Chapter 247: I can't love, I can't hate
Even if Mo Xilin was so willful that his face was as thick as adding three bricks to the corner of a city wall, he couldn't have treated her as if nothing had happened in her scrutinizing gaze, so he looked away from her.
This is admitting defeat, can Cheng Yisheng give up this great opportunity? Of course not, she immediately stood up straight, stood in front of her again, and smiled calmly and generously, reflecting that her heart was open and quiet, and there was no room for a trace of dirt, "Mo Shao hasn't answered me yet!" ”
He tilted his head away again, the warmth on his face had disappeared, his jaw tightened, and his tone was a little stiffer, but he was not out of control, obviously patient, not wanting to make the situation stiff. He subconsciously reached out to touch the cigarette, but when he thought of her beside him, he unconsciously retracted his hand and said: "Forget all the previous things, since you have arrived here, you have started a new life, and it will be enough to have me in your life in the future." You don't have to put such a heavy burden on yourself, and you still feel uncomfortable in the end! ”
Cheng Yisheng was about to meet his gaze, her body moved with his gaze, he simply forced her to have nowhere to escape, for his words, she chuckled lightly, and asked him: "Do you think it is possible?" ”
Mo Xirin was forced to be annoyed and angry, yes, when did he Mo Shao be forced to be so embarrassed? Which woman didn't have anything to do with him before, he could say anything, and they didn't say it either, Cheng Yisheng was the first woman to put forward conditions to him, and naturally he was also the first married woman he met.
Since he was a child, his family taught him to be rich and ruthless to achieve goals, but there is no such thing as "morality". He likes a woman and tries to get his hands on her, what's wrong with that? Even if she is married, so what?
Now in the face of her questioning, he was angry, he lowered his eyes and stared at her angrily, and shouted at her in a low voice: "But it's impossible, that's your business, if you can't think about it yourself, then you can bear it!" ”
His voice was almost a low roar, and you could see how unfair his mood was at this time.
Cheng Yisheng faced her anger, there was no timidity and no choice to escape, she thought clearly, continued to ask, her eyes were staring at him, observing him carefully, to see when she could reach his bottom line, she stopped in time.
Her eyes are too bright at this time, even if she smiles, she is more aggressive than he is angry, this woman, her strength is not whether she is angry or not, but her calmness at any time, Mo Xirin is already a little powerless at the moment.
"What do you like about me?" Cheng Yisheng continued to ask questions and proceeded with her second phase of planning.
Mo Xirin forced himself to calm down, he didn't answer his question directly, but forced himself to look at her with an almost indifferent gaze, not wanting to expose the fluctuations in his heart, he wanted to understand what she was thinking before answering.
But this time, before he could speak, Cheng Yisheng said it for him, and asked rhetorically: "Do you fancy my independence?" Fancy my wisdom? These two points make me, who is not bad, more brilliant? ”
Mo Xirin didn't have time to think about the meaning of her words, he couldn't help but nod, and after nodding, he felt as if he had been tricked.
The curvature of Cheng Yisheng's lips was a little bigger, indicating the joy in her heart that she had achieved her goal. She continued to ask: "Mo Shao thinks that if I become a housewife who can only please men, without her own career and ego, how long will you get bored?" When the time comes, I'm afraid you won't look at me again, I believe that there will be no women who end up like this, do you think of them now? I guess you're not liking me and just treating me as a plaything, right? ”
This sentence completely infuriated him, and he stared at her deadly, grabbed her shoulders with his hands uncontrollably, and cried out in a broken voice: "No, it's not like that! ”
His cry attracted the attention of the room, and he walked to the back window and looked at the sound, his gaze was originally a little scattered, but as soon as it touched her, he involuntarily focused all his attention on her.
Cheng Yisheng is a woman who cannot be ignored by others, and when she wears a cheongsam that symbolizes her characteristics, she is the focus of attention wherever she goes. Cheng Yisheng's temperament has been integrated with the cheongsam, and she complements the cheongsam to form a unique and irresistible charm!
Sai seemed to hear his heart beating strongly, the texture and color of the cheongsam on Cheng Yisheng's body were very similar to the popular colors of Thailand, golden green, very dazzling, the tight-fitting cheongsam was outlined on the body, which showed the figure more than Thai clothing, but this kind of sexy and dignified should not be violated. Her delicate facial features and fair skin are so dazzling in the sun. The loose bun adds a touch of femininity, and the occasional falling playful strands of hair make her more relaxed.
