"Why don't you let him into the house?"

As soon as Xue Qian heard this, it was as if someone had pricked her in the chest, her eyelids jumped, and she looked at me with a sneer: "You ask me this, do you think that I didn't let him enter the house?" ”

“……”

"Hmph, I can sue you, this matter is not my decision, and I don't need to treat a junior like this. Although he has a short-lived mother, he is just that mother, and he is still a mother! ”

A short-lived mother? My second aunt, what Zhengjue said - Ah Xian?

I subconsciously frowned: "This matter is related to the second aunt?" ”

This sentence seemed to pierce the needle in her heart a little deeper, and I could almost hear her take a deep breath, trying to suppress something, silent for a long time, and said slowly: "This matter, I can't blame Ah Xian, let alone Qinghan, I can only blame your second uncle who is a great monk." ”

I was even more surprised: "Why?" ”

"Why?"

Xue Qian sneered again and walked back slowly: "Why do you think your second uncle, the second young master of the dignified Yan family, would marry a Huansha girl?" ”

My heart chuckled.

When Zhengjue mentioned the identity of A Xian Huansha girl before, I just listened to it, and I really didn't pay attention to it, but now when she mentioned it, I remembered that the Yan family is a big family in Xichuan, and the marriage of the son is naturally the biggest deal and the biggest weight. Just like the engagement between his father and Xue Qian, it is naturally a family marriage.

But Yan Yizhi, who is the second son of the Yan family, married a powerless Huansha girl.

I looked at Xue Qian in astonishment, but saw that her face was also gloomy, and said: "Your second uncle, Yan Yizhi, has had Huigen since he was a child, and he is also dedicated to Buddhism. ”

I couldn't help frowning: "He is dedicated to the Buddha, how could he-"

"How could I marry your second aunt, right?" Speaking of this, a sneer also appeared on Xue Qian's face: "This is probably their fate." ”

“……”

"Your second uncle just went out and crossed the bridge, and he fell in love with her."

“…… What?! ”

Yan Yizhi just fell in love with her, a raccoon girl. The cultivation is also lost, the Buddhist scriptures are gone, and if you follow the devil, you must marry the raccoon girl. Your grandfather and your great-grandfather have always hoped to pull him out of the Buddhist gate, since they have this opportunity, how can they not agree to him. ”

“……”

"It's just that the raccoon girl has just been engaged, and she is about to pass through the door."

My heart suddenly sank, and I said with some trembling: "So, what did they do?" ”

"What did they do? Of course, they arrested Ah Xian and her fiancé to the Yan family...... But they were not offended, nor were they coerced, your grandfather just put ten silver tickets of one hundred taels, a total of one thousand taels in front of that man, and asked him to leave Ah Xian. ”

“……”

"Say one 'no', one less."

“……”

"Actually, the two of them hadn't even met before that, so this choice was not difficult."

“……”

"In the end, the man left Xichuan with seven hundred taels."

I stood on the promenade, only to feel a gust of wind blowing the fishy cold of the lake, blowing my whole body staggered, maybe because of the sudden cold, or maybe because my body was too weak, at this moment I felt uncomfortable in my chest, and even wanted to vomit.

Seven hundred taels of silver...... Ah Xian...... Yan Yizhi......

For a moment, the words of enlightenment kept ringing and echoing in my mind, as if a heavy hammer was constantly hitting my mind.

"Poor monk, it's probably the catastrophe of Ah Xian's life......"

Originally...... It turned out to be true!

He's really Ah Xian's doom!

That touch of soft rouge, he was deeply hidden in the monk's robe, which was a little bit of red dust and chaos that he could never get rid of outside the world, because it was the fate he formed, and it was the sin he did!

At this time, I remembered that when the fearless monk talked to me about my father's mother, he once said that the people of the Yan family did some evil things to bully men and women, I thought he was just talking about my father, saying that my father had imprisoned my mother for more than two years, but now I understand that he was talking about the two sons of the Yan family!

I only felt a chill on my back, a cold sweat, which had soaked through my clothes.

Xue Qian originally looked at me coldly, but at this time, I don't know if it was because of Ah Xian's fate or her own fate, her voice was also a little soft, and even a little hoarse, and said: "And Ah Xian, just married your second uncle, and then, when she was born with a light face, she had a difficult birth, so she left." ”

“……”

"As soon as she leaves, your second uncle seems to have changed again."

