Chapter 83: Reserved

There is a Taiwanese restaurant bar opposite the Central Propaganda Department building, the environment is not bad, so it is very popular with the white-collar workers and civil servants in the vicinity, and sometimes people who are too busy to go home at noon like to run here in groups to get together, eat something authentic, drink some coffee, listen to music, and listen to music.

At this moment, in the center of the hall on the first floor, there is a luthier playing the piano, and the whole restaurant seems to be surrounded by soft and beautiful piano sounds, which is an excellent place for people to relax.

But for Chen Yang and Fang Qing, who were sitting in the elegant seats by the exquisite fence on the second floor, they couldn't relax.

Chen Yang was a little better, leaning back in a soft and comfortable chair, the fingers of his left hand and the beat of the piano sounded lightly on the smooth glass tabletop, his brows were slightly furrowed, and he had a thoughtful expression, as if he was thinking about how to speak.

And Fang Qing, who was sitting across from him, didn't have such a relaxed mentality as him, in fact, she had been in a state of restless horror since she was shocked to find out that Chen Yang appeared in her car out of thin air.

This thing is actually not unexpected, when she was still in Jiaozhou, Chen Yang once borrowed her car, she didn't think about it and gave Chen Yang a spare key, but she never expected that Chen Yang would keep this car key and take it with her, it was herself, and after working in Yanjing, because she wanted to avoid people's eyes, her son was put in the second sister's villa in the suburbs, of course, she herself also lived there, so she needed to use a car to travel, otherwise, when she was in Huahai before, she actually rarely used a car.

And unfortunately, Chen Yang did not return along the same road in front of him, but left from the west side in a detour, and found the red Xiali quietly parked on the side of the road in the car, and the rest of the matter was very logical.

So this mistake led to the previous scene that surprised Fang Qing, if she had known that this would be the case, it is estimated that she would not have parked on the side of the road.

On the table, the waiter had just brought a glass of chilled soda, but she didn't drink it, although it was early autumn and the air conditioning was on in the room, her two hands hidden under the table were still oozing fine sweat, and ten slender jade-like fingers were tightly twisted together, looking very cramped and frightened.

Her mind was also in a mess, because she didn't know what Chen Yang had heard, but she was already mentally prepared, if Chen Yang proposed to take her son away later, then she would get up and leave immediately, and if Chen Yang dared to use force on her, then she would not hesitate to call home.

Yes, she was even ready to turn her face.

That's right, she has always loved Chen Yang deeply, she was, is the same, and will be the same in the future, she has never denied this herself, at least in her heart. However, in comparison, she loves her son more.

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When the pianist on the performance stage in the hall finished the last note of the well-known "To Alice", Chen Yang's action of hitting the table also stopped abruptly, and he seemed to have already figured out how to speak, and directly asked the doubts in his heart straight to the point: "Xiaoqing, you tell me honestly, have you always hidden something from me?" ”

"What are you referring to?"

Fang Qing raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes did not blink, the panic in his eyes was gone, and there was a calmness in his clear eyes. But in fact, her heart has become a mess, and there are some six gods and no masters at the moment.

I have to say that women are born to be actors.

"Why did you lie to me and tell me that the kid had lost his life?"

Chen Yang directly determined this matter first, in fact, to be honest, he didn't know the bottom in his heart, after all, he only relied on an innate feeling, and he didn't have any solid and reliable evidence in his hand.

Fang Qing glanced at him, then lowered his head as he spoke, gently stirred up the ice water in the cup with a small spoon, and said quietly, "What do you say?" Do you think it's funny for me to lie to you about this? ”

But it can be seen that she is desperately suppressing her feelings. In fact, she also wondered in her heart, as her second sister and sister-in-law said, her son's intelligence and cleverness were the same as when she was a child, and even his appearance was with the people of their Fang family. I really don't know if this person has only met Xiaojun once, how can he be so sure that Xiaojun is his son? There's nothing like him in my body, really.

"You didn't lie to me?" Chen Yang's face was full of disbelief, frowning and staring at her, "Then why are you avoiding me all the time?" ”

"Then what do you want me to do, do you want me to follow you incognito, as your underground lover, do you think your wife will agree? Or do you think that my family will not say anything when they know about my relationship with you? ”

Fang Qing Huoran raised his head and looked directly at Chen Yang's gaze.

Chen Yang was speechless for a while, and he couldn't say anything more when he had thought about it. Also, he had originally thought about getting some words out of Fang Qing's mouth, but he didn't expect Fang Qing to divert the topic to other places in a few words.

