I looked down at his eyes, which were slightly red from the wine, and said, "What are you doing?" ”

His breath sank, he didn't speak, just poured another glass of wine and drank it, I grabbed his hand and said word by word: "Do you know what you're doing?!" ”

His swarthy hand was grasped by my pale and slender hand, in fact, with my strength I could not shake him at all, but he really did not move, but the fingers holding the wine glass kept shaking, rubbing my palm for a while.

My heart seemed to tremble with him, and I couldn't say a single word of the words I had prepared.

I don't know, what to say.

Between me and him, I can't say one or two words clearly, and that sentence, one or two words, is not really that easy to say. I just grabbed his hand hard, and I could almost see the green tendons jumping on the back of my hand, and his dark skin was almost pale by him, but he never answered me.

I don't know how long it took, he still didn't speak, I squatted down gently, put my hands together on his hands, and looked up at him: "Fu Badai said, you want too much......"

“……”

"What do you want? Do you sue me? ”

“……”

"You sue me!" I suddenly said loudly, with the pain of my chest being clenched and I couldn't breathe: "I don't want to see you become like this, you shouldn't be like this!" ”

He kept his head down, his eyes so calm that there was no wave, as if they had been frozen into a lake of ice, and he watched me and his fingers intertwined. The boundary between black and white is obviously so distinct, but there is an illusion that it cannot be separated, and I watched the ice in his eyes shattered, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly, as if the restless crow's wings were about to fly up regardless of it.

I don't know how long later, I saw his lips tremble slightly, open and close, and make an inaudible sound: "I...... What do you want ......? ”

“……”

"What do I want......

“……”

He slowly raised his head, the ice of those eyes had completely melted, but it was burned by the raging fire, and now, this fire seemed to strike in an instant, burning all reason-

For a moment, I only felt that I had been pushed to the side, and my back suddenly hit the hard and cold pillar, and the sky was spinning in front of me almost so that I couldn't react, but inexplicably, I clearly saw the cup in his hand, slipping down from me and his fingertips, crossing an arc in the air, and falling.

"Smack!"

There was a crunch, like something between me and him, shattered.

I was pushed to the pillar by him and pressed hard, my hands clasped at my sides, I couldn't even move, I only felt that my wrists were hot by his hands, as if I was going to be burned, and my whole body was shaking.

However, it is not because of the temperature of the hands.

but he who came from him, and his deep voice—

"I want you!"

It was as if something was exploding in my mind, as if the flame in his eyes burned along his hand to my heart, and I only felt that the internal force was like a wildfire, burning my reason almost to ashes, only the temperature in his eyes was still burning.

What did he say?

I stared at him with wide eyes, my breathing was all messed up at this moment, and he pressed my body hard, the two hot bodies seemed to be conjoined by twins, every breath, every heartbeat seemed to be closely connected.

I breathed in his breath, and as soon as I breathed it, it was all messed up.

He and I have long been husband and wife, although there has been no husband and wife, there have been days when skin to skin, eyebrows are raised, but there has never been such a close distance, such close ears and temples, I never even knew that he was such an aggressive man, when his face slowly enlarged in front of his eyes, that kind of almost beast-like eyes made me feel stranger than I had ever been.

My lips trembled slightly, for the two men were so close that almost a minute closer to him would have touched him.

At that moment, I saw his lips open and close slightly.

"I want you-don't come again--disturb me-"

“……！”

I stared at him with wide eyes.

What did he say?!

As if in response to the consternation and doubt in my heart, he gritted his teeth again and said word by word: "Don't disturb me again!" ”

“……”

"Don't bother me again!"

“……”

"Don't bother me again!"

He kept repeating this sentence, over and over again, as if he wanted to say it to me, and as if he wanted to say it to himself, at this moment, I only felt that this sentence was like a blunt knife, every time he repeated it, he cut back and forth on my heart, there was a rough sharp pain that hit, but there was not a drop of blood, I looked at him with wide eyes, although the distance was so close, my vision was blurred, and I could only see that the dark eyes were confused by tears little by little, and I could no longer see clearly.

When he spoke, his voice was like his heart, fragmented.

