Chapter 246: The Past
Because Xue Xiaobao was unwell, the office meeting of the District Standing Committee, which was originally scheduled to be held in the morning, had to be postponed to the afternoon. Of course, whether it is postponed or not, who dares to say no.
Originally, according to Chen Yang's meaning, he hoped that Xue Xiaobao would stay in the farm for one more night, and as for the district office meeting, he could just listen to the opinions of his comrades, but at Xue Xiaobao's insistence, Chen Yang could only promise her to let her come back with the car.
Although it has only been a day, the difference from when he came here is that the relationship between Chen Yang and Xue Xiaobao has improved by leaps and bounds, if it wasn't for the time for the meeting, Xue Xiaobao really didn't want to rush back in such a hurry.
However, on the way back to the district, although she was sitting in the back of the SUV, she maintained the same expression as usual, but there was always an indescribable joy and excitement rippling in her heart, and it seemed that even the slight discomfort in her body was not cured, and those painful feelings were all forgotten by her.
It's a pity that she can't share her joy with anyone. So she could only sit in the car and sneak a glance at Chen Yang beside her from time to time, or she had the audacity to quietly touch Chen Yang's big hand with the back of her hand, wanting to confirm that this qiē was not her dream, but what really happened.
It's no wonder that she will suffer so much, for her, happiness comes too suddenly, she never imagined that she would really have that kind of relationship with Teacher Chen, although the process made her miserable, and even had a feeling of being raped by Teacher Chen, but the result was undoubtedly very wonderful, she couldn't believe that Teacher Chen would be obedient to her afterwards, not only did she no longer feel the inexplicable sense of estrangement when she was with Teacher Chen before, even promised her that she would continue to work in Huahai. In other words, in the future, I will be able to stay by Mr. Chen's side anytime and anywhere, or rather. Teacher Chen also recognized herself as his woman.
But. Is this true? Does Mr. Chen really see himself as his woman already? Instead of just thinking of yourself as a woman who accidentally got laid?
No, Mr. Chen wouldn't think so, since he had already promised me, how could he not keep his promise and regret it when he went back? He is a big man who stands up to the sky, but he will not lie to deceive women.
Thinking of this, her mood improved again. Secretly encouraged himself and said, Well, Xue Xiaobao, you also have to have a little confidence in yourself, you are still so young, and your appearance and figure are not worse than others. Mr. Chen is also a man, he must also like you, his indifferent rejection of you before can prove that he is a responsible and open-minded man, not like those disgusting men, who can't move when they see beautiful women.
But then she thought a little uneasy, although she was not yet thirty years old. But after all, she is already a divorced woman. Who can guarantee that Mr. Chen will not dislike himself? You must know that as long as it is a man, it is very important to pay attention to this. No matter how open-minded Mr. Chen is, in the final analysis, he is still an ordinary man, although he doesn't say it, it doesn't mean that he really hasn't thought about these things in his heart.
Thinking of this, the mood that had just been excited immediately fell to the bottom of the cliff like a roller coaster. She now, no, it should be said that what she regrets most in her life is the previous marriage. For her, it was a nightmare life that she couldn't look back on. Speaking of which, her marriage can also be called an arranged marriage, her ex-husband's family is a family friend with theirs, and it was under the arrangement or coercion of the family that she married her ex-husband who had known her for many years, of course, before she got married, she always regarded her ex-husband as a brother.
Originally, she was still relatively simple when she went to school, including when she just worked, although because she was beautiful, there were many boys who pursued her, but maybe her requirements were relatively high, and she had never met a boy who really moved her heart. Since the family has arranged it like this, although she is very reluctant, in order to make the older generation happy, and she knows her ex-husband well, she can only accept the arrangement of fate after opposing it several times.
