After he finished saying that, he kept looking at the light cold, and the people around him did not speak again, and the whole forest was so silent that only the sound of the wind blowing through the treetops remained.

I turned my head and looked at the light chill who had been standing there with a pale face and no words.

His expression was very low, his eyes were so black that he couldn't even shine through such a dazzling sun, and his lips were pursed into a line.

He didn't speak, but I seemed to- I already knew his choice.

At the bottom of the river valley, he had already told me plainly that he did not come to the capital for me.

For him, the South is the most important thing, the dreams he wants to achieve, the responsibilities inherited from the bloodline, are the most important things in his life.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help clenching my fists, and I heard him speak, his voice hoarse and almost unfamiliar.

"Yes."

This word seems to be the judgment of fate on me.

I looked at this judge, and he was not as high as other judges of fate, as if he was arbiting not only others, but also himself. The bloodless face had not a drop of sweat or vitality in the scorching sun, and it was almost transparent.

My eyes blurred all at once.

He still made his own choice.

However, this is the end of the fair, there is no deception, no harm, and even I still have admiration and appreciation for him in my heart. A good man, you should indeed set a goal for your life, never give up, and never regret it, this man is what I love, and I should love!

But......

I slowly lowered my head, only to feel that my eyes were hot, and tears kept rolling in my eyes, but I always gritted my teeth and refused to cry.

But--I'm in such pain!

I'm in such pain!

The bursts of colic in my heart gave me the illusion that everything inside me had been shattered, and the overwhelming pain almost made me unable to stand up and collapse.

At the moment when I was about to fall, Qing Han suddenly stepped forward: "Your Majesty." ”

What is he going to say? I turned my head to look at him in surprise, he didn't look at me, but said to Pei Yuanhao, who was sneering and was about to turn away: "Your Majesty, Weichen still has something to say." ”

"......" Pei Yuanhao frowned slightly and looked back at him.

"Weichen is bold, please ask the emperor to move."

Pei Yuanhao squinted his eyes and looked at him, looked at me again, turned around and walked to the other side with a calm face.

I watched as Qing Han turned his head and walked over, a gust of wind hit from behind, and the feeling of cold soaking muscles and bones made me shiver from my heart, Chang Qing kept looking at me, and slowly reached out to hold my hand at this time.

Her softness was slender and soft, with her warmth and fragrance ironing my skin, but it could not warm my heart, I looked up at her, and smiled reluctantly, but I felt more uncomfortable than crying.

She held my hand with a slight force.

The place where Qing Han and Pei Yuanhao walked was not far away, but the roar of the waterfall not far away was enough to cover the conversation between the two of them, I only saw that Qing Han's face was always cold, and what he said to Pei Yuanhao, the face of the Ninety-Five Venerable immediately sank.

Then, neither of them spoke again.

The sun is getting hotter and hotter.

The whole earth was like a furnace that was about to melt everyone, and every drop of blood in my body was boiling at this moment - although I didn't know what they were talking about, I clearly understood that this conversation must be about me, and Light Cold.

Pei Yuanhao's face was so gloomy in the sun that it was almost black.

I was a little nervous, and subconsciously held Chang Qing's hand with my backhand, and my palms were slowly covered with cold sweat, and I could hardly hear what she said and comforted in my ear.

I could only faintly feel a pair of hateful eyes staring at me all the time.

I don't know how long this almost torturous confrontation lasted, and I don't know how many people and horses were still in the forest, but the faint heat made everyone more and more restless and irritable, and I heard many horses snorting and pacing the ground, as if the earth was trembling.

Finally, Pei Yuanhao opened his mouth in silence.

He only said one word, and a streamer immediately flashed in Qing Han's eyes, and he swung towards him.

I opened my eyes wide and watched as both of them turned around and walked over here, Pei Yuanhao's face was not good-looking, and Qinghan's expression was not relaxed, he walked all the way to me and looked down at me.

"Light cold ......?" I wanted to ask him, but I couldn't get it out of my mouth.

"Let's go back."

“……”

I bit my lower lip and didn't speak, I just nodded, and I was about to follow him back, as soon as I turned around, I saw Pei Yuanzhen standing not far away, those eyes were almost bloodshot and red, and when I met her, I was a little stunned for a while, but no matter how much I said, he didn't seem to be able to speak, so he only nodded heavily.

Pei Yuanhao had already turned over and got on the horse, and waved his hand: "Go!" ”

This time I go, I really go.

Because of the urgency in the south, Pei Yuanhao has been delayed here for a long time, and the next thing is the starry night, except for the supply of water and some necessary rest, the horse team has been going south all the way to the smoke, and there is almost no time to rest.

