803.Chapter 803 "I Want You to Forget Him!"
He, I really don't remember......
Like me at the beginning, I have forgotten all about the past.
One qiΔ, all the memories, me and his past, he forgot them all.
Could it be that he was injured in that fire that made him lose his memory?
I looked at the face that was clearly familiar and unfamiliar, and I didn't feel anything for a while, just looked at him so stupidly.
The wind, getting colder and colder, blew my brocade robe into the air, and chilled my fingers, my cheeks, and evenβthe thing in my chest that was still beating.
Liu Qinghan still frowned and looked at me: "Madam? β
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"Madame!"
His call became heavier and heavier, and I slowly regained consciousness, but when I looked up at him again, I couldn't help but tremble.
It's cold.
It turns out that Jiangnan in winter is so cold.
Just like the winter when it was raining in the ice and rain, watching him break free from my embrace, walk away step by step, and leave my world step by step, it was so cold that he couldn't even breathe.
He, again, is gone.
I thought he was pretending, and I thought that he deliberately alienated me and treated me coldly, but at this moment, it was extinguished by the cold river water, and while extinguishing the anger, it also froze my heart. My pale lips trembled slightly, and I had too many things to say in an instant, and too many emotions to sue him, but when I opened my mouth, I couldn't say anything.
Light cold, light cold......
What else can be said now?
The corners of my mouth suddenly twitched, revealing a smile.
Seeing my sudden smile like this, he was a little overwhelmed: "Madam? β
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"Madame, you haven't answered yet. Did we ever know each other? Madame, what is your relationship with you? β
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"Please tell me the truth, Madame, I did forget some things here."
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"Ma'am?"
Looking at his somewhat anxious eyes, all my previous feelings were drained at this moment, I opened my mouth, only to find that my lips were almost dry, and I opened my mouth a little astringently: "Lord Liu." β
He stared at me intensely.
The river breeze is cold, and the river water is constantly blowing, as if the hearts of people at this moment.
But he and I just stood on the trestle, motionless.
His clothes were fluttering, and his clothes were blown so hard that they were constantly hitting my body, obviously just lightly brushed, but as if they were being whipped heavily, and every blow almost made my people and hearts collapse.
I'd rather stay in this moment if I could.
Heartbreak or pain, at least, I can see me in his eyes.
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But, after all, it can't be.
I don't know how long it took, when I finally woke up from the cold dream around me, I was awakened by the footsteps behind me that were far away, but I couldn't help but pay attention, Liu Qinghan also raised his head to look behind me, his face was slightly hesitant.
I opened my lips, which were already a little chapped, opened and closed them for a long time, and finally said dumbly, "No." β
"Huh?" He was stunned.
Before I could react, I had already turned around and walked away without looking back.
I had to go, I couldn't stay with him any longer, even one more look at him, even another look - I might not be able to bear it.
It's just that at this moment, I really walked so hard, almost every step I took, the strength in my body was taken away a little, but when the sour heat in my heart surged up, I didn't even have the strength to suppress it, and let my eyes be full of heat, blurring everything in my vision.
Just as I was stumbling, barely able to hold on, and was about to fall, a broad chest suddenly appeared in front of me and hugged me all at once.
Tears also burst out of his eyes at this moment and fell into his arms.
I raised my head and looked helplessly at the calm and gentle face, he looked at me so tenderly that he didn't even say a word, and with a strong hand he picked me up.
At this moment, I finally couldn't bear it anymore and burst into tears.
He didn't speak, just hugged me hard, let me cling to his chest, felt a strong heartbeat under that solid chest, accompanied by the breath above my head, blowing on my face, I finally said no more, fell weakly in his arms, was held by him, and strode down the trestle.
Just as we left, I looked back for the last time.
At the other end of the trestle, in a trance, there seemed to be an emaciated figure standing at the head of the bridge, but when we slowly moved away, it disappeared into the sparkling light of the river......
Back in the inner courtyard, it seems that someone has already made arrangements, and Li'er has also been taken away, the house is empty, but as soon as the stove and hot tea are ready, Pei Yuanxiu has been carrying me to the bedside, and then carefully put me back on the bed.
I leaned gently against the head of the bed.
Tears have dried up, my cheeks are full of tears, I don't know if I have a wolf at this moment, I just saw him kneeling on one leg by the bed, supporting his body with one hand, and reaching over with the other, carefully holding my tear-stained cheeks, and gently wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his thumb.
