197. Chapter 192
In the dark night, the silent clouds streaked through a silvery and blinding white light. Then, a low thunderclap sounded, like a roar from a sleeping night sky like a dream.
In the dimly lit room, a man sat in a European-style court chair. With the glow of purple, her consciousness drifted away, as if her soul had been pumped out.
Slowly, the sound of the rain could be heard in her ears.
In the heavy rain, she saw a girl with short hair with ear-length ears standing in the rain, the rain slid down from the top of her head, drenching her whole body, and seeing the boy in front of her who turned around and wanted to leave, she suddenly became panicked, "Brother, you can't have a girlfriend, because... Because Xingchen likes his brother, not his sister's love for his brother! It's the kind of love that women like for men! ”
The man who turned around froze in place, but didn't answer anything. The girl standing behind him couldn't see it, but she could clearly see the smile on the man's brow.
"Brother, shall we continue to be brother and sister?"
"Get out!"
"Brother... Listen to me..."
"I'll let you out!"
She watched as the man pushed her out of the door with his own hands, then closed the door. She crouched down on the closed door, her head pressed against the door, choking and babbling a lot to him in the room.
"I'll fall in love with another woman, I'll never love you again, it's just your brother, don't you regret it?"
"Yes, I don't regret it."
She saw her get up and pretend to leave, then sit quietly by his door again, biting her lip and weeping silently until she bit her lip to blood. She also saw blood gushing out of the wound on his head inside the door, and he seemed to have no instincts.
She knew, but neither of them knew.
"Where do you want to escape?"
In the airport, a man in a long black trench coat, with a terrifying glint in his eyes, stared at her intensely.
She saw the woman shudder and retreat, and then run away like a stranger.
"Xia Xingchen, you stop!"
The horn sounded rapidly, and the woman stood on the asphalt road, and the airport truck was speeding towards a truck, but the woman's foot was as if she had a shot put tied to it.
Before anyone could react, the woman had already been knocked out and then fell to the ground like a discarded doll.
She followed the woman to the hospital, and she could even feel the qiē that the woman was feeling. She could feel all her consciousness as she lay in her hospital bed. She knew that the woman could clearly feel the cold machine entering her body, slowly crushing a certain part of her body, and then clearing it out. She wanted to scream loudly and get up to stop this qiē, but she couldn't do anything. She didn't know what it was, but she knew very well that this thing that was incomparably precious to her was being divided little by little, but she couldn't do anything.
Lying on the hospital bed, she couldn't see it, but she could clearly see the thing that had been minced into a lump of flesh by the doctor, and it was clearly an embryo that had not yet been fully bred.
"Well, I'm pregnant. I have our children. ”
She saw another woman snuggled into the man's arms with a flowery smile, and she also saw her squatting in the corner, clenching her fists tightly to prevent a cry from escaping.
She saw the man send the other woman away, and then hurried back. She saw the man drag her out of one room, then into another, and into a bathtub full of water.
She cried, fussed, thrashed him, and forced him to give him something back.
"Xia Xingchen, don't go crazy. If it hadn't been for that accident, I wouldn't have been able to keep him! In this world, everyone is qualified, but you are not worthy! ”
She watched as the woman heard this, and the little light left in her eyes burned to ashes. She was laughing, but her face was full of tears, and she fainted.
She didn't see her fainting with her head on his shoulder, but she clearly saw that there was a deep sadness in the red eyes of the expressionless man.
At the engagement banquet, she watched the woman drink one glass after another, and it turned out that the man was going to get engaged. She followed her out of the engagement feast, watched her stand on the overpass, falling like a butterfly with broken wings, and saw the man pounce without hesitation.
She didn't see the one who looked at the cars coming and going under her feet, but she saw the man with an endless panic in his eyes as if he was afraid of losing the most important thing in the world.
The scenes between them unfolded in front of her eyes one by one like a marquee.
Finally, she saw him leave her alone at the airport in Italy, and she saw her sit on the airport bench and cry after listening to a recording. And she didn't see that the man was also at the airport, just behind her not far behind, secretly sad.
