Chapter 168: Oh my God

Women are indeed a very strange animal sometimes, when Chen Yang told the truth before, it took a long time to speak, and his saliva was almost dry, but Jiang Xin was stunned and didn't believe it, but after he casually said something that couldn't be faked anymore, Jiang Xin believed it completely.

Am I supposed to look depressed, decadent, and miserable in the eyes of others?

Chen Yang really couldn't understand this.

He couldn't help but pull his hand back, but Jiang Xin grabbed it very tightly, and he couldn't pull it back.

"I'm sorry, Chen Yang, I really didn't mean to embarrass you, you believe me, okay?"

Jiang Xin's sincere expression on her face, indeed, the self-defeating words that Chen Yang had just said, and the way she looked now, it was easy for her to misunderstand, thinking that she had accidentally hurt Chen Yang's self-esteem.

Chen Yang was completely speechless about this, he shook his head helplessly and said, "Jiang Xin, I believe in you, can you let it go first?" ”

Jiang Xin was stunned, and then let go of his hand, and the depression in Chen Yang's heart was indescribable, and then he took out a box of China from his pocket, took out one, and just clicked on it, he remembered that he was now in someone else's luxury car.

"You want to smoke it, I don't mind."

Jiang Xin's attitude at this moment has taken a 180-degree turn from before, and she is even a little cautious, as if she is afraid of annoying Chen Yang again. It's just that she didn't know that the way she looked like she was doing something wrong was the real reason why Chen Yang felt depressed and speechless.

"Let's drive quickly, get some air, and it won't be too stuffy."

Chen Yang smiled bitterly, and after speaking, he unceremoniously lit the cigarette, and then leaned back lazily, put his hand on the edge of the car window, and smoked depressedly.

Yes, he really doesn't need to pretend anymore this time, he can be as decadent as he is idle like this.

Of course, in Jiang Xin's opinion, the way he is now is the truest side of his life that should be shown.

Jiang Xin glanced at him with red eyes, and then slowly drove the car back into the fast lane.

She drove the car very slowly, and glanced at Chen Yang from time to time, but Chen Yang smoked a stuffy cigarette without saying a word, which made her feel distressed for a while, she regretted her death now, why did she force Chen Yang to ask it, now it's okay, what about proving some of her original guesses? Even if it really proves that Chen Yang is not satisfactory in the unit, what is the point? On the contrary, it made Chen Yang hate himself even more.

In fact, she had thought that with what she knew about Chen Yang's family background and not very gregarious person, he would definitely not go too far in the officialdom, but according to her original estimate, although Chen Yang's family conditions are average, his personal ability is still very strong, which can be seen from the extremely high evaluation of Chen Yang by several respected old professors in the department. Maybe there will be a chance to go to some large state-owned enterprises for temporary training, but she never expected that Chen Yang would be so bad, it has been six or seven years since graduation, and he barely got a deputy section level, and he completely wasted the knowledge he had learned, and went to work in a department like the party office that had no oil and water and no future.

Really, if she had known that this was the case, she would not have broken the casserole and asked to the end.

After the truth is told, it is indeed very cruel and hurtful. This is especially true for a man with strong self-esteem like Chen Yang.

And a man's self-esteem is precisely something more precious than gold.

And in the four years of her classmates, she can be said to know Chen Yang very well, and she usually pays close attention to Chen Yang, so she naturally knows that Chen Yang is usually silent and low-key in the class, but he is the kind of person who is very proud in his bones. This kind of man is what she admires and likes, but in the same way, if this kind of man's pride is crushed, he will definitely have to hold a grudge for a lifetime.

While thinking about things anxiously, Jiang Xin drove the car more and more slowly.

After hesitating for a moment, she felt that she had to make amends. Because seeing Chen Yang's depressed and decadent appearance now, she felt even more uncomfortable than Chen Yang. At the very least, she wanted Chen Yang to know that no matter how bad Chen Yang was now and how bleak his future was, she would never look down on him in the slightest.

"Chen Yang, I'm sorry, I know, you must have been angry with me just now, but you, don't get me wrong, I really didn't mean to look down on you, I, I really just want to care about you and know more about your recent situation."

Jiang Xin said to Chen Yang in a low voice, and secretly looked at Chen Yang from the corner of her eyes as she spoke, and saw Chen Yang looking at the night scene outside the window attentively, and she didn't know if she understood what she meant. After a pause, she then encouraged Chen Yang, "Chen Yang, although you don't seem to be too smooth in the unit now, but I believe in your ability, with your talent, sooner or later you will get ahead, and now the temporary disobedience is just that God is sharpening you, but I have always been very confident in you, don't be discouraged, okay?" ”

Chen Yang had already planned to treat herself as if she was joking no matter what Jiang Xin said, but at this time, when he heard that Jiang Xin actually encouraged him, he finally couldn't help but turn around, glanced at Jiang Xin without tears, and said very speechlessly: "Jiang Xin, don't say it, okay?" I want to be quiet. ”

It's a pity that his appearance made Jiang Xin even more anxious.

"No, Chen Yang, you listen to me, my words may not be very good, but I still want to say, really, in fact, you really don't need to be arrogant. You know, in my heart, you have always been a very capable and responsible man. Jiang Xin hurriedly explained. 、

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What do I see as being self-defeating?

Chen Yang had been completely defeated by Jiang Xin, and he had to turn his head and take a puff of his cigarette.

Seeing this, Jiang Xin's heart suddenly darkened, she bit her mouth lightly, and said: "Chen Yang, I know that I may be relatively successful among my classmates, but that is also my luck, my family conditions are better than yours, I believe that if you are willing to come out to do the company, you will definitely do much better than me." Jiang Xin said, and repeated the old saying, "Moreover, and I have said before, you don't have to be wronged by yourself, how much money that woman has paid on you, I, I can help you return it to her, don't get me wrong, it's good that I lent it to you, I don't mean anything else, I just want you to cheer up."