping in his arms and put her on the sand and lay down.

The doctor stepped forward to diagnose her, Guan Liguo and Guan Yiwei anxiously waited for the answer: "Mr. Guan, Mrs. She was stimulated and physically and mentally exhausted, so she fainted. ”

Then the medical staff put Guan Yiyao out of the ward and took her to the operating room. And Ren Ruping was rearranged to rest in a ward, Guan Liguo stood beside Ren Ruping's bed, and said to Guan Yiwei behind him: "Wei'er, you go and guard your sister, I'll just watch your mother here." ”

"Yes." Guan Yiwei nodded, looking at his father's back, he could feel the helplessness and pain emanating from him, "Dad, don't be too entangled and sad, this qiΔ“ is something we don't want to see, but since it has happened, we can only unite as a family and face it strongly." ”

Guan Liguo turned around and looked at the mature and handsome Guan Yiwei with appreciative eyes, and he reached out and patted him on the shoulder with satisfaction: "Fortunately, I still have you, my good son." ”

"Dad, then I'll go see Yao'er." Guan Yiwei just smiled back and turned to leave.

Before he closed the door of the ward, he glanced back at his father, he bowed down and held Ren Ruping's hand, and there was an indescribably complicated look in his eyes: "Ruping, why are you suffering?" ”

This sentence made Guan Yiwei feel inexplicably sad, their Guan family has been happy and happy for so many years, but at this moment, he felt a sense of separation. They have been friends with the Tan family for generations, but it is also at this moment that there is such a big crack.

He felt like every step he took was so heavy that he almost used up all his strength. He gritted his teeth, endured a bit of pain, and insisted on going to the operating room where Guan Yiyao was, at this moment, no matter how wrong his sister was, he also needed his relatives to be by his side to cheer her up.

Guan Yiyao sat on the rest chair outside the operating room and waited, but her eyebrows were frowning. He exhaled a deep breath from his heart, then tilted his head and slowly closed his eyes.

He sat there, his head tilted and his eyes closed, motionless, like a still stone statue.

At this moment, a figure slowed down and walked softly, standing in front of him, staring at his face full of sorrow with a pair of big black and white eyes, and the deep brow seemed to be unable to let go.

And Guan Yiwei, who was troubled at the moment, didn't notice that someone was approaching him, and even stood in front of him and looked at him. This person raised a slender white finger, and the smooth and round fingertips stroked Guan Yiwei's wrinkled eyebrows with the word "Chuan".

This touch made Guan Yiwei immediately open his eyes, and grabbed the wrist that was caressing his eyebrows, and his strength was not controlled for a while, so the excessive strength made the other party cry out in pain: "Guan Yiwei, you let go of my hand, it hurts so ......much."

Guan Yiwei flattened his head, and his eyes met the person opposite, only to see clearly that the beautiful girl in front of him was Chu Hanyan. Her long hair is tied into a ponytail, her whole person exudes youth and vitality, and her big eyes are even more aura, compared to her, Guan Yiwei seems to be much older in these days.

"Why are you here?" Guan Yiwei was surprised to see her here, and then let go of her hand.

Chu Hanyan frowned in pain, while rubbing his wrist that was pinched by him: "Guan Yiwei, you really don't know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, I was a beautiful woman who was ravaged like this by you!" You see my wrists are red, they must be bruised tonight. ”

"You don't have nothing to do and come to me and be abused." Guan Yiwei sat up straight and reached out to rub his sore eyebrows.

"You...... It's really not gentlemanly. Chu Hanyan was almost speechless.

"I'm not a gentleman, and naturally I don't have any grace." Guan Yiwei's gaze swept over the lamp above the operating room, the time of this operation was long, and the hearts of those who were waiting were tormented and tortured.

"Even if you don't have a gentlemanly demeanor, I don't care about you a lot." Chu Hanyan would comfort herself, but she took out a box from the backpack she was carrying, and handed it to Guan Yiwei, "Give." ”

"What is this?" Guan Yiwei lowered her eyes and looked at the box she handed over, rectangular, with a mobile phone on it, "What does the phone do for me?" ”

"Didn't I crash into you last time and broke your phone, I paid you for this, and it's exactly the same as the phone you used last time." Chu Hanyan specially explained, "I am a very trustworthy person, and I will definitely pay you if I want to compensate you." ”

"Then you came to me on purpose?" Guan Yiwei didn't reach out to take it, but looked at her face, "How did you know I was here?" ”

"I went to your place of work to look for you, and your secretary said that you took leave to come to the People's Hospital, so I came here and asked around to find out that you were here." Chu Hanyan also looked at the operating room, "I know that your sister is operating inside, and I don't know how to comfort you." But since something has happened, what we have to do is to face and solve it, and avoiding or sadness will not solve the problem, so be brave. I'll cheer you on. ”

Chu Hanyan smiled and raised her hand to pat her left atrium, her smile was like the warmest sunlight shining into his cold atrium, making him feel the warmth of the sun, and his heart gradually had a trace of warmth.