After being stunned for a long time, he frowned and said, "Xiaoqing, when you and I first met, I have already told you several times, is it just my responsibility to make this situation happen?" ”

Chen Yang is actually not a person who is used to shirking responsibility, and he never thought of having three wives and four concubines, he is not interested in this, it's just that many things are out of his control and are developing in a direction that he didn't expect, no matter how much he never thought about it, he still had entanglements with several women.

Fang Qing bit her lip, and finally took her eyes off Chen Yang's face. She came from a famous family, in fact, she is more open to these things than ordinary girls, for example, her eldest brother has a lover who is a university professor outside, her eldest brother said that he is in spiritual love with people, but in fact, bullshit, her eldest brother even gave birth to a son outside, which is not surprising at all. It's like Chen Ruonan is actually much more open than Xiang Jin, turning a blind eye to Chen Yang's few confidantes outside, and even getting along with Xian'er better and better. Of course, there is also a reason why she has lived with Chen Yang for too long, after all, she was already a family before she married Chen Yang.

"Also, I'll tell you again one last time, the relationship with your eldest brother in Jiaozhou is very unpleasant, and it has nothing to do with you, let alone because of Min Rou, in fact, even if there are no such things in Jiaozhou, I am in a different political team with your Fang family, and if we meet again in the future, there will always be a competition between me and your eldest brother, can you understand?"

"Cut" Fang Qing snorted disdainfully, "I don't understand what you said, and I don't want to understand either." ”

"I've already explained it clearly, so what do you want?" Chen Yang asked lightly, but his eyes were fixed on her.

"I" Fang Qing's voice was sluggish, and then he turned his head to the side angrily, and hummed, "I don't want to do anything, I don't dare to do anything, as long as you don't interfere with me in the future, don't interfere with me again, and disturb my peaceful life." ”

As soon as she said this, it was cool, but for some reason, she felt a throbbing pain in her heart, which made her uncomfortable.

Chen Yang was also silent for a while, and only after a while did he take a deep breath and ask, "Xiaoqing, do I really think I'm disturbing your life?" ”

"Hmm."

Fang Qing replied inaudibly, and her face turned even more, because she was afraid that Chen Yang would see the expression on her face that had obviously become a little flustered at the moment.

"Xiaoqing, in fact, you have never changed, you are still the same as before, and you still love me, right?" Chen Yang continued to ask, I don't know how, these words of love and love came out of his mouth, and they tasted weird, just like negotiating with someone.

For a long time, Fang Qing didn't respond, and he didn't even snort coldly, he just turned his head and didn't look at him.

"Isn't it?" Chen Yang asked rhetorically, "Or did I say it, didn't you dare to face me?" ”

"I regret it now, okay?"

Fang Qing finally opened her mouth, but she still didn't dare to turn her face back, and her voice obviously became dodgy, and then without waiting for Chen Yang to answer, she hurriedly said again, "I, I still have to go to work in the afternoon, if you have nothing else, I'll go back to the unit first." ”

As he spoke, he was about to pick up his bag. She knew in her heart that the longer she stayed here, the more likely she was to show her flaws. In fact, although Chen Yang's words tasted very strange, she still couldn't fool herself, and she couldn't even help but sue Chen Yang that she gave birth to a son for him, the child was very healthy and smart, and she could even say that she gave birth to a genius baby for him.

But it's a pity that she can't say these words, if she was still a little young before, and there were some reasons for being angry with Chen Yang, then now, after her father talked to her for a long time, and clearly told her that this child can only belong to the Fang family, she already knows that the future of her son seems to be completely under her mother's control. Although her father didn't say anything that she couldn't tell Chen Yang, he just asked her not to affect her future life because of her son, she was still young, and there was still a long way to go. But she is not stupid, and naturally knows the stakes behind it.

Just imagine, the daughter of a deputy prime minister gave birth to a child out of wedlock, and the child's father is a rising star in the domestic political arena with a promising future.

Therefore, it's not that she can't confess it to Chen Yang, but at least she can't say it on this occasion, but she must be calm in the relationship between both parties, or simply say that the relationship between the two has been reconciled as before, she doesn't have to worry about Chen Yang snatching her son away, she will speak out willingly, otherwise, if Chen Yang unilaterally forcibly snatches her son away from her, then she really can't live.

Chen Yang saw that Fang Qing was about to get up and leave after sitting for a while, but he didn't get up to stop him, just took out a cigarette from the cigarette case on the table, lit it, and said in a cold voice: "Fang Qing, it's okay if you want to go, but you have to bring that child over for me to see, whether you lied to me or not, when I see that child, it will naturally be clear." ”

When he said this, his face did not change at all, but it gave people the feeling that he had finally revealed his true face of Lushan. As if the previous words didn't matter, these last words were his real purpose today.

