I'm sorry, I'm sorry......

I cried and repeated these three words in his ear, but I knew that no matter how many times I said it, I could not undo the broken relationship between me and him at this moment, just like no matter how tightly I hugged him, but I knew that I could not be with him again after all.

After some time, he grabbed my wrist and gently pulled it away.

I felt his hands trembling and didn't seem to know if I should push hard or let go. The rain was pouring down, already drenching our whole bodies, and the biting chill made my whole body shiver, and he seemed to have made up his mind and let me go.

My hand drooped, and when I looked up again, he had walked out without looking back, and in the blink of an eye, he disappeared into the vast rain.

Finished.

As soon as qiē, it's all over.

I sat down on my knees at once, the cold rain and hot tears mixing on my face, as if the interweaving of ice and fire was about to shut me up. I wanted to cry bitterly, I wanted to cry loudly, but as soon as I opened my mouth, there was a violent cough, and I almost vomited after coughing, I clutched my chest, and suddenly I made a "wow" and spit out a mouthful of red blood.

The blood fell to the ground and was quickly washed away by the rain.

I knelt in the cold rain, the rain became heavier and heavier, as if the whole world had become an ocean, to swallow me, and at this time, I suddenly didn't feel cold, I didn't feel pain, just sat there in a daze, I don't know how long later, a figure appeared in the heavy rain.

It was Pei Yuanhao, holding an umbrella, and slowly walked in front of him.

His figure is so tall, he used to appear in Yue Qingying's dream, but now, I also think it is a dream, but it is a nightmare that I can't wake up from.

It wasn't until he approached that I could see his cold eyes, looking at me colder than the rain.

"Why ......?"

“……”

"Why? Why do this to me? I lifted my pale face, washed whiter by the rain, and asked angrily.

He looked at me coldly and didn't speak.

"Why!"

I suddenly burst into a scream, and my throat was oozing blood from being too hard: "Why don't you let me go?" Why don't you let me go? I'm dead, I'm dead, and you won't let me go! ”

He looked down at me, still with a cold expression on his face, and was silent for a long time before he spoke, and said slowly, "Are you dead?" ”

“……”

"You don't."

“……”

"Since you're not dead, then I won't let you go."

“……”

"Don't forget, I said that if you dare to die, I will definitely kill Liu San'er and cut him with a thousand knives!"

I sat trembling and knelt on the ground, watching him slowly crouch down in front of me, reaching out to lift my chin, and saying word by word: "I can do what I say." If you dare to cross the bridge, I will let you see him as soon as you turn your head! ”

Hearing this, I only felt a biting cold hit my heart violently, and suddenly my eyes went black, and the whole person fell backwards.

He reached out and caught me.

In the moment before I lost my mind, I felt him slowly pick me up, those dark owl eyes kept looking at me, the thin corners of his lips raised a little sneer, put it to my ear, and said slowly: "Remember, even if you are really dead, the corpse belongs to me." You don't have the right to leave me!. ”

I fell ill.

After being carried back from the rain by him, he continued to have a fever, vomiting, and fell into a long-term coma, and the only time he would wake up was to wake up with a sharp pain in his chest, and coughed up blood several times.

I invited more than a dozen doctors to come in three days, but none of them dared to take over, and the only one had the audacity to prescribe a medicine for me to eat for a high bounty, and I vomited it all after eating for a while, and it was mixed with bright red blood.

At that time, Pei Yuanhao's eyes were even red, and he was so angry that he dragged the doctor down, and no one said what happened later.

I can't control it, lying at the head of the bed without the slightest breath, like a corpse, although I obediently ate the decoction sent me, but it seems to be filled into a bottomless pit, my breathing is getting hotter and hotter day by day, and it is getting weaker and weaker day by day, and the body that was originally slightly better raised seems to be my spirit at this moment, completely collapsed.

On this day, another doctor was invited, Pei Yuanhao sat aside with a blushing face, and after the doctor carefully checked my pulse, he looked at me again, and turned his head tremblingly: "Childe......"

He just sat on the chair next to him, without saying a word, and was already so frightened that the people around him didn't dare to take a breath.

The doctor said tremblingly: "This lady is really, there is no way, it is better to prepare for the future, it can be regarded as a rush......

Hearing this, I suddenly laughed.

And he had already stood up and slowly walked to the doctor, and the chief attendant on the side saw that the situation was not right, and hurriedly came up and said, "Childe-please calm your anger." ”

He didn't speak, but his eyes almost burst with anger, so frightened that the doctor didn't dare to speak, and he hurriedly grabbed the doctor and walked out, and closed the door as well.

