Chapter 1048: I Like Him More Than Others...
For a moment, my whole body froze, looking at Miaoyan's pale little face, and almost frightened eyes, I forgot what I should say, and stood at the door and stared at her.
At this time, Pei Yuanxiu walked over "who"
Then, he was stunned for a moment.
But he still came back to his senses immediately, smiled and said, "Why did you come to see your mother?"
"Hmm." Miao Yan looked at me, and then at him, although her eyes were still rolling, I felt as if her eyes were completely dark, dull, and not even a little as if they were as agile as before, and said, "I'm coming to see my mother." β
Then, she turned her head to look at me again.
By the time she said the last word, I could already feel her voice trembling violently, as if she might cry at any moment, so I reached out and took her wrist and pulled her in. And as soon as I touched her wrist, I felt that she was trembling, and she was shaking very much, as if the whole person was a little out of control, so obediently I was pulled into the room and stood there.
Pei Yuanxiu and I glanced at each other.
I also knew that she would have to face this fact sooner or later, but I didn't expect this moment to come so quickly, so suddenly, not only was she completely unprepared, but even I was at a loss, I looked back again, and saw her standing there, her small body looked extremely thin, and even her shoulders twitched as if they were about to break.
She cried
There was a tingling in my heart, and I almost immediately wanted to go over and hold her in my arms, take good care of her, and comfort her, but when I saw Pei Yuanxiu in front of me, I thought about it, and it was still very light, and almost only said to him with my mouth, "You go first."
He looked at me, then at Miaoyan's back, immediately nodded in understanding, and said to me, "Since Miaoyan came to see you, then you can accompany Miaoyan to eat something." I still have some things to attend to, so I'll go first. β
"Hmm."
I nodded, watched him walk out, and closed the door gently.
Then I turned my head and looked at Miaoyan's emaciated, trembling back with her back to me.
I walked slowly behind her, but instead of immediately walking in front of her, I gently put my hands on her twitching shoulders and said softly, "Wonderful words"
She didn't speak.
"Punch words." I still called out her name calmly, and the hand on her shoulder used a little force.
As if feeling the gentleness of my palm, and the deliberate power of transmission, after a long time, Miao Yan finally turned around slowly, and when she raised her head to look at me, I saw that one of her faces was already full of tears, and the tears had not even stopped, and they were still sliding from the corners of her eyes, gathering along her full cheeks to her chin, and then falling down drop by drop.
My heart crumbled.
"Wonderful Words"
I reached out to hold her face, and immediately moistened my hand, trying to wipe her tears, but to no avail, her tears kept falling like beads with broken threads, and even kept flowing down my hand. I only felt the tears burning, like a fire, from her heart to my body.
"Wonderful Words"
When I called her name again, she finally couldn't help it and cried out with a "wow".
She cried for a long time.
At first, the maids who came to serve were standing at the door, looking in, and I stretched out my hand and waved them away, and after that, no one dared to come near here, and Miao Yan kept leaning on my arms and crying, tears wet my clothes, and after a while, I felt a cold heart.
But I didn't stop her, I just gently hugged her body that was shaking and twitching from crying.
"Mother"
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"Mother", her voice was also trembling with crying, "Why"
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"Why should he marry someone else?"
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"Why?"
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I didn't answer her as if I hadn't stopped her, and in the long silence I gently took her in my arms and pressed her face against mine, and her tears trickled down my face, hot drops down my cheeks.
I don't know how long it took, but her crying finally subsided.
I held her face and looked at her already weeping face, and even my own face, was intertwined with tears. I smiled, stroked her wolf bΓ¨i's little face, and the red and swollen eyes that were already crying, and said, "Don't cry if you cry again, your eyes will be broken if you cry again." β
"Woo Woo T
She couldn't stop it, she still shook her head, and tears fell again.
But this time, she spoke.
"But mother, why did he marry someone else, why did he?"
"That's none other than his fiancΓ©e."
"But I don't want to"
"Miao Yan, you don't want it, that's your business, but your third uncle wants to get married and marry his fiancΓ©e, that's his business. These two things have nothing to do with each other at all. β
She listened to my gentle voice, but said the most cruel words, and suddenly her face turned pale, as if she had to face the most heartbreaking moment, she shook her head desperately, tears couldn't stop falling, and said miserably, "I don't want me to want me to marry someone else, he obviously likes me so much, I like him too, when he is fighting, in order to protect me, he can even want his life, why doesn't it matter?"
