009 Even if it's an eternal wait, I'll stick to it
Xi Jiayu was stunned and looked at Liang Yunfei's hand stretched out towards him, the big palm was warm and dry, and the lines in the palm were very clear. His palms were beautiful, slender and balanced, except for the calluses on his mouth and index finger, which he had sharpened from holding the gun. Xi Jiayu looked at his hand, which was very good-looking.
"Jiajia, what are you hesitating about?" Liang Yunfei's eyes fell on her slender eyelashes, expecting her to give him a satisfactory answer.
Xi Jiayu raised her eyelashes lightly, then looked at his eyes, opened her lips slightly, and the words had reached her throat, but they were attracted by the sound of the opening of the ward door and hurried footsteps. Ning Junsheng's anxious face appeared in their sight, and his warm long eyebrows were twisted together, and the sorrow in his eyebrows could not be erased.
He looked at Shangliang Yunfei and Xi Jiayu: "Jiayu, your mother's situation is very dangerous, go and see her." ”
"What? My mother, she ......" Xi Jiayu heard the news, and her pupils shattered in shock. She got up immediately, kicked her leg on the foot of the chair, but she didn't care about the pain, and kept running outside for a second.
And Liang Yunfei, who was on the bed, couldn't take care of his injuries anymore, and was about to end, Ning Junsheng looked at him: "This has just subsided the fever, and you are going to toss yourself again?" ”
"Uncle Ning, now I have to be by Jiajia's side." Liang Yunfei grabbed his coat, "No matter what, I don't want to regret it." ”
Liang Yunfei walked out while wearing his coat, Ning Junsheng looked at his tall figure, sighed slightly, and shook his head lightly. Then he followed him out and went to the hospital room opposite Xi Mu.
After Xi Jiayu and her group entered, they ran to her mother's bed and saw the medical staff surrounding there, she wanted to step forward, but was pulled by Liang Yunfei and stood aside: "You can't help in the past, let's let the doctor take a look." ”
Liang Yunfei stood behind Xi Jiayu, holding her shoulders and letting her body lean on his body. Xi Jiayu looked at the white in front of her, and held back her tears: "Yunfei, mom, she'll be fine." ”
"No, this is the best hospital in the country, with the best specialists, no, you have to have faith in your aunt." Liang Yunfei looked at Xi Jiayu's already flustered eyes, but she pretended to be calm. He reached out and took her hand, his fingertips already cold.
The doctor was taking rescue measures against Xi's mother, a dose of cardiobolic injection, the heartbeat was not resuscitated, and then an electric shock was prepared. Xi Jiayu watched her mother's thin body being sucked up by the electric board, and then fell down heavily, like a fish lacking water, at the mercy of others. Seeing her mother being tortured like this, Xi Jiayu's tears finally fell irrepressibly anymore, and her face was damp. But she kept biting her lip and didn't cry out loud. She was afraid that her mother would hear her voice, even though she was unconscious.
Liang Yunfei's thick eyebrows also frowned, he took Xi Jiayu with one hand, and didn't want her to see such a cruel picture. Xi Jiayu stubbornly pushed his hand away: "Yunfei, I want to look at my mother, I want to look at her." ”
Liang Yunfei sighed softly, at this time, he didn't seem to be able to help Xi Jiayu with anything, just looking at her in such pain, he was also full of self-blame in his heart. He could only hold her cold fingers tightly like this, and use his palms to warm her skin.
After the doctor's strong push, Xi Mu's heartbeat recovered a little, and after a while, Xi Mu showed some signs of slowly waking up. Ning Junsheng stepped forward and said to Yang Chanren: "Old Yang, how is it?" ”
"The situation is not optimistic, it may ...... at any time" Director Yang pursed his lips, and did not say the following words, but just patted Ning Junsheng's shoulder, "Let the family members be mentally prepared." ”
Ning Junsheng looked at Xi Mu, whose eyelashes trembled twice, her face was already gray and withered, she was not angry at all, and there was no trace of brilliance in her open eyes, this was a terminally ill appearance, as Director Yang said, there was no hope.
