123. I think there are some things I can do tonight

"Geng Yirou, you come out with me, I have something to say to you." Ning Junsheng instructed Tan Xiyue to help him look at his father.

How many days and nights did she look forward to Ning Junsheng's return, and her mood at the moment was excited and sad.

"Dad, I am your daughter-in-law, I should take care of you, I'm just afraid that Ah Sheng won't want to see me." Geng Yirou looked at Ning Junsheng with a cold face a little timidly.

"Yirou, you have a heart." Ning Lao said lightly.

Ning Lao looked at Geng Yirou, who had lost a lot of weight, in fact, he was still satisfied with this daughter-in-law, but he did some foolish things, so that he didn't know how to help her, after all, Fu Xiangwan was Ning Junsheng's only daughter, and she was the bloodline of their Ning family.

When the three of them were chatting happily, Geng Yirou appeared, she was still so weak and pitiful, and walked over with a thermos bucket in her hand: "Dad, this is the chicken soup I stewed with my own hands, you drink it while it's hot." Dad, you must get well quickly. ”

"I also want to live more time and see her more." Ning Lao is still very optimistic.

"Elder Ning, I promise you no, she will come to see you later." Tan Xiyue's tone was firmly assured, and it also gave Ning Lao confidence, "So you have to cooperate with the doctor for treatment." ”

"I know how my body is." Ning Lao knew that they were comforting him, "I just don't want to leave regrets for myself." ”

"Elder Ning, you have to rest well, according to what the doctor said, you can get better." Tan Xiyue also comforted him.

"Dad, what nonsense are you talking about?" Ning Junsheng was displeased with what his father said.

"I just want to see her, to get a closer look at her, and I have a lot to say to her. If you don't say it now, maybe you won't have a chance in the future. Ning Lao said sadly, a little wetness in his eyes.

"Dad, young people, are very ambitious, don't you want to focus on your work? You should be happy to see that she is working so hard at night. Ning Junsheng also comforted his father's heart.

"Well, my grandfather and my dad went abroad for work, so I came to see you on behalf of everyone in the Tan family, hoping that you will recover your health soon." Tan Xiyue paused for a moment and exchanged glances with Ning Junsheng, "She was on duty today, and there were not enough people in the hospital, so she didn't come." ”

After Ning Lao said this, Tan Xiyue and Ning Junsheng both laughed. Ning Lao's eyes searched around the ward, and after making sure that he didn't see the figure, he moved his gaze to Tan Xiyue's face: "Tan Qi, are you alone?" ”

Ning Lao looked at Tan Xiyue and said with a smile: "Isn't this talking about seven?" It seems that I am not old and foolish. ”

"Elder Ning, how do you feel?" Tan Xiyue asked him.

Tan Xiyue didn't leave after he came, and after seeing Ning Lao, he accompanied Ning Junsheng to talk, and time passed quickly. At six o'clock, Ning Junxiang talked to his father because of something, and only left with permission, Ning Junsheng only said that he was here.

When Tan Xiyue arrived in the capital, he went to the best military hospital to see Ning Lao, who was sent to the hospital because he suddenly fainted at home. He was sick, and his face didn't look bad, but he was still in good spirits. Ning Lao woke up at about three o'clock in the afternoon, and Ning Junsheng rushed back after receiving the notice yesterday, and he has been staying in the hospital to take care of his father, not leaving an inch, and Ning Junxiang did not leave, and the two brothers guarded their father.

After explaining, Fu Xiangwan went to the airport, bought the latest ticket, and waited in the rest area. She has not yet told SΓΉ about Xi Yue's going to the capital, she is always so contradictory, so unable to make a decisive decision.

Fu Xiangwan seemed to have seen through something, walked away hurriedly, returned to the office to pack up his things, then went to the locker room to change clothes, picked up his bag and left the hospital. made a call to Fang Huaqin: "Mom, I won't come to pick up some points today, I have something." ”

Fu Xiangwan suddenly felt that this was talking about her, his biological father begged her to see her grandfather, but she hesitated and ran away, whether she was ruthless.

