Chapter 211 or not to forgive

Xia Zhen and Dong Shanshan cried for almost ten minutes, Xia Zhen's crying first became quieter, and she looked at Dong Shanshan's face through tears: "Shanshan, don't you love Gao Yu very much?" Maybe this is what God means, you should be Gao Yu's girlfriend. ”

"Xia Zhen, don't say it, my heart is very uncomfortable, really uncomfortable, I admit it, I love Gao Yu very much, for him, I can not only contribute my body, but even my life, he wants my heart, my lungs, I will give it to him." Dong Shanshan felt that she was a little too excited, she suppressed her emotions and made her crying a little quieter: "But I know better that Gao Yu should belong to you, and his girlfriend should be you, because your fate with Gao Yu is given by God, and the girl Gao Yu loves the most in her heart is also you...... And not me."

Xia Zhen was silent.

Putting aside the memory of being naïve to the extreme when she was a child, let's talk about her experience after reuniting with Gao Yu, Xia Zhen can also determine that Gao Yu really loves her, but it is not okay to have love between men and women, what Gao Yu did made her angry too much, so it was difficult for her to forgive Gao Yu.

As for Dong Shanshan, since there was a reason for it, and Dong Shanshan made a sacrifice for Gao Yu, Xia Zhen planned to treat her with a tolerant heart, so as to take care of this friendship.

"Shanshan, I forgive you." Xia Zhen was a little confused at this time, did he say what was in his heart? But what I want to say most at this time is this sentence.

"What you said is true?" Dong Shanshan was very excited, but she didn't believe her ears a little.

"It's true." Xia Zhen said again.

Dong Shanshan thought for a moment and felt that although Xia Zhen said so, she had not completely forgiven herself from her heart, no matter who this kind of thing touched, it would not be so easy to be relieved, but Dong Shanshan also knew that since Xia Zhen said so, she would be completely forgiven sooner or later.

Dong Shanshan was a little happier, she took Xia Zhen's hand, and said with a crying voice: "Then the two of us will still be good friends in the future?" ”

"Yes."

"Will you play with me more often in the future?"

"Yes, or I wouldn't have come to you today."

"Then what are you going to do to Gao Yu, aren't you really going to be nice to him?"

Xia Zhen was silent again, yes, how should he treat Gao Yu? He is his childhood friend, his lover who loves and hates, and his body and mind are given to him......

"I'm speechless about this bastard, so I decided to let it go, as for whether you can be Gao Yu's girlfriend or not, that's your business, anyway, I've already let it go." Xia Zhen said.

Dong Shanshan knew that although Xia Zhen said that she would let go, in fact, she couldn't let go of Gao Yu in her heart at all, and it was difficult to say what Xia Zhen and Gao Yu would develop into in the future, but Dong Shanshan could be sure that Xia Zhen loved Gao Yu very much at this time.

"Okay, Xia Zhen, don't be angry at me, I can also tell you clearly, I won't be Gao Yu's girlfriend, although I love him very much, although my body and mind are given to him." Dong Shanshan said.

"Why is that?" Xia Zhen said suspiciously.

"The reason is simple, you are my good friend, and Gao Yu is yours. But then again, Gao Yu and I have already taken that step, and you have had that experience, you should know, if a girl has had the first time, then it will be difficult to quit, so I am still very willing to be Gao Yu's lover, but if you mind, then I can give up. Dong Shanshan said.

The meaning of this conversation was too clear, like steel thorns placed there, and Xia Zhen had to step on them.

How should I answer Dong Shanshan?

Yes, I have decided to let go, and now Gao Yu is not my own person, except for past experiences and memories, there is nothing between each other.

"That's your business with him, it's none of my business." Xia Zhen said.

At this point, the relationship between Xia Zhen and Dong Shanshan has recovered, but the relationship between Xia Zhen and Gao Yu has entered the freezing period, and it is difficult to say when and whether it will be thawed.

That night, Dong Shanshan called Gao Yu to the Yunhai Martial Arts Hall and sat on the sofa in Dong Shanshan's room, Gao Yu's eyes were a little dull, there was nothing more tangled in him than this, and from Xia Zhen's forgiveness of Dong Shanshan's actions, Gao Yu also saw great hope, maybe one day, Xia Zhen would forgive himself like he forgave Dong Shanshan.

"Don't sit so stupidly all the time, I didn't call you here to see you in a daze, you should make a statement, what way do you want to chase Xia Zhen back?" Dong Shanshan said.

"I don't know." Gao Yu said.

"Aren't you smart? Aren't you omnipotent? How is it that your brilliant mind is useless in this matter? Dong Shanshan looked very anxious.

