Chapter 44: Revealing Your Heart
Lu Zhengdong was about to unload Lin Donghe's equipment, when he suddenly felt a drop of hot liquid dripping on his neck, and when he looked up slightly, he found that it was Lin Donghe's tears, and his brain, which was burned and almost dizzy, suddenly sobered up.
No matter what he wants to do, Lin Donghe will never refuse, let him take what he wants, there may be a good feeling in this, or there may be an element of repaying gratitude, in short, Lin Donghe will not refuse him, but what Lin Donghe thinks in his heart, this is only Lin Donghe himself is completely clear, Lin Donghe is unfortunate now, but she must also have her own dreams, with his help, maybe one day she will break free from the shackles of her mother-in-law's family, with her character and appearance, it is not difficult to find a good man, Lin Donghe must also hope to have a happy family, And he is obviously not a suitable partner for Lin Donghe.
Although he used to take Lin Donghe as the object of lust when he was young, it was just a youthful and ignorant longing, and it was more out of an adolescent impulse He also had a considerable affection for Lin Donghe, but it is one thing to have a good impression, and how to really do it is another. He still needs to do a lot of things, Zeng Huaide, the big enemy, is still in front of him, the fate of his grandfather's family is still waiting for him to change, he must work hard to fight a bloody way, will he and Lin Donghe have a future? Can he give Lin Donghe a promise?
No, at least not now, because he had never thought about it.
Lin Donghe and his family are not relatives but relatives, he still thinks that he can help Lin Donghe change this miserable life, since he can't give Lin Donghe any promises, what is he doing this? Didn't Lin Donghe get out of the tiger's mouth and enter the wolf's den again? Then what's the difference between him and the person who caused Lin Donghe's miserable life?!
Cherish the people who are good to themselves, cherish the people they like, only these people will really cherish themselves, this truth is Lu Zhengdong realized after suffering a lot, thinking of this, Lu Zhengdong's heart that was about to explode gradually regained some reason, and he was a little reluctant, but in the end he still mustered up the courage and let go of the disheveled Lin Donghe,
Lin Donghe's clothes are messy, half of his chest is outside, a tall plump is proudly towering between the clothes, because he was vigorously kneaded just now, and now there are red traces on the plumpness, the top of the snow-white snow-capped mountain, a bud stands proudly, after his stimulation just now, it is extraordinarily ruddy and firm, as if it is calling for a man's pity......
Lin Donghe sensitively guessed from Lu Zhengdong's actions and words that Lu Zhengdong would not continue, and couldn't help but think that Lu Zhengdong must have thought that she was a shameless woman, so she stopped at this last moment, thinking of this, her whole heart was like falling into an ice cave, she had fallen out with her in-laws It was a matter of time before she left the bristle factory, and I am afraid that she would not even have a chance to explain in the future.
Seeing Lin Donghe's crooked skirt and heartbroken appearance, Lu Zhengdong was even more ashamed, and hurriedly took his eyes off Lin Donghe, and said with difficulty and jerkiness:
"Sister Donghe, I'm sorry, I drank too much......"
Drinking too much, it's just an excuse, but with such an excuse, it will be much more convenient to release the previous suspicions in the future, after Lu Zhengdong finished speaking, he thought that Lin Donghe would take the door away, but Lin Donghe stood there and didn't move, at first he just cried silently, but when he heard his words, he cried loudly.
Lin Donghe's reaction was completely unexpected by Lu Zhengdong, and it also made Lu Zhengdong a little confused.
Lu Zhengdong stood there stunned for a moment, and then apologized again, hoping that Lin Donghe would not cry, and also hoped that Lin Donghe would go out as soon as possible, and then find a way to resolve it when he was not embarrassed in the future. It's just that Lin Donghe is still crying, neither blaming her, but also leaving, which makes Lu Zhengdong feel a little guilty and a little overwhelmed, no wonder even a big thinker like Nietzsche said that the deadliest weapon of women is their tears, obviously also deeply understood.
