This quarrel was another whole night.

Throughout the night, I could hear the sound of quarrels coming from the side of the house, the sound of things being broken on the ground, and Mu Hua's whining cry, these sounds disturbed the already unpeaceful night more and more difficult to calm down, the child kept crying, and I could only keep holding her and coaxing.

It's only been a few days, and it seems like I've been going through a few years—the years that Huang Tianba has experienced.

Several times, even I felt that the words that Mu Hua said were a little excessive and unbearable, but Huang Tianba did not brush his sleeves away as in the past, or say some heavy words to scare her, but explained to her slowly and patiently after a long silence.

For some reason, although I didn't see the thin and lonely silhouette under the moon again, my heart became more and more uneasy.

This kind of Huang Tianba makes me feel like a ghost in purgatory, being swallowed up by the sea of fire little by little, and he can't even call for help.

It wasn't until the early hours of the morning that the voices on the side of the house slowly subsided.

On this night, perhaps the people in the garden could not sleep peacefully, and when the morning sun was slightly dew, there was the sound of servants walking to and fro.

I also got up early, freshened up, and went out with the child in my arms, the garden was still covered with a faint mist, the morning dew condensed on the branches, and the colorful clothes on the people reflected in the morning light, brilliant colors.

As soon as I went out, I saw that the door of the fine house was also opened, and an emaciated figure slowly walked out, gently closing the door.

It's Huang Tianba.

The servant on the side had already walked over and asked him in a low voice if he wanted to send breakfast, he looked inside, and said in a low voice: "Send it later, let the lady sleep a little longer." ”

"Yes."

The servant woman agreed to go down, but he still stood at the door, his amorous eyes were full of heavy weariness, and he looked at the door that was gently closed, and after a long while, without a sigh or any expression, he turned around indifferently and walked out.

As soon as he turned around, a clear voice sounded in the garden: "Ahhh ”

He stopped and looked over to me.

I also lowered my head and looked at my infant daughter in my arms, her little face was flushed, and she was stained with a faint film of water by the morning mist, her bright eyes looked at Huang Tianba, and her little hands and feet were squirming restlessly in the swaddling clothes, as if she was eager to grab something.

A smile suddenly appeared on Huang Tianba's indifferent face, and he slowly walked over.

"Woke up so early?"

"Hmm."

He looked down at the child, his face was heavy and tired, but when the smile appeared, his whole face was so soft that it seemed to melt into the mist, only the streamer of the eyes, smart and clear, like a jumping wave. He stretched out a finger and gently touched the child's face, and the child let out a loud "huh" again, and the little face smiled like a flower.

"Oh, she's so cute!"

He said happily, and gently touched the child's small mouth again, and the watery little mouth suddenly became up, and made a popping sound towards him, Huang Tianba laughed all of a sudden: "Haha, this child-"

I also laughed: "It's rare that she cried all night, and she smiled happily when she saw you." ”

Huang Tianba teased her for a while, the smile on his face slowly faded, as if he remembered something, and muttered for a while: "If only I could-"

I was stunned, and looked up at him, but he did not say any more, and there was a look of loneliness on his face, and on such a deep winter morning, there was an indescribable sense of loneliness like the silhouette of him I saw in the middle of the moon on those nights.

He was silent, but the child seemed to be unwilling to be lonely, and shouted at him, he came back to his senses, smiled at the child, and said, "By the way, you don't seem to have named the child yet." ”

"Hmm."

"Why don't you take it yet?"

I said, "I'll wait for San'er to come back and give her a name." ”

Huang Tianba was stunned for a moment, I hugged the child, put my slightly cool cheeks on her soft little face, and said: "When San'er was still in prison, he said that he would name the child as soon as he was sad, and he had already thought a lot about it. So the child's name, I'm going to wait for him to come back and get it. ”

Huang Tianba looked at me quietly, as if he had some emotion, and just as he was about to say something, he heard a knock on the door outside.

He and I both turned our heads to look at the people who were coming so early in the morning.

