075 I didn't do anything, but I wasn't responsible for putting out the fire
A shadow walked silently in front of Fu Xiangwan and looked at her with low eyes: "Do you feel very painful?" ”
Her body began to tremble, she wrapped her arms around herself, her body began to chill, goosebumps, then fever, she coughed uncontrollably, and her stomach was uncomfortable. She stumbled into the bathroom, trying to vomit but couldn't throw up. There seemed to be ants crawling inside the bones, and I felt like I was about to jump out. It felt like thousands of ants were biting her in her bones, extending to her heart, trying to scratch but couldn't, the discomfort made her fall to the ground in pain, her hands were scratching her body as if they were scratching, and her skin was scratched with red marks, but she couldn't relieve the inner torment. She tore at her hair and slammed herself against the wall, trying to stop the tickle in her body. But to no avail, it can only be more painful.
Fu Xiangwan immediately ran to the bedroom, took out the gift box, and began to pack his things. Anxious and panicked, if she didn't leave here immediately, then Tan Xiyue would be able to find her in one night. She cleaned up, but felt her body begin to change, and she reached out to touch her chest, trying to overcome the uncomfortable feeling. She was afraid that this feeling was worse than death, and would remind her how bad she was, how unworthy of the current Tan Xiyue.
She knew that her non-saying goodbye would definitely make Tan Xiyue angry, because she promised to go home with him, but she still lied to him. A man escaped, and she had no way to face him. After sitting for a while, she thought that she should leave here, otherwise with Tan Xiyue's character, when she saw her alive, she would definitely try her best to take her away. She can't go back to that home yet.
She felt that her heart hurt so much and her body was so tired.
The driver drove over, and when he arrived at the quiet community, Fu Xiangwan got out of the car and dragged his body upstairs very tiredly. She lives on the top floor, open the door, go in, it is a one-bedroom living room, just happened to live alone. She closed the door, didn't even turn on the light, and by the faint moonlight, threw herself into the couch, and threw herself back with her head up, one hand on her forehead, blocking out the light, and completely melting her face into the darkness.
Fu Xiangwan didn't move, and his eyes were reluctant. The driver frowned and called her three times before she reacted: "I'm sorry." Then he gave the address.
The driver drove out, and he didn't see her report the address, so he said, "Miss, where are you going?" ”
Fu Xiangwan took the things out and threw them into the trash can on the side. She stood downstairs, looked back, looked up at the floor where Tan Xiyue was, and could see the bright light in his ward. She looked at it for a long time, withdrew her gaze, sighed, and took a step, walked outside the hospital, beckoned a car and sat down. She stared at the hospital lights in a daze.
"Be careful yourself." Tan Xiyue is not afraid, because there are many people in the hospital, and the supermarket is in the VIP inpatient building, not everyone can come in, and the security is very high.
Tan Xiyue was already able to eat by himself, the three of them ate together, Fu Xiang saw that they were going to talk about some things at work, so he cleaned up the things on the table: "I'll go shopping." It's right in the supermarket at the hospital. ”
"Okay."
"I'll go back tomorrow and book the discharge procedures and air tickets." Tan Xiyue commanded the king.
Fu Xiangwan helped Tan Xiyue to sit on the sofa, and Wang had already prepared dinner.
"Okay." Fu Xiangwan nodded in agreement, with a smile on his face, not seeing the sadness in her eyes at all.
"Evening, I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, you see what you have to pack, I will let Wang actually accompany you to the hospital, and we will go back early tomorrow morning." Tan Xiyue didn't want to lie in bed anymore, so he went to the ground to move.
In this way, they passed half a month sweetly, and this half month seemed to return to the time when they first fell in love, and only happiness surrounded them. Tan Xiyue can't afford to waste more time here. He still has the big picture to preside over, and he has to go back.
Fu Xiangwan didn't realize that there was anything wrong with him, so he closed his eyes in his arms with peace of mind. Feeling this long-lost familiarity and warmth, my heart finally has a place to dock, but how long can she rely on it. How long is it, let her forget those things first, covet this warmth, and comfort her broken soul.
"It's fine." Tan Xiyue's big palm stroked the top of her hair, "Sleep." ”
Fu Xiangwan shrank in his arms and felt his powerful heartbeat: "Are you okay?" ”
He didn't dare to kiss her further, he was afraid that he would not be able to bear the pain on his body and possess her. Even if she didn't refuse, he knew that his body might not be able to bear it, and when the time came, he would tear the wound, but he was afraid that it would cause Fu Xiangwan's distress and tears of self-blame. He made him cry enough, he didn't want to see her tears anymore, he wanted to see her big smile. So he let himself endure, anyway, she has returned to his side, and he has been waiting for so long, and he can give himself and her this time.
