Gu Xin's words were all about persecution of Mu Xinyan, and for her son dying for Mu Xinyan, the hatred in her heart was ignited. As soon as it burned to this day, it was uncomfortable to see Mu Xinyan.

"Ms. Gu, it's too difficult for you to do this!" Tan Mingtao looked at Mu Xinyan, who was already sad and weeping in his arms, and his heart was filled with pain, "You are an elder, you don't even have this kind of mind, and you have been thinking about a junior for so many years." Besides, Gu Feng is willing to pay a qiē for Mu Xinyan, you are not qualified to blame her like this. Gu Feng has a spirit in the sky, and he doesn't want you to hurt the person he loves like this. ”

"I'm glad I came here with Xin'er today, otherwise you'd have really bullied her completely. Anyway, now that Xin'er has me, I am her support, and no one can bully her, including you. Tan Mingtao warned them.

"Aunt Gu...... Do you hate me that much? Mu Xinyan took a deep breath, her chest was full of tingling, "Is it so hateful that I can't get love for the rest of my life?" ”

"Yes, I hate you, and I wish it was you who was buried in the ground, not my son." Gu Xinmei longed for Mu Xinyan to die, "My son died, but it fulfilled your happiness." A vicious woman like you doesn't deserve happiness and love. Your son died for you, and you should spend your whole life atoning for your sins! ”

"She doesn't have the obligation to guard your son for the rest of her life, and Gu Feng won't be so selfish to let her heart guard him for a lifetime and be lonely for a lifetime. To love someone is to hope that he will be happy. "Talking about Mingtao's frowning, Gu Xinmei's theory is simply unreasonable.

"It's between me and her, and there's no room for you to interject." Gu Xinmei didn't put Tan Mingtao in his eyes at all, but set his eyes on Mu Xinyan, "Mu Xinyan, you should think about what I said, if you agree, then I will have a way to make you unable to enter the door of the Mu family!" I've kindly reminded you, don't blame me for being ruthless when the time comes. ”

"She won't be separated from me, we don't need your permission to get married, we only need the consent of Xin'er's parents." Tan Mingtao felt that since Gu Xinmei didn't take them seriously, there was no need for him to be polite to her.

"Then I'll wait and see. Let's see if Changqing chooses her or me. After that, Gu Xinmei swept them with cold eyes, put the white chrysanthemum in front of Gu Feng's tomb, and stretched out his hand to caress his son's young face, "Feng'er, although you are dead, I will not let go of the person who killed you, because she does not deserve to be happy!" Anyone who falls in love with her is unlucky! Young man, you better be careful, don't end up like my son, and then it's too late to regret it. ”

Then, Gu Xinmei put on sunglasses and left here proudly.

Tan Mingtao hugged Mu Xinyan and stroked her cheek with a big palm: "Xin'er, I know you are in pain now, this first step is very difficult, but as long as we are brave, we will definitely survive." You must not give up, so that her heart will be as she wants. You don't think about anything, rely on me, and give me everything. I'm not going to let her hurt you again. ”

"Hmm." Mu Xinyan leaned on his arms, the blood and tears on his forehead soaked his clothes, "Fourth brother, it's good to have you." ”

"Let's go, I'll take you to the hospital and take care of the wound." Tan Mingtao picked her up, walked outside the cemetery, and then got in the taxi when he came up, and went straight to the hospital.

"No, fourth brother, let me accompany Gu Feng more." Mu Xinyan shook her head, "I haven't come back to see him once in 6 years, I'm too unkind." ”

"Don't talk about yourself like that, others don't understand you, don't you know yourself." Tan Mingtao warmed her wounded heart with his sunny smile, "You'll get sick if you get drenched in the rain like this." ”

"Fourth brother, will you let me do it again? I owe Gu Feng too much, I want to have more time to miss him before I marry you, and I don't want to do it anymore in the future, just to accompany you, okay? Mu Xinyan looked at him with a begging gaze.