Especially the smiling, dark and clear eyes on her face flashed with bright light, enough to dazzle, her smile, her gaze, can sweep away the haze hidden in any corner of people's hearts, more scorching than the sun, but it will not make you feel uncomfortable!
Especially in the almost hideous anger of Mo Xilin, the relaxed and wise smile on Cheng Yisheng's face attracted people's eyes even more.
Sai didn't think there was any difference between women before, the biggest difference was what type it was, pure or charming, but today he knew that whether a woman was independent or not could be seen from his face, obviously his women were all women who only had beautiful faces attached to him. Compared with Cheng Yisheng, it seems that he has no self and no soul. And he only discovered the importance of the soul to a woman today, as if this person suddenly became smart and alive!
Yes, a woman like Cheng Yisheng is the first time he has seen it!
Wearing Thai colors, with an exotic and charming atmosphere with Chinese characteristics, as well as a unique, unstoppable temperament, all give Sai a fresh and shocking feeling.
"Mo Shao, you lost your temper!" Cheng Yisheng looked down at his shoulder, his hand.
At this moment, the distance between her and him quickly narrowed, like the strange and polite feeling in R City before, which did not like him at all. He admits that he is out of control, but this woman is so tormented that his heart is broken.
His big hand pressed her shoulders tightly, and he couldn't move it at all, as if all the strength of his body was on her shoulders.
Cheng Yisheng smiled, she raised her hand, brushed away the hand he was pressing on her shoulder, and said as if comforting him: "You don't have to be so nervous, we are just talking, are you thirsty?" I want to drink something, what is Thailand famous for? ”
Her topic changed very suddenly, but it undoubtedly gave him the best buffer time, and Mo Xilin was slowly letting his expression become normal.
She looked at him and asked, "Is durian juice good?" I haven't had time to drink it yet, have you drunk it? ”
Her expression was casual, as if nothing had happened just now, and Cheng Yisheng admitted that at this moment she had a feeling of wanting revenge. After all, if she didn't obey her will and took her captive to this place, and made her suffer, how could she not want to reciprocate? She has never been inexplicable. Forbearance has to be valuable, this worthless forbearance, she has never been able to bear it.
In view of Mo Xirin's bad performance this time, Cheng Yisheng decided to use a cruel heart attack technique, usually women's endurance is better than men, men are good at breaking in one fell swoop, women are good at slowly consuming with you, most men are impatient, and they will disarm and surrender after a while.
Don't you like me, then you have to be able to bear it first!
A woman like Cheng Yisheng, if you want to be with her, then she must really surrender to you. If she wasn't willing, she would have to tire you to death in this life!
Mo Xilin breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I really haven't drunk it, don't you stink?" ”
"Durian is a strange fruit, with a strange taste, in fact, it doesn't stink, let's just taste it!" Cheng Yisheng proposed.
I believe that with the company of that stinky smell, he shouldn't be very interested!
Mo Xirin never touched that kind of stinky thing, but Cheng Yisheng wanted to drink it, and he could only accompany him, so he turned his head and beckoned. It's the hand of the stroke Yisheng's house.
Cheng Yisheng also looked over there, she wanted to see where someone could pull the bell? It's a pity that she can't see anything, but a woman comes from there. It's the woman who gave her clothes just now, with a hint of charm.
Mo Xirin said something in Thai, and the woman politely stepped back again.
Cheng Yisheng put his hand on the wooden railing again, looked at the lake and asked him, "Why are there no mosquitoes here?" ”
She was very strange, in a place with this climate, mosquitoes are very rampant, but she didn't see it here.
"There is a special plant here, which is mosquito-proof, as long as it is planted in large quantities, there will be no mosquitoes to patronize!" Mo Xilin said.
"Mint grass?" Cheng Yisheng asked.
"No, but it's similar to that plant!" Mo Xirin said, looked into the distance and said, "Durian juice is here!" ”
Cheng Yisheng looked over, and really saw the woman who had just stepped back, holding a plate with two cups on it. The transparent cup can be seen with a thick yellow liquid swaying slightly.
