She always gave people a faint feeling, as if she was standing far away to watch a play on the stage, but those eyes seemed to have already gained an insight, I thought about it, and only smiled faintly: "The concubine is okay." ”

"If you want to find another place to live, you can tell Hongu. After all, you're pregnant and living alone in Yerba Caotang......"

"Concubines are used to being alone."

Seeing me smiling, Chang Qing glanced at me again, her watery pupils flickered twice, and then nodded with a smile: "Well, since you are used to being alone, let's be alone." ”

"Thank you, Queen Mother."

After saying this, Chang Qing took a sip of the tea bowl at hand, and I sat quietly. I am not familiar with her, but I am not completely strange, and even, I can feel a wonderful atmosphere between me and her, so many words are too deep to say, and I can't say them shallowly.

She took a sip of tea, thought about it again, and then looked up at me: "I heard from this palace that the emperor went to Fangcao Hall the first two times, and you weren't there?" ”

"Uh, yes."

I was stunned, I didn't expect her to suddenly mention this matter, and I didn't know how to answer for a while, I just looked at her in amazement, Chang Qing raised the corners of her lips slightly, and said: "The harem also has harem rules, and the responsibility of the concubine is to serve the emperor well." You have been with the emperor for the longest time, and there are many words that don't need to be said in this palace. ”

"......" I was silent for a moment, and said softly, "Yes." ”

She slowly stood up again, walked in front of me, looked down at me, and said, "This palace knows that you are a smart person, but smart people may not do stupid things, understand?" ”

I thought about it, smiled and nodded at her: "The concubine knows." ”

She is right, Xu Cairen has completely turned against me and moved to Jingren Palace, and I live alone in Fangcaotang, I am still pregnant, and I have not relied on any power in the palace, so it can be said that I have now reached the weakest time.

Anyone who wants to harm me seems to be an easy task.

Autumn in the capital passed quickly, and this year's snow came very early, not long after Xu Cairen moved out, Fangcaotang ushered in the first snow of this winter on a quiet night.

Even though I had been waiting for the dawn with my eyes open, I was still a little surprised when the white snow light was reflected outside the window.

Looking at the heavy snow falling from the sky, covering everything around it, a world of pink makeup and jade, only the purest white remained, as if the unsightly filth and conspiracy were also cleaned.

Shui Xiu and Xiao Yu are children's hearts in the end, as soon as they see the heavy snow, they are so happy, after listening to my instructions to take the four treasures of the study, the two of them went to the yard to have a snowball fight, laughing and crazy, bursts of snow drifted into the window with the wind, and merged into the ink in the inkstone.

Mama Wu brought me a stove to warm my hands, looked out the window, and said with a smile: "Talented people are too used to them." ”

"What?"

"If anyone comes and sees it, what will it become?"

I laughed and said, "Who will see it?" ”

These days, Fangcaotang is becoming more and more deserted, speaking of which I still have a talented person who is pregnant, but there is no hot one in Jingren Palace, the queen personally asked her about her daily life, and the emperor often stays in Jingren Palace at night, every time I hear Shui Xiu talk about it, they are all disdainful, not to mention how red the other concubines in the palace are.

And I'm here, although I don't say that there are many doors, but the cold is really lonely.

What makes me most strange is that even Shen Rou didn't make any movement.

My previous plan was to worry that someone like Xu Cairen would inevitably be affected if she was with me, and her means were definitely not enough to deal with any concubine in the palace, so I forced her to the queen's side, and I was the only one, so everything was more convenient. But I didn't expect that when I was already my weakest, Shen Rou didn't move.

Or, what is she waiting for?

Fortunately, the jade father-in-law is still very warm, and the things sent are also excellent, and now the ink I use is from Huizhou, the color is black and moist, and the paper is not dizzy, and the thick ink fragrance is condensed on the tip of the nose for a long time even in such a cold weather.

Mama Wu already knew my heart, so she didn't say anything, and went down after a few words.

Quiet room.

I listened to the sound of falling snow and the sound of the pen falling, as if a low singing, particularly moving, slowly my mind also moved with the tip of the pen, and even the sound of laughter outside slowly disappeared, I didn't notice it.

At this moment, a very light breathing sounded in my ears.

The tip of my pen froze, and I immediately felt something, but I didn't look back, but continued to rustle the pen, and the person behind me didn't seem to care, slowly leaning down, close to my face, and a big warm hand reached out to caress my hand.

The soft lines are under these two hands, slowly continuing.

The person behind me breathed for a long time, but my breathing became tighter and tighter, as if I was forced to embark on a narrower and narrower road, and my pen became more and more jerky, and finally stopped.

