094 You are also punishing yourself by tossing him like this

"Jiajia, I don't want to hear sorry." Feng Yang pressed her shoulders, "Jiajia, can't you just say once that I do?" ”

Feng Yang's movements also paused, and Xi Jiayu pursed her lips lightly: "Feng Yang, I'm sorry, can you give me a little more time?" ”

The wind pressed up, and a kiss first fell on her white forehead, trying to get her used to it. She grabbed the sheets under her tightly with both hands, and Feng Yang wanted to drop the kiss on her lips, Xi Jiayu opened her eyes wide, watching him fall slowly like this, watching his handsome face enlarge in front of her eyes, and at that moment, she still pushed her head away.

Feng Yang carried her to the bed, put it away, reached out and stroked her hair, the two did not speak, just met their eyes.

Xi Jiayu was still nervous in her heart, and she also thought about accepting Fengyang, so she kept convincing herself to let YiqiΔ“ go with the flow.

Feng Yang looked at her beautiful eyes, full of moisture, wet, her heart moved slightly, and her breathing was light. Xi Jiayu didn't move, she wanted to let herself try to change, try to accept Fengyang. Feng Yang saw that she did not run away from herself, and his heart was happy. Leaning slowly towards her, his head tilted towards her soft and red lips. His lips were about to be imprinted with the softness he had longed for, and he was too nervous to breathe, as if he were afraid that a little more movement would scare her away. Her heart was also excited, and she didn't push herself away.

Xi Jiayu told SΓΉ that she would live her own life from now on. Teng Teng slept with Feng Mu again tonight, Xi Jiayu took a bath and walked out, but she didn't expect her feet to slip, Feng Yang fortunately stepped forward quickly and helped her in time. She instinctively grabbed him by the shoulder, too, and the two looked at each other like that.

Life is so calm and depressing.

She threw the newspaper away and concentrated herself so that she could concentrate and devote herself to her work. She told herself to stop thinking about people and things that had nothing to do with her. Just let a qiΔ“ go gently with the wind, and each other has a good life, and she should be happy. In the future, let's forget about each other.

Xi Jiayu was sitting in the office and also saw such a report, she just stared at the two people talking and laughing on it, and pursed her lips tightly. Not a word for a long, long time. She was calm on the surface, but there was an undercurrent surging in her chest.

Song Yuling stayed and slept in the guest room, and the next day Liang Yunfei also kept his promise and sent Song Yuling to work. Naturally, such news cannot escape media reports. So the news that Liang Yunfei and Song Yuling went in and out of Liang's house together in the early morning made headlines.

"Okay." Liang Yunfei nodded heavily.

Song Yuling bit her lip, and finally had no choice but to nod: "Okay, I'll stay." But there is one condition, send me to work tomorrow morning. ”

"If you insist on going back, I will send you. Or stay. Liang Yunfei also insisted.

Song Yuling's eyes were red: "I'd better go back." ”

Song Yuling rushed to the door, and Liang Yunfei also felt that his approach was a little excessive. But he really didn't mean to hurt him. He propped himself forward and pressed one hand on the door, preventing Song Yuling, whose hand was already on the doorknob, from leaving: "Yuling, it's so late, why don't you stay in the guest room." I'll ask my mom to clean up for you. ”

"You've drunk so much, I can do it myself." Song Yuling didn't stay long before leaving, she was afraid that if she stayed any longer, she would cry in front of him, and she didn't want to cry in front of him. She didn't want to be weak, she didn't want him to see her tears.

"I'll send you." Liang Yunfei stepped forward, but felt a little soft.

"I know, I don't blame you." Song Yuling also sat up and got off the bed, and the two of them stood aside like this, "It's not early, you can rest." I'm leaving. ”

Liang Yunfei sat up suddenly, got out of bed, and tidied up the folds of his shirt: "Yuling, I'm sorry, I was really drunk just now." ”

Liang Yunfei himself was shocked into a cold sweat, if he really took advantage of this wine to sleep with Song Yuling as Xi Jiayu, then he really couldn't forgive himself. Even if they're getting married, there's nothing wrong with doing so. But he really couldn't forgive himself.

Song Yuling bit her lip fiercely, and hearing this word pierced her heart, making her feel that her flesh and blood were hurting. She tilted her head, and Liang Yunfei's lips did not suppress. He closed his eyes, then opened them again, feeling his consciousness drift back into his senses. He opened his eyes and looked at it, Song Yuling's face and Xi Jiayu's face were shaking each other in front of him, and it gradually became clear that the face in front of him was Song Yuling's, where was Xi Jiayu's appearance.

Love......

His eyes were full of broken and pitiful pain, and joy, and he trembled his hand over her face, leaned over, and kissed her on the lips: "Jiajia, I love you." ”

"That's good." Liang Yunfei hugged her tightly, feeling this hug that comforted his soul.