"Thank you for cheering me on." Guan Yiwei showed a rare smile during this time, and then he pushed the phone case, "But this one is not needed." ”

"It was I who broke your phone, so naturally I have to pay for it, otherwise my heart will be uneasy." Chu Hanyan forced the phone into Guan Yiwei's arms, "I've already bought it, you can take it." ”

"I've bought a new phone, so I don't really need it." Guan Yiwei returned the mobile phone case to her, "You can take it and return it, or sell it." ”

"I know it took me so long to lose your mobile phone, you must have bought a new one, but I didn't have any money on me at the time, I had to work for three months to earn the money to buy the same mobile phone as yours, it's all your fault, what to do with such an expensive mobile phone." Chu Hanyan still complained about him, it was his fault, "This is what I have earned through hard work, I have never suffered this kind of hardship in my life, you see that I am so sincere and sincere, I still accept it, so that I don't feel that I owe you anything." ”

She was born in a good family since she was a child, and she has never suffered for money since she was a child. If she hadn't refused her father's blind date request, he would have cut off her financial resources, and she wouldn't have had to work so hard. But let's experience life, it's also a kind of tempering for yourself.

Earn it by working hard for three months? Just to pay him a mobile phone?

Guan Yiwei looked at Chu Hanyan's delicate face, revealing a tenacious perseverance, which made Guan Yiwei's heart inexplicably touched and rare. His troubled mood was relieved by her presence.

"In that case, then I'll take it." Guan Yiwei has already said that she will not refuse her, that would be a harm to her.

"Really?" Chu Hanyan's originally depressed little face immediately bloomed with brilliance, and his eyes also brightened.

"Really, I won't lie to you." Guan Yiwei took the phone case from her hand and held it tightly in his hand to show his attitude.

Chu Hanyan laughed, his eyebrows and eyes crooked with a smile, like a crescent moon in the sky, which was particularly beautiful.

"What have you been doing for the past three months?" Guan Yiwei started the topic with her, and by talking to her, she didn't have to think about those troublesome things, and she could also make time pass faster.

"I went to work as a waiter at a cafΓ©." Chu Hanyan didn't shy away either, "Although I don't have a lot of money, I'm not too tired, and it's safer in a cafΓ©, not as messy as bars, and I can protect myself." ”

"Clever girl." Guan Yiwei praised her and said, "But don't do it again in the future, let's go to school hard." ”

"I know." Chu Hanyan smiled and nodded.

The distance between the two was shortened in such a conversation, and time passed quickly.

As soon as the lights in the operating room turned on, Guan Yiwei immediately stood up, and Chu Hanyan also stood up with him. He turned back to her and said, "You go back first." ”

"Can I see your sister?" Chu Hanyan pursed his lips and boldly made a request.

Guan Yiwei hesitated, but still rejected her: "Miss Chu, thank you for your concern." But my sister has just had major surgery, and it's not suitable to see people right now, so it's not too late for you to come back to see her when she's better. ”

"It's fine." Chu Hanyan is also a girl who is sorted out by Ming, "Then I'll go back." ”

"Be careful on the road." Guan Yiwei instructed her.

Chu Hanyan nodded, and then was reluctant to leave.

As soon as the door of the operating room opened, Guan Yiyao was pushed out by the medical staff, because she had undergone a major operation, so her complexion was very bad, her face was gray, her expression was haggard, her eyes were closed, and her long eyelashes cast a dark shadow under her eyes, which looked particularly pitiful.

"Doctor, how is my sister?" Guan Yiwei anxiously stepped forward to ask.