Speaking of which, her ex-husband's conditions are also very good, not to mention that he is very handsome, he is also a well-known professor at a famous university in Yanjing, and his family situation is also a good match for their family, although he is ten years older than her, but his parents have said that her husband is more afraid of something, but he can be more distressed and considerate of her, and it will be better for her to get married in the future, she thinks about it, although she was resistant to this marriage, but she can barely accept it, and, like all normal girls, began to look forward to his future married life.
But who knows, her nightmare has just begun.
On the night of the wedding night, like other brides, she lay quietly on the big bed covered with a red bedspread, with great shyness and anticipation, looking forward to the moment when she would be in harmony with her husband, but she would never have thought that what she was waiting for was an out-and-out devil.
Yes, she really didn't expect that her husband, who was very kind to everyone on weekdays, behaved very decently, was very popular with the elders in the family, was praised by colleagues and leaders, and was loved by the students, in private, turned out to be a devil who was perverted to the extreme.
She still remembers the events of that wedding night vividly, when her husband, who was drunk at the wedding reception, pushed open the door and broke in, and her tragic life officially began.
After entering the house, her husband immediately threw himself on the bed like a tiger out of the cage, and began to tear her dress frantically while touching her body with unscrupulous rudeness. Of course, she felt a little scared, but after all, it was her husband, and she also knew that her husband had drunk a lot of alcohol before, and she wouldn't feel too strange to have such an unconventional behavior, she was just very stupid and naïve and said something angry to her husband: "You are drunk, I won't sleep with you tonight." ”
She didn't expect that her unintentional words would immediately plunge her husband into a state of madness.
"Made, you are my wife, do you dare not sleep with me? Stinky woman, I don't think you sleep with me! I don't think you can sleep with me."
Her husband scolded her and forcibly stripped her of all her clothes, and at the same time, his big hands like a fan began to beckon her viciously, and in an instant, she was covered with red palm prints in horror.
She was so frightened that she cried loudly, and began to desperately try to escape from the bed, but although her husband was a scholar, his strength was still far greater than that of her woman, and he pressed her to death on the bed in three or two strokes, she cried, shouted, struggled, and even begged, but in the end it was useless, her husband was completely addicted to this perverted pleasure obtained by guòS-M, the more violently she resisted, the more excited her husband became.
But this is not only not the end, but it has just begun, just when she helplessly gave up all resistance, opened her legs, with a resigned expression, looking forward to ending this terrible wedding night after her husband's violence, what she never expected was that her husband didn't know where to feel a very strange-looking thing at this time, a bit like a stick, and it didn't seem to be a stick, and then, with her eyes closed, she felt a tearing pain from her lower body that she couldn't bear, her husband turned out
She fainted in pain, so she didn't know that her husband had let this strange and disgusting thing destroy her virgin body.
When she woke up the next day, she opened her eyes and saw her husband kneeling beside her bedside, weeping bitterly and begging for her forgiveness, and telling her a secret that she did not know before.
Things are not complicated, her husband teaches biochemistry in college, and when he took a student to a real class, because a student accidentally spilled a cup of real medicine that had just been adjusted the formula, and her husband was also unlucky, just standing next to the student at that time, and as a result, the big cup of real medicine was poured on her husband's pants, the chemical agent was a subject that her husband was studying at the time, the ingredients in it were very complex, and contained many kinds of highly toxic materials, What makes her husband feel the most painful is that one of the ingredients can induce human failure, and the result can be imagined
That is, since the accident, her husband seems to have become another person, during the day in the school is still a polite and well-known scholar and professor, but at night, her husband began to linger in the fireworks land that he would not go to in the past, looking around for the kind of woman who can go casually, at first, her husband just wanted to cure his hidden disease, but later, when her husband was disappointed again and again, his psychology completely collapsed and distorted, Another way to get physical and sensory satisfaction is to begin.
When Xue Xiaobao listened to her husband's statement to her in tears and swore that she would never treat her like that again, she was kind and traditional, and finally chose to forgive her husband, and since then, she has also begun to actively help her husband seek medical advice.
It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, and within two months of getting married, his husband returned to his original state. (To be continued.) )