"Because...... I feel sorry for you. ”

When I heard this, Chang Qing's expression was still very calm, that kind of calm was not quiet, just an emotional withering, but I still saw the ripples in those eyes like autumn water.

"You...... ...... you feel sorry for me? ”

Yes, I feel sorry for you.

I feel sorry for your peace, I feel sorry for your indifference, I feel sorry for you for all these years of guarding a painting, I feel sorry for your every step, and I love hard.

The room was quiet, and I could almost hear the light smoke rising from the incense burner, and after a long time she reached out and grabbed my fingertips, and held them firmly in the palm of her hand; The fever made my skin more sensitive, and I was scratched by her and it hurt a little, but I didn't say anything, just looked at her.

"I didn't expect that this sentence was said by you first."

"......" I was slightly stunned, looked at her soft eyes, and smiled softly.

In fact, I have known her for many years, and I have never talked about it seriously, and there is no sisterhood drama, but every time I meet her and speak, I have a feeling of being shallow and reassuring.

There is a kind of person who doesn't need to get along with him for too long, and doesn't need to experience any life and death with him, maybe just a word, a smile, a heart-to-heart look, you can know that he is the one who fits your heart.

Chang Qing, that's the kind of person I am.

She stretched out her hand and gently tucked the quilt for me, and said, "Then, this palace has something to tell you, and I hope you can promise me." ”

"What does the queen have to say?"

"You ......" she looked me in the eye and said, "stay in the palace, don't think about leaving the palace again." ”

As soon as I heard this, my heart sank, and I subconsciously said, "No! ”

She didn't seem surprised that I would answer like this, just looked at me calmly, and I was also flustered for a moment, for fear that her words would become reality even if she said them, and panted: "No, I can't ......"

"This palace knows that you have a daughter who is still outside the palace, you have endured it for more than two years, and now you are thinking so hard just to be able to go out of the palace to find her, right?"

"Since the queen knows, why didn't she let me out of the palace?"

"This palace is to let you not think about leaving the palace, not to let you go out of the palace."

"......" I was stunned when I heard this, as if I felt something, and looked at her suspiciously.

Chang Qing said: "On the second day after the palace followed the emperor to the Taimiao, the emperor ...... and the Shen family, on the way to the White Horse Temple from outside the city, were transferred back to the people and horses......"

“……！”

I suddenly looked at Chang Qing with wide eyes.

White Horse Temple, the Buddhist scriptures that the Queen Mother usually copies will be sent to the White Horse Temple, and they transferred back people and horses on the way to the White Horse Temple - could it be that the emperor and the Shen family guessed that I would use the carriage and horses to transport the scriptures this time to sneak out of the palace, so they all ambushed the people there, and they planned to intercept me there?!

Looking at my stunned expression, Chang Qing said lightly: "Yue Qingying, you should understand what this means. ”

“……”

"You want to get out of the palace, and everyone knows that you want to get out of the palace."

“……”

What she means is that my purpose is already known to passers-by, so what am I going to do, naturally there will be people to guess, to figure it out, and then block my way, and even lay traps in my way, waiting for me to crash into it!

If this time, I didn't promise her to stay and take care of Nianshen, but really hid in the queen mother's car to transport scriptures and leave the palace, then I-

I couldn't help but shudder at the thought of this.

If it had fallen into the hands of the Shen family, I might have been a corpse by now.

If I was caught by Pei Yuanhao - he was waiting for me to make a mistake, and when I left the Linshui Pagoda and fell into his trap defenselessly, at that time, I would not even have room to struggle.

Feeling me trembling slightly, cold sweat dripping on my forehead, Chang Qing looked at my eyes and said calmly: "What Bengong means, you should understand that Bengong asked you not to think about leaving the palace, and you asked Bengong not to paint that painting anymore, it is a truth." ”

“……”

"You're right, it's too dangerous."

“……”

"You have to protect yourself, the first step is not to show everyone your weakest point."

My mind was completely confused for a while, lying motionless on the bed, but there was a feeling that the world was spinning in front of me, as if the heavens and the earth were about to collapse, although my breath was hot and my whole body was hot, but I felt that I was in a deep pool of ice, and there was a kind of cold that penetrated into my heart, making me almost freezing.

I shivered, curled up under the covers.