After not being together for a long time, Fu Xiangwan felt that this kiss had caused a volcanic eruption. She was intoxicated by his scorching body temperature and lips and tongue, and sank. She could not refuse, she could only give. They both let go of each other due to lack of oxygen, and then they began to panting.
Fu Xiangwan lowered his head, trying to avoid his scorching gaze, he picked up her jaw with his long fingers, not letting her flinch, and as soon as he bowed his head, he opened his lips and grabbed her lips strongly, and swallowed the refusal she wanted to speak. Her lips and tongue were as soft as the petals, as sweet as ever. And he is like a dry field, and she is the rain that watered him, which is really comfortable. The taste is so sweet that you can't help but want more. This feeling drove him crazy.
"I don't think there's anything wrong with my wife." Tan Xiyue's eyes were darker, and the fireworks were blazing, and the heat made Fu Xiangwan feel intense.
"I didn't do anything, but I wasn't responsible for putting out the fire." Fu Xiangwan pursed his lips, and the skin on his face began to heat because of his burning gaze, "Besides, your body is like this now, what are you still thinking about." ”
"Wanwan, if you look at me like this again, I'm afraid I'll go crazy." Tan Xiyue hadn't touched her for a long time, and her body and mind would always be ready to move in front of her.
He hugged Fu Xiangwan tightly in his arms, and his snort sprayed on her face, which was the freshness of his mint. She looked at him like this, and they both looked at each other carefully, trying to engrave each other's faces into their minds.
Fu Xiangwan would hurt him by arguing with him, so he had to rely on him and lay down on the bed with his heart, the bed in the ward was big enough to accommodate the two of them to sleep. Tan Xiyue leaned on his side, and these days he slept either on his stomach or on his side, so as not to press the wound.
"Alright, come up." Tan Xiyue grabbed her and took her into his arms, "Don't be shy, we are all old husbands and wives." ”
Fu Xiangwan was so anxious that he grabbed his hand: "What are you doing!" ”
"I've been in bed for ten days, and I haven't gotten out of bed or anything, and you've taken such good care of me, my injuries are no longer serious. Don't stop looking. Tan Xiyue tapped his chest with his free hand to show that he was almost in good health.
"!" Fu Xiangwan disagreed.
"You're not kidding, I haven't slept with you in my arms for a long time, I'll sleep better with you, and the wound will heal faster." Tan Xiyue took her hand.
"What are you kidding, you still have injuries on your body." Fu Xiangwan glared at him slightly.
Tan Xiyue stretched out his hand and patted the bed next to him a few times: "Sleep with me in bed today." ”
After Fu Xiangwan cleaned up, he took away the text in his hand: "You should have a good rest." The work can never be done, and the body is the capital of the revolution. ”
A few nights ago, Fu Xiangwan had been sleeping beside Tan Xiyue's bed, and he was distressed and asked her to go to bed. Fu Xiangwan naturally didn't dare, for fear that his sleeping posture was not good, and it would not be good to aggravate his injuries. Later, I had to sleep on the sofa, which made Tan Xiyue feel a lot more at ease. But seeing her working so hard to take care of herself, he felt uncomfortable.
Fu Xiangwan blows the crucian carp soup in his hand, which is a good soup for wounds. She also patiently fed him one bite at a time, afraid that he would move too much and involve the wound. She also wants him to recuperate better now and recover sooner, so that she can rest assured.
"Ah......" Tan Xiyue was looking forward to Fu Xiangwan feeding her like a child.
Tan Xiyue has been recuperating from his injuries for the past few days, and Wang actually delivered three meals on time, and Fu Xiangwan's main task was to accompany him. He was a laipi, taking advantage of this injury to enjoy Fu Xiangwan's service. He has become a young master who opens his mouth for food and stretches out his hand for clothes. Wang Jing would come to report to him every day. And she'll take the opportunity to leave for a while.
Mr. Zhang was also inconvenient to disturb them, and then left under the pretext that the company had something to do, saying that he would visit another day.
"That's a match made in heaven, the couple is deeply in love." Mr. Zhang praised.
"It's my good fortune to marry her." Tan Xiyue's words raised Fu Xiangwan's status.