The servants were still busy below, Huang Tianba simply walked over by himself, and heard the sound of the door opening from a distance, I looked over, and saw Huang Tianba standing at the gate, the whole person seemed to be frozen, unable to say a word for a long time, just standing so dumbfounded.

I subconsciously walked over: "Master Huang, who is it?" ”

He stood at the door, slowly turned his head, with a faint but joyful smile on his face, and looked at me: "Qingying." ”

"Huh?"

"Your daughter has a name."

“……”

My steps subconsciously froze, and when I raised my head, I saw Huang Tianba slowly turning sideways, revealing the figure of the person standing outside the door.

The familiar figure, tall and strong, but distressed by excessive emaciation, was so thick in the mist that I almost thought I was dreaming when I looked up at him.

These days, only in dreams can you see those eyes that are as clear as ever.

Liu ...... San'er ......"

"Light!"

The familiar and upright face was also full of ecstatic smiles, and when they saw me, their eyes lit up, and they ran in from outside the door at once, and ran in front of me: "Light! ”

"San'er ......"

The fog in front of me was getting heavier and more blurry, and he had clearly walked in front of me, but I couldn't see it even more clearly, and I only felt that my eyes were hot, and my chest seemed to be about to explode because of the sudden surprise—was this a dream, or was it awake, why couldn't I tell the difference?

If this is a dream......

God, please keep me from waking up!

The next moment, I was fiercely embraced by a pair of strong arms.

This time, when I went to Aunt Liu's grave, it was no longer me and my daughter.

When Liu San'er saw the tall tombstone, the whole person seemed to have been drained of his soul, trembling so much that he could only be led by me with one hand and slowly walked to the tomb.

Tears, like beads of broken thread, dripped down from the eyes, and in a short time they wet the swarthy face.

I knew he wanted to cry, he wanted to cry hard, but when he opened his mouth, he couldn't make any sound, and his throat just kept struggling, as if he was being torn apart by something.

Tears, in fact, are already catharsis, and only when it hurts the most, the most painful, people can't cry.

I know that his pain has reached the extreme.

"San'er ......"

I walked up to him, and as soon as I opened my mouth, he knelt down with a puff, and kowtowed to the ground fiercely, three, six, nine, but it was still not enough, and the sound of the bang made my heart tremble, and in a short time his forehead had been broken, and blood flowed out and soaked the ground.

I was so distressed that I hurriedly walked over, knelt beside him, and stopped him with one hand: "San'er......"

“……”

"Don't do that!"

“……”

He couldn't say a word, only stubbornly kowtowed, but I hugged him tightly, and he couldn't kowtow anymore, but his body trembled so much, like a child who had just woken up from a nightmare, opened his eyes, but found that he had been in a nightmare and had never escaped.

He opened his mouth, and the sound in his throat made him feel pain in his heart as soon as he heard it, but he couldn't cry, he could only struggle desperately, and he couldn't see anything in his red eyes, only a few words on the tombstone.

"San'er...... Don't do that! Don't do that! ”

I hugged him, and hot tears fell: "Mother won't blame you, she never will, she just wants you to be good, as long as you are good, San'er, don't let your mother look at it like this, okay?" ”

"......" He was still speechless, but he shook his head slowly, his teeth grinded and gurgling, tears poured out like a bursting embankment, and after finally losing the last trace of strength, he broke down and shouted: "Mother-! ”

I held him in my arms hard, and even though I was so weak, I still hugged him tightly with all my strength, for fear that if I missed, he would fall, and even more afraid that as soon as I let go, I would lose him. And the man in my arms, who was usually my support, carried so many burdens on his broad shoulders, but at this moment he was completely helpless and curled up in my arms, and after a long silence, he finally slowly raised his hands and hugged my waist.

I could feel that every tremor he made me hold me tighter and tighter.

I felt his tears soak his clothes and slowly penetrate his skin, bringing a slightly cool touch.

I trembled slightly, and before I could make any movement, I was hugged tighter by him, I lowered my head, but I couldn't see his eyes, only his moist eyelashes trembled, and I don't know how long later, his low voice sounded in my ears.