Xi Jiayu's eyes were full of tears, and her eyes were red. The doctor retreated, she stepped forward and gently pulled Ning Junsheng's sleeve: "Uncle Ning, how is my mother?" ”
"Jiayu, birth, old age, sickness and death are inevitable, you just use this only time to spend more time with your mother, just don't let her leave regrets." Ning Junsheng's words were very tactful, and he didn't need to break it, but he already expressed the meaning very well.
Xi Jiayu's whole person seemed to have been thrown into the extremely cold North Pole, her originally warm body instantly froze and coagulated, her blood had no temperature, and her chest seemed to have been shattered into dust. She froze there for a moment, then woke up, and then shook her head violently, even then, she could not accept that her mother was about to leave her.
"Go and talk to your mother, and listen to her. Jiayu, this is the only thing you can do right now. Ning Junsheng looked at the girl who was hit, once her mother was gone, then she would be left alone. The opposition of Liang Yunfei's parents made their love a little difficult. The future of the two can be imagined.
"Jiajia, Uncle Ning is right." Liang Yunfei's fingertips pinched her shoulder, "Now is not the time to be sad." ”
Xi Jiayu endured the pain in her spine, nodded with difficulty, and wiped the tears on her face casually. She took a deep breath, then another deep breath, and repeated this for a few moments. With a smile on her face, she walked over and knelt in front of her mother's new bed.
Xi Mu's breathing was very short, her chest rose and fell violently, she saw Xi Jiayu in front of the bed, she raised her hand weakly, Xi Jiayu held her hand: "Mom, Mom, you must hold on." I need you. ”
Xi Mu also grabbed her hand tightly and spit out with difficulty: "Jiajia, listen to me, I'm afraid I won't have time." ”
"Mom, don't talk nonsense, you still have to live to be a hundred years old." Xi Jiayu bit her lip, and her words were very broken.
Xi Mu's other hand was painfully placed on her chest, clutching a wrinkle, she tried to breathe deeply, trying to make herself stronger, but the deeper the frown, and the whiter and whiter countenance proved that she was very uncomfortable.
Xi Jiayu looked at her dying mother and cried miserably: "Mom, don't scare me." The tears in her eyes became more and more raging, damp and hot. Looking at her mother's pale and transparent face, Xi Jiayu's heart was scared, her hands were shaking, her feet were shaking, and her body and soul were trembling. She was afraid that her mother would disappear from her side in the next second.
Xi's mother's hand was tightening hard, feeling the last moment when she and her daughter held hands together, she knew that there were not many such opportunities, and the mother and daughter shook each other's hands. Xi Mu's lips were pale, she opened her mouth slightly, and said softly: "Jiajia, don't cry, Mom's body is useless, if it weren't for you taking me around to see a doctor and spending so much money, I think I would have ...... long ago So I'm very satisfied that I've been alive until now, and my only regret is that I can't see you get married, I can't give you to someone worthy of trust, I don't hold my grandson, I'm afraid I won't be able to close my eyes even if I die--"
Xi Jiayu's face also had strings of tears hanging on her face, and she fell down. She bit her lip, almost bleeding, and the unstoppable tears moistened her cheeks again and again, and every breath was like a choked prick, and the pain was like a pinprick.
"Mom, like you said, you haven't seen me get married and have children, how can you leave me behind. Mom, yes, we've been through every danger, this time you can too, Mom, I'll accompany you, let's cheer together, let's not separate......" She cried and choked, "Mom, please don't leave me alone, Dad is gone, I only have you as a relative, I haven't honored you yet, how can this be?" It's me who hurt you, it's me ......"
Those unbearable pasts turned out to be the fatal murderer of her mother, and she was the one who made her mother like this. She still has the face to say that she is filial?
