Chapter 215: Those Pasts
When she found out, although she had already forcefully stopped her overflowing thoughts, it was difficult to recover, and how could her moved heart be so easily withdrawn?
She does not deny that some of Nangong Yuze's changes are caused by her own appearance. She didn't know what kind of temperamental person Nangong Yuze was before, at least, when she met him, his temper and temperament were the same for a while, and he didn't play cards according to common sense at all, which made people scratch their heads...... But even so, this alone can't prove that he is the one who completely ruined Xin Ruotong.
You know, that man is arrogant and domineering, and no one can fathom his heart. He was sensible and intelligent, and knew his inner thoughts better than anyone else. More than anyone else to know, what his purpose is, what he wants.
Because of this, all the women who fall in love with him and he doesn't love are destined to be a tragedy. All the women who care about him and he doesn't care are destined to end up with heartbreak.
That's because of this, in this chasing role, he keeps chasing and he keeps running. On the one hand, it is because of the uncertainty of his feelings, and on the other hand, the reason is the sense of mission and guilt that he carries.
She is a person who is destined to live in darkness and does not deserve light. Nangong Yuze is the light that she can reach, but she can never get, so some things are really counted, and she is the most tragic person.
And Xin Ruotong failed not because she didn't love him firmly enough, nor because she wasn't beautiful enough and not smart enough, but because she used the wrong method from the beginning.
Since she was a child, she loved him so much that she lost herself, disguising herself as an appearance that she was about to not know herself. Hypocrisy, pretending to be pure, losing the truth. I can no longer see the shining point of myself.
Just ask such a hypocritical woman who doesn't even dare to show her truest side, in her opinion, the whole body is very good, and the whole body is borrowed from others, and she is also an ignorant thief.
Proud and vicious like Nangong Yuze, his vision is old enough to be vicious to a certain extent. One glance can see through her hypocritical heart. How can you fall in love with this?
She believes that even if there is no person like her Lin Mo Dye today, with Nangong Yuze's pride and persistence. He will not choose Xin Ruotong in his life.
Because it's too false to be believed. Because he was too hypocritical, he had to spend time trying to discern her heart. is a waste of manpower, and he doesn't have Xin Ruotong in his heart. Naturally, I won't be tempted by her!
Even in Xin Ruotong's own opinion, everything she is doing now is for him, and all she wants in her heart is him, these are all the changes she made with her heart in order to love him.
There was a ripple in my heart. It's worthless to pay for Xin Ruotong's infatuation, for Nangong Yuze's cold and heartless sigh, and for the sadness that he can reach but can't get.
looked straight at Xin Ruotong's water eyes. Lin Moran's eyes flashed slightly, and a blank swept through his heart. The shallow voice had a hint of etherealism. He sighed slowly and said, "I don't want to see you just as you don't want to see me." But I couldn't help it, the gears of fate pushed me here, and I had no choice. β
Hearing this, Xin Ruotong's heart jumped, was she still guessed, she didn't want to leave!
Yes, the boss is so good, how many men can there be in the world, which woman is not eager for him, obsessively craving but can't get it, how can she expect Lin Mo Ran to have feelings for him, how can she expect Lin Mo Ran to hate him and leave him?
Besides, the boss she misses has never been different for her. With this unique difference, how could she give up!
A sigh welled up in her heart, and her cold eyes were full of complicated aura, and she looked at her with burning eyes.
She was lucky, luckier than anyone else, to be favored by him. This kind of God-given blessing is so hard-won for all women, how can they say that they will leave when they leave!
In the end, she was thinking too naΓ―ve, but even so, she still knew very well that in fact, deep down in her heart, there was still a glimmer of hope for Lin Mo Ran's answer.
The so-called not to die without the heart of the Yellow River, she always needs an answer, an answer that makes her as completely dead as her, and ruthlessly deal with her without reservation.
So, she tried her best to hide the impetuous mood in her heart, and collected all the complicated emotions in the depths of her eyes, and then asked without the slightest twist and turn: "So, you want to tell me, even if you already know, I hate you, I hate you, I don't want you to live in this world, I threaten your life, you are still unwilling to give up Nangong Yuze, or refuse to leave his side, right?"
Hearing this, Lin Mo's eyes flashed slightly, and he looked at her with a smile, and asked instead of answering: "If I say yes, what will you do?" β
In fact, she found that this Xin Ruotong was not as annoying as she imagined. It's only because you love the wrong person, pay the wrong heart, and go the wrong way that you will become such an extreme appearance.
If someone can guide her in the future, or wake her up directly, let her see the truth of the facts, and untie the knot in her heart, maybe it will be a different look.
These thoughts were dyed in ink, Xin Ruotong looked at her with low eyebrows and pondering, but she didn't know that her mind had already moved to herself.
Just listening to her answer so arrogantly, I suddenly had doubts in my heart, and with a touch of fierceness, I directly said what I thought in my heart without the slightest thought: "If this is really the case, I will definitely not let you go today." There is no third person here except you and me, I will kill you and make you completely disappear in this world, there is no capital to compete with me! β
No matter how good she is at ink dyeing, no matter how much she attracts the attention of the boss, in the final analysis, she is just a powerless greenhouse flower.
And she has been through a hundred battles, and she has stepped on the steps accumulated by countless blood and bones, step by step to get to where she is today.
Over the years, countless lives have been lost at her hands. If you kill too much, your heart will be numb, and the trace of pity for people's hearts will gradually disappear.
Therefore, the eyes she looked at Inkran were as cold as the enemies she had once slashed against. Anyway, the sin has already been done, if she is destined to go to the eighteenth layer of hell to be tormented after death, then now there is no more of her, and no less of her. (To be continued)