1091 Remember the best times between us

I was stunned for a moment - "I heard about it so soon"?

What did you hear?

Just when I was about to ask, I suddenly noticed her red and swollen eyes, which were still shining with a little tears.

I spoke, my voice slightly astringent: "They ......"

"Yan Qingqing," without waiting for my words to come out, Han Zitong's eyes were even redder, and even a little choked when she spoke, she glared at me and said, "If you still have a little heart, I beg you, don't get in the way of them." ”

“…… Hinder? ”

"Isn't it? If it weren't for you, my sister would have come true, but now, it's because of you—" she said, her voice growing hoarse, "Now that she's seriously injured and probably going to die, won't you let her fulfill her last wish?" This may be her last wish, her last request! ”

“……”

"Do you have a heart?"

“……”

"Do you really want to force my sister to death and let her die without turning a blind eye?!"

I stood under the shade of the tree, maybe because the shade was too dense, or maybe it was the moment when the wind suddenly blew from behind with water vapor, my hands and feet were instantly cold, but there was a ray of sunlight spilling down from the dense leaves above my head, and it was shining on my face, and there was a strange, hot feeling on my cheeks, as if I had been slapped hard, and when I subconsciously raised my head, the dazzling sunlight shone down, making me have an illusion of almost dizziness.

And at this moment, a familiar voice sounded in front of me-

"Zitong!"

I settled down, and Han Zitong also seemed to have been pricked suddenly, and when I turned around, I saw the door in front of me, Pei Yuanxiu was standing there.

The sun shone on his somewhat pale face.

As soon as Han Zitong saw him, he immediately turned his head away and looked away, but his eyes turned even redder.

He walked over slowly, walked past Han Zitong's side without squinting, and walked in front of me, the hand that was across his chest and abdomen was also pale, I felt that he seemed to want to raise his hand to do something, but he only lifted it halfway, and his clothes were flying, and immediately there was a strong smell of medicine. On weekdays, this kind of medicinal smell has a faint aroma, but now when I smell it, I only feel fishy and astringent.

I subconsciously frowned and took a step back.

His hand froze there.

After a pause, his fingers slowly tightened, clenched into a fist, retracted into his sleeve, and then said without looking back: "Ruoshi just woke up again, you go back to see her." ”

Han Zitong kept looking at his back, almost about to cry, at this time hearing his words, I almost saw a crystal tear from the corner of her eye, and fell under her feet with a click, but she said nothing and turned away.

Then, the two of us were left standing in the shade of the tree.

Although it was a close distance, at this moment, we both seemed to clearly feel that there seemed to be a deep, boundless gap between us.

Even at this moment, when I looked into his eyes, I felt that I couldn't see anything clearly, as if I was thousands of miles away, looking at this man who had never seen clearly, my husband.

He looked at me again, and by the time he spoke, his voice had calmed down.

"I'll send you back first."

The two of them walked back one after the other, and the attendants and maids looked at the two of us, and they didn't even have the courage to come over to say goodbye, they exchanged heads and whispered one by one, and Pei Yuanxiu didn't care about them at all, and only accompanied me all the way back from the racecourse.

In the midst of those countless eyes with ulterior motives, we finally returned to the inner courtyard.

I walked to the middle of the room, then stopped and looked back at him.

He stood in the doorway, and for some reason, the place where he could walk in just one step seemed to be very difficult.

I laughed instead.

His eyebrows furrowed: "What are you laughing at?" ”

"I laugh - just right, I don't want to have another child."

“……”

This sentence was a bit headless and brainless, and he was stunned for a moment when he heard it, but he came back to his senses in an instant, and his face suddenly became a little gloomy.

Because Han Zitong told me at the beginning, Pei Yuanxiu and Han Ruoshi's agreement was that she must wait until I gave birth to his eldest son before she could get started, but now, because Han Ruoshi is seriously ill and difficult to recover, she can only use extraordinary means in extraordinary times, in order to fulfill her wishes, whether I have children or not is not so important at this time.

He didn't speak, just looked at me quietly.

I continued, "Since you are going to get married, do you also want to give some benefits to your subordinates?" ”

This is another sentence with no beginning and no end, which is inexplicable.