"Miss Guan's surgery was very successful, as long as she recovers well, after the prosthesis is installed in the future, she will not be much different from normal people from her appearance." The doctor raised his hand to wipe his sweat, and stated this thing that was also a fatal blow to Guan Yiyao with the normal mentality of a doctor, "There is another thing, that is, the child in Miss Guan's belly in the car accident was miscarried by Yan ZΓ²ng's car accident, and her abdomen was hit with a huge impact, injuring the uterus, so the injury was broken, causing heavy bleeding, which may lead to lifelong infertility!" When a woman loses her fertility, her life is no longer complete. It's just that this body will recover one day, but the scars in Miss Guan's heart are obviously profound, and you as family members must patiently enlighten her, as long as you get out of this heart disease, people can get completely better. ”

Miscarriage and infertility are a very big blow to Guan Yiyao. The child she was bent on saving was lost like this, or died on her own impulses. She felt when she knew what to do. Can her heart withstand such blows again and again?

"We got it." Guan Yiwei nodded again and again and assured, "We will definitely cooperate with the doctor and do our best to make her better." ”

"Well, be patient, there will always be miracles." The doctor also regretted that a woman in her prime had withered like this, and "it would have been of great help to her to have a good psychiatrist." ”

Psychiatrist, the first name that popped up in Guan Yiwei's mind when he heard this word was Mu Xinyan. At a young age, she has successfully cured many people's achievements, which has attracted more and more attention to her.

And will she be willing to help her sister? A man who wants her life and four lives!

Guan Yiwei remembered what the doctor said, and then accompanied Guan Yiyao back to the ward. After a while, he went to his mother's hospital room to report the results of the operation to his father.

On the other side, Tan Mingtao had woken up at this time, and the moment he opened his eyes, his eyes were clear and clear, as if there was light.

A lot of pictures appeared in his mind at once, as if a movie was playing in his mind one by one, those memories that he had forgotten and were afraid of sleeping, and his memories finally came like a tide and woke up one by one. He was finally whole.

"Fourth brother, drink water." Mu Xinyan poured a cup for him and handed it over.

"Okay." Tan Mingtao took it and took a sip quietly.

"Fourth brother, does your head still hurt?" Mu Xinyan looked at the white veil on his head distressedly, "Or I'll go to the doctor to show you." ”

"I slept much better and my head didn't hurt so much." Tan Mingtao knew that he must have hit his head, and the headache was a precursor to memory recovery, and after the pain, those lost memories would come back.

He should really be grateful to Guan Yiyao, if it weren't for her crazy behavior, he didn't know when he would be able to retrieve those important memories, but the memories that caused Guan Yiyao to die. Those shocking secrets that have been hidden for a long time, he finally wants to reveal him, let everyone know that Guan Yiyao's beautiful appearance is wrapped in a vicious heart in the world. The blood on her hands wasn't just his, it was everyone else's.

When Guan Yiyao woke up, Guan Liguo, Ren Ruping, and Guan Yiwei all guarded her. Her gaze flickered over them one by one. Endless fear rose up in her heart, and her back was cold all the time.

"Yao'er, are you feeling unwell?" Ren Ruping asked her daughter, who was even more haggard after the operation.

Guan Yiyao gritted her teeth and wanted to sit up, so hard that her face turned pale, Ren Ruping didn't want her to work too hard, so she helped her sit up. Her gaze fell fixedly on her right calf, the quilt was empty in that place, and her leg was really gone.

She trembled and stretched out her hand, but she never touched it, and the water vapor quickly accumulated in her wide-open beautiful eyes, which blurred her vision in an instant, and slid sharply down her pink cheeks, biting her trembling lips to prevent herself from crying, her lips were colorless, and her voice was trembling and unsteady: "Mom, my legs, my legs...... Ahh

Guan Yiyao felt dizzy on the spot, unable to bear such a cruel result. Her heart was slashed by countless sharp swords, and the blood flowed, making her eyes black for a while, and she wanted to never wake up again, so she fell asleep, did she not have to face such a cruel reality.

She looked at her daughter worriedly, holding her hand tightly.

"Mom, that's not true, is it?" Guan Yiyao only felt like five thunderbolts, blasting out her last real hope. She didn't know what else she could hold onto, was her life really so ruined? Should she go to hell?

Why do they talk about Xiyue and Fu Xiangwan, talk about Mingtao and Mu Xinyan, and they can live a good life and be so happy when they are smashed into Yu Haidong and his girlfriend? She is not convinced! She bit her lip and swore in her heart with tears in her eyes. The humiliation they gave her, she also had to make them pay something.

"Yao'er, don't get excited. The most important thing now is that you have to take care of your body and stay in the green mountains without fear of running out of firewood. Ren Ruping hugged Guan Yiyao, who was on the verge of collapse, tightly.