Mr. Zhang's eyes fell on Fu Xiangwan's body, and Fu Xiangwan, who washed away the lead, was the clearest jade, with a lustrous luster: "Mrs. Tan is really beautiful and refined, and Mr. Tan is really a blessing." ”
"Chapter is always good." Fu Xiangwan lowered his eyebrows and smiled.
Tan Xiyue took Fu Xiangwan, who had not spoken beside him, and stroked the back of her hand with his fingertips: "Mr. Zhang, introduce me to you, this is my wife Fu Xiangwan, Wanwan, this is Mr. Zhang." ”
"Then I'll be relieved." Mr. Zhang also laughed.
"I always remember this injury, I should not be careful." Tan Xiyue frowned, "You can rest assured now, my wound is not infected, and the condition is not bad." ”
"I don't want to hurt you here, I just hope that you will recover your health as soon as possible. Only then can I be sure. Mr. Zhang stroked his heart.
"Mr. Zhang, you are polite. It's just a small injury, not enough to worry about. Tan Xiyue also smiled politely.
"Mr. Tan, how do you feel?" Mr. Zhang asked the assistant to put the gift on the coffee table, "These little things are not a tribute, I hope you don't dislike it." ”
And Fu Xiangwan made a cup of tea for him, put it on the coffee table, and retreated to Tan Xiyue's side, silent.
Early the next morning, Mr. Zhang brought various gifts to visit the injured Tan Xiyue, after all, he was injured here, as the owner of Zhang Yi is naturally guilty, plus the two sides still have cooperation, Tan Xiyue is not an ordinary character. Naturally, he didn't dare to slack off, and came early.
Tan Xi stretched out his hand to her, she walked over, took his hand, sat down, and the two looked at each other and smiled.
"It's still so pretty." Tan Xiyue's eyes shone brightly, and he was amazed.
It was a long pleated skirt in the green of the lake, the fabric was soft and conforming, outlining her delicate curves, and the green waves flew with her every movement. It makes her jade skin crystal like snow. As soon as she came out, her long wet hair was attached to her tender white cheeks, her eyes were like water, and she looked forward to her life, so she was familiar with Tan Xiyue, and she was also familiar with herself.
Yes, the clothes on her body are also stained with blood, if she doesn't change them, as soon as she walks out like this, the rate of turning back must be 100%. Her thoughtfulness warms her. She went to the bathroom again, turned on the hot water, and washed herself from head to toe, washing it clean again and again, washing all the smells that belonged to that place.
Fu Xiangwan followed his line of sight, that brand is what many girls like to wear, and although she is not very good at these, as long as he buys it, she can't refuse. She got up and went to get the bag: "Then I'll go take a shower." ”
Tan Xi saw her come out and beckoned to her, and she walked over and sat in the single chair next to her. Tan Xiyue pointed to a white bag of women's clothes on the sofa: "I asked Wang Jing to buy you clothes, you also have blood on your body, go take a shower and change it." ”
Fu Xiangwan in the bathroom bit his lip, took a deep breath, then pushed the door out, walked to the bedroom in the middle, and passed by Wang Jing again.
The king nodded and was about to leave.
"Then you go down." Tan Xi wanted to spend more time with Fu Xiangwan, after all, they had been separated for so long, and he wanted to make up for all the lost time.
"Just listen to your orders, I will do it, don't worry." The king received the order, and then he said, "I have also bought the clothes you asked me to buy." ”
"No one can be safe and sound after hurting Fu Xiangwan, I let him go on the surface, but I don't mind using some shady means to get him in prison, but this seems to be too cheap for him. As I said yesterday, I want him to be useless and live like a stray dog without dignity. "Tan Xiyue is not a master to be messed with.
"What does the president command?" Wang actually knew Tan Xiyue's thoughts, "Is it about the bald birch?" I've asked the relationship to investigate, and there's nothing this person can't touch. What do you want him to do? ”
"Out of the way, I'm not fragile enough to shatter at the touch of a button." Tan Xi leaned forward lightly, and he didn't push too hard, and the pain could still be endured.
Tan Xiyue propped up the bed with one hand, trying to sit up. Wang actually helped him and put a soft pillow on his back for him: "President, the wound is on the back, can you do this?" ”
"President, have something to do with me?" But the king put down what he was in his hand and stepped forward, and stood still.