Sure enough, when Fang Qing heard his purposeful words, he immediately trembled with anger, turned his head violently, glanced at Chen Yang fiercely, pursed his lips, and said in a choked voice with red circles: "Hmph, the fox's tail is exposed, I know that you are not a good person, okay, you want to know so much, I will solemnly tell you again now, it was because of your relationship that my child was gone, and besides, the doctor said that after I had that miscarriage, it will be impossible to have children in the future, are you satisfied now?" ”

When Fang Qing was knocked down in the restaurant and shed a large pool of blood, he witnessed it with his own eyes, which was also the reason why he didn't have too many doubts after that, and now that Fang Qing brought up the old matter, he was also uncomfortable in his heart, and at the same time, when he heard Fang Qing say that he couldn't have children in the future, he was immediately overwhelmed by a strong sense of remorse, and he was stunned on the spot for a while, speechless for a while.

At the same time, the mind repeatedly thought, how is it possible? has only had a miscarriage once, and Xiaoqing will not be able to have children in the future?

How did he know that Fang Qing said the above words at this time because he was too involved in achieving the effect of making him die. Of course, Fang Qing subjectively had a genius son, and he wouldn't want to have it anymore.

"Hmph, if you hadn't deliberately protected your little singer, how could I have been knocked down by those bad guys, how could my child be gone, originally, my son should be almost two years old now, he should be lively, cute, smart and smart, but it's because of you"

Fang Qing choked up and said continuously, but as she spoke, she didn't know what grievance she had touched in her heart, but she cried herself, and then she didn't leave, she lay on the table and sobbed quietly, her shoulders shook slightly, obviously sad to the extreme.

It's just that I don't know if she's too involved, and she doesn't know at all that she missed her mouth, after all, she didn't know that she would be a son in the future.

Of course, Chen Yang didn't have time to think about it at this time, he was just a little at a loss, and comforted her softly: "I'm sorry, Xiaoqing, maybe it's really me who thought too much to arouse these sad things about you, I also know that the child is gone, and the most uncomfortable thing is you, but I really don't want to be like this," and said, "You, don't cry, okay?" ”

Fang Qing ignored his persuasion, and instead cried even more. If it weren't for the fact that this was a public place, and it was still near her unit, maybe there were acquaintances next to her, she would have stopped deliberately suppressing herself and became unable to cry.

And Fang Qing's worries are not unreasonable, although this restaurant is near the unit, but she actually came to it once when it first opened, she didn't know that this restaurant was almost becoming a canteen for the nearby petty bourgeoisie, and many people in their unit liked to come here to find a feeling.

In fact, when she came in with Chen Yang earlier, there were already many young cadres in the ministry who were a little stunned, everyone didn't expect to see the goddess in their minds here, and she came with a young man, what does it mean, everyone is an adult, and they all understand.

It's just because she doesn't know anyone in the ministry that she doesn't realize for a while that there are actually many colleagues in the ministry here.

Therefore, at this time, she was lying on the table, and immediately attracted the attention of those who had never left her, and for a while, not looking at the sound of the piano in the restaurant, there was definitely an undercurrent.

Everyone was indignantly guessing, who was this man who made Section Chief Fang cry? If it is Section Chief Fang's boyfriend, then it is time to divide the body of the five horses and cut the body with thousands of knives to let the big guy dissipate his anger.

Fang Qing didn't notice it, and Chen Yang didn't even know that at this time, there were countless miscellaneous fish staring at him with very unfriendly eyes.

Fortunately, at this time, a waiter in the restaurant came over in time to break this embarrassing scene, and he said politely to Chen Yang with a smile: "This gentleman, I'm sorry, smoking is not allowed here." As he spoke, he pointed in the direction near the smoking room, "If you want to smoke, you can go there." ”

Chen Yang was a little speechless, but he immediately extinguished the cigarette.

And after such a break from the waiter, Fang Qing also withdrew from this half-truth role-playing, and secretly regretted in her heart, she shouldn't have dragged her son in, what she said had already been lost, children are stingy, don't really have anything to do when you turn back.

While thinking regretfully, he quickly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with a tissue. Not to mention anything else, at least her tears are genuine.

As she wiped her tears, she vaguely felt that something was wrong, and glanced around, only to find that there seemed to be many people at the table next to her who glanced at her with their eyes, and these people seemed to be a little familiar. After thinking about it again, I secretly said in my heart, ah, this time it's bad, these people shouldn't all be comrades in the ministry, right?