I leaned back against the head of the bed, and the smile in my eyes deepened.

At this time, he slowly turned to look at me, and watched as my eyes curled slightly.

"What are you laughing at?"

"I didn't...... "I'm smiling," I said with a smile, "it's my God...... Don't let me live, it's God...... You want me to die. ”

He rushed to me, grabbed my shoulder, grabbed it hard, and said angrily: "I sue you, in my Pei Yuanhao's hands, no one can say that death is death!" ”

The smile on my face deepened, my shoulder was a little painful from being scratched by him, and I was a little out of breath, I gasped for a while before I raised my eyes to look at him, and said weakly: "This time, it seems to be ...... It's not up to you...... It's up to you. ”

In fact, any power is so powerless in the face of life and death, even if he can kill everyone at this moment, but God wants me to die, then it can't be recovered.

I was finally able to escape completely.

I smiled faintly and closed my eyes tiredly.

He was still sitting on the edge of the bed, his hands still clutching me, but he was completely frozen, and I felt his breath a little disordered, and I don't know how long it took for me to hear his voice say in a low voice: "Don't you care about the child?" ”

“……！”

My heart jerked and I opened my eyes.

"Li'er, our daughter, do you want to die like this and never care about her again?"

Although I was already devastated, the child--at the mention of the child, my calm heart still wavered, and his breathing became heavier, he still looked down at me and said, "You don't even care about the child?" ”

Child, my child, Li'er, since she was in my womb, she has been living a bumpy life, even birth, it is more difficult than other children, it is I, as a mother, who am sorry for her, so that she has to experience the pain of separation at a young age.

Thinking of this, hot tears poured out of his parched eyes and dripped down.

Pei Yuanhao looked at me like this, and his expression was slightly relieved.

That's when I said, "I'm dead, to her...... It's good. ”

He shook suddenly, looked at me with wide eyes, and I looked at him too, but his expression was very calm, and said, "You sue me, this time...... Caught me, go back to the palace, you...... How will it ...... For me? ”

“……”

"Yes...... In prison, or ...... Locked in ...... Cold Palace? ”

His face froze.

I don't need him to speak, I also understand what my fate will be this time, nothing more than that, just go through the life I have experienced in the past again, I smiled lightly: "She followed me, and it was just ...... Suffer. ”

“……”

"Your Majesty, leave your son...... It's your daughter, even if it'...... At this point, please take her ...... Give it to Liu Zhaoyi...... Give her a raise. ”

Speaking of this, although I was still smiling, the pain in my heart could not be suppressed, my pale face was flushed blue-gray, my breath was getting weaker and weaker, and I couldn't say anything anymore, I reached out to cover my chest, but the sharp pain inside had made my fingers spasm, and cold sweat was pouring out.

"Yue Qingying! Green Baby! ”

Pei Yuanhao was anxious all of a sudden, the hand that grabbed my shoulder hugged me all of a sudden, and hugged me hard in his arms, my thin body was close to his chest, and I could feel his heartbeat, and I was just indifferent, smiling at him more indifferently than I was on the boat before-

I was finally able to ...... thoroughly

Liu San'er...... I'm sorry......

Just when my breath was about to stop, suddenly there was a commotion outside, Pei Yuanhao hugged me, his eyes were red, but a long entourage rushed in at once, he turned his head and glared at that person, and his anger almost swallowed the person.

The man was also stunned for a moment, looked at my appearance, and immediately knelt on the ground: "Master." ”

"Get out!"

"Master, there is—someone broke into the manor!"

Pei Yuanhao was furious, almost like he was going to kill someone, and the sound outside was getting closer and closer, it seemed that those guards were pouring out, and they couldn't stop the people who broke in outside, the sound of sword fighting was almost in his ears, and he said tremblingly: "Please avoid, take care of the dragon body!" ”

Pei Yuanhao gritted his teeth, looked at me again, put me down, and was about to get up, when he heard a loud bang, and the door was kicked open from the outside.

I was lying on the bed and couldn't see anything, when I heard Pei Yuanhao suddenly say loudly: "Stop!" ”

All the people stopped.

The room was suddenly silent, and only the panting voices of a few of the guards could be heard, as if they were also stunned, why would he let them stop.

Then, I heard a sound of footsteps, walked over to the bed, and a familiar figure leaned down and looked at me.

My vision was already blurred, but in the chaos, I saw a pair of amorous eyes, looking at me anxiously, and heard the reassuring voice - "Qingying?!" ”

At this time, Pei Yuanhao walked over: "Take me to see that Mu Hua!" ”