"Think about it, this is all this is said."

After speaking, Chang Qing sighed and was about to put down my hand and get up to leave, but I grabbed her hand, she looked back at me in amazement, and I said softly, "Don't go." ”

"......" She thought about it, then sat down and let me hold her hand: "Okay, this palace will not leave." ”

“……”

"Hongu is with you."

“……”

That night I started the heat again, my whole body burned hot as if I was tormenting over and over again on the fire, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, but I don't know who to say, I have been working hard for myself, desperately trying to live a better life, but all these years have passed, I just make my life more difficult.

Tears flowed from the corners of his eyes as if they were uncontrollable, and the coolness brought by them was quickly dissipated by the scorching body temperature.

I'm so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable......

Just when I was in pain, I felt that the hand holding me seemed to become a little cold, the temperature made me feel very comfortable, and I subconsciously pulled it into my arms, the hand stiffened slightly, I still clung to it, like the last straw in my life, and muttered: "Don't leave...... Don't leave me ......"

Then, I heard a deep voice in my ear, "Okay, I'm not leaving......"

“……”

"I'm not leaving, and neither are you......"

“……”

The voice seemed to come from a dream, I didn't even figure out who the voice was, but I inexplicably put my heart down, I felt the other hand caress my cheek, the slightly cool temperature made me feel very comfortable, subconsciously leaned up and pasted, rubbing my cheek in the palm of my hand.

The hand caressed me, too, and the rough thumb rubbed my chapped lips, and even in my dreams I felt a scrutinizing gaze on me, all the way into the deepest dreams.

I don't know how long it took me to wake up.

As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw the light in the room, it was daylight, and the sunlight was shining through the window, and I closed my eyes suddenly.

But at that moment, a tall figure came into my eyes.

This figure is-

I was stimulated, and when I opened my eyes wide, I saw Pei Yuanhao sitting on the edge of the bed, one hand tightly held in my arms, one hand on my cheek, looking at me silently.

“――！”

My heart beat hard, and I subconsciously wanted to step back, but the hand that was on my cheek slid to my neck with a slight movement.

I froze all at once.

I was already very thin, and my neck was even more slender, and under his broad palm, my neck seemed to break if it would break with a slight movement, and my skin trembled slightly with every breath, ironing against his palm, and the same temperature as last night slowly infected.

Breathing slowly became constricted, and I looked at him nervously like a hunted animal.

I don't know how much he knows about what happened in the palace in the past few days, but he released me in order to balance Nangong Lizhu and Shen Rou, and now Nangong Lizhu has a miscarriage, and it is not yet known to whom he accounted for this account.

I clutched the sheets under me.

Seeing that I was no longer moving, his originally dark eyes slowed down slightly, and the hand slowly moved up to my forehead, and touched it gently, the tension just now made me break out in a cold sweat, but the temperature was not as hot as before, and he said casually: "Sick?" ”

“…… Emperor Xie cares. ”

My heart was pounding in my chest, I didn't know when Chang Qing left, when he came, I actually kept holding his hand, just thinking about it made my scalp tingle, and what made me even more uneasy was - why did he come?

At this time, he should guard Nangong Lizhu, who had just miscarried.

Besides, Yuwen suddenly went crazy and attacked Concubine Li when she was driving, Chang Qing imprisoned her, this is also a case, and it should be tried as much as possible, I am completely sure that it will not involve me and Shui Xiu, but what they can judge is also what I have always been concerned about.

However, this qiē did not go as I expected, and he actually came to me.

Thinking of this, I reluctantly struggled to sit up, but as soon as I stood up, Pei Yuanhao's hand slid onto my shoulder, and with a slight force, I was pressed back by him, and he stood up and leaned down to look at me.

We weren't very close, but not far away, and his breath was far away on my face, and I don't know if it was because I had a fever, or for some reason, it was also a little hot, and his gaze was even more scorching, and when he looked into my eyes, it seemed as if he wanted to see through it.

My breathing became more and more disturbed, and my voice trembled as I spoke: "Y-what are you going to do?" ”

He didn't speak, just kept looking at me, and after a long time, I heard his deep voice ringing in his ears: "Yue Qingying, you really ......"

"...... really what?"

I looked at him nervously, and only listened to him say word by word: "Sure enough, you will live to the last." ”