In the attic, Leng Yan stood on the balcony and smoked silently in front of the night view of Nantang, Xia Xingchen always hated him for smoking, and every time he wanted to smoke, he would choose to stay away from her.

In the past, Xia Xingchen always liked to drink tofu and fish soup, and on her birthday that year, Leng Shen and Xia Yiqiu were going to go on vacation abroad, so he secretly went to learn from Xia Yiqiu and cooked it for her on her birthday.

Now I know how funny their lives were at that time.

It was at this time that the call from Mo Han rang.

"Young master, he's dead."

When Mo Han spit out these words lightly on the phone, the sound of glass breaking came from downstairs, and Leng Yan immediately hung up the phone and ran downstairs.

Downstairs, the clean cup in Xia Xingchen's hand was broken at this time, and she stared at the TV on the wall motionlessly.

Leng Yan glanced at it roughly, the city's evening news was broadcasting the news that Bai Hong was dead, Xia Xingchen saw Leng Yan, she seemed to think of the gray and unsightly days, and the pain was unbearable, she walked away like a puppet, tears poured out of her eyes, "Brother, he's dead." ”

Leng Yan pulled her over and hugged her in his arms, Xia Xingchen howled and cried in the next second, "Brother, Bai Hong is dead, he is dead!" Did you hear that? He's dead! ”

Xia Xingchen's body trembled like a chestnut, the feeling like an insect crawling and gnawing seemed to sweep her whole body again, the feeling as if she had risen to heaven and seemed to be on the verge of death also spread to her again, Bai Hong's death clearly reminded her again, she almost tried her best to forget that time, and the most unforgettable thing for her was that it was in Yuesen's house.

Every time she was in unbearable pain, tossing and turning on the ground and even having self-inflicted (harmonious) cruel behavior, she wanted to be cold next to her, and she was afraid of being cold next to her, during that time, she almost wanted to die, wanted to end this qiē, and this qiē later all converged into hatred for Leng Yan, so she promised to return to Leng Yan's side, and later she regretted it, she never had a way to watch Leng Yan die.

He couldn't imagine what Hakuhiro had done to her in those days, he had gone to see the little dark room in the basement, and at that time he almost felt like he had rushed into prison and killed Hakuhiro.

When he went to Queen Mary Hospital to pick up Xia Xingchen, the diagnosis record clearly stated that she was close to collapse when she was treated, when her palms and elbows were punctured by pinholes that had been light, and the doctor told him that at that time, in order to control her addiction, she desperately hit her head against the wall, in order to prevent her from doing this, the hospital could only tie her to the bed with the fixed strap on the bed, but the sheets were often torn by her, and sometimes there were some blood stains with finger blood, Later, she suffered from endocarditis that followed her for the rest of her life. At that time, he swore that he would definitely kill him, definitely!

When she returned, she chose to go on a hunger strike in order to protest with him. He chose to indulge her at first, but when Dr. Mei sued him, which would only worsen her condition, he could only return to his previous coldness, and did not hesitate to threaten her again with Xia Yiqiu's life, anyway, he already knew that Xia Xingchen hated him, and it was good to hate him like this.