The woman walked over, Mo Xilin took a cup and handed it to Cheng Yisheng, and took another cup herself. Cheng Yisheng said to the woman, "Thankyou!" The woman smiled and stepped back.
Mo Xirin said to her: "You say it in vain, she doesn't understand!" ”
"This woman doesn't look like a servant!" Cheng Yisheng said.
"She's a stuffed woman!" Mo Xilin said lightly.
"Huh? You let his wife serve us? Cheng Yisheng felt uneasy, the plug was like a wild bull, if he looked back and thought that his wife was angry and asked her to settle accounts, she couldn't stand it!
Mo Xirin smiled and said, "Is it a woman or a wife?" ”
Cheng Yisheng understood, it seems that this plug is not serious. When a man has money and status, he feels like he is wrong, and he hates such a man the most.
Cheng Yisheng lowered his head and drank durian juice, his eyes lit up and said, "Freshly squeezed, it's so delicious, you can taste it too!" ”
Mo Xirin frowned slightly, he really didn't plan to drink it, but when she said this, he was not hypocritical, she didn't like a woman, if he was a big man, he didn't look so manly!
The pungent smell made Mo Xilin nause, and in Cheng Yisheng's expectant gaze, he drank the thing hard, and then swallowed it almost with his eyes closed.
The pain on his face couldn't be concealed, Cheng Yisheng saw it in his eyes, not to mention how happy he was. She smiled and asked him, "How does it taste?" ”
Mo Xirin was a little embarrassed and wanted to vomit, so he breathed a sigh and said, "It's good!" ”
"Then drink them all!" Cheng Yisheng said, drink her cup first, anyway, she doesn't like this thing, generally speaking, you and they pride themselves on being a wealthy son, and they never touch this if they want to be a person who wants to be graceful and pretend.
"Good!" Mo Xirin's words are obviously weak, but he has already said that it is good to drink, and if he doesn't drink it now, isn't it clearly deceiving her? He couldn't let his image deteriorate any longer, anyway, he drank one sip and a few sips, he simply raised his head and drank the rest.
The stench was so strong that he was about to faint, and he felt his stomach turn out, and he couldn't bear it, so he had to say, "I'll go to the bathroom first!" Then he fled.
He has always been slow and methodical with an aristocratic style, and he can't lose his demeanor no matter what, but now, he just doesn't have any grace at all and runs away in front of her, which is much better than throwing up in front of her.
Cheng Yisheng looked at Mo Xilin's embarrassed back and couldn't help laughing, a hint of pride crossed her lips, she shook the cup in her hand, looked at the colored sunlight reflected through the glass, and hummed a little song happily.
This is just the beginning, let's play slowly!
As everyone knows, these performances of hers are seen in Sai's eyes, and even the unknown charming little song she hummed was faintly blown into his ears with the wind, making his ear piercings itch.
How do you feel like this? It's like another well-known thing in Thailand, which was once very famous in the Golden Triangle, and you know it's not good, but you can't resist it, and you're addicted!
Mo Xirin rushed into the house, and as soon as he entered the toilet, he couldn't help but vomit, and the thing seemed to splash out of his stomach. He had vomited all the contents of his stomach, even the bile, and the smell still lingered. He rinsed his mouth and washed his face to wash away the smell.
Spitting is a very uncomfortable thing, it can drain all your strength, after he vomited, he took two steps back and did not stand, leaned against the door and slid on the ground gasping for air. Even when he was drunk, he never threw up like this.
He stood outside the door and said, "Why are you doing this? You didn't even touch this thing before! ”
Is there anything more compromising for him than death?
"You don't understand, you don't mind my business!" Mo Xirin gasped and said, "Go find me a set of clothes!" ”
She was destined to live here for the rest of her life, and he would feel guilty about her, so in other ways, he would try to make it up to her.
As Cheng Yisheng, it is impossible to believe in his so-called feelings, she believes that any kind of relationship needs you to maintain, and this kind of selfless feeling is the one that disappears the fastest among all feelings. I believe that after the bright spots of her independence are worn out, Mo Xirin, who is facing more choices, will soon be attracted to another woman with a unique temperament. What will she do then? The results are clear!
What's more, the man she loves is Yin Quan, and she can only scoff at Mo Xirin's delusions!
"You are hopeless!" ”
He admits that the woman is indeed attractive, but it is not enough to make people like this!