Outside, Wang actually put the fruit in the fruit bowl, and Tan Xiyue called him: "Wang Jing." ”
Fu Xiangwan looked at herself, combed her long hair, and tied it into a pretty ponytail, looking youthful like a college student who had just left campus. It's just that the clothes on her body are a little incompatible with her appearance. Now she has no clothes to change into, so she can only do so.
Fu Xiangwan felt embarrassed by her gaffe, she was seen by Tan Xiyue like this, but she was still seen by his subordinates, Wang actually saw it. He didn't seem to be particularly surprised. She quickly turned on the hot water, wiped the soap from the bathroom on her hands, and rubbed the dirt on her face. Rinse your face with warm water, Fu Xiangwan, who had skin better than snow and was beautiful and refined, came back again, still so Chu Chu was moving, but there was a touch of sorrow between his eyebrows, and he was thinner, and his face looked smaller.
Fu Xiangwan locked the door, her back against the door panel. Biting his lip, tilting his head, and blinking his eyes, he dispelled the sourness and wetness in his eyes. She breathed deeply until her mood calmed down. She walked over to the sink and saw how bad she was in the mirror. Messy long hair, crying and fainting eye makeup, that originally beautiful face was messy, if it was so unsightly, she was not disliked by Tan Xiyue. It seemed that she would always be the beautiful flower in his eyes.
"Then you go in." Fu Xiangwan smiled lightly and hooked his lips, and went to the bathroom.
"Well, bought some fruit and water." But the king lifted up what was in his hand.
She let go of the hand she was holding with him, turned around and walked outside, she covered her mouth to prevent herself from crying because of Tan Xiyue's good feelings. As soon as she went out, she saw Wang actually standing there, and the eyes of the two crossed paths. She suppressed her pain: "You're here." ”
Fu Xiangwan's eyes dimmed slightly, but he couldn't help but lift his spirits and nodded: "I'll wash my face." ”
"I don't want to hear anything like that. We are husband and wife, and it doesn't make sense to say that I'm a couple. If you really feel sorry for me, then you have to stay with me, and when my injuries are better, we will go home. Tan Xiyue mentioned going home again, and he would not let her go.
This is the second time he has been stabbed for himself, the first time was when they met, she sent Wen Jiàn to him for Guan Yiwei, and was held hostage, he heroically saved the beauty and injured his left chest, there has always been a wound there, although after all these years, it has faded, but it still makes her remember it vividly; Today is the second time, and the injury is even more serious, and every time he protects her, and he seems to have never helped him with anything, if there is anything really to say, it is a little bit of life.
Fu Xiangwan shook his head, Jingying rolled in his eyes: "What can I have on my mind." I'm just worried, you're just going to take care of your injuries now. The wound is so long and deep, it's not good for me, and it's burdensome for you. ”
He looked at her eyes that were washed with tears, there was a faint sadness of helplessness, and he couldn't understand why she had made herself so miserable, "Wanwan, do you have something on your mind?" Don't take it to heart, sue me, I can share it for you. ”
And Fu Xiangwan was silent but smiled, slightly hooking his lips.
"It's okay, I'll hold on to it." Tan Xiyue brought their handshaker to her lips and kissed the back of her hand affectionately, containing strong emotion.
Fu Xiangwan looked at their hands holding each other blankly, and there was another burst of pain: "I'm afraid I won't be able to grasp your hand." ”
"Wanwan, I know that I didn't protect you well, so I made you suffer so much, and it took me almost a year to find you, it was I who came too late, and made you wait too hard, you can blame me, scold me, beat me, bite me, ignore me, but definitely not reject me, leave ......me behind" Tan Xiyue reached out and clasped her hand, ten fingers were intimate, and then put it in front of the eyes of both of them, "See, you have to do this, firmly clasp each other's hands, and don't let go until you die." Do you understand? I can no longer watch you fall from my front and not be able to catch you! I hate how fast I move, how I don't have long hands, maybe then I can catch you, and there will be no separation and pain that follows. But this separation has also made it clearer to me how much I love you and how much I need you. ”
"You can be nice to anyone, but not me." Fu Xiangwan was a little negative, but it wasn't all because of the negative. And the secret she couldn't tell him, and this secret carried a great pain.
"You're my wife, I'm not good to you, so who is good to go?" Tan Xi laughed at her silliness.
