For several weeks, Lu Xiaofan usually worked as Ji Weizhi's personal nutritionist and family cook in the Ji family's mansion, and went to the nursing home on weekends to visit and accompany Lan Shuyun free of charge.

At first, Lu Yu was still with her, but later because of various official and private affairs, he was busy, and he didn't have much free time. Just thought, anyway, Lu Xiaofan also joined the list of visitors, so she simply came and went by herself. In fact, Fu Min also came every week, but because Lan Shuyun really kept it secret, the medical staff didn't talk much, the important thing was that the time was not right, and the two girls had never met.

What about Ji Zhaojun? He only came here occasionally, and when he came, he just stood and left, because Lan Shuyun was very repulsive to his appearance. Therefore, it is even more difficult to meet.

However, for Lu Xiaofan, taking care of her life-saving benefactor's mother and doing her filial piety for her first lover (in fact, her crush) has done it, which makes her feel comfortable to repay, and she also heard a lot of trivial things about Fu Cheng when he was a child from Lan Shuyun.

However, whenever she tried to inquire about why Fu Kun, the father of the Fu family, abandoned his wife and children, and what Fu Cheng did when he came back, Lan Shuyun's heart seemed to be closed immediately, and she didn't reveal a trace of information, obviously secretive about those things.

Lu Xiaofan didn't force her, so he took care of her gently with the mentality of a junior. Lan Shuyun could feel that someone was good to her from the bottom of her heart, so she loved Lu Xiaofan even more. Once even sighed and said: If Fu Cheng is still alive, I must marry you as a daughter-in-law.

I don't know what to say, which makes Lu Xiaofan very sad and sad.

Fortunately, Lan Shuyun listened to Lu Xiaofan's words very much, and would go to the garden every morning and evening to exercise, and only painted for two hours every day, so these days, she not only has a much better mental condition, but also seems to be healthier.

As for the paintings she painted...... She really learned finger painting when she was young, and within a few days of familiarizing herself, her level and skills showed that she was superb. Among her paintings, some are landscapes, still lifes, and Chinese painting series. But most of them are portraits, just portraits of that person: Fu Cheng.

He was a child, he was a teenager, he was an adult. He's a pure man anymore, he's either walking, he's silent, he's sleeping, he's eating. He lost his temper, he smoked quietly in front of the window, he was still or moving......

In short, all of Fu Cheng's life is displayed in Lan Shuyun's paintings, full of his mother's deep nostalgia for her son whose soul is gone, as if he is living again in his mother's heart and on his mother's painting paper.

But the strange thing is that all the portraits have no facial features.

In other words, Fu Cheng's face could not be seen.

Lu Xiaofan doesn't know why this is happening? Is there anyone more familiar with her son's appearance than a mother? Why didn't she paint? Is it a psychological fear that if you draw too realistically, you will associate it with actual loss? Or do you think Fu Cheng's face burned by the alcohol stove when he was a child is too terrible? Or maybe her mind or memory was messed up at some time and place. So that she can't tell the difference?

Every time she came, Lan Shuyun had to look at Fu Cheng's photos of various periods with her repeatedly. But Lu Xiaofan is actually very eager for her to paint Fu Cheng. It seems that if Fu Cheng can vividly leap onto the page, he will be clearer, and they will be closer, just like he will appear in her life again.

Lately, she has often had a very bizarre feeling: divided and merged.

It was her heart that split, because she was sure that she was still in love with Ji Zhaojun, just thinking of him, just seeing him every day at dinner, her heart would tremble with him. The reason why I couldn't meet Fu Min in the sanatorium. Isn't it because Fu Min stays at Ji's house every weekend? Fu Min is like this, isn't it just to get along with Ji Zhaojun? They have been friends for many years, Fu Min is still a temperamental beauty, and it is very possible to fall in love, right? It's just that. Whenever she thought of this, she felt very sad in her heart, as if fate was going to take a part of her body. Although she knew that she shouldn't be like this, she just couldn't imagine that his unintentional tenderness would one day face other girls.

However, Fu Cheng is her first love.

From the thirteen-year-old who knew love for the first time. Among them, she experienced ten years of lonely protection and rejection of others, and reached the age of twenty-three when she tasted love and broken love. The best times are given to a man who has only met once, her hero. That feeling was indelible, not to mention that because she fell into Lan Shuyun's memories of Fu Cheng, she seemed to know him for the first time and get in close contact with him.

So she felt that she was in love with two men, and she couldn't even tell where her heart was going, and the sense of division was there. In fact, it is funny to think about it, one is a man who has passed away, and the other is a man who has given up on her, what is she struggling with? It's as if she has a choice.

And that sense of integration is even more strange, because she often feels that Fu Cheng and Ji Zhaojun are the same person.

They have so many of the same hobbies and habits, and although they are only details, they are so real.

They are the only friends who have a great gap in the world.

Although Fu Cheng's face is ruined, judging from the photos of him as an adult, the height ratio is also very similar to Ji Zhaojun. It's just that he is relatively thin, and he doesn't have Ji Zhaojun's athletic physique after years of exercise, nor does he have the elite business suit packaging.

Is she crazy? Because I miss the former one too much, and I can't let go of the latter one too much, is it chaotic? She didn't have any evidence, but felt it strongly. She wondered with a little trepidation: does she need to see a psychiatrist or a psychiatrist directly?

"Lulu ......" Lan Shuyun still calls her that, "The hawthorn cheese you brought last time is delicious, sweet and sour, delicious and appetizing, let's bring some next time." ”

"Do you like it? That's good. Lu Xiaofan nodded and agreed, "But it's late autumn now, you can't take it out of the refrigerator and eat it, it's too cold, and it will hurt the body's yang energy." ”

"It's more delicious." Lan Shuyun was a little dissatisfied, "I've been feeling very hot in my body lately, and I can't wait to nibble on a few pieces of ice to feel comfortable." ”

"If you feel unwell, tell the doctor, do a comprehensive physical examination, and don't eat indiscriminately." Lu Xiaofan was very persistent, but without waiting for Lan Shuyun to refute, he changed the topic again, "It's almost noon, why don't I go and get the food, lest the nurses send it over, okay?" ”

"Okay." Lan Shuyun was a little depressed.

Lu Xiaofan smiled and turned around to go to the pantry. She knew that the sick, the elderly, and the children were of the same species and needed to be patiently coaxed, so she decided to persuade them slowly in the future.

As she passed through the hallway, she saw through the glass window that it seemed to be raining outside, and that there were fifteen minutes before the time to pick up the food, so she decided to go to the secluded side door to get some fresh air.

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