Xi Jiayu's thick eyelashes trembled slightly, and then slowly raised to look at Feng Yang, his face was full of injuries, and his eyes were so sincere and hopeful. She was afraid to see his hot and sincere gaze, and she suddenly felt that she was sorry for Feng Yang. He had given so much for himself, and she had nothing to reciprocate for him. In fact, she has tried very hard to forget the past and wants to live a new life, but she is a little lacking.

"Jiayu, I know that I am a little anxious to say this, I don't want to force you, but I want to be more qualified to protect you. And if you marry me, I don't think Liang Yunfei will pester you like this anymore, after all, you are already a wife, and if he does anything to you again, he will be morally condemned. At least I can make him have some scruples, and he won't take you away from me so lightly. Feng Yang saw that she was silent for a while, as if she was hesitating, "I've been really worried about you in the past few days since you disappeared. ”

"Feng Yang, I'm worrying you. It's just that my current state is not the best state to marry you, I said that although I agreed to your proposal, but I am not ready to be a wife, I don't know how to be a good wife, I am afraid that I will not do well, and I am more afraid that the future marriage will bring misfortune. Can you give me a moment? Xi Jiayu feels that if she wants to enter marriage, she must show 100% responsibility, and now she still lacks courage and responsibility.

Feng Yang was naturally a little disappointed, after all, Xi Jiayu had already agreed to his marriage proposal, and he should have entered the palace of marriage, but he felt that she was running away and was afraid. He was also afraid that she would hesitate because of this, and finally chose to leave.

"Jiajia, I know you still have a lot of things in your heart that you can't put down. I don't force you to let go, I understand you, you can put the past in a corner of your heart, and you can take it out and think about it when I am at work or when I am not with you. Jiajia, I can give you time, my life's time is for you, and you will wait for you, waiting for you to slowly walk towards me. It's just that marriage needs us to manage each other with our hearts, to learn, and then grow together, with me with you, you don't have to be afraid of anything. Feng Yang raised his hand to caress her face, "Jiajia, give me a chance to take care of you." If you are always so hesitant, then you will always stay where you are, and you will not be able to enter the marriage, you need not only time, but also the courage to face it. Come, take me by the hand, and I will give you strength. ”

Feng Yang smiled and stretched out his hand in front of her, his palm facing her, his pupils full of encouraging smiles.

"As long as you put your hand in the palm of my hand, I will hold you firmly and lead you through the darkness and into the light. Please trust me. ”

Asahi's sincerity, such humility, and gentleness moved her so much. Xi Jiayu knew that she could no longer refuse the man in front of her who gave her too much support and dependence, too much warmth and sunshine. If it's not love, it's gratitude.

When she leaves that person, she always chooses to go down alone, and who better than the one in front of her gives her a reason to enter marriage and enjoy that calm and ordinary happiness? She is just an ordinary woman, she is tired, all she wants is a quiet life. Since he can give it, can't she accept it?

Xi Jiayu looked at Feng Yang's palm, and her eyes were getting hot. She gently pulled the corners of her lips and smiled, and slowly raised her hand, her movements were very slow, but she did not hesitate anymore and solemnly put her hand in Feng Yang's palm, and he also held her hand tightly, and the smile in his eyes deepened.

"Thank you Jiajia for giving me this opportunity. It was the happiest day I've had in 30 years. Feng Yang sighed with emotion, feeling that it was bittersweet.

"Feng Yang, thank you too." Xi Jiayu smiled slightly, "Feng Yang, but I still want you to give me a few days, three days." ”

"Okay." Although Feng Yang was a little anxious, he also respected Xi Jiayu, "When you are free, let's take a look at my mother together and tell her the good news." ”

"Mom......" Xi Jiayu was a little embarrassed, she was called Mom before she got married.

"I mean your mother, and of course I'm going to sue my mother." Feng Yang took her hand, "Tomorrow is the weekend." ”

"Okay." Xi Jiayu also wants to use these three days to say goodbye to all the past, she must play the role of a wife from now on, even if there is no love, she must learn to respect, and resist her responsibilities.

After Xi Jiayu agreed to Feng Yang's registration, Feng Yang really felt too happy. The next morning, I bought flowers and fruits and put them in the car, prepared breakfast, and arrived at Xi Jiayu's community early, sitting in the car and waiting. Because the time was only seven o'clock, he was afraid that he would disturb Xi Jiayu's rest too early.

At around eight o'clock, Feng Yang heard the sound of the glass window knocking, looked sideways, and saw Xi Jiayu outside. He hurriedly got out of the car and looked at Xi Jiayu's sportswear, as well as the sweat on his face, and his fair face was ruddy because of the exercise.

"What time did you wake up? Still going to the morning luck? Feng Yang was going to take the clean towel he had prepared in the car to wipe her sweat.