“……”

"He's changed back to who he was. I started practicing again, I started chanting Buddha again, and in the end, I gave up this child and went to Tianmu Temple to become a monk. ”

When she said this, I only felt a cramping pain in my chest.

I can almost completely understand what happened next.

A child, from birth, his mother died because of his difficult birth, and his father also gave him up to become a monk, and he himself was born with a vicious disease, which is almost the most unacceptable in all big families, a fateful anomaly.

And later, I knew it perfectly.

From his infancy, he was taken to Tianmu Temple to receive full ordination, but later he left the temple and went to Xishan to study and study, and when he was weak, the Yan family gave him a family property, and he completely broke away from the Yan family.

Over the years, although he is still called Yan Qinghan, in fact, he is simply a rootless and footless wanderer, wandering in this world. He has his own home, but he can't go back, and he has his own father, but he can't recognize him.

And as a fateful outlier, he was not allowed to enter the Yan family's inner house!

But this qiē is only about Yan Qinghan.

What about Ah Xian?

My second aunt, the woman who was engaged and gave up with seven hundred taels, finally married into the Yan family and became a woman of your lady, what about her?

Her joys and sorrows, sorrows, and despair, does anyone know?

became an almost top-notch woman in Xichuan, but passed away in such a short period of time, what is her mood?

I raised my head to look at Xue Qian, but saw that the sorrow that flashed on her face had disappeared, and all that was left was coldness and disgust, and said to me: "I have already said everything you need to know, don't bother me again!" ”

Seeing that she turned around to leave, I suddenly asked, "That big lady, who do you think is wrong in this matter?" ”

Her brows furrowed, she turned to look at me, and sneered, "Am I going to say that Ah Xian is wrong?" ”

“……”

"Your second uncle, his sins are finally full now, I just hope that he will practice hard in the next life!"

After saying that, she was about to leave again, but I stepped forward a few steps forward and stopped in front of her, saying, "In that case, why do you hate my mother?" ”

“……”

Xue Qian almost couldn't believe her ears, she couldn't believe that I would say such a thing, and looked at me with wide eyes in astonishment for a while: "What did you say?" ”

"I said, since you know that this matter is the sin of the second uncle, then why, all these years, you have been hating my mother?"

I saw her pupils shrink suddenly, and before I could react, she had raised her hand and slapped me hard.

The slap was crisp and loud, and it made my head tilt to the side, and my cheeks immediately hurt hotly.

And she gritted her teeth and said, "Bastard, what are you talking about?!" ”

“……”

"You dare to criticize your father?!"

“……”

"What are you, how dare you call him that!?"

......I slowly turned my head to look at her, the lights were dim, I could barely see the vicious expression on her face, nor the raised outline of her cheeks when she gritted her teeth, but only the silver frost on her temples, which was a little dazzling in such a night.

I stuck out my tongue, licked the corners of my numb lips, took a deep breath, and said, "I didn't criticize him, I just wanted to know if there was any difference between these two things." ”

“……”

"If this matter is not different, then why do you have a different opinion?"

Xue Qian was almost angry, I could see it from the back of her hand that was holding the dragon staff hard, and the green tendons were bulging, but this time, she swallowed her anger hard, gritted her teeth, and said word by word: "That woman also knows about Yan Yizhi and Ah Xian——"

I was stunned for a moment, but reacted immediately.

That woman, she was referring to my mother.

"You know what she said?"

"She, what did she say."

"The cultivation of the Buddha cannot be achieved without demons."

My brows suddenly furrowed - "The cultivation of the Buddha cannot be achieved without demons"?

What do you mean?

Xue Qian sneered: "You know, who is the Buddha and who is the demon?" ”

“……”

"Do you know, your mother, who is that woman?"

“……”

"You don't know anything about these things, how can you evaluate these things, why do you criticize your father?!"

After saying this, her eyes were almost bloodshot and red, and she paused heavily on the dragon staff in her hand, and turned around and walked away without looking back.

And I stood still, only to feel her departure, bringing with it a cold wind that pierced my heart.

The cultivation of the Buddha cannot be achieved without demons?

Who is a Buddha? Who is the Devil?

My mother, what kind of person is she, what is the right and wrong, right and wrong, between her and my father?

……

I stood in the empty corridor for a long time, until the night dew wetted my sideburns, until the night breeze cooled my fingertips, and I slowly lifted my hand, which had lost a little bit, trembling slightly, and stroked it towards my chest.

My mother, who the hell is she?

Maybe that's what I really need to uncover.

And I have a key......