851.Chapter 851: Yan Qingchen's thoughts
Huang Tianba, Huang Ye!
Over the years, I haven't forgotten him, I just let myself not think about him, because every time I think of the words "Huang Tianba, already dead" calmly on Tianzi Peak, my heart hurts.
I can't let myself accept that such a big hero as him will fall to this point, so I can only let myself not think about it.
But now, all the memories come to mind, and all the pain is resurrected at this moment.
Especially when I saw Xue Muhua and saw her wholeheartedly for Pei Yuanfeng, anxious, sorrowful, and willing to live and die, the pain became more and more profound. I knew that I had no right to blame her, a woman who was braver than I was, who had forgotten everything to pursue her own happiness, and no one had a right to blame her, I was justβmore heartache for the man who had suffered so much in Sebei.
When I finally came back to my senses from the tormented past, Yan Qingchen's words were finished.
I didn't hear what he said, but basically, I understood everything.
A chill swelled up in my heart.
Thinking back to that day in the lobby, from getting the message from the falcon to deciding to leave us all behind, it was only a moment, and it took longer for ordinary people to even get out after falling into difficulties, but he had already made all plans, which couldn't help but make my heart palpitate. In fact, it is not too surprising that he used the soldiers of the imperial court, if it was Pei Yuanxiu, Pei Yuanhao, and even Liu Qinghan, who were in his position, they would probably make the same decision.
However, he actually thought of Tong GuΓ² Pei Yuanxiu and transferred the soldiers in the north.
He made this decision, not only because of the three-way attack, at present, the three parties in the Central Plains, the imperial court and Xichuan are all using troops, but Jiangnan can be left alone because of the long mountains and rivers, which he can't sit idly by, because if there is really a fight in the future, Saibei and Jiangnan will inevitably be able to unite, then Xichuan and the imperial court are equivalent to suffering a dark loss first. So in this big battle, he had to find a way to drag Rosh in, which could create a balance somewhat.
His mind is really meticulous.
I said, "You want to use Yuan Xiu's relationship to pull the soldiers and horses in Saibei?" β
"Not bad."
"Not necessarily."
"Oh?"
"After all, it's a war, not a casual thing."
"So, I'm going to take advantage of Pei Yuanxiu's relationship with them."
"Yuan Xiu, he may not be willing."
As he was talking, a familiar voice suddenly came from the side.
"I will."
My heart jumped suddenly, and as soon as I looked up, I saw a person standing at the gate of the courtyard, with a few willow branches fluttering in the wind above his head, slowly brushing in front of him, and also covering his eyes, making his eyes a little faintly flickering.
It's Pei Yuanxiu.
I couldn't believe my eyes: "Yuan Xiu? β
How did he end up here?
Old Madam Yan, why did she suddenly let him go?!
As if I had survived the catastrophe, I hurriedly stood up and walked over, and he also walked forward with a smile and grabbed my hands.
"Young Baby."
"You, are you alright?"
"I'm fine. Don't worry. β
I looked him up and down with some palpitations, and it was indeed fine, and there was no injury, and the whole person was quiet and peaceful as if nothing had happened.
I was completely relieved.
But how did he come here again? Xue Qian is not-
Just when doubts arose in my heart, I heard the heavy muffled sound of the dragon staff on the ground, Mrs. Yan walked over slowly, she glanced at us coldly, and walked straight to the stone table, Yan Qingchen said softly: "Mother." β
"You've made it clear to them."
"Yes."
Old Madam Yan looked at Liu Qinghan from the corner of her eyes, with a hint of banter: "What are you going to do?" β
Liu Qinghan always let Li'er hold his fingers calmly, and said lightly: "As long as the strategy that Mrs. Pei said can be realized, this government does not mind doing its best for the imperial court and the joint dispatch of troops in Xichuan and Saibei." β
"Good. Unexpectedly, there are also people in the imperial court who are aware of current affairs. β
I listened to their conversation, raised my head to look at Pei Yuanxiu, and said softly, "You promise?" β
"Hmm."
"Why?"
He smiled and stretched out his hand, gently brushed away a strand of hair on my face, and said softly, "If you don't agree, how can I come out to see you?" β
Originally, I had always been worried about Huang Tianba and the matter of sending troops, like a heavy stone pressing on my heart, but he suddenly laughed like this, so I didn't know whether to laugh or worry, and looked at him helplessly: "You-"
"It's fine."
He comforted me with a light smile, took my hand and walked back to the table, Yan Qingchen looked up at him, and said with a lukewarm smile: "Those who know the current affairs are not only people from the imperial court." β
Pei Yuanxiu replied with a faint smile.
