Chapter 266: The Determination of the Steel Dragon
- I made an unforgivable mistake.
By the time Hilda realized this, she had already missed a chance to turn back.
All along, she thought that she had been betrayed by the one she had betrayed, a man she had loved for eight years, and knew that today she was only using herself as a convenient servant. The daughter who really loves her, but now she just treats herself as a convenient prop. Right, no matter who it is, you're going to despair about it, right?
Yes, despair! For this, she suffered, lamented, and jealous. That's right, she's jealous of the monster named 'Ratche'.
On the surface, no matter how much she put on a gentle attitude, no matter how much she put on a mask of a smile, no matter how friendly and careful she was to contact Laqi and teach her all kinds of knowledge, Hilda could not restrain the jealousy in her heart, until in the end, she carefully kept her inner distance from the other party, and after all, she could not regard the demon dragon as her friend.
In fact, Hilda often can't help but teach Ratchei what to do, and occasionally deliberately mischievous the other party to make embarrassing mistakes and embarrass herself in front of the other maids, and even the three sisters of Eliza. Perhaps in the eyes of others, Sylda's methods are very subtle and clever, and they are not so easy to be exposed by others.
However, as the directly victimized party, Raqi should have sensed the malice against him. You know, women's instincts are very keen, at least, if it were Hilda herself, she would definitely be able to detect being played by those boring little tricks. However, even after being drenched in ingredients or dirty water, Raki never showed the slightest dissatisfaction.
Hilda knew that it was not a clumsy trick out of scheming, but that Raki was too pure to realize that she was being secretly corrupted. She is humble and diligent, and although she doesn't know the essentials, she still tries over and over again, fails over and over again, gets soiled over and over again, and starts over and over again. Every time she saw such a clumsy and persistent figure, Hilda's chest couldn't help but feel mixed feelings.
Rachi's efforts are for the sake of her beloved Rutega, for the sake of her lovely daughters, and for the sake of all those she cherishes. Qing Yuanlong has accumulated thousands of years of loneliness and anticipation, all of which have been poured into this family that has accepted him. She is undoubtedly a woman worthy of her own admiration. On the other hand, Hilda can only be ashamed of what she has done for her inferior deeds, and for her ugly jealousy.
In the final analysis, the "despair" of 'betraying the loved one' is born from the jealousy and inferiority complex of Rachi.
- If only she hadn't shown up......
Immersed in the blissful daily life, Hilda didn't want to admit that she had such dirty thoughts, no, she didn't want the people she loved so much to see her ugly side.
So was it really 'desperation' that forced Hilda to get to this point? Apparently not...... She just cunningly used 'despair' as a convenient excuse, and chose to escape from the battle with the powerful enemy Rachi.
In fact, Hilda has always understood in her heart that at the time at the top of the windmill tower, the reason why she chose to give up on herself and use the method of hurting herself to complete Eliza's instructions was not because of 'the despair of being betrayed', but because of the 'sorrow of being disgraced'...... No, if you think about it, the real motive is even more despicable and insignificant, she was just thinking about 'hurting herself' to test whether her daughter will feel regret and sadness.
Just a momentary impulse, a little willfulness, and the slightest coincidence summoned an unpredictable catastrophe - the crystallization of a distant civilization, the ark of steel falling from the sky.
At that time, Hilda, who was incapacitated by her physical damage, did not fall into a coma, and she clearly saw Eliza's anxious appearance, almost crying—it was only at that moment that Hilda finally remembered that her daughter was very timid. She is afraid of loneliness and separation, she longs to be spoiled by her family, and will even recklessly act in order to fulfill the wishes of her relatives, and will not hesitate to make herself bruised. Just a few months ago, there was a similar experience.
Although she usually has a sunny smile and a mind that is far more intelligent than ordinary people, Hilda knows better than anyone how delicate Eliza's heart is. And he used the worst means to hurt her, it was like deliberately using a knife to pierce the delicate heart.
- Did Miss Eliser betray herself? Did the Lutgar betray herself? In retrospect, I thought it was so funny. It's yourself...... It's right to betray them.
Now, she is no longer qualified to think that she is Alize's mother, nor is she qualified to let Lutga accept her love. That kind of unilateral, selfish, violent love will only hurt the other person in the end.
That's why Hilda stayed in the Ark.
From the beginning, the creator of metal lifeforms - at the time of the first meeting, she did not have a name, just the nameless Lord of the Ark. She didn't have any intention of staying here, and if Hilda wanted to go home, she was free to leave at any time.