"Silly girl, after marrying me, you can also think of him. Although I don't want another man to share you with me, but without Gu Feng there would be no you, and I should be grateful to Gu Feng. And he's already a man who isn't there, and if you still have to fight with him, it's still a man. I still have this bit of open-mindedness. So don't worry, I'm not going to force you to forget about him, and I'll accompany you here when you want to see him. Tan Mingtao gently raised his hand to brush away her rain-soaked hair on her face, "You wait for me here, I'll go get you an umbrella." ”

Tan Mingtao knew that now Mu Xinyan wanted to be alone and quiet, and she might have something to say to Gu Feng. The rain was not very heavy, but it was enough to drench the clothes. He kissed her in the eye and turned away.

Mu Xinyan bit her lip to not let herself be sad because of this, she turned around and stood alone in front of the tombstone, looking at the photo of Gu Feng smiling. The sourness on the tip of the heart is everywhere.

"Gu Feng, I'm not a bad spirit, Gu Feng, I miss you! How nice it would be if you were still alive, we would still be happy together as a family. It won't be like this. Mu Xinyan was in no man's land, and finally cried loudly, like a child who had been wronged, which was extremely distressing, "Aunt Gu is right, I killed you, it was I who ...... So what qualifies me to be happy......

After Tan Mingtao walked away, she kept maintaining that standing posture, like an ice sculpture.

Her hair was soaked with green hair, her eyebrows and eyelashes were soaked, her fair face and her moist earlobes were pale, and her petals had lost their blood.

A transparent umbrella appeared on Mu Xinyan's head, covering the falling rain.

"Xin'er, are you okay?" Tan Mingtao rushed over, stood beside her, and looked at her haggard appearance, and his heart was filled with dull pain.

He took out a towel and raised his hand to wipe away the dried blood and rain on her face: "After talking to Gu Feng, let's go, I'll take you to the hospital." ”

"Fourth brother, don't be so nice to me, I'm not worth it." Mu Xinyan lowered her eyelashes, her face was stained with moisture.

"Xin'er, what are you talking about? Did Ms. Gu's words affect you? I said it, you don't care what she says. You just have to trust me. Don't you believe me? His voice grew softer and softer, and by the end it had turned into a broken sigh. His gaze was like crumpled moonlight, cold and silent, projected on Mu Xinyan's pale face, revealing a trace of paleness.

"It's not that I don't believe you, it's that I can't believe in myself." Mu Xinyan frowned in pain, so deep that she couldn't soothe it, "Fourth brother, I'm afraid, I've already lost Gu Feng, I'm afraid that this time it will affect you." Anyone who falls in love with me is unfortunate. ”

"You see you're still a psychiatrist, how can you fall into other provocations so easily. Ms. Gu, she can't see that you are happy now, so she just wants to stir up a relationship between us. I don't believe in these things, what misfortune, what harmful...... All I know is that I love you, and I want to marry you and grow old with you. Don't you want to be with me? ”

"Fourth brother, I want happiness more than anyone else, but I can't give you happiness. This is a very luxurious thing," Mu Xinyan pursed her lips.

"Are you going to let go of my hand, then?" Tan Mingtao held her shoulder.

Mu Xinyan covered her mouth, turned her back, her shoulders trembled, how could those vows engraved in her heart be light and forget, and how could the beautiful things spent together be light and light. These are the pains she tries to bury in the bottom of her heart, as long as she doesn't touch it, she will be fine, but as long as she touches it, it will be a river of blood.

Tan Mingtao encircled her trembling body in his arms from behind her, gave her his warmth, and crossed her sorrow to herself, two equally sore and helpless hearts beating at the same frequency.

"Don't be stupid, I won't let you lose me." He buried his head in her neck socket, his soft and cold hair scraping against her skin, "Xin'er, I feel sorry for you." "What is the way to get him out of his past grief.

Mu Xinyan's eyelashes fluttered slightly, Tan Mingtao glanced down, and she didn't ask her. He knew she was struggling, she was quietly thinking, she was making a decision about her life.

Her hand was raised and placed on Tan Mingtao's hand around her waist, and the light in his eyes instantly bloomed when he felt the temperature of her palm, and his fingers tightened unnaturally.

