I suddenly became nervous: "What did I say in my dream?" ”

Liu San'er hesitated for a moment, and said slowly: "You have been saying in your dreams - why didn't you let you go, and also said that you yourself - why are you not really dead." ”

All of a sudden, my face turned pale.

I don't know what kind of dreams I had, all the dreams have been blurred, but in the blur, I can also feel my fear and helplessness, but I didn't expect that all of them have been said and heard by San'er.

Liu San'er looked at my pale face, hesitated for a while, and said slowly: "Light, why, I think you seem to be afraid of Yuan Gongzi." ”

As soon as I heard his words, my heart jumped violently, and the blood in my whole body suddenly coagulated, and I looked at him with a trace of horror before I collapsed, and he, maybe because the two of them were clinging to each other, could also feel my heartbeat, and he didn't say any more.

The atmosphere became a little stiff.

After being silent for a long time, he seemed to have made up his mind, sat up slowly, put his hands on both sides of my body, leaned down and looked at me with those dark eyes: "Light, I haven't asked about your past, because I know that you must have been deeply injured, so I don't ask you, because I don't want you to think about those things again." ”

I slowly raised my head and looked at him, my voice trembling slightly, "Now, do you want to ask?" ”

“…… Will you say that? ”

I looked into his eyes and my heart trembled.

I never wanted to tell him about my past, even now, because the past was too unbearable, and I didn't want him to know about my past injuries, and because I wanted to be a completely new person.

And now, my past is in front of me, and there is only a layer of window paper left, which will be broken when I stab it, and maybe I should sue him.

But as soon as I remembered that night at the gate, Pei Yuanhao looked at me, and the last thing he said-

"It's not a good thing for everyone to say who I am."

I knew very well that he was saying this to me, and he was threatening me not to talk nonsense, otherwise nothing good would happen, that is, there would be something I regretted.

He will make me regret, and He has countless ways to make me regret, make me miserable, and make me despair!

As soon as I thought of this, I couldn't say anything in my heart, and slowly lowered my head.

Seeing me like this, Liu San'er seemed to understand something, I heard him sigh softly, and then let go of me, as soon as I left his embrace, there was immediately a cold air, penetrating into the person's skin, almost even the heart could feel it, I gently reached out and hugged my body.

He...... Disappointed?

At this moment, he stretched out his hand again, gently pulled up the quilt for me, tucked it up, I was slightly stunned, looked up at him, he was also sitting on the edge of the bed, looking down at me, his eyes were still warm, and even his hand, when he stroked my cheek, was still warm, and said, "Forget it." ”

“……”

"I also know that if a person's memory is too painful, he should not be allowed to recall it."

“……”

"Since you don't want to think about it, forget about it."

“……”

After saying that, he put on his clothes, and I slowly propped myself up, wanting to look at the small bed next to me, but found that it was empty, and hurriedly asked, "Where is Li'er?" Why isn't Li'er here? ”

Liu San'er got dressed and said to me, "You have been sick for the past few days, and you can't feed her, so I found an acquaintance in the town to help take care of her." ”

As soon as I heard it, I was about to get out of bed immediately, but the person had been burning for a few days, and my body was so weak that I felt a strong dizziness as soon as I sat up, and I almost collapsed, Liu San'er hurriedly came over to help me and said, "Don't get out of bed." ”

"I, I want to see the child!"

"I'll pick her up." As he spoke, he pushed me back into bed and laid me down, pressed my shoulders and said, "How are you going to be like this?" I put a long-life lock on Li'er in the silver shop in the town a few days ago, and I should go and get it today, and when I pick up the child, you can see it, don't worry, have a good rest. ”

Although I was anxious to see the child, my body really didn't allow it, so I could only nod and say, "Come back soon." ”

"Hmm."

He nodded, covered me with the quilt again, and went out.

As soon as he left, the room fell silent, and only the breath that belonged to him was left on the tip of his nose, gentle and clean, like a pair of the gentlest hands, encircling me.

I curled up in this breath, which was supposed to be a moment of peace and happiness, but I never got quiet.

The appearance of that person was like a nightmare that suddenly woke up, only to wake up and find that the nightmare had come true, and what scared me even more was that he didn't treat me like he did in every deepest nightmare, he didn't even get angry, he didn't have a rage, and he didn't have what I feared the most - it was not good for Liu San'er.

But the more this happened, the more scared I became.

He is not a soft-handed man, at least for me, but he is like a sword hanging over his head, which has not yet fallen, but he does not know when it will bring about destruction.

I thought uneasily, I don't know how long it took, the uneasiness in my heart made me unable to lie down anymore, so I slowly got out of bed, my hands and feet were weak, and it took a long time to clean myself up after getting dressed, and after washing up, I slowly walked out against the wall and pushed the door open.