"Xiyue ......" Fu Xiangwan pursed his lips, his heart aching intertwined, "Don't be so good to me, okay?" ”
Her voice was very loud and urgent, and that worry made Tan Xiyue's heart warm. He smiled and scratched her pretty nose with his fingers: "How can I be willing to die, if I die, you don't have to be widowed, I can't bear it, so even if I want to die, I have to die and I want you to die, so that I can take care of you for a lifetime, so that you don't have to live alone without me." You don't have to endure the torment of longing, you don't have to taste sadness. Because I'm a man, I can bear more than you do, and I can resist more. ”
And after she cried like this, the black eyeliner faded. Fu Xiangwan didn't care about this, and darkened his face: "What nonsense are you talking about?" I don't allow you to die, I want you to live well. Did you hear that? ”
"Are you so stubborn when you cry?" Tan Xiyue raised his hands, held her face, and wiped away her tears with the thumbs of both hands, "Fool, what are you crying for?" It's good to sue your husband if you have been wronged, don't cry here alone, people who don't know still think I'm dead, and you're crying and mourning. ”
"Why am I crying? There's a little bug flying into the eye. Fu Xiangwan rubbed his eyes, but he rubbed the already flowery eyeliner even more.
"I originally wanted to take this opportunity to get a good night's sleep, but you cry so loudly, can I not wake up?" Tan Xiyue teased her.
"Are you awake?" Fu Xiangwan was surprised and a little ashamed, she was heard by him crying? Then he asked him, "When did you wake up?" ”
She suddenly felt a tightness in her hand, lowered her eyes, and saw Tan Xiyue's hand move. Raising his eyes again, he saw his thick black eyelashes flutter twice, and then slowly opened his eyes, dark and deep eyes, full of distress.
Fu Xiangwan cried and gasped, his shoulders trembled, his breathing was not smooth, and his eyes were red from crying, like a wounded white rabbit.
Wang actually stood in the outer room of the ward, leaning against the wall, listening to Fu Xiangwan's cry, and also felt bitter in his throat. He rolled his Adam's apple uncomfortably, and his eyes were red and pantoic. How sad it must be to cry like this. Although he didn't know why the president's wife appeared here and became like this, Tan Xiyue's choice was also his choice.
Kissing and kissing, the sharp pain in her suppressed chest tore her wounds, making the pain seep into every pore more clearly, and clearly reminding her of the unbridgeable distance between her and him now. She choked in a suppressed whisper, like the whimper of a small beast, pitiful, slowly, the crying was amplified, in this quiet ward, more and more real and loud, the tide of sour sadness surged into her heart wave after wave, and also let the tears burst the embankment, like rain falling, and she also cried loudly, the grief spread, and the heart was so broken that she wanted to cry.
She let go of her hand and held his face with both hands, her hypothermic fingertips tinged with a faint coldness. She lowered her head, and the soft flap of her glittered lip flap kissed her and gently pressed against his, his lips were warm and fresh, making her deeply nostalgic and longing...... She used the warmth on her lips to infect his cold lips, wanting to warm him up and wake him up with her own warmth. This kiss carries the heaviest and heartache of heartache, wanting to remember his taste.
She watched him quietly, tears falling from his horns and falling on his eyelids and faces, running down his cheeks. Fu Xiangwan inhaled, and every breath was like a cold thorn piercing into her chest, making her breathing tight.
Such a charming and sinking man, if there is no her, there will be more and better women who will moth to the fire and go. He is the brightest star in the night sky, and no one can match his one-ten-thousandth of the starlight. He is so beautiful and warm, and any woman with vision will like him. And she...... Met him among tens of thousands of people, was she lucky, or was she jealous of God, which made her life so twists and turns.
Fu Xiangwan's eyes were firmly fixed on the sleeping Tan Xiyue, his flawless face was gilded with a faint luster under the white light, but it also revealed a sickly paleness. His thick eyebrows and thin lips are deep and three-dimensional, like a work of art carefully carved by God, such a captivating city. Thinking of this, she smiled at the corners of her lips again. is obviously a man, but she only thinks of describing the country and the city. She stretched out her hand, her fingertips slid over his bloodless lips, sketching and depicting them bit by bit, with endless reluctance in her eyes, her eyes were sour, and tears were surging, and the tears flickered in her clear eyes, turning into painful shattering.
Fu Xiangwan held Tan Xiyue's hand tightly, frowned sadly, and then raised his hand, letting his warm and dry palm against his cold face. She wanted to feel his truest existence. She caressed her face with his hand, just as he had once taken the initiative to touch hers, wanting to experience this long-lost warmth, to soothe her flooding thoughts.