011 I didn't lie to myself, I just couldn't stop loving you

Xi Jiayu was holding a windy suit in his hand, and there was still a temperature on his body.

She stepped up the steps, and now Liang Yunfei was facing each other, choked by the smell of smoke, and she coughed lightly twice. Liang Yunfei threw the cigarette butt on the ground, lifted the tip of his shoe and stepped on it, extinguishing the cigarette butt.

"Jiajia, we can talk." Liang Yunfei looked at her beautiful glass-like eyes, but they gave people a cold feeling.

"Yunfei, these tosses, everyone is tired, I want to take a break, and my mind is messed up, I want to be quiet, okay?" Xi Jiayu rubbed the corners of her forehead, "You can go back and rest too." ”

Xi Jiayu's cold expression touched Liang Yunfei's nerves. He felt that Xi Jiayu had changed a little since Xi Mu was cremated, but he couldn't say what had changed. His gaze fell on the blazer between her arms, and his thick eyebrows frowned.

"It's windswept clothes." Liang Yunfei's tone was very affirmative.

"Yes." Xi Jiayu also generously admitted it.

"He doesn't take his clothes away, what do you leave behind? You're not close enough to take his clothes home, right? Liang Yunfei couldn't deny that he was jealous.

He saw that Xi Jiayu would rather bring Fengyang's clothes home than talk to him, and his heart became jealous. He was suddenly afraid that Xi Jiayu would keep his promise to his mother and choose Feng Yang instead of him. The hand he lowered to his side began to slowly curl and clench into a fist.

"Yunfei, don't think about it, Feng Yang has helped me so much, I should thank him, it's just a piece of clothing. You don't need to make such a fuss. Xi Jiayu frowned slightly, now she didn't want to talk to him about such a topic, "Go back, I'm going up too, second uncle and aunt, Meimei and they are still waiting for me." Thank you so much today for sending them back. ”

Liang Yunfei suppressed his anger, and the waves at the bottom of his eyes were surging: "Jiajia, don't avoid the topic with you, okay?" In your eyes, I can't even compare to Fengyang? ”

The uneasy black hole in his heart expanded, making it impossible for him to calmly discuss Fengyang's affairs with Xi Jiayu.

"Can this be compared?" Xi Jiayu didn't want to entangle with Liang Yunfei any longer, "I'm really going up." ”

Xi Jiayu walked over from Liang Yunfei's side, and Liang Yunfei held her wrist: "Jiajia, I'...... There is no good rest...... So it's a little ...... to talk Don't be angry, I'm just afraid you'll leave me. I've never been so upset. That feeling of powerlessness is more uncomfortable than fear. ”

Xi Jiayu looked at his handsome and cold eyebrows sideways, and smiled slightly: "I'm not angry." I know you're just tired, so you need to get some rest. We'll talk about it another day, the most important thing now is rest, isn't it? Besides, your injuries are not healed, and you need to rest. With our bodies well healed, we still have a lot of time to talk, don't we? ”

"As for Feng Yang, he really helped us a lot, I can't be ungrateful, right? You don't like someone who is so ungrateful. So don't worry, don't be upset. ”

"Jiajia ......" Liang Yunfei pulled her with one hand, stretched out his arms, trapped her in his arms, his chin rested on her shoulders and neck, and the cyan beard that had grown in the past few days pierced her tender skin.

She reached out and nudged his head, dodging him: "Itchy...... Don't make trouble, this is the door, there are a lot of people in and out, how bad is it? Others are gossiping again. ”

"Go our way and let them say go." Liang Yunfei is unrelenting, and he also has such a childish side.

"Of course you don't mind, and my situation doesn't allow it to get any worse." Xi Jiayu lowered her thick eyelashes, "Yunfei, can you think about it for me?" I don't want to be the kind of woman in the report who is shameless and uses foxy methods to seduce you. ”

Liang Yunfei's face sank, and her thin lips whispered in her ear: "You are not that kind of woman. It's me Liang Yunfei who wants to rely on you, and you're not rare. ”

With that, he let go of his arm and let her go. Xi Jiayu pursed her lips: "Go back and rest, another day I want to see a clean and tidy Liang Yunfei who is full of experience." I resent you a beautiful and beautiful Xi Jiayu. ”

"Okay, that's a deal." Only then did Liang Yunfei melt the frost on his face and showed a smile.

Xi Jiayu went home, the second uncle and aunt were busy in the kitchen, Xi Jiamei heard the sound of opening the door, and went over: "Sister, you are finally back." ”

"What's that tone?" Xi Jiayu opened the shoe cabinet at the door and took out slippers to change into.