And as soon as I got into Chang Qing's carriage, I fell.

It's half-asleep, in fact, I know that I fell into the valley like this, relying only on some wild fruits and simple grilled fish, although the mental pleasure makes people not feel hard, and the body is still a little unbearable after all, but as soon as the cold back leaves my sight, the whole person loses consciousness.

In the darkness, it was turned upside down.

I felt a lot of pain and sadness in my heart, but I couldn't say a word, it just made me feel like I was pierced by countless sharp needles and cut by countless sharp blades, but it was painful, but I couldn't see blood, and I wanted to find someone to cry to, but no one could understand.

I'm about to lose it.

If I can't die, I'm not afraid to fight again, I'll be in pain.

However, after all these years and so much experience, I just let my situation become more and more difficult.

I don't know how long this darkness lasted, but when I finally opened my eyes slowly, I saw that the carriage above my head was still shaking, and I was greeted by Chang Qing's eyes with a worried look: "Are you awake?" ”

“…… The Queen? ”

"It's good to wake up."

She sat calmly next to her and looked down at me: "Is it better?" ”

I nodded a little indifferently, only to feel that the corners of my eyes, cheeks, and sideburns were all wet, and I was wondering, Chang Qing took a silk handkerchief and wiped it at the corner of my eyes: "You, you've been asleep for so long, and you've been crying." ”

“……”

I've been crying?

Subconsciously raised his hand, Chang Qing had already reached out to hold me, was silent for a moment, and said softly: "The matter has come to this, don't think too much." ”

Actually, I really don't want to think about it, but as soon as I open my eyes, I have to face this qiē, as if a person has built his most beautiful home and family in a dream, but when I wake up, I find that it is just a dream.

Two hands, empty.

I couldn't speak, only smiled at Chang Qing in front of me, that smile was more ugly than crying, she sighed, didn't say anything, and after I washed up, carefully fed me some soup, I ate tasteless, only swallowed intuitively, looking at the way I had a dish, she seemed to comfort me and said: "The emperor has not come over these days." ”

Pei Yuanhao didn't come......

He can't come, naturally it's the best, but he hasn't arrived in the capital yet, and he still has a lot of business, how to clean me up, maybe I won't see the real chapter yet.

I didn't answer this conversation, but I thought about it and asked, "Niangniang, are some people gone?" ”

She nodded, "She's gone." ”

She...... Nangong Lizhu?

"After catching the thieves, it didn't take long for the emperor to send someone to escort them back. Concubine Li, they also traveled all the way. ”

No wonder I didn't see her show up when I was catching me and Light Cold.

Yi Nangong Lizhu's hatred for me, I thought she had to stay and see my corpse before she was willing. Although I fell from such a high place, most people would have thought that I would definitely die, and it didn't matter if I didn't look at it, but she was like this, which surprised me a little.

I don't know what she's doing in such a hurry to go back.

Chang Qing glanced at me and muttered, "The emperor asked many people to follow, and there were also - that old Taoist priest." ”

That old Taoist? Nothing to say?

said that he followed, and he should have been escorted. This person's martial arts are unfathomable, with him in charge, he is naturally not afraid of any more chaos from those thieves, and Nangong Lizhu can also return to Beijing safely, killing two birds with one stone.

It's just that when I mentioned this old Taoist priest, I remembered what Qinghan said to me at the bottom of the valley.

Why did this old Taoist priest ask Qinghan about me, and - brand? What does he care about the brand on me? That famous brand is just a proof of the identity of a palace maid, and now I don't even value it, why is anyone still worried about it?

Thinking of this, I only felt a burst of bone-breaking tiredness come up.

Originally, I thought that after leaving the river valley, I thought that I could get rid of this qiē by being in the same qiē with Qinghan, and I didn't have to spend these thoughts, I didn't have to intrigue, and I went to fight openly and secretly with others, but now, I ......

Chang Qing's brows were also tightly locked, I knew that her mood was also very heavy, the Shen family had fallen, there must be a big purge in the harem, and the civil unrest in the south was not so easy to solve, looking at her as if she wanted to say something to me, I said softly: "Niangniang, I ...... Xia Guan was a little tired. ”

She glanced at me, understood, and said softly, "You can rest for a while." It's almost time to get to the capital. ”

I closed my eyes and nodded.

I don't want to care anymore, and I don't have the strength to care anymore, if I can, I'd really rather be hard-hearted, or just a pair of small belly chicken intestines that will only be stormy, and wait for a thousand times to be chaotic, so what?

All I want is him......