Chapter 205: Scheming and Scheming (8)
More than ten years ago, she was still a little girl, but she was able to take a relationship seriously for more than ten years, and she deserves the respect of others with this courage.
And herself, in her previous life, although she ran on the road all year round, she had always been arrogant and arrogant in her heart, and she had never thought of stopping to take a look at the scenery around her, and she had never thought of trying this feeling that she had never touched.
However, in this life, she met the person she wanted to stop and protect well. But the mission she was carrying and everything that happened in the past made her have to give up.
So while she was greedy for Nangong Yuze's deep affection for her, she warned herself in her heart all the time, telling herself that she still had things to do and couldn't let it go.
Therefore, he was torn between emotion and rationality, and he also made a decision in his heart, telling her that he must put Nangong Yuze's deep affection for her.
In the final analysis, she is the most unkind person, obviously she can't give others a future, but she has always dominated others' affection for her and refuses to let go.
Knowing that his future is uncertain, maybe there is no future at all, but he is still like a moth to a fire, quietly watching himself burn little by little.
Seeing that others are deeply affectionate and loved by others, even if he knows that he and him cannot have a future at all, he still hopes that he only remembers himself in his heart, and in the final analysis, he is still selfish.
She sighed that Xin Ruotong was pitiful and tragic in life, but she didn't know that she was also a poor person.
sighed slightly in his heart, he thought about everything clearly, and his mind was a little heavy at the moment.
To be honest, she saw Xin Ruotong like this, just like herself. The difference is that she is for love. And he is for family affection, and the same ending is sad.
Looking at Xin Ruotong's teardrops that were about to fall, and the moving expression on his face, Lin Moran felt an inexplicable sourness in his heart.
Such a deep girl, who has been guarding for more than ten years, even if she chooses the wrong method, even if she is pretentious. Even if it's false camouflage. But that's what it is.
What kind of person Nangong Yuze is, he is no less intelligent than any man in the world, and he encounters such affection. Even if he doesn't have an expression on his face, he must be touched in his heart!
Maybe it's not because of her own existence, maybe over time, Nangong Yuze may be as she said. Touched by her true feelings, the two of them may really be together.
But. At this moment, as soon as she thought of this possibility, her heart, which was as calm as water, immediately became restless, and at the same time irrepressibly painful.
When I think of Nangong Yuze, I will treat it as if I was myself. or gentle and submissive, or liar, or sincere. or angrily jumped to Xin Ruotong, she felt that she was about to suffocate. I can't breathe.
Although she knew that her psychology was incorrect, although she knew that her future was gloomy when her revenge was not avenged, and although she knew that maybe her own sinking like this would bring him more profound damage, she still couldn't bear it.
Especially when she knows that Nangong Yuze is by her side today, there is such a confidante, and she has been with her for many years, she will still be jealous, crazy with jealousy, and jealous and want to destroy the other party.
She tried again and again to suppress it, but the result was still unclear. So she was surprised that she had fallen into such a deep place unconsciously, and at the same time, she found that the blood in her whole body, because of this psychology, was surging with a tyrannical aura!
Exhaling deeply, she tried her best to remove all these beautiful thoughts, leaving her whole brain completely empty.
These are extraordinary times, and it is not a good time to talk about emotional topics. She has something to do, and she has no time or opportunity to discuss with Xin Ruotong that these feelings are not suitable for her.
Indifferently turned his gaze away from Xin Ruotong's body and looked ahead, his eyes were calm. Her mind was spinning, thinking about the important things she was going to do tomorrow night.
Suddenly, a bright light flashed in her mind, a thought that was not very kind, and a little pain in her heart overflowed into her heart. The heavy pressure on her made her feel a little tired.
Retracting her gaze, she slowly stepped forward, and walked between the two, she glanced at Ling Tian, who was crumbling as if she was about to fall to the ground in the next moment, frowned slightly, and slowly said, "You go out to deal with your injuries first, I have something to talk about with her." ”
She had already made a decision in her heart just now, since she and Nangong Yuze could not have a future, why should she always be greedy for his beauty and unwilling to give up.
Since she can't give her the future she wants, why should she keep letting herself sink like this!
The so-called quick knife cuts the mess, and all kinds of thoughts in my heart at this moment are disturbed, like a mess of hemp rope, cut and untidy.
Maybe today's sudden decision can help her sort out her own clues, see the path she should take, and also give him a peaceful life for Nangong Yuze.
Now Xin Ruotong is wholeheartedly for him, sincerely puts him in his heart, and loves him deeply for so many years, if he can leave generously today and fulfill them, it can be regarded as a good thing for him.
Despite this good thing, when she thinks about it, her heart can't stop throbbing, she can't stop hurting, and tears will unconsciously want to rush out of her eyes.
Suddenly hearing about her plan made Ling Tian stunned, and he couldn't react for a while. He was a little skeptical that he had misheard, or if Lin Mo Ran had said it wrong.
However, he waited for a long time, and he didn't wait for Lin Mo Ran to speak, and then he looked up at Lin Mo Ran in some surprise to confirm the meaning of her words.
The seriousness in her eyes flashed, and her indifferent expression was all actively telling him that he had heard correctly. Lin Mo Dye: Yes, it is indeed required of him.
At a loss, he glanced at Xin Ruotong, who was still looking at her with resentful eyes, and then looked at the indifferent and ruthless Lin Mo Ran, a worry surged in his heart, and he persuaded very worriedly: "Miss Lin, no." You ......"
He really couldn't figure out why Lin Mo Ran would make such a request to him, which was completely unexpected by him, and he didn't dare to accept it.
The boss's treatment of Miss Lin was different, protective, and even said that his single-minded love left an indelible wound in Xin Ruotong's heart. It is precisely because of these that Xin Ruotong has an endless hatred for her, which can be described as unforgettable and integrated into her blood. (To be continued)