However, Hilda didn't have the courage to go home, and at first she just wanted to take a break from the place, hoping to take advantage of it to sort out her messy thoughts.
In exchange for her temporary stay, and in return for saving her life, Hilda responded to the Ark's owner's invitation to provide information about her body and the world.
In the process, through the way of mental linking, Hilda sees a pure and unsullied soul who is only single-mindedly bent on saving her lost people who are drifting somewhere in the galaxy.
Later, during these days in the Ark, Hilda and the owner of the Ark exchanged their consciousness and emotions with each other, and over time, developed feelings similar to attachment to each other. The more you learn about each other's past, the stronger this attachment becomes. You must know that the communication mode of electromagnetic signals is far more efficient than the verbal communication between people, so that they only go through a few days of work, as if they have been together for decades.
- She is like her long-lost sister, no...... I should say that it is like a daughter......
Naturally, Hilda had such thoughts, but at the same time, the thought of the keyword 'daughter' and the smiles of the triplets involuntarily came to her mind. Among them, especially the figure with long wavy soft hair, wearing a white dress, and always holding a rabbit doll in his arms, is the clearest.
Of course, such a thought could not be concealed from the owner of the ark, after all, the thoughts of the two of them were tightly entangled in the form of electromagnetic signals.
Then, beyond Hilda's expectations, the silver-colored liquid sphere began to rapidly change its shape and color, and after solidifying, it became a 'little human girl'. Wavy silver hair, fair and flawless skin, slender and soft limbs, and beautiful and charming facial features.
Familiar, so familiar...... The figure that only flashed in his mind for a moment, the figure of the twilight thought, at this moment, was presented in front of him.
Is that...... Arizzl?? Al?? Crusnell's physiognomy was identical, except for his expressionless face and silver hair.
The memory information is fully read, and the whole process of liquid metal solidification, pigment coating, and voice simulation is completed. Successful mimicry –
At the same time as the thought information was conveyed, the 'Eliza' in front of her opened her lips jerkyly, and in a familiar voice and a stiff tone, she said the first word since she was born, and it was also the first word that many babies learned-
"Mom...... Mom......"
Hilda's body is strictly mechanically assembled, and no matter how realistic it is, there are no tears...... There were no tears, but Hilda could feel that she must be crying now. She opened her arms and embraced the 'Elize' in front of her.
She knew that her actions at the moment were very despicable, and she was just using the pure and immaculate life in front of her as a substitute to fill the emptiness, but the endless gratitude gushing out of her heart was genuine.
No matter how dirty her soul was, the moment Eliezer appeared, Hilda felt redeemed.
Sorry, next, human parent-child relationship, I don't know how to simulate. Request detailed data for reference.
Since she was not yet able to use her mouth to speak, her consciousness was still transmitted through electromagnetic signals.
"It's okay...... I'll teach you...... Spend lots and lots of time...... Teach you slowly...... But first......"
First of all?
"First of all, human mothers will give their children a name......
Name – Related record search to get the answer...... Arizzl?? Al?? Isn't Cruznier the name of the individual?
"No...... Hilda, clasping her delicate body in her arms, whispered in the girl's ear—"you're not Elize, that's different from her." You are...... Yes, from today onwards, you are...... Atanis...... So, you don't have to be in this stance...... No matter what kind of life you are, no matter what form you are, I will treat you as if you were my daughter......"
Yatani...... Silk ......"
Repeating the pronunciation of her name in a jerky voice, the girl named 'Yatanis' was still unable to make any expressions, but she could read the emotion called 'Joy' from her intense electromagnetic signals.
Instance name 'Yatanis' has been logged in, thanks.
- I want to protect this child, I want to change myself, I want to ...... Unqualified love, all poured into her.
This is Hilda's determination, this time she will never go wrong again, this time she will never lose to herself again, she will follow Yatanis to the end of the galaxy as a mother, and find a new world with her ark forever......
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The logical induction of thinking has been successful, and it has entered deep hypnosis mode. Instance name, Hilda...... In the name of the Supreme Administrator of the Ark, Yatanis, I command you, Mother, to expel the enemies who threaten the Ark, and to expel and destroy the enemies who will be committed in the future.
"Destruction...... For, Yatanise ......"
In the darkness of Gnaku, the steel dragon, whose armor was tightly pinched, slowly opened its eyes as bright as electronic searchlights, radiating a dangerous light of chaos and scarlet, and targeted a young girl on the plains in the distance.