Chapter 346: Breaking Through Yourself

readx;? Perhaps because I didn't listen to a word of what he said, the god of death sighed slightly again and said to me: " Chen Sheng, I know that you may not be able to listen to what I say now, but I have to tell you a little truth, in fact, this world is a world of hypocrisy, you look at your parents, did they hide something from you at the beginning, and I know, if you haven't experienced too many things later, and you haven't become strong and become the head of the outer eight gates, perhaps, even your parents won't treat you very much, this society is like this, what do you think your women like you are, talent, and looks, then, have you ever thought about those who beg on the road, why we often turn a blind eye, why doesn't a beautiful woman like a beggar, so, it's obvious, it's mainly because of identity and wealth, since that's the case, then you say, is this world hypocritical, should we do something? Also, your society is a kind of Datong society, seriously, it's really funny, can it be achieved in this world, this is just a phenomenon that your rulers want to better control your thoughts, and then let you make money for them to spend, you have been in a state of being brainwashed, but you don't know yet, you can even say that in fact, your culture has been deliberately tampered with, those who can rule, hide their own evils, and then present their good side to everyone, so you see hope, but you don't think about it, you don't even have words, Do you still feel very happy, hehe, it's really sad. Pen~Fun~Pavilion www.biquge.info" He said such a big thing to me, and then continued to look at me, not caring when the Chiyan Sword in my hand stabbed out towards him.

But seriously, I was very surprised, I didn't expect the God of Death to know so much about me, I was even more surprised, I didn't expect the God of Death to know so much about the things in the human world, but, obviously, what he just said was naturally of an evil nature, and it can even be said that what he just said was a fallacy, I heard a sentence before, if a person is dark in his heart, then his whole life is dark, whether it is doing things or speaking as a person, there are certain black elements, and when a person's heart is full of sunshine, then, his whole life is full of sunshine, soI think the reason why the god of death became the god of death is mainly because his inner breath is too dark, so without the light will find him, he has always been dissatisfied with the whole world. However, to be honest, at this time, standing with a person like the God of Death, listening to him say such things, I feel that he is actually very pitiful, after all, if the God of Death says that he is not talented, it is estimated that few people will agree with my point of view, then, why did such a powerful person finally embark on this and one path, I don't know, maybe it is a personal reason, or it may be the reason of the whole world, but I know that the first half of his life must be very pitiful, so, after hearing his words, I thought about it, and then said with a wry smile to him: "God of death, I think you still have time to read the Buddhist scriptures or some Taoist mystical truths, your heart is full of darkness, if you can be a little sunny, I believe that your life will also change, and you will not make such a move, so, I suggest you, now give up the previous deployment and plan, and then start over, as long as you start again, I Chen Sheng will also help you, but if you are obsessed, the final result can only be that evil does not prevail over good, and you will be eliminated forever in this world。 "When I said the first half of the sentence, I tried my best to show very sincerity, and when I said the second half of the sentence, the momentum on my body exploded, I can pity this guy, but I know that such a sinister and cunning person, even if he is convinced, he can't be convinced, of course, he just wanted to trick me into making me stand on his side, but I and him are simply two opposites, how can I stand with him.

After hearing my words, the white mourning clothes of the god of death stirred slightly, and then I felt a breath of death coming, the breath of death, wrapped me all at once, and then, the god of death said to me: " Chen Sheng, I originally thought you were a smart person, but I didn't expect you to be so stupid, you must know that only by following me, you can have a good life, you can be happy, just now I gave you a chance, but you didn't grasp it well, since this is the case, then I can only let you die here. As soon as the words fell, all of a sudden, I felt the breath of death in the dark, and it instantly entered my body, my mind began to wither like a withered flower, I inexplicably felt like my head was being controlled, and even, I had a desire for death, and at this time, of course, I still had a little bit of my own consciousness, I began to struggle with my powerful mind, but I felt that my mind was so vulnerable in front of the god of death, as long as he used a little force, maybe my whole life would be ruined, but my mind was very strong, besides, I am the reincarnation of Don Juan Immortal, how can it go on like this, immediately, just when I felt as if I was swallowed by all the breath of death, and even when I had a suicidal thought, suddenly, the breath in my body began to tumble, and the Taoist qi rushed into my mind like a clear stream, which immediately made me feel uplifted, and at the same time as I woke up, I just saw clearly, the god of death has been looking at me with a pair of very evil eyes, I understood what he meant, he still wanted me to follow him, but he knew very well that using verbal demagogy had no effect on me at all, so he wants to infuse the breath of death in my body, make me a negative body, make me bloodthirsty, like a puppet who can be at his mercy.