She lay on her mother's chest, like a helpless and confused child, crying without any disguise, her thin shoulders trembling, and she could only repeat one word like this: "Mom......"
Xi's mother smiled lovingly, raised her hand and gently stroked her black and shiny soft hair: "Jiajia, I know my own body. You have to know that you haven't done anything wrong, those people didn't understand you in the past, don't mom understand you? In fact, it was my mother's illness that dragged you down, leaving you with no choice and choosing such a high-risk profession. It's my mother who blames herself...... Now I just want you to promise Mom one thing. ”
"Mom, it has nothing to do with you, it's my own choice. Mom, you can't blame yourself like that, otherwise how can I be at ease. Mom, no matter what you want me to do, I promise you, people only seek medical treatment from me and don't leave me. I only want you, as long as you. Xi Jiayu hugged her mother tightly.
"Jiajia, will you really promise me?" Xi Mu's eyebrows frowned slightly.
"Mom, this is your last request, and I won't refuse." Xi Jiayu has also made the best preparations, no matter what kind of request her mother has, she will agree, just to fulfill her mother's last wish and not let her walk away with regrets.
Xi Mu smiled with satisfaction: "Wait a little longer." ”
Xi Mu's eyes looked in the direction of the door, as if she was waiting for someone. Xi Jiayu was also looking over, and even Liang Yunfei was also looking over. Soon, a person appeared in their sight, and that was Feng Yang. He looked tired, and rushed to the dust.
"Aunt Xi......" Feng Yang was shocked to see that Xi's mother, who had not been seen for many days, had become thin into a handful of skinny bones.
He was originally on a business trip to France, negotiating a very important cooperation with a French cosmetics edition. I received a call from Xi's mother and asked the nurse to call him and ask him to go to the capital. He quickly finished the talk, signed the contract, and immediately flew over from France, saving even the time to rest and tidy up, and went straight to the hospital.
"Feng Yang, you're here." Xi Mu smiled and beckoned to him, "Come here, I have something to say." ”
Feng Yang glanced at Liang Yunfei and then at Xi Jiayu, but he still stepped forward: "Auntie, if you have anything to say, let's not talk about it too late, okay?" Now your body matters. If you don't see it well here, let's go abroad to see it, I'm already helping you contact doctors and hospitals, no matter what, I will help you get better. ”
Xi Mu shook her head: "Feng Yang, I have more important things for you to do for me now." ”
"Okay, you say, as long as I can do it, I will do my best." Feng Yang nodded heavily.
Xi's mother looked at Liang Yunfei again: "Yunfei, this time Auntie can only wronged you." ”
Liang Yunfei took a step forward and stood side by side behind Xi Jiayu like Feng Yang, and the two of them presented a character shape. And Xi Jiayu had a bad feeling in her heart, her mother's words contained information as long as she was not a fool. And all they have to do is wait quietly for this final judgment, and their hearts are a little overwhelmed.
Liang Yunfei wanted to struggle, but in vain, their relationship, both parents did not support it, and now Xi's mother is about to come to the end of her life, what should he do? The love he gave was not suitable in Ximu's eyes. He didn't dare to say anything more to make her feel a little irritated. His life has never been more constrained.
"Yunfei, I understand your feelings, but as a mother, I just don't want my daughter to be hurt, a woman will be happier when she chooses someone who loves her than she chooses someone she loves, this is something that anyone who has experienced it will understand. I don't want my daughter to get hurt after paying, your Liang family can't tolerate her, you just let your parents go. Xi Mu reiterated what she meant, "For Jiajia, Feng Yang has paid no less than you, he is always silent and never speaks." He is always there when Jiajia needs it most, and I think such a man is worth relying on. So now I have only one request for Jiajia. ”
"Mom......" Xi Jiayu bit her lip, "Mom, I can take care of myself, don't pull other people in, okay?" ”
"You said you wanted to listen to me." Xi's mother took Xi Jiayu's hand, "Now I'll hand you over to ......"