As soon as the door opened, a bitter cold wind hit.

The sky outside was very gloomy, and the thick dark clouds overhead covered the entire sky, giving people a very oppressive feeling, and the wind carried a biting chill that blew straight into people's hearts.

I felt a little unbearable, so I retreated and tried to close the door.

But at this moment, there was a rush of horses' hooves and wheels in the wind, and a carriage was heading towards my home, which was the same carriage that brought me and Liu San'er back that night.

As soon as I saw it, my heart suddenly became nervous, and the carriage stopped outside, and a person came down from above, it was Pei Yuanhao's long-term entourage, he pushed open the courtyard door and walked in, walked in front of me, and said respectfully: "Madam." ”

I just felt that I couldn't stand on my feet, and I held on to the door frame and looked at him with a pale face: "What are you doing here?" ”

"The master asks the lady to come over."

As soon as I heard this, my heart sank, and a more chilling cold wind blew, I seemed to be a little unbearable, and my nails hurt a little on the door panel: "He, what is he going to do?" ”

The man said lightly: "The master said, please ask the lady to go over and catch up." ”

Up?

Hearing these two words, it was like a needle in the wind, which hurt people's hearts, I bit my lower lip and said, "I don't have anything to say to him, I want to wait for my father-in-law to come back, you can go." ”

With that, I stepped back and prepared to close the door.

But just when I was about to close the door, the man spoke: "Since Madame is not going, I can only go and invite Liu Gongzi." ”

My hand froze suddenly, and I raised my head suddenly: "What did you say?!" ”

"The master ordered, if the lady doesn't go, I will go and ask Liu Gongzi to come over."

My hand holding the door trembled almost spasmodically, my joints turned white, as if my fingers would be broken in the next moment, and my indifferent face seemed to be frozen by such a cold temperature, and without the slightest fluctuation it raised its head to look at me, took a step back to the side, and said, "Madam, please." ”

Biting my lower lip, I finally slowly let go of the door and walked outside step by step.

The wind is blowing more and more urgently.

Sitting in the carriage, I was like a ghost who had lost its traction, not knowing where it would be blown by the wind in the next moment, but the biting temperature pierced into my heart, even if I curled up in the corner and hugged my knees hard, I couldn't stop it.

After some time, the carriage stopped, and I was helped out of the carriage and slowly walked into the mansion.

I have been here before, but maybe because there is no red lantern that night, and there is no warm hand of Liu San'er to hold it, I just feel that it is very cold here, with the cold and hard breath of that person, surrounding this mansion, when I walk in step by step, it is like walking into an ice cellar.

Then, I saw the man.

He sat in the hall, wearing a black robe, the slightly loose placket was loosely tied by a belt, more and more like a bee waist ape, the body was graceful, the long hair was also tied at random at the back of the head, and a few strands of hair hung down on the chest, idle, like a lazy black panther.

He has always paid attention to his clothes, and he must be neat and rigorous on weekdays, this kind of dress, I have only seen it when I was in Shangyang Palace for him and Yao Yingxue at night, but his current appearance, and such an atmosphere, there is a subtle sense of staggering.

The hall was very quiet, as if because he was there, not even the wind could blow in, and there were only a few candles in the empty room, which seemed to be frozen, and the candlelight shone on his face, and the light and shadow on the ground, giving people a feeling of suffocation.

The long entourage who brought me bowed to him, then turned around and left, and he in the room, as well as me at the door, just quietly faced each other, not saying a word, not making a single move, as if they were secretly confronting.

The wind was getting colder and colder, and I was shivering slightly as I stood in the wind.

"Come in."

He spoke suddenly, his voice low and calm, and I couldn't hear any temperature, but I shuddered a little, and finally walked in slowly.

The room was warm, the light smoke rose from the incense burner in the corner, and I could even smell a faint fragrance on the tip of my nose, but I shivered, and the fingertips hidden in my sleeves could only be held hard, and the closer I got to him, the colder I felt, and my fingers trembled as if they would break in the next moment.

I stood quietly in front of him, and he said, "Sit down." ”

“……”

Slowly walked across from him and sat down.

There was only a pot of wine on the table, two cups, the clear white marble round cup was like an ice sculpture, the amber wine was slowly poured in, and it seemed to condense into ice, he raised the glass of amber light, and drank it all as soon as he raised his head, it seemed to be a little spicy, his brows frowned slightly, and a sound came out of his throat.

However, it did not stop.

Pour a glass, drink a glass, and the whole hall was only the sound of pouring and drinking, and I just sat in front of him and watched him drink cup by cup.

I couldn't count how much he had drunk, but he finally stopped and looked up at me: "What, with me, there is nothing to say?" ”