But Chen Yang didn't care too much, he thought that these people looked at Fang Qing from time to time because they thought Fang Qing was beautiful, and he had encountered too many of this kind of things, every time he went to eat in public with his women, whether it was Xian'er or Xiang Jin, there was always no shortage of eyes like this around, it was normal for people to appreciate beautiful women, if he couldn't see it or couldn't get along with himself, he wouldn't have to come out to eat in the future.

After wiping away her tears, Fang Qing felt that she couldn't stay here anymore, so she quickly packed her bag, and then said to Chen Yang with some pleading: "Chen Yang, can I talk about it later, I, I really have to leave now." ”

Chen Yang softened when he heard her voice, and a tenderness quietly surged in his heart, but since he found Fang Qing this time, he said that he was not willing to delay any longer, and he had to talk to Fang Qing clearly.

Then he couldn't help but reach over from the table and gently hold Fang Qing's trembling right hand.

Fang Qing subconsciously quickly withdrew his hand, but he couldn't break free, he could only bite his lip, his face was slightly red, and he lowered his head and whispered: "What are you doing, someone is watching us, let go." ”

Chen Yang didn't let go of her as she said, but just said very seriously: "Xiaoqing, after this National Day holiday, you can go with me." ”

Fang Qing's heart trembled when she heard this, her face changed significantly, and she suddenly forgot that she wanted to break free of Chen Yang's big hand, raised her eyes, and looked at Chen Yang with a serious face in a daze.

Indeed, if this sentence was before so many things happened, Chen Yang asked her, then she would nod her head without hesitation.

Yes, even if Chen Yang said that he would take her to the ends of the earth, she would follow Chen Yang willingly, but now

Now it's actually the same, when she thinks that her son can grow up happily by his father's side, and she can enjoy the happiness of being a woman by her sweetheart's side, she is also a hundred and a thousand willing.

But unfortunately, a momentary rush of excitement is not a substitute for reason. Reason told her that it was better for her son to stay in Yanjing, not to mention education or anything, who knows if the father learned that he gave away his most beloved grandson without the consent of his old man, whether he would be angry and ruined, and even the sister-in-law was not easy to pass, this sister-in-law seemed to have a ghost idea for Xiaojun. The eldest brother is like a father, and the eldest sister-in-law is like a mother, speaking of which, she was actually brought up by her sister-in-law a lot of time when she was a child, so she has always respected the sister-in-law in the family.

After a long while, she lowered her head gloomily, trying to avoid Chen Yang's gaze that made her heart beat faster unconsciously, and said softly, "You told me to go with you?" Now that it's all like this, where else can you tell me to go with you? ”

"Xiaoqing, you can go to Xizhou with me." Chen Yang said his true thoughts, "Although I can't give you any name, but if you stay with me to work, I can always take care of you, and besides, I'll help you find a doctor over there to take a good look, and when your body is well conditioned, in the future, we can still have children." ”

Fang Qing didn't expect Chen Yang to say such warm words to her, and her heart was suddenly warm, the previous tangled disappeared without a trace in an instant, but she really couldn't do anything to run to Xizhou with Chen Yang like this, not to mention, the two still have a son to consider, it's not that they can leave, besides, they haven't officially forgiven him yet, why is he so cheeky to say such things in a grand manner, let himself follow him to Xizhou, and give him a local little lover?

After hesitating for a moment, she came up with an irrelevant sentence: "Chen Yang, you, your lover is about to give birth, right?" ”

Chen Yang was stunned for a moment, I don't know why she asked this coldly, but she didn't hide it, nodded and said, "Well, maybe it's just these days." ”

"Oh, she's so happy."

Fang Qing's words had a sour taste, no wonder Chen Yang was not by her side when she gave birth to her son.

"Xiaoqing, don't divert the conversation, I'll ask you about business."

It seems that if Fang Qing doesn't agree to him today, he won't give up.

"You, don't push me, okay? You give me some time, and I'll think about it again, okay? ”

Fang Qing was very worried that once Chen Yang learned that he had concealed the fact that his son was almost two years old, would he suddenly change his face. To be honest, the current Chen Yang is already different from the little section chief she just met in Longmen County, and she sometimes feels that the other party's eyes have become much gloomy, especially when she is angry, which makes her very afraid.

"What else do you have to consider?" Chen Yang asked speechlessly, the relationship is like this, isn't it just a face problem. In fact, things are not so complicated, he just thinks that Fang Qing is his woman anyway, and if he is transferred to Xizhou to arrange a small position, he can also help himself a little, and besides, he can take care of it in life.

"I'm really going to have to think about it, I'm sorry"

Fang Qing pulled out her hand with difficulty.