"Auntie, Jiajia and I really love each other, can you give me another chance, don't make a choice lightly." Liang Yunfei still has to fight for himself.
"I don't have time to give you a chance." Xi Mu looked at Feng Yang again, "Give me your hand." ”
Feng Yang felt as if he had come at the wrong time, and in such a situation, he actually wanted to be a third party to break up others, which made him really uncomfortable. He furrowed his eyebrows and did not reach out.
"Auntie, Jiayu and Mr. Liang are a couple, don't be sick and confused, I'm Feng Yang, Jiajia's good friend." Feng Yang joked.
"I'm awake now." Xi Mu frowned, "Don't you like Jiajia?" Do you want me to close my eyes? I said that if you are suitable for Jiajia, I can't push my daughter into a fire pit like the Liang family, whether I live or die, I will not agree to them being together. We can't afford it! ”
Liang Yunfei's heart shrank fiercely, and the pain was unbearable.
"Mom......" Xi Jiayu called in a low voice, this was not the result she wanted, but she didn't dare to say disobedient words.
Xi Mu reached out to pull Feng Yang's hand, pulled it over, and put Xi Jiayu's hand lightly into his hand: "This is my choice." Feng Yang, please take good care of Jiajia for me in the future......"
Feng Yang didn't dare to hold it tightly, it was also extremely contradictory, he liked Xi Jiayu, but he had transformed this affection into friendship, but he wanted to have her and give her a different happiness. Promise or not, he seems to have no way out.
Liang Yunfei looked at the hands held by Feng Yang and Xi Jiayu, he felt so dazzling, but he was redundant here. He also felt the embarrassment of being slapped by Xi's mother, and this feeling was the same as the embarrassment Xi Jiayu suffered in front of his parents. He feels shameless as a big man, but how can he face such an unbearable, ridiculed, and humiliated girl...... It turned out that he never protected her well, and always let her bear it alone on the cusp of the storm. Xi's mother taught him a good lesson today, allowing him to understand Xi Jiayu's mood. It was an indescribable and sad and helpless, desolate ......
The most uncomfortable thing is Xi Jiayu, she is now in a dilemma. What choice does she have at a time like this, she doesn't have the courage to look back at Liang Yunfei. She was afraid that she would collapse when she saw it, and she would not be able to control herself. will disappoint her mother, she can only silently lower her eyelashes, covering the sparkle of pain under her eyes.
Xi Mu's eyes raised and looked at Liang Yunfei, who had been standing behind Xi Jiayu: "Yunfei, I'm sorry." ”
Where can Liang Yunfei afford Xi's mother to say sorry, he pulled his lips bitterly: "Auntie, you are serious." I have to respect you for making such a choice, but in my heart there are a hundred, a thousand, ten thousand and ten thousand unwilling to accept it. I can face the reality, but I will not give up my true thoughts and the love that I promised to Jiajia for a lifetime. A year, two years, five years, even if it's an eternal wait, I'll keep going, even if she can't look back at me...... It should be that I want to say sorry to you, I can't give up Jiajia, I will love you, I will only love you more, love deeply. ”
Liang Yunfei's words moved Xi Jiayu, made her feel distressed, and made her want to withdraw her hand from Feng Yang's hand, and she did the same, but it was not completely withdrawn from his palm, and Xi Mu had already held down her hand.
"Jiajia, don't be willful, this is my mother's last request, you have to agree......" Xi's mother smiled contentedly, with shining tears in her eyes, "Don't let love blindfold your eyes, not all love is glamorous, romantic and beautiful, more love is to collide with reality, and spend it in firewood, rice, oil and salt." Love is not the whole of life, sometimes the relationship is not because two people don't love each other, but because they love too much. Sometimes you can't love each other again. You are one of them. Don't complain, don't regret. You guys really don't fit. Jiajia, good daughter, listen to your mother's words, follow Feng Yang and be together, and your mother will bless you in heaven. ”
Xi's mother's tears flowed, down the corners of her eyes, all the time, she was reluctant to make such a choice, but in a fire pit like the Liang family, she didn't want her daughter to go in anyway. This is the best arrangement, and long pain is better than short pain.