Mo Xirin ignored him, and after the clothes were brought, he changed his clothes and strode out again.
And the steps of the plug couldn't help but go back to the window to see the development of the two people.
Although Mo Xirin's body was tortured, his spirit recovered. Compared to the mental pressure just now, he felt that the physical pain was easier to bear. How did he know that Cheng Yisheng's new round of spiritual punishment was coming!
Mo Xilin walked over, Cheng Yisheng tilted his head to look at him and asked, "Your face is not very good-looking, is it uncomfortable?" ”
"It's fine!" Mo Xilin said lightly, but his heart was made a little happy by this sudden concern. The weak body also seems to be stronger.
Cheng Yisheng looked down at the lake and said, "Look there's a small boat there, go up and row!" ”
"You can row?" Mo Xirin's heart was a little lighter.
"You sure are!" Cheng Yisheng is determining whether Mo Xilin has stayed in Thailand. If he was just a young master in China, Mo Shao would definitely not row this kind of boat rowed with pulp.
Mo Xirin was eager to go boating with her, and he didn't think why she said this, in this place, where he had the right to decide and a sense of superiority, Mo Xirin gradually relaxed towards her.
And Cheng Yisheng is trying his best to understand as much information as possible and understand his weaknesses.
"Let's go!" Mo Xirin took the lead to the stairs by the bridge and got off the boat.
This boat is the simplest wooden boat, which is used to clean up the silt at the bottom of the lake, he got on the boat first, Cheng Yisheng followed behind, he turned around, stretched out his hand gentlemanly, and motioned for Cheng Yisheng to put his hand in his palm.
Cheng Yisheng hesitated, but still put his hand into his hand, in fact, he still had a certain reason for doing this, she stepped on the boat, and the boat shook, which frightened her, Mo Xilin fixed the boat with her legs apart, held her arm with one hand, and held her waist with the other, and said in a deep voice: "Don't be afraid, it's okay!" ”
Cheng Yisheng didn't dare to move, the boat soon stopped shaking, she was so frightened that she said: "Why are you okay when you get on, and I will be like this as soon as I get on?" Or I won't sit down! Let's go back! "In order to test him, if he falls into the water, the gain outweighs the loss.
Mo Xirin would not let go of this opportunity to let the two go on a date, he softened his voice and said, "It's okay, you sit down first, and you won't shake it anymore." You are not used to riding such a boat, so you can't grasp the center of gravity well! ”
Looks like he's used to it!
Cheng Yisheng determined from this that Mo Xilin had definitely lived in Thailand and was with him. She was very skeptical, why did Mo Xilin, as the heir of the family, live in Thailand? Why are there still these things that ordinary young masters don't have? When she first did the interview, she clearly said that Mo Xilin had only studied in Europe for a few years and had never stayed in Thailand.
Obviously, Mo Xirin's experiences have been manipulated. What are these hands and feet trying to hide? And the Mo family doesn't have a business in Thailand, so what's the matter?
Cheng Yisheng sat down thoughtfully, and when Mo Xilin saw her sit down, he sat down opposite her, and then paddled with the pulp.
Cheng Yisheng didn't dare to let him see her abnormality, she stretched out her hand and paddled the water with her fingertips, the water here is very clean, you can see the end at a glance, and you can see the fish swimming happily in the water. Mo Xirin saw that the water on her hands was sunburned, making it even more tender and translucent, and her jade fingers were verdant!
Cheng Yisheng is not a simple play, she has no heart to play, no matter how good the scenery is, she is not interested. She's brewing her emotions and making new attacks.
Mo Xilin felt that this was really a beautiful painting, very beautiful, with willows, spring breeze, green lake, sparkling breeze, rustling leaves.
Unexpectedly, Cheng Yisheng suddenly asked: "In this way, does your family agree?" ”
"What agrees?" Mo Xirin was puzzled.
This change is indeed faster, Cheng Yisheng wants this effect, and when she doesn't give him a reaction, she follows: "I mean, your family allows you to marry a woman like me, who has been married?" ”
She could see that Mo Xirin was enjoying it, did he take this as a date? Cheng Yisheng sneered in his heart, how could it be? She won't make him comfortable!