"Really. Believe me. Song Yuling bit "me" herself very hard.

"Really?" Liang Yunfei's dim eyes flashed with a few happy stars.

She burst into tears, and raised her hand to caress Liang Yunfei's silhouette: "Yunfei, I will always stay by your side, even if you drive me away, I won't leave." ”

Song Yuling bit her lip, since he used her as her stand-in, it was okay. Who made her love him so willingly.

She thought that as long as he didn't mention her name, and she didn't touch his wounds, they could still live peacefully and amicably. Even if it is self-deception, she is also his wife. But why on the night of their engagement, he was thinking about Xi Jiayu in his heart, and he still came out so obviously.

When Song Yuling heard Liang Yunfei's words that had been suppressed in her heart, she was in pain and shocked. Her eyes were filled with water, it turned out that he remembered Xi Jiayu when he was awake, and even when he was drunk, he was still thinking about Xi Jiayu. Like he said, he couldn't give her what she wanted. And she still wants to be a moth to the fire, she still wants to be his wife, even if he doesn't love her, she wants to be by his side.

Liang Yunfei said to Song Yuling at this time: "Jiajia, is it you?" You're back with me? No, you won't...... You are so ruthless, you have left me for so long, ignoring me, how can you do it? And I have been in the abyss of pain and can't extricate myself, I can't save myself, only you. Jiajia, don't be so cruel to me......"

Liang Yunfei slowly opened his eyes with unknown focus, and met Song Yuling, the distance between the two was so close. Song Yuling suppressed her breathing, while Liang Yunfei held her face with both hands, her eyes were drunk and hazy. And Song Yuling was lost in his intoxicating gaze, looking at his perfectly sexy thin lips. She unconsciously brought herself close to him, wanting his thin lips to kiss her and arouse her passion.

Song Yuling felt that her heart was beating so fast that she was about to rush out of her chest. She bit her lip tightly to prevent herself from fainting, but her beating heart was so strong that she was about to lose her weight, and her face was flushed, and her ears were very hot.

She looked at Liang Yunfei's slightly closed eyes, the face that made her heart shake, and she felt that she was really confused by him. She also lay down on her side, lying on a pillow with Liang Yunfei, Liang Yunfei turned over, and the two were face to face, so close that their breathing was entangled together.

"Yunfei, I'm here to accompany me, I'm not leaving." Song Yuling felt that her hands were all painful, but she was so happy at this moment.

"Don't go......," Liang Yunfei muttered.

Liang Yunfei's consciousness was blurred, and when Song Yuling wiped her hand, he grabbed her hand and held it with all his strength, as if she was afraid that she would run away. Song Yuling saw him holding herself tightly, and this heart also bred a different sweetness.

This night, Liang Yunfei was really drunk as he wished, he was sent back to Liang's house to sleep peacefully, but Song Yuling was not worried about him, so she called warm hot water and waited at the bedside to help her wipe her face and hands.

Only Liang Yunfei himself knows that he is not happy, but too depressed and painful, as well as extremely desperate. He looked at the diamond ring in his hand, thinking that Xi Jiayu had been ignoring his gaze, that it had nothing to do with her, that indifference, he smiled bitterly. I felt even more cold between my fingers, and the light of the diamond was so dazzling.

Peng Shuji and Huo Xingfeng looked at each other and smiled, feeling that Tan Xiyue said. There was no one to stop Liang Yunfei.

"If he likes to drink, let him drink." Tan Xiyue pursed his lips lightly, "Many times Lao Fei is too sober, so it will inevitably be painful, and it is a good thing to get drunk once." ”

"Fourth brother, seventh brother, look at his ......" Guan Yiwei shook his head helplessly.

"Isn't it to be happy to drink? Where did you get so much nonsense. Liang Yunfei held the wine glass.

"Lao Fei, although today is the big day of your engagement, don't drink so much." Guan Yiwei saw that he seemed to drink as if he was sprinkling water.

And Liang Yunfei and Tan Xiyue were drinking wine, and they were not soft at all.

"I'm not going to look for you. I will definitely live a good life with Yunfei. Song Yuling was full of joy and her face was full of happiness.

"A man who focuses on his career is a man, and your sister-in-law doesn't complain, so what are you doing here." Song Yuxiu felt that he looked down on people who valued feelings like Liang Yunfei, "If you don't think about it clearly now, don't come to me if you don't have a place to cry in the future." ”

"Brother, I've been waiting for him for so long, and he finally made up his mind this time, and I believe he wasn't impulsive. Brother, don't worry about the things between me and Yunfei, if you have time, you should accompany my sister-in-law more, don't patronize and socialize outside all day. Song Yuling swept over Song Yuxiu's wife.