"It seems that you are planning to make a trip to Saibei by yourself?"
"Yan Gongzi also said that the Iron Halberd Prince has a good relationship with me, I think, I can also afford it."
Yan Qingchen laughed.
The dark tide between the two of them was turbulent, and almost everyone present could feel it, only Xue Muhua breathed a sigh of relief and muttered, "That's good." β
Looking at her like this, I don't know whether to be happy or sad.
She is happy, she and Pei Yuanfeng are happy, I am happy to see it, but when I think of Huang Tianba, it is like being pierced in the heart by thousands of sharp needles, and I can't say anything.
I don't know whose fault it is, perhaps, at the end of the day, no one is at fault.
It's fate, it makes people.
At this time, Xue Muhua came over to me again and said, "This time, it's really thanks to you." β
I had a deep bitterness in my heart, but I could only smile: "Actually, you don't have to worry too much. With Pei Yuanfeng's ability, he will be fine, and we just helped him win a big victory in the past. β
When she heard this, it was more like she had been reassured, and the corners of her eyes and eyebrows were full of smiles, and she relaxed a little.
At this time, Mrs. Yan said, "Since it's decided, don't delay." Prepare yourself and set off later. β
She was resolute, but in the event of a war, she couldn't drag it out, Xue Muhua turned around and left Huxin Xiaozhu almost immediately, and Pei Yuanxiu, Pei Yuanxiu, and Liu Qinghan were already guests, and there was nothing to clean up, just to adjust their mentality and prepare.
It's Li'er, who has been following us out of the Yan family's main house, all of which are wooden.
I originally wanted to leave her in Xichuan, after all, this place is safe, but this girl refused to agree to anything, and grabbed my hand to be with us. I was a little hesitant in my heart, but later Pei Yuanxiu persuaded me, we Baoyu last year was not to charge into battle, besides, our main purpose was to go to Saibei to persuade Luoshi to send troops, and it didn't matter if we brought her.
Andβhe leaned into my ear and whispered, "Can you be completely relieved if you keep her in Xichuan?" β
I pondered for a moment, then nodded.
And, after all, having just experienced the fear and pain of "losing" her, I really don't want to let my daughter out of my sight again.
So, he took her into the carriage of the long journey.
This time the previous rush was different, after all, it was about the war, plus Xue Muhua had been urging, in order to speed up, he gave up more carriages, and only loaded two carriages, Xue Muhua and I and Li'er took one, Pei Yuanxiu and Liu Qinghan took the other one.
Actually, it's okay.
After all, Li'er hasn't completely let go of the incident at the beginning, and I'm also worried that she, me, and Pei Yuanxiu staying in a car will make her feel stressed.
It's just that until the carriage began to sway, this girl still sat there sneering, I sat next to her and hugged her and asked her what was wrong, Li'er cautiously raised her head to look at me, and said, "Mother, didn't you say, don't fight?" β
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"Isn't it bad to fight?"
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"Why are you and Daddy going to war too?"
It turned out that she still remembered what she said to her when I was in Jixiang Village.
I was afraid that she would think that our adults were inconsistent in words and deeds, so I said gently: "Li'er, it is indeed bad to fight, but it does not mean that we should be abused and slaughtered. Resisting violence/violence and waging war are different. Different purposes will lead to different methods. β
This time, she understood quickly, and nodded gently as she listened to me.
I stroked her hair and said softly, "Although war is bad, we must also stand up and fight for ourselves as a last resort. β
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"Even being a human being should be like this. Li'er, even if there are many people who call you Miss, you can't rely on your status to bully them. But you can't be bullied, you know? β
She nodded: "Li'er understands what her mother means." β
I smiled softly.
When she raised her head, she met Xue Muhua's gaze, she sat opposite us, looking at Li'er's well-behaved appearance, and couldn't help but smile: "Your daughter is so well-behaved." β
I smiled at her.
She's forgotten it all.
She even forgot that this little girl had lived in her home and had been loved by Huang Tianba in every way. Actually, I didn't think that Huang Tianba likes children so much and wants a child, if they can really have a child at that time, they may be able to survive and not go to the last step.
It's a pity that a qiΔ is just if.
She has completely withdrawn from that relationship, and even has a new lover, a new, good start.
But at this time, when their wedding date was approaching, there was such a war, and I couldn't help but think about it, if Luo Shi really sent troops, if he really arrived at Nian Baoyu, if he still took Huang Tianba with him......
In what direction will things go?
I can't imagine!
I can only wait for God's arrangement.