"Xin'er, I know you won't forget the hard work we have worked all the way." Tan Mingtao's kiss fell lightly on her hair, carefully, "You never gave up on me when I was so difficult, and now you have pain and let me help you carry it." So I won't let go of you, I'm going to marry you in my life. ”

When Mu Xinyan heard him say this, she was naturally happy, but she was also sour. Why are all the men she meets so good? She leaned on him and became quieter, and even her breathing was much weaker.

Then Tan Mingtao took Mu Xinyan to the hospital. Registration, exclusion, examination, treatment...... The wound on Mu Xinyan's forehead was bandaged, and Tan Mingtao went to get the medicine. The two then returned to the hotel from the hospital.

"It's raining, you hurry up and take a hot shower." Tan Mingtao took the pajamas for her, "Take a bath, sleep well, and there will be no worries." ”

Mu Xinyan cheered up, took the clothes he handed over, and went to the bathroom. Mu Xinyan stood under the shower, closed her eyes, and let the warm water pour herself. The picture of Gu Feng's death began to be sent out in his mind.

Gu Xinmei knew that after his son died, he kept himself in the bedroom, not eating or drinking.

Mu Changqing and Mu Xinyan brought food for her: "Xinmei, eat some food, your body will not be able to stand it if you go on like this." ”

Gu Xinmei didn't even glance at the food: "I don't want to eat it, take it out." ”

Mu Xinyan put the food on the bedside table, picked up a bowl of soup, and said to Gu Xinmei, who was facing away from her: "Aunt Gu, this is the soup I made for you with my own hands, you can drink some--"

"Shut up--" Gu Xinmei turned around and interrupted her sharply, "Mu Xinyan, now that Feng'er has left me, are you satisfied?" You evil spirit, it's not enough for you to kill your own mother, you have to take my only son! What does Feng'er owe you to let him die so miserably! ”

Gu Feng's car was deformed and burned, burning him beyond recognition, and it was impossible to debate at all.

"Aunt Gu, I'...... I don't want that either. If I could, I would rather die than Gu Feng! That way you won't be so upset, you won't torture yourself so much. Aunt Gu, Gu Feng is gone, let me take care of you for the rest of your life instead of him, just give me a chance to atone for my sins, okay? Mu Xinyan held the bowl of soup and choked up.

Mu Xinyan's grief for losing her loved one is no less than Gu Xinmei who lost her son, but she gritted her teeth and stood up her spirits, she still has the responsibility to take care of the two old people.

"I don't need you to be pretended, I sue you, if you really have the sincerity to atone for your sins, then you should die now, go and meet Feng'er underground, so as to prove that you love him." Gu Xin's eyebrows were as sharp as a hedgehog with thorns, and when she saw that Mu Xinyan didn't speak, a sneer floated, "I knew that you were a woman of extreme hypocrisy, and Feng'er was simply seduced and confused by you." The person you love is not him at all. ”

"I love him, but you and Dad need me to take care of you, and I want to take care of you instead of Gu Feng." Mu Xinyan didn't want to die in the past, but what was the use of dying.

"You take care of me? I beg you to raise your noble hand and let me go, and let my edge come back to life! "This is simply an unreasonable request.

Mu Changqing understood the pain of Gu Xinmei's loss of a son, but when she saw her daughter swallowing her breath, she couldn't help but feel pain in her heart: "Xinmei, Xin'er already knows that she is wrong, we have already lost a son, do we want to lose a daughter?" For Feng'er's sake, you can forgive your heart. ”

"Aunt Gu, I will definitely take care of you and let Gu Feng rest assured." Mu Xinyan picked up the spoon and scooped up a mouthful of soup, which was about to be sent to Gu Xinmei's mouth.

Gu Xinmei was not polite at all, and waved his hand. With all his strength, he knocked over the bowl of soup in Mu Xinyan's hand to the ground. The hot soup was all sprinkled on Mu Xinyan's body, who couldn't dodge, she frowned in pain, gritted her teeth, and didn't dare to scream.

