In front of my eyes, a splendid palace appeared, where there was a blue lake, and in the clear water of the lake were fish swimming freely; There are willow trees and poplars by the lake, and the new green is calm; There are craggy rockeries, and the warm air is full of fresh smell, as if it is another warm sadness, and even raised cranes.

That's a person, for the people he loves, created zào stuffed into Jiangnan.

I have never seen that palace, but I have heard the description of people, and vaguely sketched such a prosperous scene in my mind, and in the grand scene of the kingfisher crying in spring and the magnolia sculls, I also sketched the back of a person.

Slender, emaciated, silent in such a vibrant landscape.

I always knew that it was the loneliest back in the whole world.

But now, when I heard what Pei Yuanfeng said, and saw Xue Muhua's calm and almost dazed face just now, I suddenly seemed to understand something.

In the battlefield of feelings, no one can get out of the way.

Even if they are evenly matched, they may only lose both.

My eyebrows frowned slightly, even if I couldn't see it, I could feel the sadness there, a hand stretched through the beaded curtain, and a loud sound made me look up, and I saw that the thick and powerful thumb was close to the center of my eyebrows, as if trying to help me smooth the folds between my eyebrows, but stopped a little distance.

I could almost feel the temperature in his hands, the warmth that made him shiver on his own.

At this moment, I was calm, looking at the eyes that had been spotlessly clear, and said, "Then she is doing well now, right?" ”

The hand stiffened for a moment, then slowly lowered.

"Good."

I smiled: "I see, I can see it." ”

At this time, Mu Hua did not have that sharp sarcasm in his eyes, no tense and defensive attitude, and was so peaceful and gentle that he was like another person, such a Mu Hua was something I had never seen in the past.

The bead curtain swayed, and I saw that he seemed to smile faintly, but I couldn't see it clearly, and I only heard him say calmly: "After she came to her senses, she also lived a very hard time, many people and many things don't remember, such a big person, but like a child, even many basic things have to be taught to her by hand." Fortunately, she is not sad, because she has forgotten everything, and she does not feel sad, she just thinks that she is a new person, and such a person is happier than us. ”

I vaguely remember that back then, after Xue Muhua poured me the medicine of the marrow washing flower, Huang Tianba once said that if she really succeeded, she might become an idiot, not even a three-year-old child.

Now, it's herself, who has become that person.

"But fortunately, she didn't forget her medical skills, and after getting used to it for a while, her medical skills were all restored."

"Well, that's great." She is such a superb miracle doctor, if she really forgets her own medical skills, it will be a great loss to the world.

"yes, and luckily she's still healing, so my queen mother-my mother-"

I raised my head suddenly: "Empress Yin?!" ”

Pei Yuanfeng smiled faintly this time: "It's no longer the world where she is called the queen." ”

“……”

I forgot that this world has already experienced a world upside down, when Queen Yin was picked up by Liu San'er, she was no longer the mother of a country, and now, she is afraid that she has already washed away the lead.

When I think of the original days, my heart hurts again, and when I speak, my voice is a little hoarse: "She, is she okay now?" ”

"Consciousness is not restored, but—she's fine."

At this, he seemed to calm down, reached out and opened the beaded curtain, and slowly walked to my side, and I turned around and walked slowly with him into the garden. At this time, it is the most beautiful April day in the south of the Yangtze River, compared to the Jiangnan that was created by the manpower, the kingfisher here is crying in spring, and the magnolia sculls are more warm, like the dancing posture of the willows in the wind, and when it passes the corners of the mouth, it is a faint ****.

And Pei Yuanfeng is in such a landscape, intermittently telling about what happened in the past few days after parting.

As I know, after a farewell in Huang Tianba's home, Empress Yin was taken away by Yao Lao, and she did return to Xichuan, and it didn't take long for Xue Muhua to take the marrow washing flower, lose her memory, and become an ignorant child.

Originally, Yao Lao should have taken care of her, but at that time, Yao Lao left Xichuan because of some urgent matters, and because before the Imperial City War, Pei Yuanfeng was poisoned by Pei Yuanhao, and it was Xue Muhua who detoxified him and took care of his body.

He didn't tell me anything, but in retrospect, I knew a little.

A woman who has lost a qiē memory, when she is most vulnerable, is taken care of by a man like him, and between getting along day and night, she will have some attachment.

