[Xia Xingchen Chapter] (It is recommended to watch this chapter while listening to the shimmer of soda green.) ）

As I stood on the fence of the rooftop, looking at the bay with its turkish blue, I suddenly remembered what a French writer had said, 'If someone could only stay in Sicily for one day, ask him where to visit?' He will answer him without hesitation, Taormina. ’

So when Leng Yan asked me where I wanted to go, I told him that I wanted to go to Taormina.

Today is my third day in Italy, and my best time has been in the fantasy and most beloved place, and this favorite place has brought me a nightmare that I will never forget.

Now, I'm here again, finally with my most beloved person.

However, he is no longer that cold, and I am no longer sixteen-year-old Xia Xingchen.

Looking at the vast blue sea and blue sky under the sun in front of me, my heart was so cold and dark.

Last night, I had another nightmare, and I woke up screaming at that terrible moment. Leng Yan also woke up, and he nervously ran over to hug me and asked me what was wrong.

But I couldn't say anything.

In other words, how dare I say it.

That woman is right, as long as I am with Leng Yan every day, I will always remember that we are brothers and sisters, we are related by blood, and we are in chaos (harmony).

Whenever a cold hand touched me, I would subconsciously avoid it. It's ridiculous that I'm afraid I'll get dirty.

I think Leng Yan must have felt it, but he wouldn't ask anything, we acted like this, and no one could bear to break it, and maintained it with our so-called love.

How pitiful.

"Stars." Leng Yan climbed up the small wooden ladder, he was calling me, and his tone was so nervous.

I looked back at him, looked at where I was standing, and smiled, and I thought he might think I couldn't think about it.

"Brother, do you remember that year, that child." At this point, I choked up a little and turned my head to look at the blue, "At that time, I had just woken up. The two nurses said I was pitiful, that I had lost a child at a young age and that I would never have another child. That's when I was standing in this place. You ask me if I'm crazy, and I think I'm really crazy. I always felt that as long as I held on to that little bit of pitiful memory, I could hold on forever. However, this is not the case. We shouldn't be like this, why are we like this? ”

"Stars, come down."

I looked back at him, and his tone was calm, and there was no expression on his face.

The wind was blowing tears on my face, a little cool. I slowly crouched down, then jumped off the fence, and my tears were even more raging when I looked at my cold face.

"Brother, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. If...... If I hadn't gone back from the airport because of my mother, if I had chosen to go with you, if I hadn't said that I wanted to be a brother and sister with you, if I hadn't forced you to leave to study abroad. If I can choose everything again, can I listen to you all and come back with him, I really want to see what he is like, I really want to know what he will be like when he grows up, I want to see him so much, I want to ...... more"

I slowly crouched down, my hands around my knees. I looked up at Leng Yan, and then I cried out loud, "Brother, there will never be again, never again." ”