"Isn't it enough that you, a woman, have harmed my son? You still want to hurt me, don't you? Did you drug me in this bowl of soup? You think that our mother and son are dead, and you are willing, right? Gu Xinmei got off the bed excitedly, and rushed forward to give Mu Xinyan a slap, followed by another indiscriminate fight. 、

Mu Xinyan could only dodge, Mu Changqing saw Gu Xinmei, who had lost his mind, and stepped forward to hug her: "Xinmei...... You're sober......"

"Changqing, she killed my Feng'er, I want to avenge Feng'er, I want to kill her." Gu Xinmei was tightly held in Mu Changqing's arms and couldn't struggle.

Mu Zhaoqing gave Mu Xinyan a look: "Xin'er, you go down first." ”

Mu Xinyan nodded, picked up the bowl that was broken on the ground, and left in a hurry.

Gu Xinmei looked at Mu Xinyan who ran away, and went crazy: "Don't run, I'm going to kill you to avenge Feng'er......"

Mu Changqing watched his wife hate his daughter to the core, and his heart was also painful: "Xinmei, don't be like this, Feng'er is gone, Xin'er also blames herself, she is also in pain, don't you be like this, if one of you and Xin'er has a mistake, this family will be scattered, I don't want this family to be scattered like this, Xinmei ......"

"Changqing, I don't have a sharp edge anymore, I only have you now, don't leave me, okay, I can't lose you anymore......" Gu Xinmei hugged him tightly, "But I can't help but hate her......"

"Xinmei, let go of your heart, no matter what Xin'er says, she is my only daughter, and the Mu family will still rely on her to inherit it in the future." Mu Changqing

Since then, Mu Xinyan has still insisted on delivering food to Gu Xinmei. But Gu Xinmei was not grateful at all, and her scolding of Mu Xinyan intensified: "Get out, you get out--"

And Mu Xinyan didn't tell Mu Changqing what happened at home, after all, he was busy with work, which would only make his father more annoyed, and he silently endured it.

Gu Xinmei scolded and cursed Mu Xinyan from words, and finally saw Mu Xinyan who couldn't control her madness, and had to go to a sanatorium to recuperate and treat afterwards.

Mu's father was also very embarrassed, one was his wife who had just lost his son, and the other was his own daughter, both of whom were very embarrassed.

Mu Changqing called Mu Xinyan: "Xin'er, it's my father who can't stand you, but your Aunt Gu has been taking care of me since your mother died, helping me bring you up, she is a very important person to me, and I will have to rely on each other when I am old." Xin'er, Dad never begged you--"

Before Mu Changqing's words were finished, Mu Xinyan had already interrupted him: "Dad, I'm going to study psychology abroad, Dad, when I'm not at home, you can take care of yourself and Aunt Gu." ”

"Xin'er, it's Dad who wronged you." Mu Changqing knew that her daughter was sensible and well-behaved, so she would say so.

The next day, Mu Xinyan packed up her qiē, went abroad, returned to China after completing her studies, and did not dare to come back, wandering in a foreign land. If it weren't for Tan Mingtao coming back to propose marriage this time, she didn't think she would have the courage to come back.

Mu Xinyan didn't come out after washing for a long time, Tan Mingtao was a little worried, so he stepped forward and knocked on the door: "Xin'er ......"

Mu Xinyan woke up from her thoughts: "Fourth brother, I'll be fine soon." ”

After she hurriedly washed it, she changed her clothes and came out, Tan Mingtao sat her on the sofa, and then poured her a glass of water.

"Come, take the medicine prescribed by the doctor, lest the wound become infected and inflamed." Tan Mingtao sat beside her and took medicine and water.

Mu Xinyan took the medicine and put it in her mouth, then drank the water and swallowed it: "Fourth brother, there is something I want to discuss with you, I'll go to see my dad alone in a while, okay?" ”

Mu Xinyan thought about it for a long time before deciding to do so.

"Why? Say I'll face everything together. Tan Mingtao frowned puzzled, "Xin'er, I know what you're thinking, I won't take care of Ms. Gu, and she will definitely bully you without me." This time, I have come to propose marriage to your father, and if I don't meet him in the first place, he will think that I am not sincere. Otherwise, you can rest in the hotel, and I'll go see your dad today. I want him to know that I sincerely want to marry his daughter and give you a home. ”