388.Chapter 388 Love is a dilemma that no one can solve

"Lizhu, when did you stop loving me?"

When this sentence was asked, even his usually cold and perfect face had a crack, as if it was about to be shattered in the next moment.

His voice was not heavy, and there was even a deliberate softness, but I knew better than anyone that this was something he had never before, and the words forced out with his heart, although as light as the wind, had an inexplicable sadness, which rippled in this inquiry.

Even the river has become uncalm.

Nangong Lizhu knelt in front of him, tears were rampant on her face, she had always been indifferent, graceful, and high, but at this moment, she was at a loss as she had never been, her whole body trembled like a leaf in the wind and rain, and after a long time, she slowly raised her head and looked at Pei Yuanhao.

Tears rippled in those autumn-like eyes, and the pitiful appearance was enough to break anyone's heart.

It was a long time before she spoke, "You know? ”

"......" Pei Yuanhao acquiesced.

"When did you find out?"

"When a man loves me, I don't necessarily know it right away; But a person who no longer loves me can't hide it. Pei Yuanhao looked at her and said word by word: "I just want to know, since when did it start." ”

Hearing his words, Nangong Lizhu smiled.

The smile on the face of the pear blossom with the rain was hidden by the meager mist, looking sad and charming, even at this time, she was still so beautiful enough to turn all beings upside down, but in the end, she was just a woman trapped by love.

"From the day I married him."

Pei Yuanhao's body froze suddenly.

I froze and looked at the two of them stupidly.

From the day she married Pei Yuanxiu, she fell in love with Pei Yuanxiu......? And that day, that day, was the day that changed my fate......

"From the day you married him?"

Pei Yuanhao subconsciously shook his head and muttered this sentence, as if he couldn't believe it at all: "Why? Why? ”

If it was really love, if there was really love, how could it change because of a marriage, between Nangong Lizhu and him, what I know, what I don't know, but there were feelings, so that he and her were once happy, but also extremely painful feelings, but why did they come to this day?

Nangong Lizhu smiled sadly, tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes like a string of pearls with broken threads, she sat on the ground, looking up at the sky blankly, "I have always felt that he is an unreal person, since he was a child, no one can see his heart clearly, and no one knows what he is thinking; You are more real to me than him, you know how to cherish me, know how to love me, I can't not love you, I have always loved you. ”

The more she spoke, the more fierce the tears fell, and the miserable little white face was already soaked with tears.

Pei Yuanhao listened silently and didn't say a word, but the pain in his eyes seemed to be getting deeper and deeper.

"Until I and you need to make a choice," Nangong Lizhu looked at him and said sadly: "I thought that you would give up your position for me, I thought that you would submit to your aunt for me and become a person in her camp, but I never imagined that what you said to me was that no one could stand in your way - even me!" ”

"From that time on, I knew that you didn't love me that much, and what you loved most was yourself!"

Pei Yuanhao still listened silently and did not interrupt her, and her accusation was also something he couldn't refute.

He does love himself and his power, but in the end, there is nothing wrong with this, everyone should love themselves, should not lose themselves in a relationship, and should not give up the goals and ideals of life for the sake of love.

He is not wrong, and Nangong Lizhu is not wrong, what is wrong is just fate.

Fate makes them love each other, but they are destined to stand on opposite sides from birth, so this relationship is destined to die.

"And he-" Nangong Lizhu said: "When I married him, I was already dead, because I always thought that he was also an emotionless person, I thought he was a ruthless person like you. However, on the night we got married, he was very drunk, so drunk that he was unconscious, and when he was drunk, he kept calling an unfamiliar name, and kept calling, and he kept calling, and he said that he wanted to give that person complete happiness, but he could not give it. ”

"From that moment on, I knew that he was actually real, and he was more real than anyone else."

After she said this, she turned her head to look at me, her eyes were hazy with tears, but she kept laughing, laughing so hard, but so desolate.

"You know, how envious I am, how jealous I am!"

Following her gaze, Pei Yuanhao also looked at me, and at this time, I could only stand in front of her, unable to say anything, and unable to do anything.

Pei Yuanxiu...... Pei Yuanxiu......

That fairy-like man once said to me that the man who wants to give me happiness, I never know when his feelings were born, and I never know why his feelings are so deep, but now, he and I are still on opposite sides.

Is this fate?

Nangong Lizhu slowly stood up from the ground, stumbled to the mast and looked ahead, and said with a sad smile: "From that time on, I wanted him to love me, I tried to be his good wife, I did anything for him, I just wanted him to pour that kind of feelings into me." ”

As she spoke, she looked back at me, "So, I don't want you to die." ”

“……”

"Until he falls in love with me, until I replace you, I won't let you die!"

