Chapter 119: Follow Your Heart
Such a shallow level of contact can make this man certain of a heavy feeling, she really can't believe it, and there is really no way to convince herself to believe it.
Does he know what kind of identity he is in front of him? What kind of past do you have? How well does he know himself? Why are you so sure you won't fall in love with anyone else?
Now he has made such a heavy promise to himself, if one day, he finds the person who makes his heart attractive again, will he not hesitate to give up on himself and chase a new sweetheart?
Lin Mo Ran felt that his mind was chaotic, and he couldn't sort out a thought for a while.
To be honest, she never believed in love at first sight. In her cognition, feelings are cultivated over time.
The long-term flow of water can make the relationship with each other more long-lasting, and only then can she understand the characteristics of the other party in the accumulation of time together, so that she can completely let go of her guard and truly devote herself to the relationship.
However, today, Nangong Yuze's strong feelings for herself made her doubt her own cognition for the first time.
Is there really love at first sight in this world, so he wants himself desperately?
Looking at her confusion, Nangong Yuze sighed slightly in his heart. As he expected, this woman misunderstood him deeply.
It seems that he guessed correctly, she thought she was playing an emotional game, thinking that she was just her first target, which is why he reacted so strongly when he said those words.
Now that he has found the root of the problem, he is now in a different way and explains his mind to her directly, can she accept it!
Gently raise her chin so that her eyes can look directly into her own eyes. Nangong Yuze said extremely seriously: "Linmo Ran, whether you believe it or not, you have already moved into my heart strongly, and you can't be removed." I love you, so no matter how you run away, no matter how you refuse, this life and this life. Forever. You will only be my Nangong Yuze's woman. So, can you stop running away? ”
After Nangong Yuze finished speaking, he gently pressed it against her forehead. Try to make your breathing as steady as possible, holding your breath and waiting for her answer.
The passage of time minute by minute, obviously only a short time, but it made Nangong Yuze feel unusually long.
He has been on the road for more than ten years. I have seen countless important occasions. No matter what kind of person you are dealing with, no matter how dangerous the situation is. No matter how fierce the other party was, he had never had a moment of timidity.
But this time, he was inexplicably nervous. Pressed against the forehead of Lin Mody, fine beads of sweat unconsciously appeared. The hand holding the chair grip tightened more and more imperceptibly.
The heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and the sound of a thump seemed to jump out of the body in the next moment.
Within such a tight range. Nangong Yuze tried his best to suppress his eagerness, waiting for Lin Mo Ran's answer.
But. Unexpectedly, Lin Mo Dye fell into a long thought.
She heard it right, Nangong Yuze is now making a serious confession to her!
In this life, in this life, forever, and forever, she will only be his woman? What a domineering oath, how could he be so sure that he would not change his mind? Where did he get the confidence to make such a heavy promise?
What could he use to prove to her that what he said at this moment would not be empty words in the days to come?
Back then, she and Linfeng had known each other for more than ten years, and their childhood sweethearts grew up together day and night.
She thought she knew him well, but he had defected that night.
Before the duel, he was in her ear, hysterically roaring that he loved her and didn't want to hurt her. But in the blink of an eye, a cold bullet was sent into her body.
More than ten years of love, in one night, shattered, in an instant, became an eternal past.
And now, she and he have only known each other for a few months, and even though the two of them have been together for a short time because of work, they don't know too much about each other's lives.
In this short period of time, he dared to promise himself that he would live forever in this life and this world, which is a bit ridiculous!
Lin Mo Ran didn't know if her current state of mind was what he said to be an escape, but she knew in her heart that because of the Linfeng incident, she had a fear in her heart about the handling of relationships.
Once he was bitten by a snake, he was afraid of the well rope for ten years, which is probably his mood at the moment!
The brotherhood of the same siblings can be discarded at will, not to mention the ethereal, untouchable feelings!
Pressed against the skin of his forehead, he felt a hint of wetness sensitively. There was silence in the room, and his heart could be heard thundering.
At this moment, her heart felt extremely complicated.
He was really attentive, not perfunctory, at least not at this moment.
She wanted to say no, but she never had the courage. I'm afraid that if I break his heart, I'm afraid that if I say it, I will regret it one day.
Her heart was like a mess, tangled, and she couldn't breathe when she was depressed.
Promised him that she would not be able to guarantee his safety in the future. In case the mission fails, because of his own mistakes, it affects his family, which is not the result she wants to see.
rejected him, and the bitterness in his heart was overflowing, but just thinking about it, it was even more bitter than Coptis chinensis. Because of her hesitation, even he was not in a good mood, which was also not what she wanted.
Caught in a dilemma, she didn't want to answer his question at the moment. Just take it as an escape, obey your own thoughts, and a stubbornness arises spontaneously.
It's better to cut through the mess quickly than to cut through the mess and have a clear mind.
"Nangong Yuze, I'm sorry!" Lin Mo Ran opened his mouth lightly, and the next second his face turned pale, he continued: "I don't know if I should believe you or not, but at this moment, I am really not ready to accept feelings. So, I'm sorry, I can't give you the answer you want. ”
Nangong Yuze only felt that his mood was like a roller coaster at the moment. Suddenly frightened, and then gave him hope. Over and over again, he almost collapsed.
Listening to her answer, although I was a little disappointed, I also understood that she had done her best.
With a low sigh, he reached out and rubbed her soft hair, feeling her rare well-behavedness, his heart softened and slowly said, "It's okay, I won't force you." Emotional matters, you just follow your own thoughts. I'll give you enough time to think about it. No matter how long it takes, I'll wait for you. (To be continued)
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