Hearing this sentence of the wonderful words, such wayward words, I suddenly wanted to laugh.
A young girl, a girl full of vitality, will have such willful power, and she believes that what he likes is herself, and she also believes that he is the person she likes, so reckless and naΓ―ve to look forward to it, and pursue it.
However, after a long time, even when your feelings are about to be exhausted and dried up, you will know that there are so many last resorts and so many requests in the world.
I said gently, "Don't cry. β
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"Your third uncle likes you, but likes you as a junior, he is your elder, any junior is in danger, he will"
Before I finished my words, I was so anxious that I almost stomped my feet, grabbed my shirt hard and said, "No, no, no, it won't be anyone, he is only good to me alone, he is only so good to me alone"
"Wonderful Words"
"Mother" this time, Miao Yan has completely failed to listen to any advice and comfort, I feel that her eyes are not only red from crying, but more like people in extreme horror and despair, congested and red, she looked up at me, her voice was trembling, "Mother, isn't my father the emperor, am I not a princess, they all call me princess, Princess Miaoyan." Can I let my dad stop him from getting married, I let my dad stop him from marrying, I'll let my dad order him to marry me, is that okay?"
I was stunned, and I couldn't believe my ears that a wonderful word would say such a "wonderful word"
"Mother, is this good?"
"Wonderful Words"
I suddenly shouted her name, and I was so shocked that my whole body trembled, and I looked at me with misty eyes.
Tears fell one by one.
The frenzy of her eyes and face just now dissipated at this moment, leaving only a helpless face, and an almost empty blankness, I looked at her for a long time, and finally slowly reached out, wiped the tears on her face that had not dried, and said calmly, "Don't cry anymore." β
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"Wonderful words, a man who can't make you laugh is not worth making you cry."
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"Is he really that good?"
"But," he sobbed, his speech staccato "I liked him, not because he made me laugh, nor because he was good to me." β
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"I like him because he is him, and the third uncle makes me like it."
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This time, I felt like I couldn't hold it anymore.
Every word of the child was like a heavy fist in my chest, and the dull pain felt the sharpest knife piercing my heart, and it was even more painful and difficult.
With a click, a tear fell on Miaoyan's face.
She was stunned for a moment, subconsciously raised her head to look at me, I also looked down at her, my little face was a little blurry, but I smiled and said, "Miao Yan said so, my mother thinks that Miao Yan has grown up and knows what real liking is, not just infatuation." β
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"But it's only your business that you like him."
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"It's just your business that he makes you like."
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"Wonderful words, it's not that if you like someone, you have to get him, and it's not that if you like someone, you have to make him like you. Everyone has their own ideas, their own path they want to take, you can't stop his dreams because you like him, cut off the path he wants to take, in that way, you don't like him, but simply want to control him. β
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"To like someone should be to let him go where he wants to go, and let him love the person he really loves."
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"If it is just right, what he really loves is you; If it just so happens that the place he wants to go is by your side, then you will be happy together. If the person he loves is not you, even if you get him, you will not be happy, he will not, and you will not. β
When he heard the wonderful words, he hurriedly shook his head: "How could it be, I was very happy when I was with my third uncle." β
"That's because the third uncle treats you as a junior and loves you, and it's different to be with men and women."
Miao Yan suddenly became a little anxious, the corners of her eyes turned red, and she hurriedly said, "Then, I'll let my father order him, I"
"Wonderful words" This time, my voice was not so gentle, let alone the peace just now, but with a hint of sternness, she raised her head to look at me in a hurry, and I said, "Do you know who your third uncle is going to marry?"
"I don't know."
"It's the eldest princess."
Her eyes widened suddenly, "The eldest princess"
"Yes, it's also a princess, your father's sister, the eldest princess of Anguo. The most powerful princess in the world. β
Thinking that Pei Yuanhao actually allowed her to open a mansion in Yangzhou, the meaning is self-evident, and it is even more suspicious, I almost dare not imagine what Pei Yuanzhen did to make Pei Yuanhao's grace to her reach such a peak, but since she is already a princess of Anguo, since she has opened a mansion, and since their marriage has been announced to the world, then my daughter's extravagant hope is destined to be just extravagant hope, a fruitless bitter love.
I looked her in the eye and continued, "She's your aunt. β
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"She is the one who has always been by your third uncle's side."
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"Your third uncle saved you during the war, so what my mother wants to tell you is that she also almost lost her life for your third uncle. If you think that's like, then who likes you more Uncle San"
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"She has been by your third uncle's side for a long time, and she has been paying for your third uncle."
