Chapter 861: The Heart Knot Is First Unsolved
Looking at Qin Lulu's narrow eyes, Xiao Yu couldn't help but smile bitterly in his heart, just now he praised her for nothing, the country is easy to change, her nature is difficult to change, Qin Lulu is still Qin Lulu.
Murong Rourou grew up on the island since she was a child, although she studied in college in Singapore, she was wild and untamable, Yin Xue has always been on the wrong path with herself, one of them is a cultivator, the other is a special soldier, if she bumps into Qin Lulu, God knows what will happen?
Xiao Yu took a sip of coffee and looked embarrassed, "This ...... Lulu, isn't that good? ”
Seeing Xiao Yu's sad face, Qin Lulu burst out laughing, "Look at your embarrassment!" I'm kidding you, I don't have the time to mind your business! But what you said is right, the manager of the public relations department is indeed a 'big killer', and when the man saw her, I am afraid that he signed the contract without saying a word. ”
Seeing that she was no longer forcing herself to introduce Murong Rourou and Yin Xue to her, Xiao Yu finally let out a sigh, and just wanted to say something, but when she heard Qin Lulu's voice, she suddenly lowered, "Xiao Yu, today is the first time you have told others that I am your girlfriend!" ”
She lowered her head, her slender fingers drawing random circles on the dining table, and a touch of shame gradually rose to her cheeks.
Xiao Yu was stunned, when he introduced Qin Lulu to Su Zhiqing just now, he seemed to indeed say that she was his girlfriend, what he said at that time was very natural, and he did not hesitate at all, could it be that he had already accepted Qin Lulu as his girlfriend in his heart?
But......
What about 'Shadow'?
There are also Yan Yaxi, Zhu Jiajia, and even Wang Siyu, Zhao Lin, and Su Zhiqing......
These girls have more or less, openly or secretly expressed their love for him, and he also likes these girls, for him, they are all an important part of his life, if he is asked who to choose, and who to give up, Xiao Yu asked himself, this is an extremely complex love equation, he has no answer.
He just wanted to see these girls live happily, not to see them cry sadly.
All along, 'Shadow' seemed to be a mountain of thousands of pounds, pressing on him, making him unable to breathe, unable to face the feelings of other girls for him.
'Shadow' saved him, and his life was 'Shadow'.
When he is too intimate with a certain girl, there is an inexplicable sense of guilt in his heart from time to time, especially when he learns that 'Shadow' is still alive, this feeling becomes even stronger.
But some things are not something that can be escaped by choosing to escape, while Xiao Yu suppressed his emotions, with the continuous contact with these girls, these emotions have already quietly taken root in his heart and thrived.
And today, when introducing Qin Lulu, the word 'girlfriend' that was inadvertently blurted out made Xiaoyu immediately notice this problem, and it seems that the suppressed emotions in his heart have gradually grown to the extent that he can't ignore them.
Thinking of this, Xiao Yu couldn't help but look at Qin Lulu opposite.
But seeing her fingers scratching on the dining table, as if writing something, with an irrepressible faint smile at the corners of her eyebrows and eyes, the blush on her cheeks has not yet dissipated, like a little woman who has just fallen in love.
Looking at Qin Lulu, who was infinitely shy in front of him, Xiao Yu's heart was shocked, and a classic movie line sounded in his ears, "There was once a sincere love in front of me, I didn't cherish it, and I regretted it when I lost it, and there is nothing more painful in the world than this...... If God could give me a chance to do it all over again, I would say three words to that girl: I love you. If I had to put a deadline on this love, I would like it to be...... 10,000 years ......"
Xiao Yu suddenly woke up, daring to feel that his previous thoughts were wrong, instead of deliberately escaping, it is better to face his feelings, rather than trying to suppress it, it is better to go with the flow. Otherwise, when you lose it, won't you regret it?
Qin Lulu, Yan Yaxi, Zhu Jiajia...... These girls, since they like it, then love it!
After figuring out this joint, my heart couldn't help but relax, as if a big stone across my heart had finally been unloaded, and I felt unprecedented relief all over my body.
In addition, he also had a feeling that at this time, the essence of foundation building in the sea of qi seemed to be a little more lively and agile, and even the cultivation that had already reached the realm of the Great Perfection in the late stage of foundation building seemed to be more complete.
After a little thought, Xiao Yu knew it in his heart.
From the memory of the bearded man, I know that for cultivators, these emotional entanglements belong to the red dust vulgar thoughts, and when impacting the Jindan, these red dust and vulgar thoughts, together with other miscellaneous thoughts, will be transformed into all kinds of illusions, forming a catastrophe of demons, if you can't sort out these vulgar thoughts before impacting the Jindan and continue to fall into it, then there is a chance that you will be entangled by the demons in your heart, causing Ning Dan to fall short and become an idiot.
Today, he suddenly had an epiphany, which made his Dao heart a little more consolidated, and when he condensed the golden pill, the heart demon tribulation would definitely be resolved a lot.
Just when Xiao Yu was secretly happy in his heart, Qin Lulu's voice came over again, making Xiao Yu's heart tremble violently, "Xiao Yu, I don't know if there are any empty rooms in that hotel at this time?" ”
"Huh? Oh....... there should be! Before and after the Spring Festival, everyone goes home for the New Year, and the business of the hotel should not be very good, and it is impossible to be full. Xiao Yu replied with some distraction.
"That'...... So what are you waiting for? Qin Lulu's head was lowered, almost touching the dining table, and her delicate face was like a ripe apple.
"Oh! Oh! I buy ...... Pay! Feed! Miss, pay the bill! Xiao Yu woke up like a dream, and hurriedly beckoned to the service lady not far away.
After a while, the service lady came over with a tray, and on the tray was the bill of Xiao Yu and the others, "Sir, you ordered two steak sets, a total of four hundred and twenty yuan." ”
Xiao Yu took out his wallet, took out a stack of 100 yuan bills and threw them on the tray without looking at it, and said, "No need to look for it." ”
After speaking, he pulled Qin Lulu and hurriedly walked outside the hotel.
The service lady looked at the stack of at least ten hundred-dollar bills on the tray, her mouth opened wide in surprise, and she was speechless, she had been a service lady here for two years, and it was the first time she had seen a guest so generous, and the tip she gave was almost equivalent to a week's salary.
Distance.
Su Zhiqing, who had been paying attention to the movement here, saw Xiao Yu and the others leaving in a hurry, and Huo Di stood up suddenly, "This kid is in such a hurry, he must not have any good ideas, no, I'll take a look!" ”
"Zhiqing! You sit down! Han Bing quickly grabbed her arm, "How old are you?" Why are you still so frizzy? ”
"But, Ah Bing, he ......" Su Zhiqing was pulled by Han Bing, she was not as strong as Han Bing, she couldn't break free, and couldn't help but stomp her feet in a hurry.
"What is he? People are a small couple, what are you going to make do blindly? Han Bing glanced at Su Zhiqing.
Seeing that the figures of Xiao Yu and Qin Lulu disappeared at the door, and now they couldn't catch up, Su Zhiqing had to sit down, picked up the wine glass, and poured a big sip of wine, and then said to Han Bing angrily, "What a little couple, the time we have known that kid is not too short, right?" When have you ever seen this girl? He must have come here on purpose to lie to me! ”
"Deliberately lied to you?" Han Bing glanced at Su Zhiqing deeply, picked up the wine glass, shook it lightly a few times, the corners of his mouth turned into a good-looking arc, and said softly, "Zhiqing, you should like that kid, right?" ”