"A complaining tone." Xi Jiamei sighed, and then held Xi Jiayu's hand, "Sister, it's your friend who sent us back, with a stiff face, not smiling, and the air conditioning on his body is like a big ice cube." I can't stand staying with him for a long time. ”

"It's not as exaggerated as you say. He's a little more indifferent, and he's not as cold as you say. Xi Jiayu and Xi Jiamei sat in the sand, "Anyway, you won't have much contact with him." ”

At this time, the second aunt came over with a bowl of ginger soup: "Jiajia, drink this soup quickly, go to the cold, it will inevitably catch a cold if it rains today." ”

"Thank you, second aunt." Xi Jiayu took the bowl and was moved to wet eyes.

The second aunt's behavior is more like when her mother was alive, as long as the weather was rainy and cold, she would boil hot ginger soup for her to drink. She looked at the bowl of soup in her hand, and tears dripped into it unconsciously, rippling layers of ripples on the soup noodles.

"Sister, what's wrong with you?" Xi Jiamei also frowned.

"Jiajia, where did the second aunt do not do well, you say, don't cry, your eyes are swollen into walnuts from crying. If you do this again, your eyes will be bad next time. The second aunt pulled the tissue on the coffee table and handed it over.

Xi Jiayu drank the bowl of ginger soup in one go, and then took the tissue and wiped the corner of her eyes: "Second aunt, I just miss my mother." ”

"Everyone is gone, just think about it in your heart, don't cry like this again." The second aunt was also very distressed, what a poor child, she lost her parents at a young age, and there was no one to rely on, how could she face her future life alone.

Xi Jiamei took her sister's hand distressedly: "Sister, the eldest aunt is gone, we are your closest people, you should go back to your hometown and live with us." Leave this sad place, and I'll accompany you back every year to visit the grave of your uncle and aunt, okay? ”

Xi Jiamei doesn't want Xi Jiayu to stay here to see things and think about people, so that her beautiful sister will be like a flower that has not caught the sun and gradually withered.

"Yes, Jiajia, go back to your hometown with us, although the economy over there is not as developed as here, but our family is here, and we can survive any difficulties together." The second aunt also persuaded.

"Jiajia, your second aunt and Meimei are right, besides, we don't feel at ease when you are alone here, we don't take care of you, and we are sorry for the eldest brother and sister-in-law who passed away." The second uncle came out of the kitchen with a kitchen knife and vegetables in his hand.

Xi Jiayu is very grateful to her relatives, but she still has a reason to stay: "Second uncle, second aunt, Meimei, I also want to go back with you, but I still have a lot of things to deal with here, and when I finish dealing with it, I will definitely come back." Don't worry about me, I'll take care of myself for my mother's sake. ”

The second uncle and aunt glanced at each other, still a little uneasy.

"Second uncle and second aunt, I'm really fine." Xi Jiayu tried hard to raise a smile to reassure them.

"Mom and Dad, why don't I stay with my sister, anyway, I'm looking for a job, so let's just find a job here, and then after my sister finishes handling things, we can come back together." Xi Jiamei thought it was a good idea.

"I'm not even more worried about you here, and I'm not afraid of disturbing your sister's work, and your sister will take care of you in turn." The second uncle felt that it was not feasible.

"Dad, I can cook simple meals now, and I won't let my sister take care of me." Xi Jiamei rested her head on Xi Jiayu's shoulder, "Mom and Dad, I'm going to accompany my sister, I'm growing up, I can't always hide under your wings, I always have to fly out to experience the wind and rain, otherwise I won't be able to experience any setbacks in the future." ”

Xi Jiamei's words are good, but parents are always not at ease.

Later, they discussed it for a long time, and the second uncle and aunt reluctantly agreed: "It's just Jiajia, I'm causing you trouble." If Meimei is wrong, you will teach your sister a hard lesson, and if you don't teach us well, you will sue us. ”

"Second uncle and aunt, they all say that they are a family, and they are not troublesome." Xi Jiayu and Xi Jiamei looked at each other and smiled.

Today is the second uncle and second aunt cooking, the second uncle is a cook, so the meals are very delicious, Xi Jiayu has not eaten well these days, and he is full today. After the meal she went to rest. I slept until dinner got up, and it was another good meal.

Xi Jiayu remembered the Fengyang suit, took it to the bathroom to clean, and Xi Jiamei brought the fruit over: "Sister, eat oranges." ”

"You're doing the laundry, you can eat it yourself." Xi Jiayu washed the windy suit with a pair of slender hands.