Miao Yan's eyes flashed, and he suddenly said, "But does the third uncle like her?"
I was stunned.
"Mother, you also said just now, it's not that you like people, people should like you; It's not that you want him, he should be with you. That, that eldest princess, she has done a lot for the third uncle, but does the third uncle really like her?"
My breathing was also a little messy.
I didn't expect that my mind was completely chaotic, but Miaoyan's mind was not chaotic at all, and even persuaded me with the words I had just persuaded her. Actually, I only need to say "Your third uncle really likes her", which can make Miao Yan accept this fact, but several times, when the words come to my mouth, I can't say anything.
I looked at Miaoyan's focused gaze, and was silent for a long time, she seemed to feel something, and said, "Mother, in fact, the third uncle doesn't like that eldest princess."
I was silent for a while, and then said, "You should call Auntie." β
Miao Yan was stunned for a moment.
I repeated, "People call her the eldest princess, but in terms of seniority, she is your father's sister and your aunt." β
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Miao Yan was silent, his eyes were full of tangled and struggling eyes, but he never opened his mouth.
Because at this time, she seemed to suddenly realize that she and her third uncle were not completely equal.
She called him the third uncle, and his fiancΓ©e was her aunt, and the two of them were of the same generation, and in front of them, she was just a junior, a little girl who was loved, but not enough to compare with her elders.
Third uncle, aunt, these two titles, made her realize this.
When her eyes became more and more chaotic, and even panicked, I said coldly, "Do you think you are a princess, you think your father is the emperor, you are very powerful, you can do whatever you want?"
"Mother."
"If you really meet someone who is weak and deceitful, maybe, he will really give up his fiancΓ©e, maybe, he will really come to your side because you are a princess. But you have to remember that he is not with you for you, but because you are a princess, and you have such status and power, he is with you. β
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"But what he thinks in his heart, whether he will be happy or sad after being forced, whether he will like the person who forces him, or whether he will hate the person who forces him, I think, not only he knows, but you yourself should know."
Wonderful words' face turned pale.
"What you have to understand is that even if your father is the emperor and your father is the most powerful person in Jinling, you can't do whatever you want. You are a princess, but there is also the eldest princess, you have power, and others have power. β
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"Even if it's your father, your father, you can't bully others as you want. You can use power to oppress people, but the hearts of others will not give in, but will hate you and hate you. The more people you oppress, the more people hate you, and the more your spirit resists you, the stronger it becomes. β
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"At that time, don't say that you are a princess, even if you have the status of your father, your father's status will be overthrown."
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"Wonderful words, you have to remember that power is for building, not for destruction."
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"Power can be used to protect the people you love, but not to hurt the people you love."
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"Power should be the beauty of adults, not the evil of adults."
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"Even if you are very miserable in your heart, you can't be a gentleman, are you going to be a villain?"
The more I spoke, the more painful the expression in my eyes became, as if something was fighting in her body, tearing at her soul, the choice between good and evil, the collision of reason and emotion, was originally painful, and her immature mind suddenly had to accept this qiΔ, and it was in the case of knowing that Liu Qinghan was about to marry her aunt, that kind of pain was even more profound.
When I hugged her, I could almost feel it just by touching her trembling body.
Like me, the pain in my chest was like a knife.
She was silent for a long time, and the frenzy and willfulness in her eyes slowly subsided, but so much helplessness rose, and when she looked up at me, another tear fell from her eyesocket, click.
"But mother, I really like the third uncle, I want to marry him."
"I understand."
"I Others Like Him Better"
"Mother knows."
"Why can't I do it with him, is it because of that eldest princess, my aunt?"
I looked down at her, smiling, but I felt that every time I smiled, my heart was like a knife, I could only hold her hard, gently caress her crying and trembling body, and felt her tears wet my clothes again, and the cold feeling in my chest slowly spread slowly, as if my heart was also slowly cooling.
I didn't answer her question, but hugged her and said gently, "Good words, don't be sad." β
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"Wonderful words, you are still young, you still have a long life, and you can meet a lot of good people."
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"Mother believes that you will definitely meet a very good man in the future, maybe as good as your third uncle, maybe, your third uncle is okay. You will definitely be happy. β
Miao Yan leaned softly in my arms, and I knew that she didn't listen to a word of what I said, just sobbed softly.
I don't know how long later, she looked up at me, her big eyes still glistening with tears.
"Mother, I want to ask you to promise me one thing."
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