150 I don't want to be crazy myself, and I don't want to drive you crazy
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As soon as Xu Jie'er spoke, she didn't want to greet Xu Liang's slap, which hit her in the face heavily, so strong that she staggered to the ground without warning. Xu Jie'er only felt that the whole face on the left side was numb with pain, and the only feeling was hot.
"Dad--"
Chu Ye had no choice, so he had to let go of Xu Jie'er and open the door first. When Xu Liang and Chu Qiu came in, they saw the wedding photos that fell to the ground, they were messy, and Xu Liang's face was very ugly.
"Chu Ye, you open the door for me." Chu Qiu slapped the door twice, a little angry, "Hurry up!" ”
"Dad, she's kidding." Chu Ye covered Xu Jie'er's mouth.
"Jie'er, you give me a good look at your eldest lady's temper!" Xu Liang blamed Xu Jie'er, thinking that she was willful, "I tell you that no one can stand you except Chu Ye." ”
As soon as the words came out, Chu Ye's thick eyebrows wrinkled deeply in pain, while Xu Liang and Chu Qiu outside the door were shocked to the point that their pupils dilated, and the two faced each other, completely unable to understand how things could have developed to this point. They even want a divorce!
She strode to the door and was about to open the door, Chu Ye was even faster than her, blocking her, but Xu Jie'er yelled at the outside door: "Dad, I want to divorce Chu Ye." ”
Xu Jie'er was not afraid: "It's all this time, you still want to hide it." ”
"Dad, Mom, we're fine, we just accidentally broke something, you go and rest--" Chu Ye was worried that his parents would know.
The two of them were downstairs and heard the sound of violent falling things upstairs, because Xu Jie'er had a gloomy face when she came back, and they were worried about what would happen. So just come up and see what the hell is.
At this time, there was a knock on the door, and the anxious and concerned voices of Xu Liang and Chu Qiu came: "Jie'er, Chu Ye, what's wrong with you?" ”
"You can do whatever you want to me, don't take back the good that belongs to us, okay?" Chu Ye hugged the wedding album, and the two people who hugged each other on it all had happy and sweet smiles, not that now they are like enemies, hating them to the core, "Even if you drive you crazy, I won't divorce." ”
Since he let himself hurt, she had to make him feel pain too. She couldn't afford it alone. But why did she look at the broken photos she still didn't feel a little pleasure, and her heart was even more bitter, she swallowed her throat twice with difficulty, and her vision blurred again.
"Okay, divorce." Xu Jie'er just wanted to use this way to force him to let go.
Then Xu Jie'er didn't stop doing anything, smashing all the photos that belonged to them in the bedroom on the ground, as well as the photo album...... was snatched down by Chu Ye: "I beg you not to." ”
"I said don't push me, or I can do anything." Xu Jie'er raised her foot and stepped on his toes, so painful that he immediately let go of her, "The opportunity has been given to you once, and there will be no second time." ”
Xu Jie'er threw her pajamas on the bed, and then got on the bed, she actually took off the wedding photos on the bedside, and she smashed them on the ground ruthlessly. Chu Ye was shocked when he saw her like this, he ran forward and hugged Xu Jie'er: "Jie'er, don't be like this." ”
"No......" Chu Ye is painful and contradictory.
Xu Jie'er looked at him coldly: "I'll only give you one chance, get out of the way." ”
Chu Ye locked the door from the inside, and the whole person blocked the door: "I won't let you out." ”
"Sooner or later, they will know, and it doesn't make a difference sooner or later. If you really don't want them to worry about it, you should get a divorce, I don't have to say why, if you don't get a divorce, I have to tell them the truth. So, Chu Ye don't force me to be ruthless! Xu Jie'er broke free of his hand.
Chu Ye didn't let go: "Jie'er's parents are still there, don't let them worry, okay?" ”
"I'll leave it to you here, and I'll go sleep in my old room." Xu Jie'er doesn't squint, she doesn't have any emotion at all, and there is a thick layer of ice and snow under her eyes.
Xu Jie'er took her pajamas and was about to cross Chu Ye and leave here. But when he passed by him, he stopped him: "Where are you going?" ”
"Impossible!" Xu Jie'er shook her head, so resolute and tough, "I don't want to have anything to do with you for a moment, this will only make me more miserable, if you really have a little conscience, it is for my good, then just be free and easy, divorce." Tomorrow I will have the lawyer get the agreement for you, I can do without anything, but I want my freedom, my dignity. ”
"Even if I'm crazy, I won't let you go. Jie'er, don't get a divorce. Chu Ye's eyes flashed with pain, "Let's forget the past and live well." ”
Yes, he helped her through too many painful difficulties, but it was also because of him, and she couldn't forgive.