"Light ......"

"Huh?"

"Don't leave me."

“……”

"Don't leave me."

“…… No, it won't. ”

I held him harder in my arms, and he held him harder, and when I was afraid of losing him, he seemed to be terrified, and he didn't want to lose anyone again, especially me.

The sky is as gloomy as the heart of a person.

Since Liu San'er came back from Aunt Liu's grave, she has been so heavy, and her whole spirit seems to have collapsed.

In fact, for Aunt Liu's body, he may not have that preparation, but no matter what people think in their hearts and how they prepare, when the person who really says that he loves leaves, all preparations are empty, and that kind of fatal pain will be deeply rooted in people's lives.

Huang Tianba They also knew that at this time, he needed to be quiet, so they didn't come, there were only me and him in the room, and my daughter, I slowly walked in front of him, looked at the head lowered, depressed, squatted down gently, raised my head to look at him.

"San'er ......"

"Mother, did you say anything when you left?"

I smiled softly and softly and said, "No." ”

“……”

"She helped me deliver the baby, and after seeing my daughter, she left."

“……”

"She's very happy, she's laughing all the time when she leaves, it's not hard."

“……”

"Actually, you also know her body, don't blame yourself too much."

Liu San'er lowered his head, his dark face looked even more haggard because of his too pale complexion, he sat there blankly, and after a while, he suddenly seemed to react to something: "Daughter......?" ”

"Well," I nodded, "I gave birth to a daughter." ”

"Daughter......

His wooden face finally had a little expression, raised his head to look at me, I got up, hugged the child who had been lying on the bed in swaddling clothes, and hugged him in front of him: "Didn't you say that you thought of a lot of names for the child?" She's been waiting for you to choose a name for her. ”

Liu San'er looked at the child blankly, and the child seemed to be dumbfounded, lying in the swaddling clothes and looking at him, and the dark eyes of two people, one big and one small, looked at each other like this.

I don't know how long it took, Liu San'er gently took her and held her in her arms, while my daughter was like an ignorant kitten, looking at him with dark eyes, suddenly cracking her mouth, stretching out her little hand and patting him in the face: "Ahhh ”

A ripple of laughter appeared on Liu San'er's pale face.

As if he had found something interesting, the child became more and more happy, and his little hands kept rubbing his face: "Ahhh ”

"Heh......" Liu San'er laughed happily, raised his head to look at me, his eyes were red: "I...... She ......"

I said softly, "I've been waiting for you to choose a name." ”

Liu San'er looked at her daughter, her originally pale face finally had a trace of warmth, this child was like bringing hope for life, which made people warm from the bottom of her heart, Liu San'er looked at her, her eyes were red and she gently hugged her in her arms, rubbing her little hands with her face.

This scene is so warm that it makes people's hearts sour.

It was also because of this that the sorrow and boredom in my heart were slightly relaxed, and I helped him clean up a little, and then asked, "Where have you been these days?" ”

Liu San'er still hugged her daughter and didn't let go, and said: "That day, I went to the river beach to look for my aunt, but I didn't find it for a long time, I was worried about you, and I was afraid that she had come back, so I walked back, but just halfway through, I ran into people from the government." ”

"Huh?"

When I heard this, I was immediately startled, didn't the news from Huang Tianba say that the people from the government didn't find him, and they went back empty-handed? How-

When Liu San'er saw it, he hurriedly said, "Don't worry, look at me now, didn't I come back well?" ”

Yes, yes.

I suddenly felt a little funny, I was really concerned, and I was still uneasy when I saw him in front of me, so I hurriedly asked, "Then how did you get out?" How could those people let you go? ”

Liu San'er said: "Those people naturally refused to let me go, and when I saw them, I was also startled, and hurriedly ran back, but those people rode horses, and after a while, they caught me up and wanted to arrest me." ”

My heart was in my throat: "And then? ”

"Then, suddenly a boy came on the road and rescued me."

"Childe?"

My heart chuckled: "What son?" ”