"Yao'er, don't be like this, is it good for reality now? Mom and Dad, and I will be with you. There is nothing terrible in this world, what is terrible is that you lose to yourself. Guan Yiwei also held Guan Yiyao's hand tightly, feeling sorry for this arrogant but miserable sister.

"Why don't you let me die, it's a hundred." Guan Yiyao couldn't listen to it at all, "Why do you want me to live like this!" It's so cruel! ”

"Yao'er, what if you die, what about Dad and Mom, and me? You are their favorite daughter and sister, you are relieved to die, but you left all your sorrow to us, how can you bear to let your parents send white-haired people to black-haired people? You are unfilial! Even if you don't live for yourself, you have to live for your parents and my brother. You are strong, brother believes that you will be able to get through it. Guan Yiwei can only move with affection, wanting to use family affection to tie Guan Yiyao and ignite the only glimmer of hope in her heart.

"Guan Yiyao, if you really die, you are not my daughter of Guan Liguo, nor is it the daughter of the Guan family." Guan Liguo reprimanded her for her willfulness, although he hated iron and steel, he didn't want to watch his own daughter die in front of him.

Guan Yiyao is now crying or crying, and the more unwilling she is!

"Yao'er, you can't die in front of your mother in the future, if you want to die, your mother will definitely come to accompany you. You will never be left alone in this world. Ren Ruping also threatened her daughter, hoping to make her have some scruples.

"Mom......" Guan Yiyao finally had a trace of soberness, "I have nothing, I have no sound body, no children, no lovers, no friends, I still have the meaning of life?" ”

"Yao'er, you still have relatives! We are your relatives, we will never leave you for the rest of our lives, and we all love you. Guan Yiwei smiled at her hard, "Brother is willing to accompany you and never marry for the rest of your life." ”

"Brother......" Guan Yiyao's heart still had ripples of emotion.

Then they hugged each other, and tears flowed, some on their faces and some in their hearts.

The next day, Tan Mingtao wanted to see Guan Yiyao, so he thought of a way to get rid of Mu Xinyan.

"Xin'er, I want to eat fried buns from the north side of the city, can you make a hard trip?" Tan Mingtao smiled at her without a trace of flaws, "It just so happens that I'm sleepy, and you'll be back after a good night's sleep, and I can eat fried buns when I open my eyes." ”

"I'll buy whatever you want to eat, as long as you're good." Mu Xinyan naturally relied on him.

"Xin'er, you're so nice." Tan Mingtao took her hand and rubbed it carefully in the palm of his hand, "I really want to marry you home as a wife soon, so that I can enjoy your care and thoughtfulness every day, that is really a great happiness in life." ”

Mu Xinyan's cheeks flushed thinly: "Aren't you sleepy?" So much more? ”

Tan Mingtao smiled: "Just sleep." ”

After speaking, he obediently closed his eyes, and Mu Xinyan glanced at him and left.

When Mu Xinyan left here with her front foot, Tan Mingtao left the ward and went directly to Guan Yiyao's ward.

Although Guan Yiyao, who has been enlightened by Guan Yiwei and Ren Ruping, no longer mentions such things as going to die, she is also depressed and has become a prisoner of her own heart. After Ren Ruping saw her sleep, her heart relaxed, and she got up and walked to the side to wipe her tears. She was going to take advantage of the time to buy something, and she explained to the nurse before leaving.

Tan Mingtao entered Guan Yiyao's hospital room and walked lightly in front of her, a pair of dark eyes were like the coldest stars in the dark night, with cold eyes and extremely cold and sharp. Now he wished he could strangle her. Although he also thought that people like Guan Yiyao would not be stupid enough to hurt them personally, but he couldn't deny her viciousness, maybe she was crazy, and she had to hurt the people he cared about to feel that he could let go of the breath in his heart and hit him completely.

He will not tolerate a trace of softness in himself, that is, cruelty to Mu Xinyan, cruelty to himself.

Guan Yiyao, who had just fallen asleep, did not fall asleep deeply, she felt that the light in front of her was swallowed by darkness, as if Satan had opened his black wings to her, and with a slight fan, her world was destroyed.

She only felt a chill attack, and suddenly opened her eyes, and her gaze met the eyes of Tan Mingtao, who was staring at her above. The light in his eyes carried an incomparably huge killing intent.