He looked at me and didn't react for a while, but I already continued: "The two girls around me, Xiaoni and Xixi, are too young and have just come from the countryside, so I can't get used to them. Let them go out of the house, I don't need the two of them to serve. ”

His brow furrowed: "Did they say, what did they say?" ”

"No, you don't have to get me wrong, I just don't want to use people to serve anymore."

“……”

He looked at me in silence for a moment and said, "Okay." ”

After saying that, he did not speak again.

After all, after knowing about that incident, I actually talked to him about the two girls' going, which was probably something that surprised him and even confused him, so he hurriedly ended this conversation.

And with this termination, the two of them don't seem to have much to say.

I stood in the middle of the room, as if I had just stood in the shade of a tree, with only the cold numbness of my fingers, and he stood in the sun, still pale, as if the scorching sun could not warm him.

I don't know how long it took, he finally spoke, his voice still dry: "You, don't you have anything to ask me?" ”

“……”

I thought for a moment, "So, what are you going to do to me next?" ”

"What?"

"Since you're getting married, what about me?"

“……”

"What are you going to do with me?"

"......," he seemed to take a deep breath, and then said, "I already said it yesterday." ”

“……”

"You are the wife that my Pei Yuan Xiu Ming Media is marrying, and you are my wife."

“……”

"Nothing can change that."

I looked at him for a moment, and then said, "Can't I change it myself?" ”

His eyebrows furrowed.

I looked at him without hesitation and said in the calmest voice, "What if I don't want to be your wife anymore?" ”

……

What if I don't want to be your wife anymore?

I didn't think that one day, I would say this to him; When I said this, I didn't hesitate at all, but when I said it, I felt empty for some reason, as if someone had suddenly emptied me.

Maybe it's because I also realized that all these years have been in this sentence, and they have come to naught.

At this moment, I felt as if I heard the sound of something shattering, and when I looked up and saw the expression of the extraordinarily pale, ice-like face in the sun, I seemed to know that something was broken.

However, he did not get angry.

There wasn't even the slightest sign of anger, he just- he was very upset.

I even saw him reach out and hold on to the door frame, after making sure he was standing firmly, and then he walked in slowly, as soon as he left the dazzling sunlight and walked into the shady room, I also saw his pupils thoroughly, perhaps because of the relationship between leaving the sun, his eyes were pitch black, and there was no light, only I stood there, an extraordinarily thin figure, as if deep in his eyes.

I didn't flinch, just stood there until he came to me.

After a while, he took a deep breath, then reached out and grabbed my shoulders, I didn't move, I didn't even dodge, I was so restrained by him, when I looked up at him, I saw his calm face, and I also heard his trembling voice sound: "Qingying, don't you do this." ”

“……”

"I won't let you leave me, so don't say such things, and don't think about it."

“……”

"Either way, we're already husband and wife."

"Yuan Xiu," I was held in the palm of his hand, and I could almost feel that his hand was trembling like his voice, and even some uncontrollable force, pinching my shoulder, but I didn't struggle, just looked at him like this, with a little calm, but also a little helpless: "We are a couple, we have done it." ”

“……”

"I once said, you can only choose one between me and them. But now I'm going to say that even without them, it's impossible between us. ”

“……”

"If you want to marry her, it's probably good for you and for her, and my adult beauty will not be stopped. But please let me go. ”

“……”

"No matter what, you have been very good to me all these years, I am grateful that you have loved me so much, and I am willing to remember you in the future, remember the best time between us......"

"No!"

Before I could finish my sentence, he suddenly interrupted me with a low roar.

At this time, there was a pain on both shoulders that almost pierced through the bones.

"Ahh

I let out a low cry of pain, and the whole person shrank up, and he immediately seemed to be frightened, and hurriedly let go of me, carefully holding my arm: "What's wrong?" I'm hurting you, am I? ”

......I bit my lower lip and couldn't speak, and he couldn't wait to carry me to the couch and sit down, and said eagerly: "I'm sorry, I didn't control myself just now, I'm sorry Qingying!" Did I hurt you? Does it still hurt? ”

I looked at his almost reddened eyes, he was still handsome, as elegant as a fairy, but at this time, I seemed to see a trace of madness on the verge of collapse in his pupils, and even, even at this time, when he grabbed me to check the wound on my shoulder, the strength of that hand was still uncontrollable, bringing bursts of unspeakable pain

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