Heartless!

"How can we be calm, they are flesh and blood, and calmness is ruthless and unjust! Being a relative is only one life, and there is no afterlife! ”

Fu Xiangwan stood there numbly, listening to his words, she didn't get angry, she didn't walk away, but the nurse protected her: "We understand your feelings, but Dr. Fu has done his best, and this is the hospital, please don't make loud noises, calm down." ”

"Doctor, aren't you a doctor? Why can't I even save my grandson? ”

"Doctor, are you mistaken, look at my son again, we can't live without his ......"

"How can this be, my son is so young, only thirty years old, and he is not married yet, how can he just say go? How can we, the white-haired people of our parents, send black-haired people? The mother of the deceased began to cry on the spot, and her face was moistened with tears.

Fu Xiangwan's heart rose with a deep sense of powerlessness: "I'm sorry, I have tried my best, but the patient was not sent in the shortest possible time, and I missed the best rescue time, sorry." ”

The nurse stepped forward and sent a tissue to her to sweat, Fu Xiangwan closed her eyes sadly, and walked out of the emergency room. ”

She got up quickly, and then went to the emergency room with the nurse, a patient in shock who had a heart attack, and Fu Xiangwan gave him emergency cardiac resuscitation. Fu Xiangwan's expression was stern, and the techniques and measures were very appropriate, but in the end, he still did not save the patient. She watched as her heartbeat and pulse showed a straight line after the "tick" sound, and the sweat on her forehead dripped down.

Fu Xiangwan smiled at her: "Thank you." Let's go. ”

"You're too busy at work today, you must be tired. Rest early after coming home from work today. The nurse saw that Fu Xiangwan was a little tired.

"I'm sorry, I'm distracted." Fu Xiangwan raised his hand and tapped his forehead.

"Doctor Fu, I called you several times, but you ignored me, and I shook you." The nurse explained.

Fu Xiangwan was shaken by the nurse, and finally opened her eyes like her soul was in place, and she looked into the nurse's eyes, a little out of shape.

But Fu Xiangwan didn't seem to hear it, still silent, the nurse stepped forward, so she had to reach out and gently shake her shoulder: "Doctor Fu, there is a patient, the situation is urgent." ”

"Doctor Fu, there is a heart attack who has sent me for first aid." The nurse called for her.

It was noisy outside, but her world was quiet, and she couldn't hear any sound, so she was so immersed in such a calm world, so that her heart could be quiet and her thinking could be quiet. She gently closed her eyes, feeling the silence in the noise.

Fu Xiangwan sent Diandian to the kindergarten and went to the hospital, today she was on duty and there was a doctor to rest, so today is quite busy. She had barely rested, and even the nurse had helped to hand over the water. After a busy day, he could get off work in five minutes, and Fu Xiangwan finally had a few minutes to sit down. She was so tired that she leaned back in her chair, and looking at the computer screen in front of her, she suddenly fell into infinite silence and deep thought.

"Then I'm leaving." Tan Xiyue and Ning Junsheng ended the call, got into the car, and set off for the airport.

"I also believe that she is a kind child." Ning Junsheng agreed.

"Actually, I can see Wanwan's contradictions and vacillations, and she is a kind person and a doctor, I believe she just needs a little more thinking." Tan Xiyue comforted him and gave Ning Junsheng a glimmer of hope.

"Xiyue, I know you've worked hard, thank you." Ning Junsheng didn't want to talk about Xiyue's embarrassment and self-blame, "This not only needs fate for love, but also for family affection, maybe our Ning family and Wanwan have no fate." ”

Tan Xiyue also became silent, yes, a critically ill person, time is calculated in minutes and seconds, what time to wait? He couldn't even say a word of comfort.

"I think I still have time for her, I'm just afraid that my dad won't be able to wait that long, I'm afraid that it will become his regret that he can't recognize Wanwan's granddaughter." Ning Junsheng felt bitterness and regret, and a faint sense of loss rippled in his chest.

"She needs time later, so you can be patient with her." Tan Xiyue could only comfort him like this.