I raised my eyes and looked at his gentle eyes, and for some reason, another sour feeling came up, almost making me cry again.
"I'm sorry ......"
I have obviously promised him, and now my body and mind should be by his side, but I am still crying for another man, I am sorry for him.
Pei Yuanxiu didn't speak, but moved his thumb to my lips, gently stroked my lips, and said slowly: "Don't say I'm sorry." β
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But what can I say?
Looking at my helpless eyes, he seemed to understand what I was thinking at this moment, and just as I was about to speak, he suddenly leaned over and grabbed my lips at once.
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I opened my eyes wide, and before I could react, all my breath and sound were swallowed up by him at once.
Just when I subconsciously wanted to retreat, the hand turned to pinch my chin and lifted it slightly, making me fall more completely.
He didn't go deeper, he just kept grinding my lips, almost taking my breath, he didn't push too hard, he didn't even hurt me, but he could clearly feel his domineering at this moment.
But perhaps, it was with such domineering that he wanted to cut something off completely.
He said that he didn't care.
I don't know how long I lingered with my lips/tongue/lingering/lingering, and when his last breath was almost suffocated by him, he finally let go of me slowly, and saw that my cheeks were pale, and some moist eyelashes were drooping, he sighed lightly and got close again.
But, just as he was about to touch me, I saw him suddenly clutching his chest and frowning: "Hmm-"
Seeing him like this, I hurriedly reached out to help him and asked, "What's wrong with you?!" β
He didn't speak, but his body was a little unsupportable as if he softened, half of his body was pressed against my body, his forehead leaned into my shoulder socket, I saw that his face was pale, his forehead was covered with beads of sweat, at this time I suddenly remembered, his chest still has a wound, although it seems that there is no major problem at present, and he moves freely, but he walks down the trestle with me like this, and takes me back to the house by car and walks all the way back to the inner courtyard, such a drastic action, is it not to let the wound crack!
I hurriedly asked, "Is your wound cracked?" I'm going to find Yao Lao! β
As I spoke, I was about to push him out of bed, but he gently pinned me under me, and I was stunned for a while, and I heard him say softly, "It's okay, it's just a little painful." β
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I was still not at ease, but I saw him slowly lying down, lying next to me, I was stunned for a moment, looked at him with wide eyes, and saw a faint smile on his pale face: "You lie down with me for a while, it's fine." β
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"Okay?"
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I was a little speechless.
In fact, after knowing his intentions and agreeing to him, these things will happen sooner or later, but right now, sleeping with him like this still makes me a little uncomfortable. I looked at him hesitantly, and he looked up at me with a smile, not urging, just patting the bed gently.
I bit my lower lip and finally slowly lay down.
Lying on the bed on his back, he saw the curtains above his head swaying slightly, as if those elegant embroideries would fall. I didn't look at him, but I could clearly feel the corners of his eyes curl up, and the smile on his lips was extremely gentle.
As if feeling comfortable, he leaned gently towards me again, resting his chin on my shoulder.
At this time, the two people have been close to each other.
I could even feel his breath blowing on my neck, burning my skin and his body temperature, ironing up little by little, as if to dye every inch of my skin with his scent.
A hand came over and put its arm around me.
Although I had been forcibly kissed by him, even the kiss just now, there was still his breath between my lips and teeth, but it was not as good as the shock I had at this moment, and I even had an urge to get up and run away immediately, but that hand, gently and forcefully embraced, cut off all my retreats.
Even the back that I had gazed at countless times had disappeared at the end of the trestle.
I have no way out, and I can't escape.
I don't know how long it took for me to slowly come back to my senses, and then I felt that the breathing in my ears was still a little uneven, so I asked softly, "Does it still hurt?" β
"It doesn't hurt anymore."
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In fact, how can it not hurt to carry me back like this? I said softly, "I'm sorry. β
He seemed to chuckle again: "I said, don't say I'm sorry anymore." β
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"I want you to forget him!"
When these words rang in my ears, they were low but solemn, and I shook slightly, and turned my head to look at him.
His eyes were still gentle, but in the gentleness, I could vaguely see a bit of the persistence that I had already known, as if from the first day, no matter how many changes in the world had been experienced, it was still the same.
The hand that encircled me was slightly forced, and held me in his arms, I don't know if it was because of that hand, or that pair of eyes, that made me almost suffocated, and after a roar in my ears, I could only hear his low voiceβ
"I want you to forget him!"