Gao Yu picked up a cigarette, took two puffs and said: "Shanshan, you should know, once the feelings between men and women are hurt, it is difficult to heal, I have deeply hurt Xia Zhen, no matter what I do to ask her to forgive me, it is pale This is why I didn't take that step with you before, if it wasn't for the brittle bones, I think, I would never have had that kind of relationship with you, I will treat you as a good friend, a good friend forever." ”

Dong Shanshan believed that Gao Yu's words just now were honest, but she was really sad: "Then your love for me as a lover has always been helpless?" Has it been fake all along? ”

"It's very helpless, but it's not fake, it's true I love Xia Zhen, I love you too, and my love for both of you is sincere." Gao Yu said.

Many people say that a man's most sincere love for a woman is associated with single-mindedness, and true love is not equally divided, so can Gao Yu really separate his true love? Really love two or more women at the same time?

Things came to this point, Dong Shanshan's brain was a mess, she shook her head violently for a while, and said with relief: "Then what do you think the two of us should do in the future?" ”

"Listen to you, any request other than being my girlfriend, as long as it makes you feel comfortable, you can put it forward." Gao Yu's words were completely expected by Dong Shanshan, and Dong Shanshan suddenly giggled: "Gao Yu, you can dig out your heart to me, I'm very happy, you know?" When Xia Zhen came to me, he said, I can be your girlfriend, but I refused, because I know that you will not let me be your girlfriend, and I am so cheap, I still want to be your lover all the time, are you still willing? ”

"As long as you want" Gao Yu can fully see Dong Shanshan's fiery heart, which has been beating for him.

Although Dong Shanshan is a very strong girl, so many things have happened recently, which makes her heart very tired, so this night, Dong Shanshan is not in any mood to do pleasant things with Gao Yu, and Gao Yu is not in the mood at all.

Gao Yu returned to his dormitory.

The three roommates have already gone home for the winter vacation, and Gao Yu is the only one left in the dormitory, and there are three fewer figures in the dormitory, which is not very big, and there are also a lot fewer voices, and suddenly it becomes empty.

Gao Yu generally only likes to listen to the songs sung by men, and he occasionally listens to the songs sung by a few women, at this time Gao Yu really wanted to listen to Mok Wenwei's songs, clicked on the player, and dragged "The Fruit of Midsummer" in.

Listening to the somewhat sad and solemn singing, Gao Yu clicked the mouse and played the web game, and he once again deeply realized the importance of Xia Zhen to him.

At this time, Xia Zhen has returned home, and for her, this winter vacation will be very difficult, because Xia Zhen's love for Gao Yu is also very deep, it is no exaggeration to say that this kind of love started when she was only a few years old, and after more than ten years of blanks, and sublimation again and again, it became like this.

Sitting on a chair in the bedroom, with manuscript paper spread on the table, Xia Zhen originally wanted to continue her second novel, and the publishing house had already urged the manuscript several times, but she couldn't write it at all, and the few passages she wrote were deleted, and she felt that it was not what she wanted.

Gao Yu's figure began to echo in Xia Zhen's mind, accompanied by many stories of each other's experiences, including the moment when Gao Yu's tall body broke into her body

Xia Zhen will never forget that moment in her life, because from that moment on, her body and mind were completely handed over to Gao Yu, and Xia Zhen felt that in addition to Gao Yu, her body and mind would never belong to the second man again, but now it has become like this.

Gradually, Xia Zhen choked, her soft body shook with her choking, she said to herself with a crying voice: "Gao Yu, I still love you so much, without you, I don't know what to do in my emotional world I used to feel very strong, but now I feel that I am really fragile, you completely crushed me"

Xia Zhen threw herself on the table and cried, her tears flowed endlessly, wetting the manuscript paper and her heart.

If a child has something on his mind, it is difficult to hide it from his parents.

Xia Wentong and Sun Meiqin, who were sitting in the living room, were thinking about Xia Zhen, because they felt that their baby daughter was a little abnormal.

Sun Meiqin frowned and said, "Lao Xia, what do you say is wrong with Xiao Zhen?" When she came home with a worried face, she locked herself in the room and didn't come out, was there a problem between her and Gao Yu? ”

Xia Wentong blew out a puff of smoke: "I'm also thinking about this problem, but it's normal for boyfriends and girlfriends to occasionally have small conflicts." ”

"What I'm afraid of is that Gao Yu has done something sorry for Xiao Zhen, Xiao Zhen is too strong, he wants to bear everything by himself, even if he is wronged, he doesn't want to say it." Sun Meiqin sighed and said, "It's a pity that no one can look down on this kid, so she looks at Gao Yu attentively." ”

Xia Wentong originally did not advocate that parents interfere too much in their children's private affairs, but this time he was also worried, hesitated for a moment and said, "Either ...... Why don't you go in and see Xiao Zhen? ”