Xi Jiamei's eyes lowered and looked down: "Sister, is this a man's suit?" Could it be the ice cube? ”

"It's not." Xi Jiayu didn't even raise her head, the water rippled on her smooth face, very holy and beautiful.

"That's your boyfriend's? The man named Feng Yang? Xi Jiamei guessed again.

"He's not my boyfriend." Xi Jiayu raised her eyes, stretched out her finger and tapped her forehead, "Curious baby, don't ask, okay?" ”

Xi Jiayu wrung out the excess water in the suit, and then took it to the living balcony to stare at the sun, smoothing and smoothing out the wrinkles on the suit.

"Sister, why are you so mysterious? You're twenty-six or seventy-year, and it's time to get a boyfriend, so it's strange if you don't. You just sue me who is your boyfriend, okay? I can also talk to my future brother-in-law. Xi Jiamei followed while holding the oranges.

Xi Jiayu dried her clothes, then ignored her questioning and walked to the room: "I'm going to sleep." ”

"Sister, you eat and sleep, sleep and eat, do you want to develop in the direction of pigs?" Xi Jiamei followed to the room and saw Xi Jiayu lifting the quilt and getting on the bed.

"My dear sister, you're right." Xi Jiayu smiled slightly, then turned off the light and lay down.

The next morning, Xi Jiayu got up early and helped the second uncle and aunt who got up early to make breakfast together, but she was pushed into the living room in disgust and just waited to eat. She booked her plane ticket in advance.

After breakfast, Xi Jiayu drove them to the airport and fetched air tickets for them.

Separation is always sad, Xi Jiayu and Xi Jiamei are reluctant to give up their relatives, but they still wave goodbye.

In the next time, Xi Jiamei began to look for a job on the Internet, and Xi Jiayu was thinking about who would be the mastermind behind the scenes? If she can't find an answer for a day, she can't sleep.

Xi Jiayu thought about it carefully, she offended not many people who wanted her family to be ruined, she used the elimination method to filter them one by one, and targeted a few people, first of all, Luo Yi, but he was at most cheap, plus Fang Qianqian had an accident, the two parties were divorcing, he didn't have the ability to extend his black hand to the capital; Then there is the Song family, she is the biggest obstacle for Song Yuling and Liang Yunfei to be together, the Liang and Song families are in love with this marriage, except for her, then Song Yuling will marry into the Liang family faster, if it is Song Yuling, she doesn't see that she can do good deeds while doing such a ruthless thing behind her back, that is, she hides it too well; There is also the Liang family, which she is most reluctant to think about...... Can stretch out the black hand to the capital, can prevent them from seeing a doctor and seeking medical treatment, how powerful is this background, Feng Yang told her that the Liang family loves a ability, if it is the Liang family, then how should she face her mother, and there is no way back from the already difficult step between her and Liang Yunfei. But people's hearts can't be so vicious, and they are willing to take away a person's life. She didn't want that to be the outcome...... I really don't want to.

Xi Jiayu frowned painfully, and the wisps spread out between the eyebrows. Her thoughts hurt so much that she picked up the glass of water on the coffee table and took a sip to her lips. Her slender fingertips rubbed into the center of her aching brow.

"Sister, what do you want to think?" Xi Jiamei suddenly ran in front of her eyes.

"Think about things." Xi Jiayu changed her posture, "Aren't you working for a long time?" That's going to get busy with you, I think about my business. ”

"Sister, shall we go out to eat something delicious today? I want to eat hot pot. Xi Jiamei's big eyes blinked, begging.

"As long as you don't bother me, I'll agree." Xi Jiayu smiled and waved to her.

"Okay." Xi Jiamei returned to her position and continued to fiddle with the computer in front of her.

Xi Jiayu finally gave up guessing, anyway, she wouldn't get the answer she wanted. She got up from the sofa, and then went to the bedroom, changed into a long-sleeved shirt in moth yellow and dark blue, which was very flattering, and a pair of dark blue pencil pants, outlining her slender and straight legs. She put on a light makeup and wore her long hair in an elegant bun. She looked at her perfect self in the mirror, took her bag, and came out.

"Meimei, I'll go out for a trip, and I'll come back to pick you up and eat hot pot with you in a while." Xi Jiayu looked at it and said.

