"The boy also said that in fact, there is also a person by his side who has been away for a long time."

When I heard this, I was in a trance, sitting there in a daze, looking at the rickety curtain in front of me, but my eyes seemed to have seen through the qiē in front of me, and I saw those vague scenes that I don't know how long ago.

The carriage was still jolting forward, I swayed with the carriage, but I was also a little tired, and slowly leaned my head on Liu San'er's shoulder, and he looked down at me.

I looked at the daughter who was sleeping peacefully in his arms, showed a faint smile, stretched out my finger, and gently touched her little nose: "Li'er ......"

Liu San'er looked at me with a smile, and I said, "Just use this name." I also hope that she will not leave us, only a warm and happy place, people will not want to leave. ”

"Hmm." He nodded, and I smiled, rubbing my cheek over his shoulder, and closing my eyes slightly.

It was very quiet all around, only the sound of the wheels crashing on the ground, and the long breathing of Queen Yin, but it made the carriage seem more and more quiet, but in such silence, I couldn't sleep, and in front of my heart, a trance flashed a lot of scenes, all of which I thought I had forgotten and would only appear in dreams.

But slowly, they all got closer.

At this time, Liu San'er's voice sounded in his ears again: "Light." ”

"Huh?"

"You say that only in a warm and happy place will people not want to leave - then why did you leave your home?"

I slowly opened my eyes and looked up at him.

The light in the carriage was not good, but his eyes were still surprisingly bright, but the gaze in them was no longer the same as before, when he could see to the end, but a clear spring water, although it was translucent, but it had become deeper.

I looked into his eyes, smiled slightly, and still leaned on his shoulder: "What do you think?" ”

He thought for a while and said: "Actually, until now, it doesn't matter if we continue to stay in Yangzhou or go to Shudi, I don't care where I go, I just care - where you want to go." ”

“……”

"You've never mentioned your home, as if you've forgotten about it. I think that if a person forgets his past, there is only one reason, and that is because his past is not happy, or even painful, so he is reluctant to mention it again. If your home is really like this, you will forget about it completely; But if you feel homesick, if you still feel that there is something to be nostalgic for, then I am willing to accompany you to Shudi, no matter when. ”

“……”

I leaned on his shoulder, and those eyes were so close to me, so close, so close that I could almost see my reflection inside, and I could even feel the light flowing through my eyes, slightly hot.

It's the same as something beating in the chest.

After a long time, I smiled softly, my hands wrapped around my slightly cool curled knees, and the whole person snuggled up to him, and the two of them were so tightly pressed together, their breaths entangled, and their breaths were full of each other's tastes.

I said softly, "San'er, I don't miss home. ”

"Ah......" He wanted to say something, but before he could speak, I said, "What you just said is right. ”

His face changed slightly, and he immediately realized something, and I continued, "However, there is one place where you are not all right. ”

“…… What? ”

"If a person forgets his past, there are actually two reasons. One is that his past was not happy, even painful; And for a reason—" I looked at him and smiled, "she got better." ”

Therefore, I no longer think about the past, and I no longer hold grudges against the people who hurt me in the past.

As for the "childe"—

I raised my eyes and looked at Liu San'er, who was smiling happily, he was looking down at Li'er, his smile was as soft as a spring breeze, with indescribable warmth, my heart also warmed-

Since God has already let them meet, it is the arrangement of God.

I believe that we can persevere, and we can persevere!

Back at home, this place had long been a mess by the people in the government at the beginning, and Liu San'er cleaned up inside and out for a long time before settling down again.

The family suffered such a catastrophe, and it was really badly damaged, although Huang Tianba extended a hand, but he and I know each other, and I don't need to say too much, it's just a part, and many things have to rely on myself. Liu San'er went up the mountain and down the river every day, and from time to time he would take some carpenter's work to do, and I was taking care of the children and taking care of Queen Yin.

In the blink of an eye, it has been a few days since he went home, Liu San'er abided by the previous agreement between him and the son, and the next day after he came back, he went to report the safety so that the other party did not have to worry, and the next time, this matter seems to have passed like this, and this son did not appear in our lives.

The family is busy, revealing a kind of homely tranquility and peace.

But I know that this qiē is only temporary.

This kind of quietness makes me feel like a stalemate, and no one is willing to take the first step.

Until the fifteenth day of this month, Liu San'er carried two bundles of firewood and a few catties of fish to the town to sell, and when he came back, he told me that the son had set up a banquet at home and invited our family to his house tomorrow night.

