Chapter 228: The heart is like ashes

"Get out!" Xin Ruotong was scolding sharply, expressing the depression and annoyance in his heart, and suddenly he shouted angrily, which directly interrupted Xin Ruotong's words, and it sounded harshly in this room. Read the novel to the net

The sudden sound made the room quiet for nearly a minute in the next moment. It was so silent that even the shallow breathing of the two of them could be heard clearly.

With such a strong reaction suddenly erupting from the ink dye, Xin Ruotong was stunned for a moment, and the next moment she laughed shallowly as if she had realized something.

From the beginning of the shallow smile to the chuckle, and even the uncontrollable laughter at the end, Xin Ruotong laughed so much that tears came out, Xin Ruotong's laughing flowers trembled, and the confused heart that had experienced a thousand holes was completely relaxed at this moment.

With a sad and pitiful look, Xin Ruotong stared at Lin Mo Ran's back, the sarcastic smile on the corner of his mouth was still hanging, and the dissatisfaction with Lin Mo Ran emanating from the depths of his heart was still pressed in his heart.

However, at this moment, her heart cried out to give her an answer, an answer that made her feel satisfied.

Why is there such satisfaction, because her heart has found a sense of belonging at this moment, and she has a harbor where she can stay temporarily.

It was only at this moment that she really understood the old saying, some things can't be seen on the surface, and sometimes, what the eyes see, the ears hear, and the heart really feels, may not be the truth.

For example, the Lin Mo Dye she is facing today, from the first time the two of them met today, until now, she has been led by her nose, and all the situations and the development of emotional plots are firmly controlled by her.

From their first quarrel, to the back, she was so angry. From beginning to end, she has always maintained an indifferent and ethereal appearance, stepping out of the red dust.

has always been light, can't see emotions, eyebrows and eyes are slightly clouded, all her true emotions are controlled, and she has always maintained a faint, unpredictable attitude towards herself.

Or even say. Because of her superb disguise, she couldn't catch her mental activity at all, and couldn't guess what was going on in her heart? Therefore, it is not possible to prescribe the right medicine. Solve the dead end set up for her by Linmo Dye.

And now, in her opinion, Lin Mo Ran, who has never shown half a sense of pain from beginning to end, finally can't resist revealing her true emotions under her own stimulation.

This emotion gave her great encouragement, and it was sad to see her. Her heart will feel refreshed, and her blood and pores will open in an instant, cries out for joy and happiness. Happily, as if she had found resonance, although Lin Mo was just a rival in love to her.

But at this moment, she also saw herself through Lin Mo Dye, persistent, dead-eyed, domineering and ruthless.

Because of this, she is paranoid about those psychological states. is destined to be more sensitive than others, more than others think, so she understands it thoroughly. It turns out that the person who feels the pain is not only herself, but also her...... Thinking about it like this, the trace of dissatisfaction in her heart suddenly disappeared, and her impetuous thoughts also calmed down in the preaching, and even the entanglement and hatred for Lin Mo Dye were balanced at this moment.

Mentally balanced. The mood is naturally relaxed. For the cold and cruel words that Lin Mo Ran humiliated her, she just listened to it, and her left ear went in and out of her right ear, and she didn't pay so much attention to it.

I just heard her say that rolling word. She will still unconsciously have a trace of inferiority from the depths of her heart, an inferiority complex like dirt.

And Lin Mo Ran, the woman who should be the saddest woman in the world at this moment in her opinion, even so, she still looks noble as the existence of a queen. Even if she retains her pride and self-esteem at the end, she wants to get a perfect curtain call.

And I, all along, used disguise and pungency to cover up my inner jealousy, bitterness and unwillingness. Never dare to face your own personality and character. Such a self is humble to the dust.

Compared to her, there is a difference between cloud and mud, and there is no way to compare it at all.

It is precisely because she understands this truth and sees through the hierarchical relationship that she can't tolerate that at this time, the woman who makes her hate all her life can still retain her noble posture and untouchable indifferent mask.

She doesn't allow it, she definitely doesn't allow it!

So she made up her mind to tear off the layer of camouflage in her heart, and stabbed the unforgettable knife in her heart into the most painful place in her heart.

The pain she herself had endured, she asked her to taste it over and over again, so that she could also feel the despair she had experienced because of her.

She looked at Lin Mo Ran's back, her hoarse voice, with a hint of pleasure that could not be concealed, and sneered sarcastically: "Lin Mo Ran, this is just the beginning, you can't stand it so quickly?" I thought you were so hard-hearted that you didn't feel a little pain. ”

The cool words, with a sense of carelessness, brought her vitriol at this moment into full play.

Lin Mo Ran listened to her voice, the palms hanging on both sides were clenched into fists tightly, and the sharp nails pierced into the delicate flesh of the palm, emitting a pinprick-like pain.

Her thin lips were slightly pursed, her brows were slightly furrowed, and a touch of paleness was embellished on her beautiful face, and the whole person looked so weak.

She listened quietly, without saying anything or answering any of her questions. She needed some time to finish some of the things she had done before.

Only by completely severing all the previous relationships can she be reborn and gain a new self.

At that time, whether it is Xin Ruotong or Nangong Yuze, she can deal with it indifferently and face it with a smile.

I don't know when she read such a sentence in what kind of book: "The world slanders me, deceives me, insults me, laughs at me, despises me, despises me, deceives me, how to deal with me?" Answer: Just endure him, let him avoid him, bear him, respect him, ignore him, stay for a few more years, and look at him. ”

And this is the situation she is facing now, only when the pain is unforgettable enough at this moment, can she remember the scar at this time, so that the scar will not be healed and forget the pain, and once again let herself fall into the illusion of love, unable to extricate herself.

With an unprecedentedly firm heart, Lin Mo Ran suppressed the pain that trembled in the depths of his heart, and remembered Xin Ruotong's humiliation in his mind one by one. (To be continued.) )