Helena did not elaborate on what exactly happened in that experiment.

She only vaguely revealed a few key words: pain, shock, despair, and endless torment.

It is said that on the day the results of the experiment came out, Vigneueu himself spent the night in a daze due to deep despair.

The next morning, when Helena, who also knew the results of the experiment, came to the laboratory to clean up, she found only her husband's body.

Vigneu committed suicide out of desperation.

Behind the unstable alchemy system, there is an unbearable despair and fear, and the closer he is, the easier it is to fall into complete collapse.

Helena had only learned a little bit about it, so the impact wasn't that great, but Vigneueu's death still had a huge impact on her. She once thought about leaving with her husband, but she didn't let go of the child in her womb.

In the end, she still chose to live alone with difficulty.

After some time, the child was born, and at birth, the baby boy had a mark on his forehead that resembled the ancient sun god - a unique feature of the Helena family's bloodline, and it is said that their ancestors are related to the old gods, so that each generation of members is blessed by the will of the old gods when they are born.

According to their family tradition, children must also reach adulthood before they can choose their own name, and before that, they can only have a nickname.

Helena wanted her child to have the same strong and healthy body as the ancient sun god, so she simply called him "Little Sun God".

Mother and son lived in Stephen Sand so hard and tenaciously.

After Vignier's death, Helena was completely away from the deceptive Society.

She tried to forget all the dangerous alchemy she had learned, and instead threw herself back into the arms of equivalent alchemy.

I have to say that her talent in the equivalent alchemy system is really limited, so no matter how hard she tries, her life is at most just to make ends meet.

But for Helena, who has experienced wind and waves, being able to raise the little sun god safely is her last long-cherished wish.

Perhaps every night, when she couldn't sleep for a long time, she would occasionally think of the horrific experiment that had cost her husband's life, and she still had curiosity and longing for unstable alchemy in her heart.

But she restrained her thoughts well.

Because she knew that she was the only one to rely on the little sun god, and she couldn't have an accident.

So in the blink of an eye, many years passed, and Helena did not open her husband's experiment log.

And those who deceive the society generally bury their heads in their own hands, and almost no one cares what Vigneure found in the first place.

It's a pity that peaceful times are always fleeting, and fate always likes to joke with people.

On the day of the little sun god's sixth birthday, Helena was horrified to find that her child had signs of premature aging of internal organs!

This is a very rare condition, and even Stephen Sand, where Potions is so advanced, is incurable.

Those rich and powerful mages may be able to think of some solutions, but they obviously don't care about the life of the little sun god, and the more advanced the restoration spell, the more money and resources will be consumed.

All of a sudden, Helena was once again in a desperate situation, just like the stormy laboratory she and her husband had painstakingly maintained so many years ago.

It's just that this time the person who could fall at any time has become the son she cares about more!

It was all she had, and she would not allow the little sun god to be killed by illness.

Fortunately, the onset of this condition is not so fast.

She still had time to find a way.

After trying some unsuccessful tricks, Helena finally refocused on her unfinished business.

Unstable alchemy.

Within her reach, it seemed that only this kind of "whimsical" alchemy could preserve the life of the little sun god at a relatively cheap cost.

Without much thought, Helena, who had lost her choice, quickly opened all the logs and records that Vigneu had left behind.

After many years, she once again stepped through the terrible door that had taken the life of her beloved.

It's just that what she didn't expect was that she originally thought that she hadn't dabbled in unstable alchemy for so many years, and it should be very difficult to pick it up again; Who knew that after she had just tried the most basic little experiment, she felt like a fish in water, as if only in this field could she be herself wholeheartedly.

She's progressing so fast, even faster than she was younger!

She showed a terrifying talent, and in almost three months, she reached the level of Vigneueu in the relevant field, and she also learned the whole truth about the experiment through the experiment log.

Helena admits that she had despaired, too, but she was stronger than Vigneueu, and she survived while going one step further and perfecting Vigneu's experiments, with a shocking result.

At that moment, she didn't need anyone to admit it, she knew that she had mastered the alchemy of the gods.

She kept the secret of the god's alchemy in the power stone in Xu Nan's hand.

Then, she set out to save the little sun god.

Because the previous experiment had consumed all her family property, and the body of the little sun god did not allow her to wait any longer, she could only use the alchemy doll that had been with her for many years as her son's new body.

For some purpose, she transformed the head of the alchemy doll and replaced it with the current puppet head.

Next, it's time to witness the miracle.

Helena poured the soul of the little sun god directly into the alchemy puppet's body through the alchemy of the gods she had comprehended!

This method is actually beyond the understanding of existing magic and alchemy, otherwise Lawrence, the Lord of the White Tower, would not have gone to great lengths to become the Great Lich.