When Pei Yuanfeng talked about that time, the look in his eyes was also gentle.

"After Mu Hua slowly got used to it, she regained her medical skills and began to take care of my mother, who has been trying to help her recover her mind over the years. However, she and I actually know that after such a heavy blow, it will be difficult to recover again. ”

"......" When the Tiger Leaping Gorge was fired, Queen Yin was able to survive, it was already a miracle, and the trauma she suffered was indeed unimaginable.

"Actually, I don't want my mother to come to her senses again, because I can feel that she is not happy like that. Even--for so many years, even if she was high and powerful, there was no time to be happy. It's ...... now."

"Now, how is she?"

"She's happy."

"Yes......"

"yes. When she becomes tolerant, the tolerant person will be happier. She even regarded Mu Hua as her own daughter, and she must say that she was her own daughter and loved her very much. No one is allowed to bully her, and I am not allowed to wronged her. ”

I don't know why, I remembered that when Pei Yuanfeng was poisoned, when Xue Muhua went to diagnose him, she and Queen Yin were in a-for-tat confrontation, and now things are wrong, Xue Muhua took care of her with a peaceful heart, and she actually regarded Xue Muhua as her own daughter, loving in every way, things in the world are really interesting.

I was still a little strange before, why Yao Lao was in Jiangnan, Pei Yuanxiu was also in Jiangnan, but Queen Yin was not here, now that I think about it, her son Pei Yuanfeng is in Xichuan, and the "daughter" she wholeheartedly believes is in Xichuan, no wonder she doesn't come to Jiangnan.

"It's just—" He turned to look at me with a little helpless smile, "She forgot about me, and no matter how much I explained it to her, she didn't believe I was her son, but must say that her son was gone." ”

“……”

The smile on my face froze suddenly, and the originally calm heart lake stirred up again at this moment, and the ripples were like the sorrow in my heart, undulating and unsettled.

Pei Yuanfeng also stopped and looked at my instantly pale face.

After being silent for a long time, he slowly spoke: "I also know something about you. ”

I smiled wryly, "How much do you know?" ”

“…… I know you're separated now. ”

I smiled faintly.

yes, I was separated from him. No matter how sweet and happy the days were, as long as they were separated, it was as if they were all tied in a dead knot, and this was the end of it. Now, the person who is with me is not him, and the person he is with is not me, what else can I use to prove that in fact, I was with him and was the closest person?

Looking at my sad smile, Pei Yuanfeng's breathing seemed to become heavy, and after a while, he said slowly: "I've been thinking that if we can meet one day, I want to thank him." Thank you to him for taking care of my mother. ”

"You want to see him?"

My steps faltered, I turned my head to look at the face that was no longer a reckless teenager, suddenly smiled, and said, "There will be a chance." ”

Pei Yuanfeng looked at me slightly stunned, and I just smiled faintly.

The general trend of the world has reached the current three-legged pattern, and no one can say what will happen next, but I always have a feeling that the confrontation between the brothers of the Pei family is the direction of the general trend of the world, and Qinghan, what role will he play in this, maybe only God is arranging it.

While thinking, I walked forward unconsciously, Pei Yuanfeng originally stayed behind, but at this time he hurried a few steps to catch up, looked at my somewhat gloomy eyes, and asked, "What about you?" ”

"Me?"

"You said you forgot, but I still want to know, how have you been doing all these years?"

"Aren't you supposed to know it all?"

"I want to hear it from you."

He stubbornly looked at my eyes, and that look was the same as the reckless and honest Xiao Wu at the beginning, but there was unspeakable pain in that stubbornness.

"If a person drinks water, he knows his own warmth and coldness. I want to know whether you are doing well or not, only you can give me an answer. ”

I smiled faintly and looked him in the eye: "Is there any point in asking these questions now?" ”

“……”

"How am I doing, or not good, can I make you change your choice?"

“……”

He froze and stared at me with wide eyes.

"If you really want to ask, if you are really the same Xiao Wu as before, then I want you to answer me one thing."

“…… You ask. ”

"Who is the one who attacked Li'er?"

As if struck by lightning, his face turned pale.

And my heart has sunk at this moment.

I kept guessing, thinking, and searching for the answer to this question, until just now, when Butu told me, a visitor from Nishikawa, that I knew the answer.