211. Chapter 210
City of T
"Twinkle and twinkle, the sky is full of little stars...... Hanging in the sky and shining brightly, like many small eyes...... Twinkle and twinkle, lots and lots of little stars......"
Mo Han lay on the bed, his right hand backhand covered his eyes, and the mobile phone that was thrown aside kept repeating the intermittent humming female voice, accompanied by a few cries from time to time, a few laughs, and her voice shouting Mo Han from time to time.
This was recorded when Leng Yan and Yun Ruoxi were engaged, when he went to Nantang with Xia Xingchen on his back. At that time, Xia Xingchen was lying on his back, humming the song leisurely.
Because she was uncomfortable and drunk at the time, and the wind in the night, the recording was not very clear, but her voice could still be heard clearly.
Every late night, he listened over and over again, heard to the bone, and even heard whether she was crying or laughing when he already knew what she was talking and seconds about.
Every time, it's just that one step shorter. Every time, when Xia Xingchen was heartbroken, he wished he could have the courage to take her away. Each time, he wondered if if he had been a little bolder, it would have been different.
When Xia Xingchen first came to the Leng family, he was adopted by the Leng family because of his father's death, but the Leng family's every qiē was incompatible with him.
It's not his, he knows.
The first day he saw her was also the only time he cried at Leng's house for so long.
She didn't comfort him, she didn't ask him. Just sat quietly beside him and stayed with him for an afternoon.
When Xia Yiqiu was leaving, she didn't say goodbye to him, but just put a candy by his side.
He still remembers the candy, some beautiful transparent wrapping paper, printed on the light paper will refract different light, blue and blue, very beautiful.
Maybe it was at that time that he fell in love with her. That was the first time he knew that he didn't need to be comforted, he didn't need to speak, just sitting quietly beside a person, which could make people feel at ease.
Therefore, every time she was sad and sad because of coldness, he also chose to stay in her neighborhood silently.
The first and only time she kissed him, it was to provoke Cold, but he went mad and felt that it was the most precious.
Watch her jump out of the window, watch her cry, watch her cut her wrists, watch her be rescued, watch her lose her child, watch her want to jump off a building, watch her tumble off a flyover...... There are too many of these looking at her, but each of them makes his heart like a knife.
It's just that none of this is for him.
If there is a saying that love comes first and comes, then Xingchen, do you remember that the first person you met was me?
Leng said in the afternoon that he would not return to T City.
Leng Yan said that he wanted to hand over the Leng family's business to him, because he was Mo Han, so he was very relieved.
Leng Yan said that he really wanted to accompany her in Italy and live well.
Leng Yan also said that they got married.
Mo Han forgot how he listened to the phone call, he only remembered that he just said two words "congratulations" into the phone at that time.
yes, nothing can be said except congratulations.
Congratulations to him and her for finally getting their wish, and congratulations to him himself for finally letting go.
I also congratulate him on the love that he has endured for so many years, and this love that has been buried deep in his heart for so many years, can finally let it fall silent, and then hibernate, never to wake up again.