In Stephen Sand, there are many spells that involve the soul level, but people don't know much about it, let alone how easily it is like Helena to infuse the human soul into the puppet.

And it was in the process that Helena discovered an astonishing fact:

The little sun god, who has experienced the baptism of "alchemy of the gods", seems to have lost something very important.

It didn't take long for Helena to realize what was missing from her son's soul conversion process.

That's what is considered the only thing that differentiates humans from beasts: shame.

The little sun god was originally a very normal and ordinary child, but after the alchemy of the gods, he became silent and autistic, and various test reactions, he lost his sense of shame, and furthermore, he didn't seem to know what shame was.

People often say that the gods are indifferent, but they still have a little bit of shame, they feel anger, they feel pride, they feel jealousy, they hate and so on, and they still have what they call original sin.

A completely shameless, alive intelligent life that can be considered to fit the definition is very, very rare in the entire multiverse.

And for Helena, the impact of the change of the little sun god on her is not only the pain and sadness that she should feel as a mother, but also the deep fear she feels!

Because she suddenly found that her child seemed to be the best candidate for the spellcaster who met the definition of God's alchemy!

And I don't know when she started, but she found that when the little sun god was playing alone, he was already able to use some alchemy that seemed ordinary, but was actually very unbelievable!

At that moment, she knew that the situation was out of her control.

……

"The so-called alchemy of instability actually consists of two stages."

"The first stage, which is where I am now, is defined by my husband as [Limited Unstable Alchemy]. At this stage, I can do a lot of unthinkable things, like if you give me a glass of milk, I can give you a ranch with a hundred cows...... But this is nothing compared to the second stage he envisioned. ”

"The second stage is the so-called infinite stage! According to his theory, it is possible to use limited resources, through the extraordinary power of alchemists, to exchange endless resources, and even create a universe alone! ”

Speaking of this, her expression became more and more excited, but it was the little sun god standing next to her, looking calm.

"Of course, the second phase is only a hypothetical one at the moment, but there are signs that we are not going in the wrong direction."

Xu Nan listened to Helena's ambition with a little difficulty, and hesitated:

"But what does all this have to do with shame and the so-called fearless?"

Helena glanced at him and said with a smirk:

"Because the core of unstable alchemy is shameless."

"As I said before, this is the basis of God's alchemy. You may not have understood, but I tried to put it simply, in the system of equivalent alchemy, everything is in the category of [reasonable equivalence]. But have you ever wondered who defined this concept of "equivalence and reasonableness"? ”

"Of course, the ancient alchemists defined it on their own."

In fact, this definition is not precise, it is just a general category that is not very fallible. The essence of alchemy is still to take, and the equivalent alchemy is relatively balanced because of the demand and giving, so it is unlikely to have a vicious accident; And the unstable alchemy as a negative example is the frequent occurrence of vicious accidents. Do you know why? ”

"Forget it, that's too esoteric for you."

"You just need to know that the weaker the shame, the more the person can bring out the mystery of [God's Alchemy], and in theory, a person who has no shame at all can reach the pinnacle of God's alchemy!"

"Do you know why it's called the Deception Society? Because in our system, only by learning to deceive ourselves and hide our shame can we better perform the alchemy of instability......"

When it comes to talking about academics, Helena seems to be a different person, and it has simply become a chatter and eloquent conversation.

Hearing this, Xu Nan's head was big.

But fortunately, he can barely understand a little bit of the surface.

This sounds very dragging, and the side effects are estimated to be very dragging, and the mentally retarded alchemy is actually the more shameless the person, the stronger it is!

That's not right for you.

Xu Nan sighed in his heart.

He couldn't immediately understand what Helena said, but he also vaguely felt something, so he remembered everything Helena said deeply.

He had a hunch that sooner or later this knowledge would come in handy.

……

In any case, what happened to Helena and the little sun god has proved that an unstable alchemy system does exist, and if Vigneuux were still alive, I am afraid that he would jump for joy.

But Helena thought of more.

I'm afraid that the abnormality of the little sun god can't be hidden for a long time, and she feels that instead of trying to hide it weakly, it is better to show it generously in front of the world.

Only by putting his talents on a bigger stage can he better protect the little sun god.

So with the help of a good friend in the early years, she got the qualification for the gilded Okro Cup. She played a trick and used her child as an alchemical object to fish in troubled waters, and as she expected, the little sun god caused an uproar in Stephen Sand.

After that, she took the opportunity to hide, and at the same friend's arrangement, she hid in the underground secret room of the Lettuce Hotel.

It is worth mentioning that she does not seem to be aware of Miranda's Lifestealer identity.

