Chapter 217: Love the Wrong Way
Seeing Lin Mo Ran's complicated expression, the corners of Xin Ruotong's mouth slowly hooked up a mocking smile, as if she had seen everything Lin Mo Ran had just thought in her heart in an instant, and her delicate face was full of understanding.
Following her example, she casually pulled the chair on the side, Xin Ruotong was lazily nestled on the chair in front of Lin Mo Ran, one arm was casually resting on the back of the chair, and her hand was softly supporting her head, and the whole person looked very relaxed and casual.
Perhaps because he felt that he finally had the opportunity to tell all the secrets buried in his heart for many years, Xin Ruotong seemed particularly peaceful and harmonious at this moment, and there was no longer the sharpness and angularity of his body.
She raised her eyes to look at Lin Mo Ran, who was very close to her, with a hint of teasing in her clear and moving voice, and slowly said: "Lin Mo Ran, tell me honestly, do you want to say that I am too terrible?" Do you think that I was so small at that time, but I had such burning emotions and such deep scheming, which was very weird? Do you still want to say that I am completely stunned, I have fallen into the illusion I have created for myself, I don't know what I am thinking in my heart, and I am talking nonsense? ”
Xin Ruotong asked rhetorically one by one, the shallow smile on the corner of her mouth never disappeared from beginning to end, the soft tone, the light tone, and the naughty expression seemed to be as pitiful as a little girl next door who was ignorant of the world.
But listen carefully to every word she asks, and every time she accentuates a trace of imperceptible tone, like a poor child, who will not give up until he gets candy.
But it was such a question that made Lin Moran speechless and wanted to refute it, but after thinking about it carefully, she went through all the questions she talked about in her mind, and found that even though she had worked hard, she still couldn't give Xin Ruotong any answer.
Because her own thoughts were guessed by her. Indeed, she thought so in her heart, as she had said.
She does feel that Xin Ruotong is thoughtful, you must know how old Xin Ruotong was more than ten years ago, I'm afraid she is a little Lori who doesn't know the world! At such a young age, I know what it means to like. What is love, this crystal clear heart, how can it not make people frightened!
Because at an age when childhood sweethearts are around bamboo horses and are ignorant, Xin Ruotong can see his heart so thoroughly. This in itself is not easy.
Coupled with her feelings for Nangong Yuze, that scheming is even more shocking. In order to achieve her own goals and achieve the desired effect, she can gamble on Nangong Yuze's softness with her life, which feels incredible.
It's just that this makes people feel frightened at the same time, and at the same time, there is a little bit of sighing. Sigh her bravery, her persistence, her more than ten years as a day. You must know that if this matter is put on someone else, others may not be able to achieve what she is doing now.
Even her. The arrogant lady who used to be unbridled and didn't take anything in her eyes didn't dare to guarantee it.
As if she could understand the feelings in Lin Moran's heart, Xin Ruotong just smiled softly, with a hint of arrogance and an unpredictable sense of superiority.
Indeed, being able to persist in a relationship to the point now is the most correct thing she Xin Ruotong feels she has done in this life, and it is also the proudest thing she feels she has done at this moment in her life.
Hearing this, Lin Mo Ran murmured softly: "Bet your whole life on a man and put all your energy." Is it really worth it to put all the ideas into practice in one thing? The voice was very shallow, with a hint of confusion, and I didn't know that I was asking Xin Ruotong. Still asking herself.
But Xin Ruotong, who was closest to her, listened to her words clearly, and felt a little amused by the questions she raised and the confusion on her face.
In the world of feelings, love is love, there are not so many reasons, and there are not so many worthiness.
Tilting his head sideways and looking at Linmo Dye. Xin Ruotong slowly opened his mouth and said, "Lin Mo Ran, you haven't experienced what I have experienced, and you have not felt the despair I once felt. So you will never understand the feeling of infinite thirst for light in my heart. No matter how bad or thoughtful I am, I am still a human being, a woman who can feel pain and happiness. You can all chase what you want, so I'm also a human being like you, so why can't I chase the sunshine in my heart? Nangong Yuze is the only man I have ever seen and admired since I was a child, and I firmly believe that in my circle of life, I have never met a better man than him. He's my sunshine, and what price do I pay to chase him?! ”
When Lin Mo Ran heard this, a trace of complicated feelings flashed in his eyes, and a faint bitterness welled up in his heart.
Yes, there are several times in this life that people can encounter the sunshine that illuminates their own life path, and when they encounter nature, they must hold it tightly in their hands to help themselves get out of the darkness.
Xin Ruotong felt that Nangong Yuze was her sunshine, the sunshine that could bring her joy and even happiness, so she wanted to use all means to bring her to her side, and this kind of thinking was not wrong.
Because it's not just her Xin Ruotong who feels this way, she also has this feeling in the blood, deep into the bone marrow. Carved into the bone seams.
It's just that the only difference is that Xin Ruotong is a person who works hard and pays in every way just for the person who gets it, while he is a person who escapes and detours in every way, just to avoid fate and complete the mission.
Two different states of mind create different choices.
One good and one evil. At the same time, with a sense of vigilance and hesitation, in order to ensure their own gains and losses, they did not dare to cross the thunder pool by half a step.
Sighing softly, Lin Mo Ran defended Xin Ruotong with a little dazedness: "Even if what you say is right, the feelings are mutual. You have me, I have you, is the real happiness. It's not that you are as extreme as you are now, although you have exhausted all your abilities to love, but one person is obsessed with each other, and one person does not care, and the two of you cannot achieve positive results. Your failure is not caused by my presence, but because you used the wrong method from the beginning. Now, if I can't get Nangong Yuze's heart, how can I blame all these things, including all her changes, on me? (To be continued.) )