She looked at Yue Ran, slowly closed her eyes, and the hand she was holding with Yue Ran also became soft, separated from her hand, and fell from the bed.
Xi Jiayu was shocked, her eyes widened, and she reached out to grab her mother's falling hand in a hurry, but she threw herself into the air and almost fell, but fortunately, Liang Yunfei reached out and hugged her. Don't bang your head on the bed.
"Mom--" Xi Jiayu couldn't accept such a fact, she screamed in pain, holding her head in her hands, tearing her hair, with a tingling feeling, she cried constantly, like a puppet whose soul was sucked away in an instant, her eyes were empty, her body was weak, and she could only shrink in Liang Yunfei's arms like this.
Liang Yunfei's thick eyebrows were tangled, and he didn't open his mouth to comfort her, just hugged her like this, let her cry all the time, kept thinking about her mother, and mourned, like a little beast that had lost its mother.
Feng Yang and Ning Junsheng, who had been silent, couldn't help but feel sad when they saw Ning Junsheng's scene.
Suddenly, Xi Jiayu pushed Liang Yunfei away, opened her arms and pounced on her mother, tears kept dripping down, dripping on her mother's face, the pain hit like a mountain and a sea, angry to the extreme, sad to the point of dripping blood, what she shed was not tears, it was blood: "Mom, Mom, you open your eyes and look at me, I'm Jiajia, I don't want you to leave me, I only have you as a relative, how can you be willing to leave me, Mom--"
Xi Jiayu's eyes were red and clear, her eyes were full of sadness, and her face was pale and haggard, making people feel like she would fall down at any time. But her eyes widened and she looked at her mother, who was serenely closed, and her hands were not holding anything. Only a gust of wind lingered on your fingertips.
"Mom......" Xi Jiayu couldn't cry, just called her favorite mother over and over again, hoping that a miracle would happen, and her mother would open her eyes to look at her, hug her and call her baby daughter.
Xi Jiayu bit her lip and bit her lip, and a bright red bloodshot flowed.
"Jiajia, we all know that you are uncomfortable, if you continue to cry like this, Auntie will not be able to give up on you." Feng Yang comforted her softly, "Jiayu, let Auntie go well." ”
"You talk nonsense!" Xi Jiayu scolded Feng Yang in a low voice, her fingers touched her mother's elastic face, the corners of her lips raised a shallow smile, but there were tears in the corners of her eyes, sadness surged, making people feel sad, "My mother is just asleep, I am here with her, she will wake up when she sleeps enough." ”
"Jiajia ......" The wind was shocked, Xi Jiayu was delirious?
"Jiajia--" A trace of sharp stars flashed in Liang Yunfei's deep phoenix eyes, and his heart ached unbearably, "I'm here to accompany you." ”
Feng Yang stared at Liang Yunfei's cold and resolute side face: "Mr. Liang, Jiajia is overly sad and escaping from reality, are you still escaping with her?" This is not good for Jiajia, in case she goes crazy, she will go insane. ”
Liang Yunfei looked at Feng Yang coldly: "Even if she is really crazy and she is not sober in this life, I will accompany her." ”
"No, Auntie handed Jiajia over to me to take care of, no matter what happens, I won't let go of her hand." Feng Yang didn't show weakness, in fact, he didn't want to live up to Xi's mother's trust, rather than really trying to intervene between them.
"The person Jiajia loves is me, not you, and she won't ask you to take care of her." Liang Yunfei's brows were deeply locked, and his eyes were dark.
"I'm ......" Feng Yang rolled the corner of his eyes, and looked at Xi Jiayu in shock as he picked up the fruit knife on the side, and the unspoken words were already stuck in his throat.