"I got up at half-past six, just to go for a run." Xi Jiayu wiped her sweat with a towel, "When did you come?" ”

"I just arrived." Feng Yang didn't tell the truth, and it wasn't that he didn't want her to think too much, "Let's go, go up and have breakfast, this is what my mother made this morning." Let me bring her future daughter-in-law. Do you know? When I told my mom the good news, she was very happy. ”

Xi Jiayu didn't talk, just walked inside, and Feng Yang followed.

Xi Jiamei hadn't gotten up because of the holiday, Xi Jiayu left her breakfast, and went to the tomb with Feng Yang to see Xi's mother.

Feng Yang put the white chrysanthemum and fruit in front of the tomb, and also changed his words: "Mom, Jiajia has promised to marry me, and I will take good care of her for you and not let her be hurt in the slightest." Be of good cheer in heaven, and bless us for a long time. Then he glanced at Xi Jiayu beside him, his eyes full of sincerity.

Xi Jiayu knelt in front of her mother's tombstone, looking at the photo of her mother smiling, she still had a sour nose: "Mom, please believe that I will be strong, I will protect myself, and I will be happy." She pressed her face against the cold tombstone and reached out to caress her mother's face, "Mom, I love you and will always love you." ”

Xi Jiayu and Feng Yang quietly accompanied Xi's mother for a while before they left.

"Let's go home, my mom said to let you go to the house for dinner." Feng Yang squatted down, put one hand around her shoulder, and helped her up from the grave.

When they arrived at the garden villa of the Feng family, the white house was covered by green leaves and red flowers, and the rows of green bamboo were fresh and elegant, which had a unique style. Because only the mother and son of the Feng family live, plus a servant, the villa is not particularly large, and it will not feel particularly empty and deserted when you live.

Feng Yang took Xi Jiayu to the living room, Feng Mu was putting the flower branches cut from the garden and putting them away, all kinds of flower branches I was wrong, with different colors and different postures, very beautiful.

"Hello Auntie." Xi Jiayu couldn't change her words for a while.

When Feng Mu saw Xi Jiayu coming, she also raised a kind smile: "Jiajia is here." Sit down, Yang'er, and pour a glass of juice for Jiajia. ”

"Auntie, is this a flower arrangement?" Xi Jiayu knew that some wives would learn flower arrangement, tea ceremony and the like when they were fine.

"It's okay to be idle, so just study, pass the time, and you can study together when you have time in the future." Feng Mu planted a rose, "Yang'er's parents left early, the company had just started at that time, and now it is also actively exploring the market, Yang'er is busy with work, I am alone at home, and when you come over, there will be someone to accompany me, I am really happy in my heart." ”

"Auntie, in the future, I will talk to you as soon as I have time, so that you will not be alone, and we can also go out to travel and relax." Xi Jiayu built yì.

"Okay, I'm naturally happy to have you with me." The Wind Mother smiled even more.

Feng Yang poured the freshly squeezed juice and brought it over, and when he saw his mother smiling so happily, he couldn't help asking, "What is so happy?" ”

"I'm saying that it's better to have a daughter, marry Jiajia early and let me accompany me, an old woman who has no children to talk to."

"Mom, it's fast, don't be too anxious, scare Jiajia away." Feng Yangluo sat next to Xi Jiayu and looked at Xi Jiayu with a smile.

"Jiajia, how can you be so scared?" Mother Feng glanced at her son, "Besides, you won't chase back Jiajia if she runs away?" A man should chase after a good girl more hard, and it is also worth it. ”

Feng Yang reached out to hold Xi Jiayu's hand: "Mom, I won't let Jiajia leave." We will honor you together. ”

The lunch was good, the three of them sat down, the dishes were rich, and Feng Yang thoughtfully gave Xi Jiayu a dish: "Eat more, you have lost weight these days, I feel distressed." Since it's my daughter-in-law, I have to make up for it. You can't let people say they're abusing you. ”

Looking at Xi Jiayu's mouth, as soon as she took a bite, she felt uncomfortable in her heart and stomach for a while, as if something was churning, and then she stroked her mouth, pushed away the chair and went to the bathroom, lying on the toilet and vomiting.

There should be nothing in her stomach, just some sour water and a little residue, she stood in front of the sink after flushing and turned on the water, took a big breath, held it with both hands and poured it on her face, the cold water stimulated the warm skin, brought a shiver, and the fear in her heart formed a whirlpool.

She looked up at herself in the mirror, her face waterdropping, pale as a ghost. Raising her eyes, she saw the handsome face reflected in the mirror, her brows were twisted, and her eyes were full of worry.

"What's wrong with you? Where is uncomfortable. He picked up the towel hanging on the shelf next to her and wiped the water droplets on her face lightly, flashing with a little pity in his eyes, "You have a white face, or let's go to the hospital to have a look." ”

Xi Jiayu looked at Feng Yang who lowered his head and focused on wiping the water for her, he was as gentle as a lover, and his serious appearance was really handsome.

"Feng Yang......" she bit her lip, but her heart was uneasy and afraid, "I'm fine, I may have eaten a bad stomach last night." This will make the stomach feel uncomfortable. Don't worry. ”