“……”

"I want to be clear, clear, and complete, and get his heart!"

When she said this, Pei Yuanhao's face turned pale, and she kept looking at Nangong Lizhu, listening to her words, and then smiled.

This laugh, indescribable self-deprecation, indescribable mourning.

At this moment, several soldiers with knives ran over, knelt down five steps away from him, and said, "Your Majesty, Shengjing's ship has discovered us, and now we are preparing to sail back!" ”

His misty eyes suddenly sobered up at this moment, burst out with a light as sharp as a needle, and suddenly stood up and looked up ahead, the big ship in the thick fog had indeed stopped, obviously having noticed that something was wrong here.

Nangong Lizhu's eyes widened suddenly, staring at that side.

"Hooray, is it possible now-"

Without waiting for their words to finish, Pei Yuanhao slowly raised his hand and made a gesture: "Go!" ”

The soldiers received the order and immediately said, "Obey the order!" ”

As soon as the words fell, they immediately walked to both sides of the deck, took out a few colorful flags, and waved them at both sides, the movements were very rhythmic, and they knew that they were flags at a glance!

They're --

Just when I was puzzled, huge shadows suddenly appeared in the mist of the valleys on both sides, and they drove quickly towards the center of the canyon, accompanied by a huge whistling sound, echoing in the valley, as if thousands of troops were galloping and galloping, and as if there were really two fierce tigers roaring down!

If you look closely, it turns out to be two teams of warships!

Boat Landscape Master!

Yes, Zhoushan Water Master, if Pei Yuanhao knew from the beginning that Nangong Lizhu's appearance was a ploy, then the next qiē was all fake, chasing assassins, starting a water war, and annihilating the enemy, all of them were fake, and only one was true.

It was he who really dispatched the Zhoushan Water Division over, for the sake of this moment of Tiger Leaping Gorge!

No-no-no!

I shook my head, the fear in my heart devoured me like a tiger, and at this moment I seemed to be back to the night of the chaos in the Forbidden City, forcing the palace to seize the heir, and the killing he caused, his eyes were full of blood, staining the sky, the ground, and my eyes.

If, this blood flowed out of Pei Yuanxiu's body-

"Your Majesty," I subconsciously raised my head, walked over and grabbed his sleeve at once, and knelt in front of him: "Don't-don't-!" ”

He glanced back at me, and his sharp eyes showed ruthlessness at this moment, and he waved his sleeves suddenly!

As soon as he waved his sleeves, the soldiers on both sides immediately took the order and danced a flag towards the Zhoushan warship, and the bright red flag drew a cruel arc in the air, like blood!

"No—!"

Nangong Lizhu's mournful cry rippled on the river, this shout seemed to break through the sky, and even the fog cracked for her, and the Zhoushan warship suddenly made a loud noise, and one after another blazing sparks broke through the fog and shot straight towards the big ship.

Boom!

Thousands of flames erupted on the great ship, followed by a huge roar and explosion, the fire of the Hongyi cannon was enough to destroy the canyon, and the great ship was soon shattered, and the people on board let out a terrible roar and wail before death, and sawdust flew and smoke billowed and filled the entire valley.

"Don't! No! Yuan Xiu——! ”

Nangong Lizhu shouted desperately as if she was crazy, and even wanted to jump down, Pei Yuanhao's eyes were already bloodshot, but she still grabbed her and pulled her back into her arms; And Yu Gonggong and Shui Xiu also clung to me and didn't let me rush forward, I struggled, but I couldn't take another step.

Finally, I watched the big ship let out its last wail, and then under the attack of the artillery, it finally scattered into powder, and slowly sank in front of my eyes.

Looking at this scene in front of me, I was stunned, and the blood in my whole body condensed into ice at this moment.

That big ship, ruined, that Pei Yuan repaired him-

"Yuan Xiu!"

Nangong Lizhu was tightly imprisoned in Pei Yuanhao's arms, and suddenly his eyes were red and he pulled out a dagger from his arms, and he was about to stab him in the chest.

And Pei Yuanhao didn't even hide, just hugged her and looked at her so stiffly.

The tip of the knife had already pierced his chest, but the moment it pierced in, it stopped, and Nangong Lizhu looked at him tremblingly.

Everyone didn't expect that she would carry a murder weapon on her body, and no one could have imagined that she would suddenly attack Pei Yuanhao, everyone was stunned at this moment, and only after a while did the crowd exclaim: "The emperor is careful!" ”

"Protect the Emperor!"

With a wave of his hand, Pei Yuanhao stopped everyone from rushing over.

He still looked down at Nangong Lizhu, and the pain in those eyes was enough to shatter a single qiē.

"Are you really, going to kill me?"