264 First love and lover, who will you choose
Although the man lying on the bed was unrecognizable, Mu Xinyan could still recognize him as Gu Feng. His eyes were still so clear and gentle, so distressing to her.
Gu Feng ...... You speak, I'm the heart......"
Mu Xinyan ran weakly on the side of the bed, grasping the sheets tightly with the ten fingers of both hands, scratching out deep messy folds. It was as if her scarred heart at this time had drawn countless wounds. She had a grief in her throat and couldn't vent it. Her breathing was suffocating, she watched the pain from her heart to the blood to her limbs, and her sad weeping could not be stopped, as if it was pouring rain.
Her heart was blank, but it hurt so much, she bit her lip stubbornly, but the pain couldn't disappear, and it was heart-wrenching.
Gu Feng didn't dare to admit that since he woke up, he looked forward to seeing Mu Xinyan again every day, talking to her, and knowing that she was fine, then he would be relieved. But beware of the person in front of him, he did not dare to recognize him, and he flinched and was afraid.
Tears slipped from the corners of his closed eyes, flowing down the sideburns, silently, but also in pain that he couldn't breathe.
Tan Mingtao saw that both of them were crying, and he also sighed. Fate is really playing tricks, Mu Xinyan, who thought that Gu Feng was dead, must have been heartbroken after seeing Gu Feng like this. Both of them had their youth because of a car accident and a period of calculation.
"Xin'er, don't be like this, if you keep crying like this, Gu Feng will be more uncomfortable than you when he looks at it." Tan Mingtao stepped forward to help Mu Xinyan, who was kneeling beside the bed, "Have you forgotten the power of smiling?" ”
Mu Xinyan was in no mood to laugh at the moment, full of sadness. She couldn't stop crying at all, she hugged Tan Mingtao, hugged him tightly, bit her lip, and let the tears flow into his neck, letting the tears cold his neck.
Tan Xiyue also stepped forward and looked at the man on the bed, who was also in tears, blushing in pain and breaking his breath. Pain cut the souls of both.
Mu Xinyan gradually stopped crying in Tan Mingtao's arms, she pushed away his embrace, and Tan Mingtao raised his hand to wipe the tears on her cheeks: "It will be too ugly to cry any longer." ”
Mu Xinyan took a deep breath and adjusted her feelings, this cry cried out all the pain in her heart, much better. She came to Gu Feng's bed again, picked up a tissue on the side and gently wiped his tears: "Gu Feng, I don't cry, you don't cry anymore, okay?" ”
"You go away, I'm not talking about what you're talking about! If you don't leave, I'll call someone. Gu Feng was reluctant to admit his identity, and now he had no face to see her. He will never go back to the way he was.
Mu Xinyan insisted on her thoughts: "Don't say that you are like this, even if you are burned to ashes, I know that you are Gu Feng." Don't run away from me! ”
Gu Feng still didn't look at her, and cowered in his own world.
"You open your eyes and look at me." Mu Xinyan didn't mind his ruined face at all, "We haven't seen each other for six years, and we haven't spoken." Gu Feng, don't you want to take a closer look at me? Don't you want to ask me how I've been doing in the past 6 years? ”
Gu Feng felt Mu Xinyan's gentle wiping, as well as the soft words in his ear. He also mustered up a lot of courage to slowly open his eyes, looking at Mu Xinyan in front of him, her eyes were as beautiful as washing, exuding a luster like heavenly glass, very beautiful, as beautiful as in his memory.
Their eyes were glued to the ground, through the gap of time, through the cosmic wilderness, unable to see, unable to hear, as if the world was the only one left with them. The rest of the people became the set, blurred.
"Xin'er......" Gu Feng opened his mouth and called out her name.
"Hmm." Mu Xinyan held his hand and wrapped it in the palm of his hand, "Gu Feng, sue me, why are you here?" What happened 6 years ago? Will you tell me the truth? ”
"Xin'er, you don't have to know about the past." Gu Feng didn't answer her question, but turned his gaze to Tan Mingtao and Tan Xiyue who were standing behind her, "Xin'er, they are ......"
Mu Xinyan turned her head and glanced at Tan Mingtao, with a hint of apology in her eyes: "They are all my friends." This is talking about Mingtao, this is talking about Xiyue. ”
"Xin'er, it's good to see you again." The corners of Gu Feng's lips curled, "I have no regrets in my life." ”
"Gu Feng, what are you talking nonsense. I will take you to the best doctor and cure you, and I will take care of you until you recover. Mu Xinyan assured him.
"No, Xin'er, I've been in this bed for six years, and I've forgotten what it's like to walk, so I don't need to. You don't have to feel guilty about me, it's none of your business. Gu Feng shook his head gently, "Do whatever you have to do, don't delay because of me." I'm here, and it's good. ”
Mu Xinyan frowned: "No, I will leave you, just like you won't give up on me." Gu Feng, I must cure you. Trust me, okay? ”
"Xin'er, I believe in you, but I don't want to go out of this room." Gu Feng insisted on his own thoughts.
