Chapter 31: This level is just for her
"What did he say to you? As for you, you don't know whether he is friend or foe, so you better have less contact with him, and try to stay away from him. ”
After Jin Yixuan said this, he realized that he had made a fool.
Su Che has always been in a passive position, it's not that she doesn't want to associate with Dugu Bufan, so she can stop interacting.
What kind of person Dugu Bufan is, he knows best, and he is only worried that his half-brother will bring trouble to Su Che.
Once Dugu Bufan spends his time dealing with Su Che, he will play her around. He didn't want the grudge between himself and Dugu Bufan to involve Su Che.
Thinking of this, he subconsciously wanted to say sorry to this innocent girl.
He had never apologized to anyone else, and this was the first time, so that he had already planned it in his heart, but he couldn't open his mouth for a long time.
But just one sentence, a few words, for him, is crossing a level that has never been crossed in his heart.
This level is only for her.
She was implicated in the emotional entanglement between him and the original owner, and she was already very pitiful, and he asked himself, if he was compared with Dugu Bufan, even if Dugu Bufan was ruthless, it was far less than his harm to her.
Because Su Che originated from him and was involved, he was the culprit.
"I won't let Dugu be extraordinary......"
"I'm sorry. ”
I won't let loneliness hurt you.
Before Jin Yixuan finished speaking, Su Che apologized first, which made him confused, what was she sorry for him?
Originally, he wanted to apologize to her, but how could she be the first to speak?
Jin Yixuan quickly went through all the things that had happened recently in his mind, to be exact, about her.
After making sure that she hadn't made any big mistakes, he opened his mouth and asked, "Why would you say this to me?"
Even if she took medicine from Mo Fengxi and wanted to poison him, he didn't take it to heart. It was everyone's survival instinct in the face of death, she said that she would not seek death first and then choose life, but for him, she had no way back.
Jin Yixuan's feelings for her in his heart were like microwaves, rippling little by little, and even he didn't notice it, the weight of this girl in his mind was no longer insignificant.
He didn't love the original owner, Su Keke, and thought that love meant that he would always follow in the footsteps of the original owner, even though the original owner didn't look back at him.
Now that he thinks about it, the kind of love he thinks is ridiculous, and he doesn't know where he is.
"I accidentally touched your wound that day, it must have hurt, I'm sorry, I didn't know you were hurt at the time, otherwise I wouldn't have done that kind of thing like pouring salt on your wound. ”
Su Che pointed to the wound on his arm that had been bandaged, and said.
Jin Yixuan immediately understood, he looked at her with a cute face as usual, and was silent for a while before he said, "Is your apology so worthless?
Inconsequential trivialities? Su Che wondered a little, how could this be an inconsequential triviality?
Thinking of his unintentional actions at that time, I felt sorry for him.
Thinking of what Jin Yixuan asked him just now, she unreservedly told him everything Dugu Bufan said to her yesterday.
It turned out that Dugu Bufan and Jin Yixuan were half-brothers, and there was still a period of past, which led to Dugu Bufan still hating Jin Yixuan, so much so that he wanted to dismantle Jin Yixuan in his dreams.
"Then let him keep dreaming, it doesn't matter, this little injury won't let me die of pain. ”
Good answer.
Su Che felt a little sorry for him, and Jin Yixuan didn't expect that Dugu Bufan would tell Su Che all the grievances between them.
Why did Dugu Bufan know Su Che's origin before him, and what special meaning did this girl have to Dugu Bufan?
Jin Yixuan was very sure in his heart, if it weren't for Dugu Bufan who took her very seriously, even to the point of trusting her very much, otherwise he wouldn't have told her all his privacy.
"Although it doesn't hurt, it will always hurt, is there no way to cure it?"
Su Che's eyes showed a light of surprise, he could let the injuries on other people's bodies heal without medicine, how could he be helpless against himself?
Jin Yixuan looked at her without blinking, and then fell silent again, the atmosphere fell into a dead silence, and the needle drop could be heard, Su Che felt a little embarrassed, and he didn't know what topic he was looking for.
She didn't know anything about his world, she didn't know what to talk about in order to talk to him longer, and she wanted to hear him, even if it was just a few words.
"It's me who is sorry for you, you don't have to apologize to me, I now understand that I didn't love her, I just chased her, she didn't have me in her eyes at all, I didn't attach feelings about her to you because your face was exactly the same as her, I now understand that I never had feelings for her. ”
“......”
Su Che was stunned for a moment, she didn't understand why Jin Yixuan wanted to say this to her, and this was not the first time she had said it, as early as a few days ago, he told her that he had always thought of what to say, and he didn't want to make a mistake because he didn't say many important words.
Although the words are not exactly the same, the meaning is almost the same.
She thought he was in love with her, but she only admired him.
Appreciation is different from love, she can appreciate many, many people, but love is unique.
"You're going to ...... Love me? or ...... Try to love me?"
Jin Yixuan was looking forward to her answer, because he had never said this to others, and he was inexplicably nervous at the moment.
Is this another confession to her? Su Che felt even more strange, she had already told him that a character like him should not be stumped by love and love, so he simply didn't listen to a word.
"I just admire you, I admire you, I appreciate you, and the relationship between us is complicated enough to talk about love, and ask directly about love and love?
"Don't ask girls this kind of question easily, let's meet in Pingshui, you ask like this, I'm ...... I'm embarrassed. ”
Su Che said in his heart that he was not nervous, it was false, not only nervous, but also regretful.
If she can live for a long time, she will definitely try to be with him, because he is very simple, and he is a dragon among men, and his kindness to her is pure, and there are no impurities.
If she doesn't accept him, then, after this village, there will be no such shop, what if he carries other bewitching sluts and robs them?
She loves money, and at the same time wants to find a wishful husband and her to run Zuitangchun well, Jin Yixuan is the most suitable person, and she can't find it with a lantern.
She wanted to retract what she had just said, but when the words came to her mouth, she finally thought twice and pretended to be categorical.
Now that she has made a decision, she can't change it at will, and she will regret it casually, it will hurt him, and it will also make her feel helpless.
"It's my fault, it's me who should be embarrassed, I have never given you anything, and it will make you very embarrassed to say these words rashly. ”
"No, no, no, male god, you saved my life, which is more precious than other things outside the body, but...... All in all, I don't think we're a good fit. ”
The demon world is the Longtan Tiger's Den, and she doesn't want to step into that Longtan Tiger's Den and kill herself.
Besides, although his attitude towards speaking seems to be very serious, a character like him, the women around him will definitely come and go, and as soon as the novelty passes, they will find a new love.
I don't know if I just witnessed the abusive love between Fu Rong and Han Haoyu, but at this time, Su Che felt that what Jin Yixuan said was not very credible.
"Besides...... Never mind. ”
Besides, whether he likes her or not, whether he loves her or not, she doesn't care at all.
It would have hurt his heart to say that, she didn't say it.
"It's okay, let's have a drink, and then let's act as if nothing happened. ”
Su Che didn't know what Jin Yixuan had done, he had two more glasses of wine in his hand out of thin air, and handed her a glass of wine as he spoke, and before she could say anything, he drank all the wine in his cup.