"I've made up my mind, just like if you don't let go, you'll lose me. After the truth is revealed, you have already gone to me, losing this marriage, we will only hurt and torture each other when we are tied together, I don't want to go crazy myself, and I don't want to drive you crazy. Xu Jie'er took a deep breath and hardened her heart.
"No--I don't agree, I'm not going to divorce you if I die." Chu Ye also became stubborn, "If I let go of your hand now, then I will lose you forever, I don't want to lose you." ”
"Chu Ye, let's get a divorce." Xu Jie'er turned her face away, her eyelashes drooped, and tears fell on her pale face.
This opportunity is not only for atonement, but also for loving her.
"As long as you give me a chance, I can do it." Chu Ye begged her, just hoping for a rare opportunity.
Xu Jie'er's cold hateful gaze swept over his face: "You are the one who destroyed me with your own hands, what qualifications do you have to give me happiness!" ”
"Jie'er, my feelings for you are not fake, we have grown up together since childhood, don't you know what kind of person I am? I'm really unintentional, I don't beg you to forgive me, but give me a chance to love you well. I will spend my life to make up for you, and I will make you happy. Chu Ye didn't want to see Xu Jie'er like this, and she had become two people in the past, which made her feel very strange, and she was now getting farther and farther away from him, "Jie'er, seeing you in such pain, I am more painful than you, and I regret it even more." I'd rather this damage fall on me, I'm willing to block the next qiē damage for you, but it'...... Jie'er, I really love you. ”
This time, Chu Ye had completely destroyed the love and belief in her heart.
Xu Jie'er's expression was bitter, her eyebrows frowned slightly, dyed with deep sorrow, and tears moistened her eyebrows and eyes.
Xu Jie'er didn't want to believe such words at all, and she couldn't let herself believe what Chu Ye said anymore: "I won't believe you anymore." I married me just to find peace of mind for my conscience, and you married me just to atone for the mistakes you have committed, and you can save many years of struggle. What to like, what to love...... It's just trying to lie to me again. And I'm not going to be a fool anymore. ”
"No, I didn't think of it that way." Chu Ye retorted anxiously, "I did something sorry for you, I didn't control myself, that's because I love you!" I liked you after I entered the Xu family, you are very lively and sunny, and your personality is very straight. And I'm always silent, and I'll always be upstairs watching you play in the garden, happy as a butterfly. I wish I could be a butterfly flying with you. ”
"You didn't pretend to be a good person, yes, you're right, because you're a bad person!" Xu Jie'er agreed with her words, "That's why you treat me like this, watching my wounds exposed under your eyes, but you don't say anything!" Treat me like a fool! ”
Chu Ye's eyes were also dyed with the color of injury, and there was no dim light in his eyes, like a deep pool of dead silence: "Jie'er, I didn't pretend to be a good person in front of you." ”
Now, all Chu Ye's good-looking looks for Xu Jie'er are a joke in her eyes! She wished she could step forward and slap him countless times, but there was no way to do it! She hated herself a little for her cowardice, why couldn't she smoke him?
"Concerned about me? Do you care that I will do this to me? Will you keep deceiving me? Will you lure me into your trap? Xu Jie'er sneered, with a hint of mockery, "Chu Ye, don't pretend to be a good person in front of me, I look disgusting!" ”
"Jie'er, don't get excited, your health is not good." Chu Ye looked at her like this, and the remorse and pain in his heart were also like a wave hitting him, "I just care about you." ”
She didn't want to accept such a thing, but why did she have to bear such an unbearable weight?
"You let go of me!" Xu Jie'er shook off his hand vigorously, and the back of her hand bounced off the back of his, numb in pain, but she couldn't withstand the pain in her heart.
Chu Ye saw that Xu Jie'er's face was as pale as paper, and her body was too weak like a dead leaf in the wind. He reached out to support her unstable body in time, and his voice was doubly concerned: "Jie'er, are you okay?" I'll help you sit down and rest. ”
She gritted her teeth and tried her best to calm down but couldn't, because her heart was already drunk after hearing him say sorry. He admitted it, Xu Jie'er couldn't make excuses for him anymore, tears had blurred her vision, and Chu Ye's appearance was distorted in her sight, becoming hateful, it turned out that the man who ruined her life with his own hands was by his side, and he had become his closest lover! She was so painfully deceived by him, the anger and hatred in her chest swept over her, making her eyes blacken, dizzy, and unsteady as she took two steps back.
Xu Jie'er asked him painfully with tears in her eyes. Is it really because he just wants his conscience to be at peace, he wants to fight for at least five years, and he wants to turn the Xu clan into the Chu clan?