Chapter Ninety-Five: Memories and Pain
"This, this, this is my hand. Shen Mingwei screamed, although he was not fat before, but he was definitely not so slender and white, which was far from a man's hand.
Looking at his reflection on the smooth mirror not far away, although his appearance has not changed much, his facial features seem to have softened a little, just like a girl, if it weren't for the broken hair on his head to make him more masculine, he almost couldn't believe that it was himself.
"This, this, this ......" slowly touched his cheek, and Shen Ming's voice trembled to himself, and he began to recall, those vague memories - he was like this when he was thirteen or fourteen, and some not very pleasant memories.
He finally understood why Hu Mei'er made him feel strange, because this change in appearance made him feel that Hu Mei'er didn't seem to be as petite as before, but in fact, he had become smaller, and he understood the strange eyes that others looked at him when he woke up.
"Losing half a life just makes you smaller, but it's not too bad. Looking at Ekariva, who is almost taller than herself, Shen Ming wants to cry without tears, what is this, let yourself live a childhood again?
"But, look at you, you're so cute. Ekariva suddenly hugged Shenming and rubbed her soft breasts as if she were kneading a doll.
"Ahh
"Anyway, I'm a normal male! you're going to make me feel bad. Shenming's palms were kneaded, as if he was grasping something just now, "And I've been peeking at your body for a long time, and I'm very angry." ”
"I'll let you touch it enough at night, if you like it so much. Ekariva's expression quickly returned to normal, it was not that she had not been touched by him before, the reaction just now was just a reflex, she felt that she did not feel uncomfortable being touched by Shenming, thinking so, Ekariva's face slowly turned crimson again.
"No, what are you going to do? Xia Yun protested, and hugged him from behind, like a kitten protecting food, but Shen Ming sadly found that he was as tall as Xia Yun, and he was a head taller than him before.
"Okay, Shen Ming's body has just recovered, let's let him rest for another night at night, especially a few of you. Ekariva said suddenly, feeling a headache as she looked at the eager figures beside the bed, "I was just joking. ”
“......”
Hearing Ekaliva's explanation, several people could only hold back their uneasiness, and they all knew that the current situation of Shenming was not too good, but from their eyes, they did not intend to give up so simply.
"Otherwise, let me stay here at night to take care of him, as an undead, I don't have to sleep, I feel that it is better to leave someone to take care of him......" Tang Shanli said, looking at her expression, it seemed that she really just wanted to take good care of Shenming.
"As his bug queen, I think it's better for me to take care of the host, and I know his situation best. Ekarieva rolled her eyes at Tang Shanli, "And we companions don't have to sleep." ”
"I'm his wife. Tang Shanli looked at Ekarina angrily and triumphantly, "We've all had a conjugal ceremony." ”
"Don't say such misleading words, you just ate some of his waste meat, and that custom is only for the undead, don't force it to be brought to us humans. Xia Yun said angrily.
"Speaking of husband and wife, yes, it should be me, I signed a forever contract with him, and we have been combined!" Hu Mei'er also came to intervene, covering her face and saying something terrible.
"You're just a beast, and you've just turned into a rotten knife......" Xia Yun continued to strike her mercilessly.
"Who do you say is the rotten knife, that is the crystallization of my love with Shenming. When Hu Mei'er heard Xia Yun call her like this, she instantly exploded, forming a strong contrast with her original weak personality.
"Well, if you really want me to have a good rest, go out!" Shen Ming looked helplessly at the several girls who were arguing, and really felt tired, well, he also felt that he was in a blessing and did not know the blessing, any girl in front of him could be called the existence of a goddess, if he was known, he would definitely be killed by the jealous male compatriots.
"Don't make a fuss, we're debating who will stay. ”
“......”
'Bang~' The door was closed, and the girls who were kicked out of the door by Shenming looked at each other sluggishly, as if they didn't expect Shenming to really drive everyone out, and he would have endured it silently in the past.
"Alas, let's go, it looks like Shenming is really tired. Okaliva sighed and spoke first, after all, as the companion of Shenming, she should be the one who knows the situation of Shenming best, but she can clearly feel that he is really strange at this time.
Hu Mei'er looked at the closed door again, yawned and left first, "Okay, I'm relieved to know that Shenming is fine, sisters, I'll go back and rest first." Because she cares about Shenming's situation, she hasn't slept well in the past three days, as an orc with a very regular schedule and rest time, this is already the limit of what she can hold.
It seemed that he looked at the closed door with dissatisfaction, and the remaining few people could only leave to go back to their rooms, although they really wanted to stay by Shenming's side, but they also knew that Shenming's body had just recovered, and they needed to cultivate again.
"Wait, are we missing someone" Just when Xia Yun had just walked a few steps, he suddenly seemed to think of something, and suddenly turned back and asked the remaining women.
“”――
"Whew~" Shen Ming drove the others out, and lay quietly on the wide bed alone, raising his white hands and looking at Shen Ming, but his thoughts didn't know where he flew.
This body seemed to be thirteen or fourteen years old again, especially the feeling of weakness and powerlessness as at that time, which made him a little breathless.
It was a nightmare at that time, he was almost captured by human traffickers because of his appearance, and that terrifying sense of powerlessness still left a deep impression on Shenming's mind, the memories that had been sealed in the dust.
At that time, he wandered for a long time, because of the disappearance and death of his parents.
"I thought I had forgotten about that time. Shen Ming smiled, though there was not a hint of a smile in his eyes. You know, how many difficulties an orphan who has lost his parents will encounter if he wants to survive, even with government funding, it is difficult to eliminate the darkness in the shadows, and he has encountered that terrible darkness, where the law cannot reach, when he was thirteen or fourteen years old, he was almost sold to others to be prostitutes.
"I don't want to remember it. Shen Ming covered his eyes with his arms, in order to forget that incident, he kept ugly himself, kept keeping that kind of dirty and ugly hairstyle, kept telling himself that you are an ordinary person, you are very ordinary, you don't have that kind of hateful face, you only have an ordinary face, slowly, it seems that self-hypnosis has succeeded, although his facial features have not changed, but he began to subtly give people a feeling of being ordinary, he also seems to have forgotten his past, forgot his appearance, forgot everything before, and even forgot a beautiful playmate who couldn't distinguish between men and women when he was very young, that playmate is called- Xia Yun.
"When I was a child, no wonder when Xia Yun and I first met, he asked me if I still remember him, and no wonder he talked about it when we kissed for the first time. Shen Ming smiled bitterly, "It turns out that I forgot about it."
"What are you worried about?" a soft voice suddenly came into his ears, and Shen Ming was stunned, he thought he had kicked everyone out.
"Don't be sad, I'll protect you. As if to see Shenming's panic, Lilith blinked sleepily, looked at Shenming with a smile and slowly sat up, she seemed to have just fallen asleep in Shenming's bed.
"I'll always be there for you"
"Lilith" (To be continued.) )