"The Emperor's ......"

The man behind him seemed to chuckle silently: "Why don't you continue?" ”

I also laughed: "The concubine's hands are cold. ”

"Isn't there still me?"

As he spoke, his hand held my hand tighter, and the warm touch spread from his fingertips all the way down his arm to his heart, I shrank slightly, looking at him to continue writing, and hurriedly withdrew his hand: "The concubine doesn't want to paint." ”

As soon as I withdrew my hand, his hand quickly let go, and I gently set the brush aside, then slowly turned to look at him.

Also, I haven't seen you in a long time.

I don't know why I can always dream of him every night these days, but no matter how gentle and quiet the dream is, it seems that it can't compare to this moment, he is really standing in front of him, his breath blowing on my cheeks, his eyes fixed on my eyes.

"Don't want to draw anymore? Want to go out for a walk again? ”

"The emperor is here, what else are the concubines going out for?"

"I thought it was because I came that you had to go out for a walk."

My heart moved, and I looked up at him, and the man was now more and more unhappy, and it was becoming more and more difficult to see his thoughts in his eyes.

However, those eyes are clearly the same as in a dream.

I laughed: "Why did the emperor come?" ”

He didn't answer me, but looked down at my belly, it's been more than three months, I haven't seen much growth, my figure still looks thin, he frowned slightly, and reached out to my stomach: "Why are you still so thin?" ”

"The concubine has eaten a lot recently."

"Really?" He smiled, slowly leaned over, and whispered, "I'll take a look at ......."

As he spoke, a pair of hands were already propped up on the table behind me, holding me in his arms, his upper body leaned slightly, the two faces were almost close together, and I could smell the familiar smell in his breath, and I saw that his lips were about to kiss mine, and I gently tilted my face to the side.

But he didn't get angry, but just looked at the painting on the table while I turned my face.

"What are you drawing?"

"Bodhisattva."

"How do you draw a Bodhisattva?"

"The concubine recently listened to Zen with the Queen Mother in the Linshui Pagoda, and wanted to invite a Bodhisattva."

Hearing the Queen Mother, the expression on his face froze for a moment, but slowly softened again, and he turned his head to look at me: "Do you know what the word Bodhisattva means?" ”

I laughed: "The emperor tested me? The word Bodhisattva means 'feeling affection', is the concubine right? ”

"That's right, it's 'feeling affectionate'." He slowly leaned over again, looked down at my cheeks that were slightly red because of his approach, and his lips trembled slightly: "The Bodhisattva is affectionate, but you are ruthless." ”

"I ......"

Before he could finish speaking, he jerked his head down and grabbed my lips.

I haven't seen it for a long time, and it's really been a long time, and I haven't been so close.

I just felt as if fireworks had bloomed in front of me, and the whole person was on fire with a bang, and the hands on the table had wrapped around my waist and slowly rubbed me into his arms. And his lips were harder and more wild than his hands, and they grinded against my lips and tongue almost with hunger and thirst.

The tip of my tongue ached from his sucking, and my hot snort seemed to burn at any moment.

This kiss is too dangerous!

When the last bit of strength was drained by his kiss, I hurriedly turned my head away, and put my hands on his chest, slightly widening the distance between the two people.

The lips were separated, but the hot feeling was still there, and both of them were also a little out of breath, as if they were going to be burned together again in the next moment, I felt the restless beating under his chest, and I was also a little emotional, and said softly: "Your Majesty, ......"

“……”

He didn't speak, just breathed heavily, his hands were hot, and he was holding my waist, and the heat was almost like burning my skin through the thick clothes.

When he didn't come, it was as cold as ice, but when he came, it was as hot as fire.

I gasped slightly: "Your Majesty, the concubine is not ruthless, but the concubine is pregnant." ”

It was like pouring cold water on him, and he paused and slowly let go of me, and I took the opportunity to slip out of his arms.

He stood by the window and froze for a while, and finally sighed slowly, at this time Xiaoyu and Shui Xiu had been waiting at the door for a long time before they dared to walk in cautiously and deliver hot tea and pastries.

He slowly walked over and sat down, one hand on the table, did not drink tea, did not eat, just remained silent, I don't know if he was angry or what? I just walked over and handed the tea to him.

He glanced up at me, finally smiled helplessly, picked up the tea bowl and took a sip of tea.

I sat down across from him lightly and said, "Your Majesty, is Xu Cairen okay?" ”

There was a "ding" sound, and the tea bowl and lid touched.

Pei Yuanhao slowly raised his head to look at me, his eyes burning: "You still care about her?" ”