Chapter 896: Eight Thousand Miles of Clouds and Moon! (5)
Chapter 896: Eight Thousand Miles of Clouds and Moon! (5)
The night in the mountains is exceptionally quiet, and even the sound is the original sound of frogs and birds.
The moonlight poured into the room through the nylon pasted window, and at this moment, the two only had tears and sweat blending, the union of spirit and flesh.
After the passion, the two of them did not speak but hugged each other quietly, this night was the most restful night that Xia Cao had slept in all these years, and it was also the happiest night, and this night was Jiang Ye's most restless and unquiet night, Xia Cao, who had fallen asleep, Jiang Ye gently stroked her cheek with his hand.
Jiang Ye didn't sleep all night, until the rooster outside crowed, Jiang Ye closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, and after a while, Xia Cao woke up, opened his eyes and looked at Jiang Ye, who was sleeping next to him, couldn't help but smile, and after getting dressed, he walked out of the room on crutches, and the monk was already making breakfast in the kitchen, Xia Cao said to the monk, "Good morning." ”
The monk's gaze was a little strange at Xia Cao, and after a while, he spoke, "Morning." ”
Xia Cao knew what the monk was thinking in his heart at the moment, and walked to the side and pulled a chair to sit down, "Monk, I know what you are thinking in your heart, I also want to be with him, but, you and I look like this, I know that he will not dislike me, but he will go further and further in the future, and I can only stand still in this way, a person's life, always have to face a variety of choices, people are inherently dead, there is lighter than a feather, or heavier than Mount Tai, I don't want my life to become pale to old I pick up the pen but I don't know how to write, now I don't have a choice at all, and as time goes by, Jiang Ye will gradually forget me, he has his things to do, I don't want to be his burden, his burden. ”
The monk shook his head, "Xia Cao, you are the first to know the boss, you are high school classmates, what kind of person the boss is, only you know best, no one knows him better than you, he put down the things in his hand and came here thousands of miles away, not to take you away, just to sue you, he loves you, he has always had you in his heart, no matter where you are, he loves you." ”
When Xia Cao heard this, he couldn't help but smile, "You're right, no matter what my choice is, he will support me, this is where his charm lies, he is very manly, he will always be in the way of everything, protect his own woman, he didn't sleep all night last night, and he pretended to be asleep when it was almost dawn, just to make me feel at ease, but the more I like this, the more worried I am, I don't want to hurt him, but I have to hurt him once, monk, you have to promise me, no matter what, Be sure to take care of him on your way back. ”
The monk nodded, "You can rest assured that my mission is to protect him." ”
Xia Cao said thank you, "You are busy first, I'm going to prepare, the students will be here in a while, by the way, you don't need to call him for breakfast, let him take a break." ”
The monk walked out of the house with Xia Cao on crutches, and the expression on his face couldn't help but change again and again, and he continued to make breakfast after a while.
And Jiang Ye is already dressed and sitting in front of the desk, Jiang Ye is in order to organize the books, these are the items that have accompanied Xia Cao through these days, Jiang Ye is the same as carefully looking at it.
In the end, Jiang Ye's eyes fell on a diary, Jiang Ye's heartbeat couldn't help but speed up, he desperately wanted to know how Xia Cao spent these days, but, reason told him that Xia Cao's ** should be respected, Jiang Ye hesitated and struggled for a long time, and finally picked up the diary, Jiang Ye took a deep breath, and then opened the diary.
August 20th, cloudy.
Today I left the hustle and bustle of the metropolis, left the people I love the most, and came to this small mountain village, and the trek along the way allowed me to see a poor mountain village in my consciousness that I could never have imagined before......
It was dark, there was no electricity, there was no moonlight outside, and I was writing in my diary by an oil lamp, and I missed him very much, I missed him very much.
August 21, fine.
Today, under the leadership of the village party secretary, the villagers began to convert the cowshed into a school building, and the children were happy to help the adults when they heard that they could go to school, at that moment I forgot about him, forgot about the poverty here, and everyone was working for hope under the scorching sun, and the sweat beans fell to the ground and then evaporated, I cried, the children in the city can have casually and don't know what to cherish in this place, these people in front of me are what they dream of having.
At night I didn't start thinking about him uncontrollably, thinking about it, thinking about his warm embrace, his kisses, he scratched my nose and said I was a fool.
September 1st, heavy rain.
It rained overnight, I thought that the children would not come to school to report today, but when I saw a parent wearing a coat with a child covered in mud in front of me, I couldn't help crying, school is too important for the children, I secretly told me in my heart that no matter how hard it is, I must let them go to school, if he is there, he will definitely support me, I believe him.
Every night at night, listening to the chirping of the grasshoppers outside, the singing of birds, especially the sound of the wind blowing on the trees and the windows on rainy nights, I always can't sleep, and I am trembling with fear, but I know that the oil lamp cannot be lit all the time, and the lamp oil is too precious to the village, so I can only hide in the quilt and tremble and be afraid, so I really want him to be by my side, hug me tightly, and tell me not to be afraid.
September 2nd, fine.
God finally opened his eyes, the sun is shining, the children are carrying the basket prepared by the family to prepare the book lunch to the school, today is my first day to teach the children, the children in the classroom are very well-behaved, very obedient, because they know that this is hard-won, large and small children are in a classroom, are learning from scratch, between classes with the children to do the game of throwing handkerchiefs, this game is very simple and ordinary, but for them it is the first time to play, the first time to hear, I couldn't help but hide and wipe my tears.
In the evening, I ate the food sent by the parents, although the dishes are very simple and simple, but, the heart is warm, after eating, I sit alone at the door and look far away, that place has my concern, I have a lover......
October 6th, fine.
Today was my first time in the mountains, and I couldn't wait, so I went to find a phone and called him as soon as I got to town.
When I heard his voice, all my grievances came up at once, and when he asked me if I was doing well, tears had already flowed, and in order not to worry him, I forcibly told him calmly that I was fine.
When I hung up the phone reluctantly, I squatted on the ground helplessly and cried, and I didn't care about the strange eyes on the road, I only knew that at that moment, I wanted to cry, I wanted to cry regardless of it.
Chinese New Year's Eve, sunny.
I got up early in the morning today, the villagers in the village were very lively before dawn, I couldn't help anything, I could only walk around, the children were very happy, every child was very happy to see me, and sincerely invited me to their house to eat meat.
At noon, every parent brought meat to the school, and I couldn't refuse, I knew it was their intention, but there was a lot of meat, and the women of the village came to help me pickle it and hang it on the porch to dry.
I have been accustomed to the life here, although it is a little harder, but I have faith, every day is very fulfilling, only the emptiness and loneliness like a tide when it gets dark are used in my heart, all the time reminding me that there is a person I love deeply outside the mountain, today is the New Year, there must be a lot of people around him, will he think of me?
October 6th, cloudy.
When I opened my eyes and found myself in a strange environment, and then I heard a familiar voice, I saw my father, my father's face was very haggard, I knew that I was worried about him again, when he told me that I had to walk on crutches after my leg was broken, I suddenly felt that my world had turned gray, and my father had been comforting me, I knew that I should be strong and not show weakness, otherwise, it would only make more people worry about me, especially him, the person I love, I begged my dad not to tell him about it, and he said yes.
I know I won't regret it, I won't regret losing this left leg, because one left leg in exchange for the lives of several children, it's worth it.