When I heard the news, I was doing needlework for someone, and my fingertips trembled, and the tip of the needle stuck in my finger.

Ten fingers connected to my heart, and this time it hurt so much that my heart also jumped violently, as if it was about to jump out of my chest at once.

Liu San'er smiled and said, "Light, let's take Li'er with us tomorrow night." My aunt was not in good health, so she stayed at home. ”

I quietly rubbed a little blood bead from my fingertips on the white yarn, and the needle fell from my hand, and the red and bright silk thread left a gorgeous red plum on the white yarn after a while.

Then, I looked up, smiled, and said, "Okay." ”

The next afternoon, just after Shenshi, Liu San'er came back from the river beach, changed into a set of clean green cloth clothes, and took me to the town with Li'er.

The sun fell early in winter, when our family of three arrived in the town, there was only a faint light on the western hilltop, but it did not prevent the lights of the town from gradually rising, and I was also the first time to go to the town in the evening, the streets were full of small vendors, lit candles, and the red lanterns under the eaves of large families, emitting a faint red light, reflecting the whole town to be particularly lively.

Here, however, there is one that is exceptionally bright.

It is a three-in-three-out house, it is the largest mansion near and far, it was the residence of a squire here before, Liu San'er said that he didn't know how much this son paid to buy it, it was repaired inside and out, surrounded by rockeries inside, green water flowed, pavilions and pavilions, the scenery was beautiful, like the general place of the heavenly palace.

I listened, and only smiled faintly.

But in my heart, I have sunk.

As soon as I looked up, I saw two majestic stone lions at the door, which were extraordinarily solemn at night, and were illuminated by red lanterns, which made people feel more and more inexplicably stressed.

Although he had already been prepared, but at this moment, his fingertips were still trembling uncontrollably, and Li'er in his arms seemed to feel something, and struggled gently, letting out an uneasy whimper.

When Liu San'er heard this, he hurriedly said, "What's wrong?" Is the child uncomfortable? ”

I was just about to answer, but two young people had already walked out of the gate and leaned over towards us: "Young Master Liu, madam, the master has been waiting for a long time, please." ”

Liu San'er nodded, looked at Li'er again, and I said softly: "The child is fine, probably sleepy." Let's go. ”

"Oh." He patted the swaddling clothes lightly and led me through the door.

What Liu San'er said is not false at all, the scenery inside is indeed exquisite, even if the light is dim, you can see the craggy rockery in the distance, and there is also a living spring flowing in the garden, all the way inside, you can hear the sound of the spring gurgling.

I'm in a trance.

From going to Liu San'er's house to marrying him, these days, I am accompanied by the small courtyard of Chaimen, smelling chickens and dogs every day, and doing the most ordinary, subsistence work, I have almost forgotten my own memories, at home, in the palace, those pavilions, carved fences and jade masonry, sometimes I accidentally think of a scene, I feel that it is in a dream.

And now, it's like a dream.

I walked in a trance, Liu San'er seemed to feel something, took a slow step, and stretched out his hand back.

I looked up at him, and he smiled at me.

The twilight was deep, only the lantern under the eaves in the distance shone dimly, and his smile was also hazy, as if in a dream, but my heart became more and more uneasy - he was my only reality, and could not also be a dream.

Thinking of this, I hurriedly reached out and grabbed his warm hand.

He smiled, didn't say anything, just led me slowly forward, and after a while I walked through a long corridor, I saw a delicate courtyard in front of me, which was as quiet as night, and did not hear a single human voice.

Liu San'er said softly: "It's here." ”

My palm, already covered with cold sweat, seemed to feel it too, and looked down at me.

Before he could say anything, the person leading the way in front had already stepped forward and said outside the door: "Master, Liu Gongzi has arrived." ”

There was no sound in the room, and the leader pushed open the door and made a gesture towards us: "Please, two of you." ”

Liu San'er nodded, said that there was work, and walked in with me.

The room was brightly lit, and when I first entered, I saw only candle flames, which were constantly fluttering and making a sizzling sound because of the sudden opening of the door, which made the room seem to be shaking.

The candle flame flickered, and it also reflected the person sitting on the left, holding a wine glass in his hand, and slowly raised his head and looked at us.

It was a familiar, but unfamiliar handsome face, without a trace of temperature, and those deep eyes were like a cold pool, condensing the cold ice that had not melted for thousands of years, just looking at me.

At this moment, it was like a sudden thunder above my head, and my mind went blank.

How-maybe-