I will never let him succeed, just at the moment when the breath of the Taoist secret technique sobered me up like a clear stream, I quickly raised the Chiyan Sword in my hand and stabbed it towards the God of Death who was covered with a white mourning robe, and the speed of my stab this time was very fast, almost driving the air in the entire space, but suddenly, I saw that a black air mass appeared in front of the God of Death, and the air mass was like a shield to resist my Red Flame Sword, and at the same time, I actually saw that the black air mass seemed to be able to condense and change, Soon it turned into a long sword with a dark body, and my Chiyan sword, the blades of the two swords were opposites like this, and the surrounding air was also a crackling sound, but, in the case of the two of us fighting like this, suddenly, I saw the white mourning robe of the god of death actually moved, I subconsciously looked at it, and saw the face under the robe, it was Luo Shi's, I was stunned for a moment, but I came back to my senses immediately, this guy wanted to disturb me in this way, but, at this time, even if I had come back to my senses, it was already too late, and I was taken advantage of by the god of death in this time gap, put one, suddenly, it was a black aura, bothering me, and immediately, I saw that countless black aura, mixed with the aura of death, began to wreak havoc in my body.

I felt like I had fallen all at once, as if I had fallen into hell, I couldn't see the light, there was darkness everywhere, there were hideous grimaces everywhere, there was evil and death everywhere, my body began to swell, I was in hell, struggling, being swallowed by the flames, I felt my body also swallowed by the breath of death, the breath of death, like thousands of insects that can devour the human body, began to swallow my whole person, in my mind, the little thought that I had only insisted on at this time, also at this time, became very weak, I seemed to have become another me, I seemed to be no longer myselfBut I still have a little bit of consciousness of my own, I feel that the only little bit of consciousness left seems to have become my only hope that can be turned over, I try to control, separate that part of consciousness, in my mind, in the strange space that I can see, in the Nine Hells, that pure person is standing there in a white dress, the surroundings are pitch black, a white light seems to have hit down from the sky, shining on his body, making him stand there alone, he asked himself, are you a pure person, do you yearn for justice, can you defeat evil, countless questions, all of a sudden surge out, his face, showing a painful look, that face, is my face, but at this time it does look so strange, it seems that it is not me at all, he is still standing there, alone, plagued by all kinds of problems, in the end, he tried to escape, but the surrounding was wrapped in darkness, he could not escape at all, but, all the problems, like a sharp blade dancing in his heart, he began to become covered in bruises, finally, he knelt on the ground。

At this time, if there are outsiders here, they will definitely be surprised to see me lying on the ground, wrapped in black and death, and the whole person begins to struggle on the ground, but even if someone can see me outside, but they can't see my heart clearly, at this time my heart is constantly struggling, and the people in it are plagued by various problems, which is a test of the god of death to my inner demons, I know, I resist, but I am a little powerless, because, suddenly I am so tired, suddenly it is caught off guard, I don't understand, what is life for, a womanI thought of Luo Shi, thought of Luo Shi's face, thought of Ma Suo, thought of Chen Shasha and them, or for the most primitive desire between the women, I thought of the time when I was with the three of them separately, that feeling, which is endlessly evocative, but I know that people live in this world just for this, or for rights and reputation? In my mind, it's like a movie, I think of a lot again, starting from the absurd wedding of Aunt Xiaoyue and Uncle Xiao Yue in the countryside, to the changes in the village, and then later, I met Luo Shi, and then step by step, to this point, but I still can't figure out what the purpose of my life is, why I have done so many things, and so many things seem so boring and meaningless now, I feel that I began to give up, I continued to fall, the one who was plagued by all kinds of problems under the fluorescent lamp, just knelt there, I even saw that he began to sink in my consciousness, His body began to become more and more blurred, like powder, countless dust, began to drift from his body, he began to gradually blur, this seems to symbolize a kind of death, a kind of unspeakable loss and death, finally, I heard a sigh from that person, he said to himself, Chen Sheng, give up, all the things you do are meaningless, give up, you will have a better life, you should follow the god of death, because, born and the final problem you face, is death, in this world, death is the only final destination, there is life, there will be death, but, there is death, You can live forever, so, the thought of life can not bring you anything, even if you are rich and rich, what can you do, in the end it is just a cloud of smoke, even if you are in a high position, in the end you still turn into a handful of loess, even if you are working hard to cultivate, what if you cultivate into a god, in the end, you will still die, in this world, God, can also die, only death, there is no death itself, and death is the only eternal life.