And Song Yuxiu looked at Liang Yunfei, who was silent in front of him just now, and then looked at Song Yuling, and lowered his voice: "This Liang Yunfei is like a piece of ice, so cold that he has no interest, I don't know what you like about him, will you be happy if you marry him?" Lingling, if you don't think about it again, Mao must not joke about his lifelong happiness, otherwise you will be the one who will be hurt the most. ”

Then Liang Yunfei walked to Tan Xiyue's table and continued to be with them.

"Thank you." Liang Yunfei brought the red wine to his lips, raised his head and drank the small half glass of wine, "You use it slowly, I'll go sit at my friend's." Yuling, you will accompany your parents and them. ”

The corners of Song Yuxiu's lips widened even more: "Look at it, I haven't married you yet, and I'm already defending you like this." Yunfei, Lingling is really good to you, and it is also your blessing that you can marry Lingling, you can cherish it. I don't have much to say, come, I wish you all the best in old age. ”

"Big brother, what nonsense are you talking about? Yunfei will be my dearest husband in the future, how can he bully me. Don't worry about it. Song Yuling was afraid that what Song Yuxiu said would make Liang Yunfei unhappy.

This is a courtesy, Liang Yunfei is not easy to refuse, so he went over with Song Yuling, Song Yuxiu also stood up, he smiled and said to Liang Yunfei: "Yunfei, Lingling is the little princess of our Song family, we will hand her over to you in the future, you can take good care of her, if you let her suffer a little grievance, I will not spare you as a brother." ”

"Respectfully, you didn't come, I didn't have a drink with you. Why don't I ask Yun Fei to come over and have a drink with you. Song Yuling said and walked to Liang Yunfei's side, "Yunfei, my brother is here, let's go and have a drink with my brother." ”

And Liang Yunfei was chatting with Tan Xiyue at their table, and Song Yuxiu glanced over: "Have you all saluted the elders?" ”

"I just went to urge them to hurry up and serve the food, today is a big day for you and Yunfei, I can't let them wronged my sister." Song Yuxiu took Song Yuling's shoulders and walked to her parents' table and sat down.

As soon as the man came in, Song Yuling walked over: "Brother, where have you been, the dishes are all ready." ”

In addition to the parents of the Liang family and the Song family, there are also Liang Yunfei's good friends, although this is not the engagement banquet he imagined, but there is always a message to inform his friends, otherwise if they know the news from other people's mouths, they will definitely dislike him.

The man softened his expression, and then pushed the door in, and everyone who should have come had arrived.

"Yes."

The entourage also followed him, until he arrived at the box booked by the Liang family, and he looked at the few people behind him: "You guys are keeping an eye on me outside the door, and no one can put it in." ”

The man got up, buttoned up his suit, and walked out.

The man snorted coldly: "Do you think I'm going to let them in and wreak havoc?" When pigs fly! If she dares, I'll make her pay a terrible price. Lingling finally waited for the nod of the surname Liang to agree to get married, she suffered such a big sin, I will never let her suffer any more harm. ”

"I heard it with my own ears, how dare I lie to you." The waiter stood there, his head down, not daring to look at the man who was on the verge of anger, "And the woman named Mu Xinyan kept persuading Xi Jiayu to find Mr. Liang, but she never spoke." It seems that I am afraid that I will go up to ruin the engagement banquet. ”

"What did you say!" The man's eyebrows really frowned, and a storm broke out under his inky eyes, "Xi Jiayu's child turned out to be Liang Yunfei's!" Did you hear it right? ”

"Sir, I heard them say that the child named Tengteng was born to Mr. Liang." The waiter trembled, she knew that such news would definitely be unbelievable.

"How's it going?" The man spoke slowly.

In front of the screen stood a bodyguard-like man, and after a glance, she walked around the screen and walked inside, where a man sat and leisurely drank the tea in his hand.

And the waiter, who stood behind the screen, did not hear them again, and opened the door lightly, and left the box, hurrying away from another box. She looked left and right at no one, and then raised her hand and knocked on the door rhythmically three times, and before the other party opened the door, she dodged in.

Mu Xinyan saw that she didn't want to speak, so she sang a one-man show there. She didn't say anything more, wanting to give her some time to be quiet and think about it. I hope she can think about it for herself and her children.

Xi Jiayu didn't say anything, picked up the chopsticks and picked up the dish and sent it to her mouth, she chewed, but found that such a delicious dish tasted nothing in her mouth, as if chewing wax.