She followed her to Italy, and in the café, she saw her fiancé, Bai Ze!
"Surprise. You and Leng Yan turned out to be half-siblings? No wonder Leng Shen loved you so much at the beginning, I didn't expect you to have this kind of relationship. It's no wonder that after your mother died, Leng Yan still took care of you so much. At first, I thought he was torturing you and getting revenge on your mom and you. Now I know that blood is always thicker than water, and it's no wonder that you can still travel when he gets married. ”
She watched her fiancé speak to the woman and then gave her a report. She watched the woman rush out the door after reading the report, and watched her fiancé raise a helpless and bitter smile after the woman left.
She watched how desperately she ran by the Grand Canal, watched her resolutely jump into the Grand Canal.
She stood in the hospital room and saw that her face was crawling with centipede-sized scars all over her face, but she was blind and said nothing as if she didn't feel anything. She saw his fiancé bring a green-eyed man, and the green-eyed man quickly plunged the woman into an endless slumber. Later, her fiancé brought a man who performed an operation on the woman and wrapped a circle of gauze around her face.
When she watched the circles of gauze on the woman's face come off, her whole body trembled, how did that woman become exactly like her?!
The green-eyed man came again, and the woman who had become exactly like her finally woke up. Then, she watched her fiancé whisper to the woman, "My name is Bai Ze, white white, shiny white." Your name is Xinchen, the hard Xin, the starry sky. I am your husband who is about to enter the temple. ”
There was a sharp pain in her head, and her whole body seemed to be unfamiliar to a strange place. In that house, she finally saw herself, and she didn't know if it was herself or the woman who had become exactly like her.
She slept in her room on the second floor, frowning tightly from her dreams.
She saw the man again, and he was downstairs answering a phone call, as if he was reporting something to him. She heard Bai Ze's name, and also heard a name she was familiar with but couldn't think of - Xia Yiqiu.
She saw her come to the man's window after answering the phone. He half-crouched on the edge of the bed, carefully reaching out to caress her sleeping face, he did not call Xin Chen, but Xing Chen.
"Xingchen, tomorrow I will send you to him. If one day, you think of this qiē, will you blame me? But I hope there will never be that day. I was the one who dragged you into hell, just let me be here now. Stars, never remember. Forever! ”
He half-propped himself up, then lightly pressed her lips.
Xin Chen's tears burst out of her eyes, and she wanted to reach out to touch him, "I'm not Xin Chen, I'm Xia Xingchen." I'm not Xinchen, I'm not Xinchen. ”
She tried to grab him with her hands, but found that she couldn't touch his body.
Her legs gradually became transparent, then to her lower back, and then a sharp pain invaded her body, and endless darkness swallowed her.
There was a thunderclap, and silver-purple lightning pierced the entire sky, and then sliced through the curtains into the dimly lit room.
"There is endless darkness around you, and you can only leave that place if you listen to me. From this moment on, I am you and you are me. Those memories are all illusions, and you can only obey my command if you forget them. The man in the gray robe, holding a crystal skull that glowed purple in his left hand, looked at the sleeping man in front of him, his eyes shining with a strange green light.
The man in the European court chair struggled, and his frowning brow silently told the person in front of him how painful he was.
"Shuler, how can this be?" Bai Ze stood next to him and asked nervously.
"Don't worry, she was suddenly exposed to that memory again, and she couldn't accept it for a while, so she was in pain." Shule shook the crystal skull, read some unintelligible words in his mouth, and then spoke again, "Now sue me, what's your name?" ”
The person on the court chair shook his head hard, "I'm not Xin Chen, I'm Xia Xingchen." ”
"No, none of those memories are yours. You are Xin Chen, you are not Xia Xingchen. Xin Chen, now you can only get the key back if you forget that qiē. Now I am you, and you are me. Whatever I say, you say, understand? ”
The man in front of him nodded with difficulty.
"I'm not Xia Xingchen, I'm Xin Chen."
"I'm not Xia Xingchen, I'm Xin... No!!!! I am Xia Xingchen! ”