Guan Yiyao felt cold from her bones, her originally beautiful face was pale, her long hair was loose, and the gloom in her eyes made her look like she had lost her former glamorous light, fading all the brightness, without a trace of edges and arrogance.

"You...... How did you get in here? Guan Yiyao felt that the air around her was cold because of his presence.

Tan Mingtao pursed his thin lips, looked at the haggard Guan Yiyao, and spit out coldly: "My legs are fine, of course I walked in." ”

His simple words uncovered her scars, piercing Guan Yiyao's heart like a knife, making her tear and pain. She gasped and her body began to tremble.

"You get out!" Guan Yiyao didn't want to see him.

"Guan Yiyao, even if you hate me, you shouldn't touch Mu Xinyan, I said that no one can touch her! And what did you do! Tan Mingtao asked her angrily.

Guan Yiyao inhaled, and the bitterness in her throat spread: "If you can set a trap for me, so that people can't be happy, then you don't want to be satisfied." ”

"I won't let you go!" Tan Mingtao's eyes were dark, as deep as the ice abyss of the North Pole, and the corners of his lips revealed a hint of sarcasm, "Fortunately, I have nothing to do with my heart, don't you feel very uncomfortable and pity?" And you are so badly injured, not only lost a leg, but also lost the qualification to be a mother, do you think this is retribution? ”

It's not hard for him to know this news! Only by knowing oneself and knowing one's opponent can one win a hundred battles.

"Ahh

"It's not me, it's providence, look at how many bad things you've done, how much blood you've got on your hands?" Tan Mingtao smiled like Satan from hell, and with a slight wave of his hand, she could die without a place to be buried, "Do you remember the daughter of the Liang family, Yunfei's sister Liang Yunqing?" She and you grew up together, you are the two most beautiful girls in our circle, but there can only be one real princess, and you are the lucky one, Liang Yunqing died, do you remember how she died......"

Liang Yunqing......

How long have these three words been sealed in their memory, how long have these three words haunted them, and today he finally remembered? Guan Yiyao's face cracked inch by inch.

"Tan Mingtao, you are so despicable! You are the real actor, using a weak posture to make me think that I can defeat you as long as I use a little more, I didn't expect you to pretend to be disappointed to deceive me and torture me? Guan Yiyao couldn't stop the growing fear welling up in her heart.

"I didn't pretend to have lost my memory, I really forgot about Liang Yunqing's death. I can remember that it was all because you drove me and hit me on the head, and it made me regain that memory. And how did you hurt me, pretending to stay by my side to take care of me, but in fact you want to be closest to me, just by my side to spy on me, and try your best not to remind me of the previous qiΔ“, so that no one will ever know how Liang Yunqing died, and you can be an eternal princess, but you are really wrong. The real princess will keep you in your heart for a lifetime, although Qingyun is dead, but at least she lives in everyone's heart, and you are alive, who really treats you as a princess? Because you don't deserve it! Tan Mingtao's eyes shone with a broken light, a ridiculous pity for her, "I should really thank you for reminding me of a qiΔ“." It's also you yourself who pushed yourself into hell, and this time you don't have a chance, and I'll tell everyone about this qiΔ“. It's you who are too ruthless to leave yourself a way out, so don't blame me for being ruthless. ”

What Guan Yiyao is most afraid of is that on this day, Liang Yunqing's death surfaced. shattered her illusory dream of being a princess for so many years, and what point does she look like a princess now? If it weren't for that person, she wouldn't have taken a wrong step and led the tragedy of a wrong step.

This is also why she would rather sacrifice her youth to stay by Tan Jiahe's side with the injured Tan Mingtao, just like he said just to better control him. Don't let him have any possibility of recovering this memory. But after all, she was restored by her own hands.

"Hehe......" The tears on Guan Yiyao's face had dried up, and she regained her usual cold arrogance, "Tan Mingtao, I don't want to live anyway, and there is no difference between me committing suicide and being killed by you." But I will curse you and Mu Xinyan for not being happy, and having no children under your knees......"

"Don't worry, it won't be as you wish. We will be very happy and happy. He smiled cruelly, his eyes burning with flames that were about to burn, "Since you want to die, then you should die......"

After Tan Mingtao finished speaking, one hand quickly pinched her throat, tightened more and more, and her eyes became frozen, Guan Yiyao did not resist, but raised the corners of her lips and smiled with satisfaction, she closed her eyes, her face gradually turned white, and her breathing began to suffocate......

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