Mo Xirin's expression froze for a moment, obviously stunned, and then the enjoyment on his face immediately turned cold, his brows frowned slightly, and he scolded in a low voice: "Can you not mention these now?" ”
She's a bad sight. That's what she did.
Cheng Yisheng raised his eyebrows and said, "How can you not mention it?" These are my concerns. If you want me to follow you, you have to give me some protection! Don't let your family disagree and kill me, what should I do? ”
"No, it's not a conflict!" Mo Xirin said with certainty.
Yes, he has a woman outside, and the family won't take care of it!
Cheng Yisheng raised his eyebrows and asked, "How can there be no conflict?" Your family should care about your future wife's origins! As soon as she finished speaking, she immediately thought of something, and asked him, "You don't plan to marry me, do you?" You put me here, it won't prevent you from going back to T City to marry another well-known person, right? ”
The expression on her face was too shocked and incredulous, her almond eyes were round, and her clear gaze stared at him, as if she could see the filth in his heart without concealment.
Mo Xilin didn't speak, because Cheng Yisheng said it well. He didn't intend to deny it, anyway, she couldn't run away here, and it was better to accept this now than if she had feelings for him in the future and come to trouble him again.
He even dared to acquiesce, Cheng Yisheng sneered in his heart, what a shameless man? You are like this, you don't respect others, what qualifications do you have to say you like it? You're just trying to satisfy your own perverted desire for control.
Cheng Yisheng was angry, excited by anger, and she stood up suddenly. The hull of the boat shook violently, and although Cheng Yisheng was afraid, she did not sit down again, but tried to control her body. Cheng Yisheng's self-control is strong, and she can overcome all emotions, including fear, in order to achieve a certain goal.
Mo Xirin hurriedly said to her: "You sit down, then the boat will be fine!" ”
Cheng Yisheng ignored him at all, Mo Xilin raised his head, and just happened to meet her eyes that were burning with anger, that gaze was really too righteous and awe-inspiring to be inviolable, and there was no trace of other thoughts.
"Mo Xirin, you let me be a mistress, this is what you keep saying about what you like me?" Cheng Yisheng's crisp voice did not have the slightest warmth, like ice jade striking each other, spreading far away.
A woman can have such momentum, it is really surprising, he thinks that this woman just knows some tricks, and she is still quite deterrent when she gets angry all her life! He also knows some Chinese, although he is not proficient, but some words can be understood, at least he understands the word "mistress", obviously she is angry about this. He doesn't understand, what's there to be angry about? It's normal for a woman to be a mistress, and besides, she is married, do you still want to be Mo Shao's wife? I don't know how thick the sky is!
Regarding her accusation, Mo Xirin did not speak, and remained silent. His thought was that she would definitely be angry, after all, it was an insult for a professional woman. But at present, he has no better way to arrange her, so he made her angry, and she couldn't run away anyway, so she was helpless and compromised, so she accepted it!
Cheng Yisheng won't let him get his wish, she knows how to use the words best to poke the other party's weakness, she pointed at him congenitively and said: "Mo Xirin, do you dare to admit it, in fact, you brought me here, not because you like me, just to let me cure your failure and make you a real man again, right?" ”
Her volume didn't decrease at all, her momentum didn't decrease at all, she said it so confidently, as if the word "don't lift" was not a very private word, she said it so loudly in broad daylight.
Plug's eyes widened, his mouth wide open, what did he hear? Did he hear "don't lift"? He heard it right, men are sensitive to such words. The man was also interested in such things, so he specifically asked Mo Xirin how to say this word in Chinese, and not only that, but he learned all the words that could be substituted for this word.
This is definitely big news, and he doesn't know about it yet! There was a hint of interest in Sai's eyes, no, I have to ask for a while.
This word is simply too harsh under the blue sky and white sun, a man, a man who is high up, is eager to commit suicide for this kind of thing. It's too late to cover it up, and now let Cheng Yisheng say it so much, Mo Xilin couldn't be silent anymore, he stood up suddenly, grabbed her white thin wrist, gritted his teeth and said gloomily: "Don't go too far!" ”
Is he tolerating her too much? Let her be so unscrupulous? Cheng Yisheng's action finally made him angry and took action.