Mu Xinyan paused, Xi Jiayu kept that expression and didn't answer. She pursed her lips and continued, "If you don't have the courage to go, I will accompany you." ”

"I'm freeing people's shackles." Mu Xinyan smiled at her, "Jiajia, although I haven't seen you in the past two years, I have always been a psychiatrist, I can see the real thoughts in your heart from every subtlety and expression of you, I just don't want you to suffer for a lifetime in the future, and I don't want Tengteng to live a life so confused." Jiajia, the grievances of the previous generation can no longer be carried over to the next generation. Song Yuling has been pursuing Liang Yunfei for so long, and he has never been indifferent, but why did he nod and get engaged this time? If a person were not too miserable and desperate, do you think he would step into the bottomless abyss by himself? He is not the kind of impulsive man who will not trap his life on a woman he does not love. And I heard Xiyue say that Liang Yunfei doesn't love Song Yuling at all, just like you don't love Fengyang, the reason why he married Song Yuling is only because she is suitable for marriage. Jiajia, you have already ruined yourself, don't let Liang Yunfei ruin himself again. ”

Xi Jiayu stared at Mu Xinyan, her eyes were complicated and painful: "Mu Xinyan, why are you forcing me so hard?" ”

"If you stop them from getting married, then she will be hurt even more." Mu Xinyan raised her hand and pointed her finger on her left atrium, "Do you feel it yourself, doesn't it hurt at all here?" ”

"Shall I let me hurt Miss Song? She is also a woman, why should a woman be embarrassed by a woman? Xi Jiayu thought that she couldn't do it, she and Song Yuling didn't have a good relationship, but they didn't go to the level of enemies.

"Jiajia, you were so courageous before, and now if you raise the courage to go to Liang Yun, you can prevent them from getting engaged. I believe that Liang Yunfei will not leave you. Mu Xinyan encouraged her.

"Xin'er, if you continue to say this, I don't think any of us will have the heart to eat this meal." Xi Jiayu's heart was particularly chaotic at this moment, she looked at the table full of dishes, but she had no appetite at all.

"You're running away like this." Mu Xinyan said her thoughts honestly.

"As long as we don't say it, no one will know." Xi Jiayu is still so stubborn.

The waiter standing behind the screen widened his eyes when he heard such exciting news, and immediately covered his mouth with one hand, so that he did not scream. This news can shock anyone.

"Is there a secret between the three of us? I don't think you should let the child recognize Liang Yunfei, this is really inappropriate, if the child grows up to know in the future, it will definitely hurt a lot. Mu Xinyan is thinking about Tengteng's future.

Xi Jiayu moved his chopsticks and paused: "Is it him who tells you Tengteng's biological father tonight?" ”

Mu Xinyan didn't go mainly because as Xi Jiayu's friend, she didn't want to see her friend's former lover engaged to another woman and happily together.

"It's the same when they get married." Mu Xinyan took the bowl of soup she handed over and put it in her hand, "Jiajia, do you really want to live like this for the rest of your life, so that Teng Teng doesn't recognize his biological father?" ”

"Xin'er, why didn't you go to his engagement banquet and ask me to have dinner with you, just to tell me what you just said?" Xi Jiayu picked up the soup spoon and held a bowl of soup for Mu Xinyan.

They didn't know that when a waiter went out at the end, he was standing behind the screen, eavesdropping on the conversation between Xi Jiayu and Mu Xinyan.

Xi Jiayu said so, and Mu Xinyan didn't want to say it anymore, and the dishes ordered at this time were delivered.

"But he is from the Liang family, and I have no way to let go." Xi Jiayu shook her head, her eyes were clear, "Xin'er, you also rejected the fourth brother for Gu Feng's sake, and now you should be able to understand my feelings." We finally met once, so don't say these sad words. Eat this meal well. ”

"Jiajia...... I can see that there is still affection between you, otherwise Liang Yunfei would not have bled heavily when you were alive and gave you a blood transfusion. And didn't you think about his goodness? Aunt Jiajia's affair has a relationship with Liang Yunfei's parents, but it has nothing to do with Liang Yunfei, and you are punishing yourself by tossing him like this. What's the pain? Mu Xinyan sighed, the once loving couple has come to such a situation, which can't help but make people sigh.

Xi Jiayu seemed to be swearing, this is her bottom line, that is, to let Teng Teng recognize the Liang family and make him a descendant of the Liang family. She would never agree to let her children call the second elder of the Liang family, who indirectly killed her parents, as her grandparents! She has been in pain for a lifetime, and she has no regrets about this Yan's decision.

Xi Jiayu lowered her eyebrows, as if she was struggling: "Xin'er, he is going to get engaged, I know that I met them in the jewelry store just now." I blessed Thaksin, we have let go of the past, and I don't want to go back to the past. Now, in fact, there is nothing bad. At least not to torture each other together. At least he let me go, and he won't be entangled with me as he did before the period, which will not benefit anyone. And I won't let Teng Teng surname Liang, never. ”

Mu Xinyan said to Xi Jiayu earnestly, holding her hand with one hand, her eyebrows frowning tightly.