Ning Junsheng groaned over there, and spit out faintly: "I don't blame you for this, I can only blame myself." ”

Tan Xiyue stood in place, looking at the shadow of Fu Xiangwan's car driving away, and sighed a little. He took out the phone from his trouser pocket and called Ning Junsheng: "Uncle Ning, I'm sorry, no matter how I say it, she doesn't mean to come tonight." I've done everything I can to help, but I'm still letting you down. ”

Fu Xiangwan gently shook off his hand, walked to Diandian, let her get into the car, and then she drove Diandian away.

Fu Xiangwan glanced at the watch on his right wrist: "It's almost too late for me to go to work, and I have to send some to school, I won't tell you more, I'll leave first." ”

"My son can't hear it." Tan Xiyue shook her hand and persuaded her, "I'm telling the truth, or go over together." ”

"Who can't bear you?" Fu Xiangwan was not convinced, and glanced at his son who was being held by Aunt Liu not far away, "My son is here, and I don't know how to speak." ”

Tan Xiyue stretched out her hand and scratched her delicate nose: "Since you are so reluctant to let me go, then come with me, let's take a little bit, you are so busy with work, you should give yourself a vacation to rest." ”

The next day, Tan Xiyue took the plane early in the morning, and he would go directly from his home to the airport, and Wang actually came to pick him up in the morning. Fu Xiangwan said goodbye to Tan Xiyue, but he was a little reluctant.

Tan Xiyue and Fu Xiangwan first sent Diandian to the kindergarten, and then sent Fu Xiangwan to the hospital.

Fu Xiangwan felt that she didn't have much appetite anymore, but she didn't want to talk about Xiyue worrying about her, so she still drank the remaining half bowl of porridge, picked up her bag, and said to Diandian, "Son, let's go, go to school." ”

"As long as you can think of me, I'll be fine." Tan Xiyue's pupils were slightly disappointed, but she didn't let her notice, "Have you eaten well?" I'll send you to work. ”

Fu Xiangwan shook his head: "I'm on duty tomorrow, I will definitely be too busy, you must take care of yourself in the past." ”

"I'm going to deal with the important things of the two days today, and I'll fly to the capital early tomorrow morning at the earliest." Tan Xiyue drank the last bite of porridge and said to her, "You want to go together?" ”

"When are you going to see Ning Lao in the capital?" Fu Xiangwan asked him other questions.

"You are a doctor, you should know better than me the truth of falling ill, besides, Ning is already old, and it is normal for him to be in poor health." Tan Xiyue shook her hand, but found that it was a little cold, "Your hands are a little cold, now that it is autumn, you should pay attention to your body and wear more clothes." ”

"But I passed out and ended up in the hospital...... Fu Xiangwan took a deep breath, a little unacceptable.

"Ning Lao's health has deteriorated in the past two years, and he has been in and out of the hospital a lot recently." Tan Xiyue said to her, "I think Uncle Ning also sued you, Ning Lao's health is not good." ”

"The last side? How could it be so sudden? Fu Xiangwan put the spoon in his hand into the bowl, frowning slightly.

"Late night, I heard that Uncle Ning's father fainted and was sent to the hospital, and the situation didn't seem to be optimistic, so he rushed back overnight last night. If it's not good, then it might be the last one. Tan Xiyue received a call from Ning Junsheng in the middle of the night last night and explained to him, "Evening, our Tan family and the Ning family have a good relationship, I may go to the capital to visit on behalf of the Tan family, do you want to go with you?" ”

"Oh......" Fu Xiangwan said lightly, and his hand scooping the porridge with a spoon paused in mid-air, "so I don't have to think about how to answer him." ”

Until this day, Tan Xiyue said to Fu Xiangwan at the breakfast table: "Wanwan, Uncle Ning asked me to sue you, and he can't wait for your answer before he goes back to the capital first." ”

Fu Xiangwan just couldn't accept that she was the daughter of the Ning family, how far away the Ning family was for her, and she wanted to escape more now. Fu Xiangwan learned to talk about what Xiyue said, he didn't think about anything, he just wanted to work hard, eat, and accompany his husband and children.