Death is the only eternal life.

Death is the only way to live.

This thought, all of a sudden, was like a flood, invaded in my mind, and swallowed up my only trace of thought, and I saw that the person under the fluorescent lamp, his body gradually became illusory, and when the thought of death is the only eternal life like a flood, he and the whole person disappeared, and I, at this moment, had a feeling of complete fall.

I lay there, unconscious, I knew that everything in my mind just now was my imagination, this fantasy, so fake, but so real, this was my first and most difficult struggle with the god of death, but I seemed to have lost like this, I had always prided myself on being very strong in the power of my mind, and I was so attacked by the god of death.

I don't have any strength in my body, I am arbitrarily controlled by the breath of death and the breath of evil, I feel that my body is no longer falling all the time, as if, the Nine Hells are not my destination, do I want to enter the eighteenth layer of hell, or rather, to reach the hell of the nose, and become a person who does not look like a human being who will never see the light, I don't know, let the body fall, let the consciousness be invaded by the god of death, and even, in real life, I also heard the smile of the god of death, and then, I heard him say to me: "Chen Sheng, since I can't bewitch you, then I will use the breath of death and evil to see that your whole person has been invaded, I think, so that you will be forced to become a person like me, so that you will always be by my side and become the most powerful arm of my god of death." ”

After saying this, he laughed again, my heart, a little numb, I know, this life is over like this, however, I still maintain the last little bit of hope, I hope, there is such a person, reach out and pull me from hell, I really want to be very longing, I am numb, but I don't want to go on like this, before, every cell in my body is full of yearning for positive energy, I must get rid of the god of death, but, what about that hand, I am waiting, I don't know why I am waiting, like, in the dark, there is a signal to tell me, as long as you Chen Sheng, wait a little longer。

I waited, and at the moment when my mind seemed to be shaking at all, a candle that was about to be blown out, all of a sudden, I heard a baby's cry.

Wail. Gate. Eternal life. Continuation.

I seemed to understand something, and all of a sudden, I saw that in my deep consciousness, the person who had been troubled by countless problems and swept away by the flood floated out of the water.

I saw hope, and that hope, just a cry, solved the problem that bothered me, this cry, is a ****, it seems to come out of my life rings.

I understood, eternal life and hope, isn't it a continuation, the door of my heart was opened at once, I saw hope, those evil and death breath that eroded into my body, became so insignificant in an instant, the light of hope, the moment it burst out, it was like the sun's rays breaking through the haze, illuminating my heart, illuminating my direction, and illuminating my answer. In his consciousness, after the person emerged from the torrent, he stood there, the flood was receding, he stood on the ground, originally kept a kneeling posture, slowly stood up, he raised his head, looked at the fluorescent lamp overhead, he smiled, around, the darkness began to retreat one by one, finally, the concealment and darkness there all dissipated in an instant, he said to me, Chen Sheng, continuation, is eternal life, evil does not prevail over righteousness, is the eternal truth, you can't sink here, there are still many tasks waiting for you, and what you need to do is to do what you must do for future generations, because, your future, not just embodied in yourself, you can live forever, hope is continuation.

These words, like Hong Zhong Da Lu, came from my heart, and the voice rippled and woke me up. I opened my eyes and saw the god of death still standing there staring at me with the eyes of a gloomy owl.