"So, what exactly do you want to do?"

Xu Nan looked at the energy stone in his hand, and actually guessed the answer in his heart.

He actually wanted to persuade a few words, but looking at Helena's calm eyes, he didn't speak, because he knew that she must have thought about it many times before making her current decision.

Over the past few days, he had seen many similar looks: Master Miren, the Frost Giant Remnant, Quelras......

It was a look of extreme tiredness.

"Why do you knowingly ask?"

Helena smiled lightly: "You and I both know that only when I die, my children can be best protected and cared for." ”

"In order to get the secret of his body, they may do whatever it takes, but they will definitely not harm him."

"Maybe Ms. Ansuli would prefer to take him as an apprentice, or maybe his cold and heartless uncle could really come in handy......"

"I'm dead, and the alchemy of the gods is only in his hands, and for the sake of this secret, Stephen and Sand will protect him more carefully than the artifact that seals the demon......"

"That's the only thing I can do for him."

Xu Nan bit his lip and didn't speak.

The little sun god was still immersed in his own world, and he didn't seem to understand how many complicated emotions were hidden in Helena's resolute tone.

"I want to know what the Fearless are."

He looked at Helena.

She has not answered this question.

In other parts, he has actually vaguely guessed: his trait is shame, and the little sun god is precisely deprived of shame, and it is normal for the two to have something in common.

Perhaps, he also has the opportunity to perform the alchemy of the gods.

Helena was silent for a while, she opened her mouth, her lips moved up and down, but Xu Nan couldn't hear a word!

Whoa!

[The Outer World] suddenly reversed and twisted, and a surging force pierced everything; Xu Nan only felt that his ears were rising, and the strange sound - as if someone had used a lot of strength to pierce a thick layer of gelatinous film with a blunt instrument!

Xu Nan looked at Akai who was born with some pain.

In the next second, Akai's face turned pale.

Because in his field of vision, Helena's heart suddenly had a knife!

She stood there smiling, stumbling, not falling, but being gently held by the little sun god.

The child may not have realized that his mother was gone.

He held Helena in his arms, looked at Akai curiously, and looked away.

"Why!"

Akai roared lowly.

"I opened the door to the abyss, but I couldn't close it myself."

Helena said softly:

"If I want him to live, I'll live well......"

With tears in his eyes, Akai hugged Helena's body, which was gradually losing temperature.

"I swear."

He said.

"Thank you, brother." Helena closed her eyes.

Her right hand was still tightly gripping the alchemy puppet's wrist.

The little sun god seemed puzzled by his mother's posture and touched Helena's head with his head.

There was no response.

His body gradually stiffened, and the half of the immortal flower in his hand also slipped silently to the ground.

……

"What did she tell you?"

In the basement of the Lettuce Hotel, Akai finally recovered from his deep pain and looked at Xu Nan.

"I can't say."

Xu Nan was silent for a while and said.

Akai nodded, he didn't force Xu Nan, in fact, with Akai's intelligence, it was probably not difficult to guess Helena's intentions.

Now that Helena has made her choice, he respects her decision.

"What are you going to do with this kid?"

Xu Nan asked softly.

"Do you need to report to Ms. Ansully?"

Unexpectedly, Akai shook his head:

"Not just yet."

"I'll find a safe house and put him in."

"Wait until the storm subsides."

Speaking of this, he suddenly shouted outside:

"Give me realization!"

Xu Nan was stunned for a moment, but the two black-robed wizards outside walked in with bitter faces.

They held their wands against their heads, and begged bitterly:

"Vice Captain, shall we do it ourselves?"

The tip of the wand also shimmered with an eerie blue light.

This scene was somewhat funny, and Xu Nan watched the play curiously.

"I'm afraid you'll hurt your brains."

Akai sighed: "Although I don't know spells, I'm still good at erasing memories......

"We know that Vice Captain, you are good at memory erasure boxing, but it's really unbearable to be beaten every day, I've already eaten two fist sets last month, and I really can't stand it this month."

A wizard said miserably:

"Let's do it ourselves, we cast our own spells, even if we hurt our brains, we don't care!"

Another wizard also held his wand to his temple, looking heroic:

"yes, yes! Who made us the same as before, accidentally seeing what we shouldn't see and hearing what we shouldn't hear? ”

"I know you're doing it for our good, too."

"But let's do it ourselves this time, shall we?"

The two wizards knelt down in unison and said with tears in their eyes:

"Please!"

Akai waved his hand with a benevolent face:

"Let's do it."

Under Xu Nan's stunned gaze, the two wizards invariably performed [amnestics] on their brains!

Poof, blue light flashed.

The two of them hit the street.

……