"Hmm." Fu Xiangwan nodded in his arms, and the warmth and love he gave him made her feel so happy.

Tan Xiyue hugged her in his arms: "If you feel annoyed, don't think about anything, just go with the flow and leave it to God to worry about." ”

Fu Xiangwan lost her breath and consciousness in Tan Xiyue's dense and affectionate kiss, her mind was blank, she didn't have to think about anything, let him drain all his strength. In the end, she could only lie on his chest, breathing heavily.

"Wanwan, these are not illusory things, they are real, if you want to have it, it is yours, if you want to give it up, it is also your right, so Wanwan I said that you still have to figure it out, but no matter what decision you make, I support you, whether you are the daughter of the Ning family or not, I love you." Tan Xiyue cupped her face and imprinted a warm and lingering kiss on her lips, soothing her wounds and sadness with her own tenderness.

"But I'm ...... My mom and I were hurt because of him, and now I'm really messed up. I don't want to return to the Ning family, no matter how glorious and noble the Ning family is, I just want to be an ordinary person, live an ordinary life, have you who love me, have a cute little bit, and have a happy home is enough, I don't want to expect other things that are too illusory. Fu Xiangwan bit his soft lip flap and struggled to open his face.

"Actually, this is a matter between you and him, what to do depends on your own heart, I don't want to influence your thoughts and decisions." Tan Xiyue pulled down her hand and held it in the palm of her hand, "But there are some things I still have to say." All kinds of misunderstandings between him and your mother are not his fault, so it would be unfair to him to push all the faults on her. Because he's also a victim, he doesn't want to hurt your mother, on the contrary, he still likes your mother, doesn't he? ”

Fu Xiangwan stretched out his hand, and his slender ten fingers lightly touched her chest: "Tan Xiyue, Uncle Ning, he asked me to go back to the capital with you, he said that his father's health is very bad, so I can go and see him, he wants me to go back to Ning's house, what do you say I should do?" ”

"I'm also very serious about talking to you, and my attitude is very serious." Tan Xiyue's thin lips hid a shallow smile, this gentle smile made his face look particularly charming, making people feel their hearts beating.

"Things can be done while negotiating, so you don't have to worry." Tan Xiyue's figure moved forward, and he was even closer to Fu Xiangwan, which made Fu Xiangwan's breathing a little tighter. Her eyes were extremely dark, "Tan Xiyue, I'm talking to you about serious things." ”

"Tan Xiyue, it's not this matter that I want to discuss with you." Fu Xiangwan thought that he was going to ruin his interest.

"Can you deny that you would want to think of any other man besides me?" Tan Xiyue's thick eyebrows raised slightly, that was quite confident, his gaze wandered over Fu Xiangwan's body curve, and nodded with some satisfaction, "After this period of recuperation, your body has almost recovered." I think there are some things I can do tonight. ”

Fu Xiangwan couldn't help but want to laugh and pursed her lips: "Talk about Xiyue, can you not be so confident?" ”

Tan Xiyue changed his appearance as a righteous gentleman in front of his son, put Fu Xiangwan against the back of the door, and trapped her between his arms and the door panel: "What are you discussing with me?" Did you miss me? ”

No matter what they say, they will avoid their son, not wanting him to listen too much to the complicated things in the adult world, and not wanting to cause too much burden and influence on his young mind. Fu Xiangwan also kissed his sensible son, and then went upstairs with Tan Xiyue, and the two went to the bedroom and closed the door.

Tan Xiyue smiled with satisfaction: "Really good." Then he looked at Fu Xiangwan, "Let's go, upstairs." ”

"Hmm." nodded obediently.

Fu Xiangwan and Tan Xiyue's eyes met, she pursed her lips slightly, looked at him with gentle eyes, waiting for his answer. Tan Xiyue groaned slightly, and then patted his son's shoulder: "Dot, you play by yourself for a while, I have something to say to your mother, and Aunt Liu will accompany you." ”