Xi Jiamei saw Xi Jiayu, who was dressed very beautifully, and walked over quickly: "Sister, are you going on a date when you are dressed so beautiful?" You take me, let me see my future brother-in-law, I will sit far away and never disturb your space for the two of you. ”

"I'm not going on a date, I'm going to the company to talk about work. Wait for me at home. Xi Jiayu walked to the door and took out a pair of nude stiletto heels and put them on, which was very beautiful.

When she arrived at the Liang family, she stepped forward to the door of the hall, she pinched her bag, took a deep breath, and looked at the elegant and magnificent villa, but her heart was cold for a while, and her fingertips began to lose temperature.

She plucked up her courage and rang the doorbell. No matter how cruel the reality in front of her is, she has to learn to face and accept it, and there is nothing more sad for her than the death of her mother. It's just that what she hopes is different from what she thinks, she thinks that the Liang family's parents don't like her anymore, and they shouldn't pay for her mother's life.

Soon, someone came to open the door, it was Dong Huizhen who opened the door herself, and when she saw Xi Jiayu, she was still stunned: "What are you doing here?" ”

"I'm here to find an answer." Xi Jiayu smiled, very bright, and couldn't see the pain of losing her mother at all.

"What are you talking about? You used my house as a library? Looking for answers? Dong Huizhen also smiled, "Miss Xi, you are not welcome in our Liang family, please leave immediately." ”

"I only have one question, I finish asking, I know the answer and leave immediately, definitely not one more second." Xi Jiayu expressed her attitude.

"Let's go, let's go." Dong Huizhen didn't give her a chance.

At this time, Liang Yunfei was about to go home, and she didn't want him to run into Xi Jiayu as soon as he came back. It's best if the two of them don't see each other. So as not to cause too much trouble.

"Let her in." Liang Keding didn't know when he was standing not far behind Dong Huizhen, looking at Xi Jiayu with eyes like ice.

"Keding...... You ......" Dong Huizhen turned around, a little surprised by her husband's decision, is this the rhythm of helping her speak?

"Don't think about it, I'll never let her go." Liang Keding dispelled his wife's doubts, "I want to see how thick-skinned she is, and she comes to our Liang family again and again." ”

Xi Jiayu took a deep breath and didn't refute it, she came today for something important. She didn't want to talk to them about anything else that didn't matter.

Dong Huizhen let go of her body with confidence and walked inside, Xi Jiayu followed her into the house and went to the living room.

"Miss Xi, please be seated." Liang Keding sat on the sofa and stretched out his hand to point to the position opposite him.

"No need, it's just a question, I'll just stand." Xi Jiayu clenched the bag in her hand and smiled shallowly.

"You're like this, people who don't know still think that our Liang family doesn't even have basic hospitality, and they are bullying you as an orphan girl." Liang Keding's eyebrows are slightly raised.

"Mr. Liang, you didn't bully me, an orphan girl, you know better than anyone else in your own heart." Xi Jiayu's gaze gradually became colder, staring straight at Liang Keding.

Facing Xi Jiayu's gunpowder-smelling words, his eyes narrowed slightly: "What do you mean?" Xi Jiayu, don't think that if I let you in, you can be presumptuous. You must know that this is the Liang family, I can let you in, or I can let you out immediately. ”

"I'll leave as soon as I'm done, so I don't need you to chase me." Xi Jiayu didn't care if she would be looked down upon by them, and she didn't care about their attitude towards her.

"No matter what you have to say, my wife and I will not accept you as the daughter-in-law of the Liang family. You've also seen the report, and Yuling is the person we have in mind. If you don't want to be a third party who destroys someone else's marriage, you can do it yourself. Liang Keding first said the ugly words in front, that is, to kill Xi Jiayu's heart.

Xi Jiayu just hooked her lips slightly: "Mr. Liang, don't get excited. I'm not here today for the things you say, I'm here for my mother. After a pause, she continued: "My mother is seriously ill, and I took her to the capital, where she could have been treated and lived a little longer. It was only the sudden onset of the disease that could not be treated in time, which made my mother die early. I heard that my mother couldn't be treated in time because there were people up there who didn't allow me to get medical treatment. I thought about it, the only one who can have such a big holiday with me is your Liang family, just because I am with Liang Yunfei, so I have to try my best to break us up and correct Miss Song's name, right? It is only because of this unscrupulous means that I killed my mother, and you are the only people who can have such power. I just want to know the truth, did you kill my mother? ”

Xi Jiayu's words were soaked in sadness and suppressed anger, and she stared at the Liang couple, just wanting to understand. Dong Huizhen frowned: "Xi Jiayu, what nonsense are you talking about--"

Liang Keding, who was beside her, stretched out his hand and covered the back of Dong Huizhen's hand, stopped what she said, and generously admitted: "Yes, it was my relationship against you, I just want to teach you a lesson and let you know the methods of our Liang family, but I don't want you to block the car anymore." Giving up Yunfei is your most rational choice. ”

Xi Jiayu was not surprised when she heard such an answer, she thought about it thousands of times, ruled out all possibilities, and now what is impossible is the truth. She was angry and bitter, and her beautiful eyes burned with a raging fire, and her dark pupils were smeared with a different kind of beauty.