Cheng Yisheng was not afraid, her eyebrows were sharp, she looked at him and asked, "If it weren't for you not to raise it, would you have made such a big effort to get me here at the expense of offending Yin Quan?" ”
His hand invisibly used his strength and warned: "Cheng Yisheng, don't think that I tolerate you, it's so unreasonable!" ”
He was surrounded by a cold aura, don't look at him usually pretending to be a big young master, in fact, he is the same as Sai, he also has a lot of blood in his hands. Cheng Yisheng challenged his man's dignity, so he was angry, and when his eyes met, his murderous aura grew stronger, his sword eyebrows flew obliquely, and his tense chin could see that his whole body was exerting.
All the strength was gathered on the hand that grabbed her wrist, and her wrist was naturally not much better. His gaze was like a quenched ice, enough to make a woman scare and paralyzed. But for a woman like Cheng Yisheng who has lived with Yin Quan for so long, his momentum can't scare her.
Cheng Yisheng looked at him, her eyes became brighter and brighter, and she did not show weakness, even at this moment she was not afraid of pain, her voice was sonorous and powerful, and she asked rhetorically: "Tolerance?" Is your tolerance to take me here against my will? Your feelings for me are so shallow, you say that I, Cheng Yisheng, have the reputation of abandoning my husband, and I will be a mistress with you, I will not let my wife go, tolerate your wife, and live an unseemly life, are you a fool when I am Cheng Yisheng? ”
Her voice is angry and clear, this good voice is really as pleasant as singing, but unfortunately, she is angry.
Sei looked straight at the eyebrow, this scene made him unable to take his eyes off it anymore, she stood on the boat, confronting the letter, there was no cowardice in her eyes, but calmly made people think that she was right. Compared with the annoyance and anger of the letter, even those who do not know the facts can see that the letter is deflated!
Mo Xirin was so angry that his chest rose and fell, this woman was angry and could blow him up. He took half the weather before saying: "Cheng Yisheng, no matter what you say, I won't let you go, no matter what you think, you can only be my woman in this life." I may not be able to give you fame, but I will love you and pamper you......"
Cheng Yisheng interrupted him without hesitation and said coldly: "I'm not rare! Her expression was also tinged with disdain, as if the "love" he uttered was something she looked down on the most.
Mo Xilin was so angry that his chest kept throbbing, if he said this to a woman, I believe that woman would definitely be ecstatic, why did she not know what to do like this?
He forgot, this is Cheng Yisheng! If it was really replaced by another woman, he would not have spent so much effort to get people here.
Ignoring her words, he continued: "There is no one else here, and you will fall in love with me sooner or later!" Unless you want to live your life alone, don't you want to have children of your own? I can only give you this child! ”
"Kid?" Cheng Yisheng glanced at him contemptuously, paused for a short time on his lower body, and asked him with a smile, "Are you okay?" ”
Mo Xirin's face suddenly turned green, and his subordinates worked harder. Cheng Yisheng smiled lightly, the laughter was smug, soft and charming, and said in English: "I'd rather be alone all my life than be with a selfish man like you." What's more, you're not the only man here, I know there's a man who is more manly than you! She said, tilting her head to the side of the window.
Cheng Yisheng didn't look at the boat and was concentrating on dealing with Mo Xirin, in fact, she was watching and listening to all directions, and she was eavesdropping there for a long time, and it was strange that she couldn't notice it.
The man hates the woman the most and says that he can't do it, and he hates the woman even more for comparing him to another man. Cheng Yisheng spoke in English, her voice was lofty and light, louder than any loudspeaker, and she could hear it clearly, and he looked at Cheng Yisheng meaningfully with a look of surprise on his face.
Mo Xilin was mad, this was his woman, and now she was flirting with other men in front of him, this was when he was there, what if he wasn't here? How does this reassure him to keep her here? However, if he didn't let her stay here, he couldn't hide her.
Cheng Yisheng had already seen this, so she was so angry with Mo Xirin, if he didn't mind the existence of the plug, he could only let her leave here, in that case, she would have a chance to escape.
Cheng Yisheng turned his head again, and Chong Sai showed a meaningful smile, which was in response to the meaningful gaze he had just had.
A shallow eye with a smile, the lips seem to raise a beautiful flower, pure than lilies, demon poppies, the smile is rippling, the style revealed in the bones, seductive soul.
Cheng Yisheng never deliberately showed such a smile at anyone, as long as she deliberately believed that no man could be indifferent, the plug was directly hit and stood numbly