"Gu Feng, you can't give up on yourself like this." Mu Xinyan clasped his hand, "Life is the greatest hope." ”
Tan Xiyue looked at the diamond watch in his hand and reminded Mu Xinyan: "It's almost time." ”
Mu Xinyan also knew that it was time to go, otherwise it would be bad if someone found out: "Gu Feng, I'll come to see you tomorrow, you wait for me." ”
Mu Xinyan reluctantly let go of Gu Feng's hand, and so did Gu Feng, but she could only watch Mu Xinyan let go of her hand.
"Gu Feng, don't tell others about what I've been here, you must keep it secret." Mu Xinyan told him when she was leaving, only to see Gu Feng nodding.
With a heavy heart, Mu Xinyan once again looked at the room where Gu Feng was on the second floor, and looked at it for a long time before sitting in the car. She didn't speak all the way, and when she returned to the hotel, she was so sad that she couldn't sleep. Seeing Gu Feng like that today, she was really about to collapse! She hated Gu Xinmei's loss of conscience! Her viciousness and selfishness pushed Gu Feng into hell on earth. But she can still be her Mrs. Mu in a chic manner, shopping for beauty and afternoon tea every day!
But she is Gu Feng's own mother, Gu Feng doesn't complain about her, what's the point of her complaining for a while?
"Can't sleep?" Tan Mingtao hugged her, and saw her eyes shining like stars in the dark, "Why don't I go and pour you a glass of milk." ”
As he spoke, he was about to get up, but Mu Xinyan grabbed him: "No need, even if I drink milk, it's useless, what I need now is sleeping pills." ”
"Sleeping pills are not good for your health." Tan Mingtao was face to face with her, breathing thin on the other party's face, "Or I'll count the sheep with you." ”
"Fourth brother...... Thank you for pampering me so much, but I really can't sleep. Mu Xinyan was a little ashamed to talk about Mingtao in her heart, he was always willful and tolerant of her, and she didn't seem to care enough about him, "Fourth brother, I will make you rest like this." I went to sleep on the couch outside. ”
"Do you and I still need to be so polite with each other? I am willing to share your every qiē for you, but if you don't sleep like this, what spirit will you have to go to Gu Feng tomorrow, and the two panda eyes will scare him. Tan Mingtao persuaded her, and by the hazy moonlight, he raised his fingertips to brush away the hair that was attached to the side of her face.
Mu Xinyan twisted her lips and nodded, leaned on Tan Mingtao's arms, closed her eyes, smelled the refreshing smell of mint on his body, and tried hard to put herself to sleep.
In the bedroom on the other side, Fu Xiangwan couldn't sleep, because the little baby in his belly didn't know what was wrong today, and the fetus was always moving. Tan Xiyue turned on the bedside lamp, and the dim light spread softly.
"Baby kicked you again." Tan Xiyue's gaze fell on Fu Xiangwan's stomach, "Little baby, don't toss your mother, hurry up and go to bed obediently." ”
Fu Xiangwan turned over and found a comfortable position: "Xiyue, Gu Feng is not dead...... What do you say Xin'er and the fourth brother are going to do? ”
"What do you think Xinyan will choose?" Tan Xiyue put his arm around her shoulders and looked at the ceiling, in fact, he was also shocked when he learned the news that Gu Feng was not dead today.
After all, Gu Feng became what he is like now for Xin'er, and Xin'er will definitely feel guilty and sad. But the fourth brother ...... He is also so good at heart that he has nothing to say. The two men have affection for Xin'er, but Gu Feng is more righteous, and Xin'er is afraid that he is also very sad in his heart, and he doesn't know what to do? She didn't want to leave Gu Feng alone, and she didn't want to hurt the fourth brother, but how could she have both. And now Gu Feng needs Xin'er more than the fourth brother, and I believe that Xin'er will not refuse any of Gu Feng's requests. The fourth brother and Xin'er have been bumpy along the way. Fu Xiangwan has no prejudice against Gu Feng, but feels a pity, "If Gu Feng is still good, then the fourth brother can compete with Gu Feng fairly...... There was always a feeling of uneasiness in my heart. ”
"One is the first love in the past, the other is the current lover, who would you choose if it were you?" Tan Xiyue's fingertips rubbed the skin on her shoulders, the touch was delicate and silky, "Or who has a better chance of winning?" ”
"Generally, the weak are sympathetic, so Gu Feng should have a better chance of winning. is reasonable, and there is no reason to leave Gu Feng in his heart. He's so pathetic. His life was ruined. Fu Xiangwan's eyebrows touched worriedly, "If Xin'er chooses Gu Feng, then what should the fourth brother do?" ”
"Then this is also something that the fourth brother should consider, it is useless for us to think so much, because we are not the parties." Tan Xiyue leaned over and kissed her forehead, "Sleep, stop thinking nonsense." ”
Fu Xiangwan raised his eyes and looked at his cold and resolute chin: "Xiyue, why aren't you worried at all?" ”
"Is it useful to worry?" Tan Xiyue raised his eyebrows slightly, "Go to sleep." ”
Fu Xiangwan was embraced by Tan Xiyue, he turned off the lamp, and in the dark, a faint ink color flashed under his eyes, deep and cold.