"Is it me?"

“……”

"Is it me, bothering you?"

“……”

I choked up, looked at him regardless of a moment, his dark eyes also had a moment of panic, and I said word by word: "Liu Qinghan, between me and you, the one who disturbs the other party, is it only me?!" ”

“……”

"So, what about you?"

He seemed to be very shocked, and for a while the whole person lost his reaction, just looking at me like this, the heavy breathing almost stopped at this moment, only the solid chest that was clinging to me, I could feel the violent beating inside, suddenly, suddenly, shaking my heart.

At some point, his hand slowly loosened.

Although the hand was loosened, his person did not, and even had the illusion of getting closer and closer, the lips of the two people were almost close together, and the sensitive skin could almost feel the heat coming from his body.

I looked at the eyes that were close at hand, but bottomless.

He seemed to be suffocated, and looked at me wordlessly.

I don't know how long it took, so long that I almost felt like I was about to finish this heavy life, my breathing became more and more chaotic, more and more hot, but those eyes became colder and clearer.

Just when my breathing was at the extreme, his cold voice suddenly sounded in my ears, like a basin of cold water pouring down on my head-

"Am I the one who disturbs you?"

My heart thumped and glared at him, "What did you say?" ”

He looked down at me, a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, cold to me: "It's not me." ”

My voice trembled violently: "You, what did you say?" ”

He gritted his teeth a little in his smile, as if there was a terrible pain in a certain part of his body: "Do you really want me to talk about those things about you and him on the golden cart?" ”

There was a buzz in my head, as if something had struck me hard.

When I came back from Yaowu Tower that day, on the golden car, Pei Yuanhao really heard what Pei Yuanhao did to me!

Suddenly, a strong sense of shame came to my heart, my face flushed, I looked at his sneering eyes, and then I wanted to explain, but I couldn't say a word of those words, just blocked my throat, and my eyes were hot - I know what Pei Yuanhao meant by doing that day, he just wanted people to hear, to guess, and to think.

And Qinghan, I really heard it, really guessed it, really thought about it!

He smiled again, the indescribable coldness in his eyes, and slowly took a step back, another step, and a gust of wind immediately hit the middle of the originally ironed body, which made me shiver with cold, but it was not as familiar as the unfamiliar sneer on that familiar face, he retreated, and said: "He took you to see the plum blossoms, and you stayed in the imperial study overnight, these things, do you think no one really knows?" ”

“……”

"Li'er is his daughter, this is also an indisputable fact, and it can never be changed."

“……”

"A single qiē between me and you can be treated as if it never happened, but you and his, not."

“……”

"Because of him, he is the emperor!"

This sentence was like the last blow, hitting me and his heart hard, and my tears fell all at once.

At this moment, I could finally look at him clearly, at the eyes that were as clear as water, but now as deep as a bottomless pool, in which even the last shred of light was lost, and only a pale, slender, and weak me was reflected.

Because he is the emperor, even if he doesn't want me, I can't run away; Because he is the emperor, no matter how much I want to leave, I am always imprisoned by his side; Because he is the emperor, even if I pay with my life, I will never be able to disobey him.

"So—"

Finally, he looked solemnly into my eyes and said word by word: "Lightness - no matter if you are now, whether you are a young baby or light, don't come to me again." ”

“……”

"We're done here!"

After saying this, he passed me and walked towards the other end without looking back.

Call it a day?

Me and him, that's it? That is to say, the warmth he gave me, the memories that made me nostalgic in the coldest environment, all those days of laughing together, snuggling together, and spending time together, must be completely over?

No, I don't want it to end like this!

I turned around all of a sudden: "Liu Qinghan! ”

His back froze there, not moving forward, but not looking back, just a trembling hint on his broad shoulders.

I walked up step by step, walked behind him, and said softly: "You know a saying that things are done by man? ”

“…… What is it man-made? ”

He slowly turned his head, looked into my eyes, and said word by word: "Do you know what it means to be man-made?" ”

“……”

"When the person you're dealing with is the Emperor, do you know what it means to be man-made?"

My heart sank.

What he meant was-