There were footsteps coming from behind him, and Liang Yunfei stood behind Xi Jiayu, incredulous: "Dad, do you know what you're talking about?" ”

"I have made it very clear just now, I want to teach Xi Jiayu, who is not self-conscious, a lesson." Liang Keding reiterated again.

"Dad, I don't believe it." Liang Yunfei couldn't accept it, if he accepted it, then he would admit that the Liang family was the indirect murderer who killed Xi's mother. Then there is another gap that cannot be crossed in the difficult love road between him and Xi Jiayu. Their relationship will break down and they will lose each other.

"Believe it or not, I admit what I did anyway." Liang Keding's tone was firm.

"Jiajia, don't believe my dad." Liang Yunfei stretched out his hand and pulled Xi Jiayu, who had been silent for a long time, the starlight in his eyes was shattered, and he was filled with that pain, "Jiajia, my dad would say such a thing because he wanted to separate us, you must have misunderstood, or someone else." I'll be sure to give you an answer. Please trust me. ”

Xi Jiayu's slender eyelashes trembled slightly, the corners of her lips were pulled apart bitterly, and her heart ached: "Liang Yunfei, are you deaf?" Didn't you hear both your parents admit it? There will be a fake, who would want to take a human life on their backs? Besides, it's your Liang family, will you sacrifice your reputation lightly? Liang Yunfei, don't lie to yourself anymore. ”

"Jiajia...... I didn't lie to myself, I just can't stop loving you. Liang Yunfei's eyes were dyed with affection, the tall and cold man lowered his head, looking so humble, he just wanted to use his love to keep the woman he loved most in his life, and there was the possibility of happiness.

He is unwilling to let go and unwilling to face the reality, all because he loves Xi Jiayu too much. It can't be without her, these thirty years of love and affection have been given to her. He only hoped that she would stay.

Xi Jiayu pushed away the arm he was holding, and was so sad that even if he loved her again, he couldn't continue this love. She looked at the Liang couple: "How can you be so vicious?" Even if I disobeyed your wishes, I did not hurt anyone. I just want to ask for a piece of truth and happiness, but it's so difficult. It was so hard that it cost my mother her life. In fact, it doesn't matter what you do to me, it's between me and you, and you shouldn't have dragged my mother in and let her die in a foreign land. I lost my only loved one and my supporter, how innocent she was! ”

Xi Jiayu's eyes sparkled, and she took a deep breath to suppress the pain. She doesn't show vulnerability in front of her enemies, and she doesn't shed tears, which will only make others laugh.

"If you had seen this reality clearly, your mother would not have died because of you! It's not us who hurt your mother, it's you, it's you who want to get what you don't belong to! Liang Keding put all the responsibility on Xi Jiayu.

"Dad, don't say it again!" Liang Yunfei heard his parents' words of adding fuel to the fire, as if one of his hearts was tormenting in the oil pot.

"I'm telling the truth!" Liang Keding accentuated his tone.

"Jiajia, let me atone for this sin for my parents." Liang Yunfei reached out to shake her hand, "Use the time of my life, use my life." ”

"Liang Yunfei, what's the use of you coming to atone for your sins? Will my mom be able to come back to life? Don't be naΓ―ve, you can't atone for this sin! Xi Jiayu pushed him away, "I have a common enmity with your Liang family, and now I can't avenge my mother, but one day I will let you also experience such a taste." ”

"Jiajia, don't be blinded by hatred." Liang Yunfei felt that these words were like a knife slashing his body, "Be sober." ”

"Liang Yunfei, the person who was killed was not your mother, of course you can say that. Your parents killed my mother, and I can't continue to be with you pretending I don't know anything. I have no law to face you. So that's the end of it between us, and we're just enemies when we see each other in the future! Xi Jiayu hooked her lips coldly, her eyes were frost and pain, her eyes swept to the Liang couple, and she spoke fiercely, "Now, I will return your precious son to you, I don't want him anymore!" You have to watch him and stop pestering me again! ”