After a while, Lin Donghe, who had been crying, finally opened his mouth, sobbed and whispered:
"I know a woman like me doesn't deserve you at all, but I'm not a very bad woman like you think......"
Lu Zhengdong saw that Lin Donghe finally spoke in his mouth, and said busily:
"Where do you want to go, if you are a bad woman, then there will be no good women in the world." …,
Lu Zhengdong is not perfunctory Lin Donghe, he has seen a lot of all kinds of women, if others have her appearance, they will definitely not be willing to stay with a fool for a lifetime, use the relationship between his in-laws as a springboard to jump out of the farm, and then immediately find a way to leave his in-laws' house. Lin Donghe was able to stick to it for so long under the mean treatment of his mother-in-law's family, which may seem stupid to many people, but it is also admirable to have this persistence.
"Don't coax me, if you don't think I'm a bad woman...... That...... That...... Why do you ...... No...... Don't want me? Do you look down on me too? ……”
Lin Donghe almost mustered up the courage of his whole body to say this, even so, at the end of the words, his voice became smaller and smaller, and his voice was so low that Lu Zhengdong could hear it just now.
When Lu Zhengdong heard Lin Donghe's words, it was not so much that Lin Donghe was explaining, but that Lin Donghe was confessing to him, no wonder Lin Donghe's expression was so weird, it turned out that it was not what he thought at all, and he couldn't cry or laugh in his heart, he finally reined in the precipice, but his precipice reinment greatly hurt Lin Donghe's self-esteem.
Lu Zhengdong saw that she was still gloomy, knowing that Lin Donghe was actually extremely inferior in front of him, and he was very sensitive to his attitude, so he gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with his fingers, this action was both intimate and not too excessive, so Lin Donghe must have felt much better in his heart, and said while rubbing:
"How can I look down on you, in fact, I like you too, not only because I like your appearance, but also because I like your gentle and kind heart, in my heart you will always be a kind, optimistic and beautiful big sister, it is because I like it, I can't hurt you......"
Lin Donghe could feel that Lu Zhengdong was very careful, with a look of love and pity on his face, which could not be pretended, Lu Zhengdong actually liked her in his heart, and he was a lot more down-to-earth in his heart, and whispered quietly:
"You also know what kind of life I lived before, in fact, I was also desperate, but when I think of my family like that, how desperate is it? Later, I also met Aunt Yun, you and Aunt Yun were the best to me, they didn't look down on me at all, they really helped me, and they really did it for my good, which made me hope in life......"
As soon as Lin Donghe talked about this, his eyes were full of tears, which couldn't help but evoke Lu Zhengdong's memories. The greatest pain of man is not death, but that life is worse than death, and he has tasted that kind of taste. Thinking of this, Lu Zhengdong's body was completely calm, although he was still excited.
Lin Donghe still said slightly:
"Now that you have helped my brother solve his work again, I don't have any worries at home, I have already proposed it to my in-laws, I have made up my mind to leave that home, and I may not still work in the bristle factory......"
When Lu Zhengdong heard this, he thought for a while and asked:
"If you want to stay without pay, the efficiency of the bristle factory is not very good, and it is also a good way to stay without pay, so what are you going to do?"
Lin Donghe didn't want to leave her job without pay, but she knew too well the face of her mother-in-law's family, if he left that family, they would definitely find a way to get rid of her job, but she had already troubled Lu Zhengdong too much, and she didn't want to trouble Lu Zhengdong anymore, so she shook her head and said:
"I haven't figured it out yet...... However, it will be difficult to meet in the future......"
Lin Donghe said as he spoke, holding his hand timidly, and tentatively putting his hand on her face, he could hand over his daughter to Lu Zhengdong, and he didn't live in vain, maybe if he missed this time, he would never have a chance again in this life, so he was very brave at this time:
"I'm really not a bad woman, I ...... My body is still innocent...... You say that you will live for yourself...... I want to live for myself, and I have a thought in this life......"
As he spoke, he stammered and added:
"I know you have a great future, I won't affect you, and I won't ...... if you die"
After speaking, she was a little nervous and timid, but she looked at Lu Zhengdong more resolutely......