032. Enlightenment
Under the instruction of Director Wang, only the leaders of the police station and the school knew about the inside story, and there was no publicity to the outside world. So in the media in Songjiang City, there is not a bit of news.
But Yang Ming's heart is very heavy, this is murder! There is a fundamental difference between fights and brawls in peacetime! Although in a sense, the person Yang Ming killed was a heinous person who should indeed be killed, if he didn't kill him, then he wouldn't necessarily do many things that hurt heaven and reason!
What a ridiculous sentence for heaven! Yang Ming doesn't think he's a cold-blooded person, but he's not a hero either! It's okay to fight unevenly, but it's better to leave the punishment and elimination of adultery to the police!
Although he was at the police station just now, he could calmly defend himself with the police for his innocence, and calmly said that he was defending himself, but now, the panic in Yang Ming's heart quickly occupied his entire body!
Yang Ming felt that his legs were as heavy as lead, and he couldn't take a step at all.
"Yang Ming, what's wrong with you?" Zhao Ying, who came out together, looked at Yang Ming's somewhat pale face and asked worriedly.
"Huh? I...... It's okay......" Yang Ming looked at Zhao Ying and said with a wry smile. People who have no personal experience will never know the feelings of the authorities, in the eyes of Zhao Ying and Principal Li, Yang Ming just did a good thing, although he killed someone, but he killed a heinous villain! Just like watching a movie, the police shot and killed the criminal, which is taken for granted in the eyes of the audience, and no one will sympathize with the criminal, but think that he is innocent!
Yang Ming is not a policeman, nor is he a murderous gangster, he is just a student, and it is impossible for him to have such a good psychological element. As soon as he closed his eyes now, he saw Ji Shuisheng's white and hideous face that was constantly blistering with blood from his nose.
"Yang Ming, wait a minute!" A voice came from behind him, and it turned out to be Chen Fei: "Yang Ming, you wait for a while, I still have something to tell you, Principal Li, Teacher Zhao, you go back first, I will send Yang Ming back in a while!" ”
"Okay, Captain Chen, since you still have something to do, then Xiao Zhao and I will go back to school first, you also know that I am very busy with work and can't do without people, but you have to return my students to Zhao!" Principal Li said with a smile.
Returning to Zhao? Zhao Ying's heart tightened, her surname was Zhao, could it be that the principal saw something? These days of getting along, the relationship between her and Yang Ming has long surpassed the relationship between teachers and students, is it sister and brother? Although he is a few years older than Yang Ming, Yang Ming protects him every time, and he is like a sister. It seems more appropriate to say that they are friends, but is the relationship between two people just friends? Zhao Ying couldn't figure it out. But when she heard Principal Li say this, she had an indescribable feeling in her heart.
When Zhao Ying saw Principal Li's calm expression, she knew that she was thinking too much.
"Principal Li, don't worry, you and Wang Ju are old classmates, if I do something to your students, Wang Ju won't tear down my bones!" Chen Fei said with a smile.
After Principal Li and Zhao Ying got into the school car, Chen Fei patted Yang Ming on the shoulder: "Young man, I'm very unhappy, come here, let's talk." ”
"I ......" Yang Ming didn't know how Chen Fei could see his thoughts, when he was at the police station just now, his watch had always been very calm!
"Hehe, there's no shame, come, let's go and sit!" Chen Fei pointed to a bench in the compound of the police station and said.
Yang Ming glanced at Chen Fei, nodded, and silently followed behind him. That's right, Yang Ming really wants to find someone to talk to now, just now, he wanted to tell Zhao Ying about his feelings, but he still didn't say it in the end, on the one hand, he was afraid that Zhao Ying would worry about him, but the most important thing was that Zhao Ying, who stayed out of the matter, would never understand Yang Ming's fearful mood.
"How's it going, young man, aren't you scared?" Chen Fei leaned back on the bench, lit a cigarette, and handed Yang Ming another one.
Yang Ming didn't know why Chen Fei thought he also smoked, but he still took it honestly and unceremoniously, lit it, took a deep breath, and then said slowly: "I was scared at the beginning, but now it's much better." Yang Ming didn't want him to look down on him.
"Oh? Hehe, are you very promising, I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it, I remember that I just graduated from the police academy and joined the work, and after shooting and killing the gangster for the first time on duty, I vomited all night! And I was scared for a week, and I had nightmares at night! Chen Fei patted Yang Ming's shoulder as he spoke.
"Captain Chen...... I ......" Yang Ming heard that Chen Fei was still the same as a policeman, and finally couldn't hold back the depression in his heart anymore: "I'm so scared!" The images of that night kept flashing in my mind, and although I didn't think about it, those images still appeared involuntarily, as if they were engraved in my mind! ”
Chen Fei laughed after hearing this: "Young man, you are already good, you have endured patience for such a long time, at least you did not show cowardice when you were in the police station, otherwise your image as a big hero will be ridiculed!" You don't have to feel ashamed, no matter who you are, you will always feel this way when you kill someone for the first time. But you remember that the person you kill is a bad person, so you don't have to have any psychological burden at all, and don't feel that you can't get over it with your conscience! Think about it, if people like Ji Shuisheng are not eliminated as soon as possible, how much danger will it bring to society? ”
"But...... Captain Chen...... Although that's the case, wouldn't it be better for the police to do these things, if I could choose, I'd rather let that Ji Shuisheng go! Yang Ming shook his head and said.
"You're not right, young man! A manly man, what he did is what he did, how can he regret it! From a police officer's point of view, this kind of thing should indeed be done by us, but if you think about it from another angle, if you choose to back down that day, then Ji Shuisheng will continue to do evil, and the object of his crime may be your friends, classmates, teachers, and even family members! Do you regret once someone close to you has been hurt? Chen Fei continued.
Oh, yes! Yang Ming nodded, if he retreated, then Ji Shuisheng would be even more arrogant, once he was allowed to continue to commit crimes in Songjiang, the consequences would be really unimaginable! If his family or Zhao Ying and Chen Mengyan met him, then Yang Ming really couldn't apologize for his death!
Thinking of this, Yang Ming suddenly brightened, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth: "Thank you, Captain Chen!" I figured it out! ”
"Yes, it's good to figure it out, I'm not encouraging you to kill, but I hope that when someone needs help, you can stand up bravely!" Chen Fei snuffed out the cigarette in his hand and said to Yang Ming: "Young man, you are still a student, you can smoke two cigarettes once in a while, but if you have too much, it will hurt your body!" ”
"Got it, Captain Chen! Thank you! Yang Ming nodded sincerely.
"Let's go, I'll send you back, go home at night and sleep well, and go to school easily tomorrow!" Chen Fei stood up and walked like a police car. It's very pure and ambiguous, and the first volume of the ability is beginning to appear.032.Enlightenment.